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Chapter 1159

Strips of meat were roasting above the fire, and a delicious fragrance permeated the air. The remains of the Corrupted Monster crackled as they burned. Somewhere far away, ancient chains rattled loudly.

Darkness shrouded the world outside the circle of light cast by the dancing flames.

"... and that was the moment when the explosives detonated. Boom! I don't know how the whole city did not just slide into the ocean, but it was really something. The wall fell, the buildings crumbled to dust, the earth itself sank. Oh, but I did not see any of this, of course, because I was right in the middle of the explosion, protected only by a few layers of manifested shadows."

The members of the cohort were staring at Sunny with wide eyes... well, except for Cassie, of course. Nephis had been paying more attention to roasting the meat, but as the story went on, she seemed to become more and more distracted.

He grinned.

"And the Scavenger was right there with me! I couldn't let the wretch escape into the shadows, so I held on to him with one hand, and pummeled him with the other. At that distance, swords were of no use, so he started biting. And let me tell you... his teeth were really, really sharp..."

Sunny smiled, revealing his own teeth, then suddenly made a ferocious face.

"But not as sharp as mine. I bit the bastard, too! At that point, the sphere of shadows was already breaking, and the heat inside was like an oven. It had survived the initial detonation, but got tossed around by the shockwave, and then rolled down into the crater before finally shattering."

His expression relaxed.

"Well, anyway. I came to my senses a bit faster than the Scavenger, who got pinned to the ground by some debris. Problem was, I still had no way of breaking his armor... luckily, I still had a chest full of the dark beetles with me. So, before the fiend could free himself, I poured the beetles out, and they ate him alive. A fitting end for a corpse eater, don't you think? And since those beetles were not exactly living things, the Spell attributed the kill to me. So, that was how I received a new Shadow."

There was silence for a few moments. Eventually, Effie shook her head.

"Wait, wait... so you're telling us that this Ravenous Fiend stalked you across all of the Antarctic Center, infiltrated a siege capital, and waited for weeks to ambush you at the worst possible moment? Since when are Nightmare Creatures that smart?"

Kai glanced at her with surprise.

"Uh... are we just going to ignore the fact that Sunny killed a titan?"

Sunny laughed.

"Yes, that is exactly what happened. The first months of the operation were really wild, what can I say."

There was a startled pause. In the silence, Cassie asked in a worried voice:

"But what happened to your soldiers? Were they alright? You said that the Ravenous Fiend gravely wounded one of them..."

Sunny's smile slowly faded away.

He stayed quiet for a few moments, then sighed.

"...Yeah. They were fine. Luster lost his legs, but he survived. He's currently back in the Northern Quadrant, recovering after receiving treatment from the best government healers. Kimmy is right here in East Antarctica, she is with Army Command now."

His eyes grew distant.

"Quentin... Quentin is still marked as missing in action, officially. As for Belle, Dorn, and Samara, they died a few days later. When we tried to fight the Winter Beast. Everyone died that day, except me and Jet."

In the silence that followed, Cassie sighed lightly.

"I'm sorry."

Sunny glanced at her sharply. It was strangely off-putting, to hear those words coming out of her mouth... he knew very well that she was not one for apologies.

'...Have I unknowingly been waiting for something stupid like that for the last couple of years?'

He shook his head, then put a smile on his face.

"Yeah... I'm sorry too. But that is how Antarctica is. It has a way of reminding you that no matter how strong you have become, there is always something stronger out there, waiting to eat you alive."

Sunny lingered for a bit, looked at Nephis, and said in a carefree tone:

"I've tasted a lot of failure there. It's a bitter thing, failure, but after everything is said and done... I think it is more of a medicine than poison. You should try it too, sometime, before it's too late."

He did not know why he was being combative with Neph, but her confidence was really frustrating to observe recently. Perhaps... perhaps it was because he felt protective of her - Changing Star had put herself in terrible danger by joining Clan Valor, after all. She was facing death and destruction, but acted as if everything was under her control.

She was wrong. The Great Clans, the Sovereigns - these people were not someone who could be controlled.

Hearing his remark, Nephis calmly turned the meat and looked in Sunny's direction.

Her voice was even:

"I think I know more about failure than anyone here."

He frowned.

"You? When have you ever failed?"

Nephis sighed and continued tending to the meat.

"I failed to keep you by my side in the Dark City, didn't I? I failed to take control of the Bright Castle, too... I wanted to usurp Gunlaug's throne a few days after killing him. I had everything prepared, but in the end, it took many weeks of bloody struggle to achieve the goal. Each additional day that passed, each Sleeper that died fighting fellow humans... were my failures. I wasn't easy to come to terms with."

She took the fragrant meat off the fire and started placing it on the plates.

"I failed in the Crimson Spire, too. I failed to achieve the best result, and even messed up in my attempt to salvage the mistake. And I have failed countless times since."

She smiled, then handed Sunny his plate.

"But that's alright. You said it yourself, failure might be bitter, but it is a medicine. Now, let's eat... hopefully, this meat will taste better."

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    W chap
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    Nephis does not know what failure truly means. Yes, she has been in hard spots. Yes she has lost people but there was always a path forward for her.

    The bodies in the spire where casulties she could never stop.

    The Winter Beast. That is a force of nature. No amount of power would bring that down. Not even a Saint was able to bring it down.
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      Preach
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        What preach? Go find a better person to get preached from you gullible idiot.
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      Idiotic.
      Yes, she has been in hard spots. Yes she has lost people but there was always a path forward for her.

      Okay.

      But you're comparing her situation by associating Sunny's with Winter Beast. But exactly as you said for Nephis, Sunny also always had a path forward for him. That's how he slips away everytime and that's how he survived Winter Beast. Sunny always had a path.
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        That is not a path forward. That is retreat. Defeat. Being able to slip away and losing half your regiment and an entire city ist not same as leading worriors to essentially a victory.

        Sunny just lost and had to slip away like a rat.

        Nephis won while people died. Big difference. That is why I said she does not know true loss. Her losses always came with a victory.
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          Losses can't come with victory as the situation isn't absolute. There's always a mid-ground concession in case of rare happenstances. As for the whole debacle with Winter Beast, I still think Sunny had a path forward. It doesn't matter wether he had to retreat a few steps to take a big leap, or just charge through, he had a path forward. And he'll have many more, continually. The scenario with Winter Beast wasn't an isolated event. It was just one of many pits Sunny had to cross. Even if Sunny had outright killed the beast then, he'd move forward. And even when we couldn't kill the beast, he still moved forward. The end justified the means and cements my opinion. As for the path, it will always exists. [Fated] provides the most ingenious excuse to help him move forward. So much so that sometimes it seems his unyielding personality and dauntless will falls secondary to the attribute's machinations.
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            Oh boi are you for a rude awakening with the [Fated] attribute. It basically doubles down on what I claim. That Neph never knew what true loss meant.
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      This is a stupid and incoherent take.

      Failure is simply the inability to achieve set objectives. And you can't compare Sunny and Neph's failures like this
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    Man just leave her alone. It’s obsessive at this point not cute/adorable. Why are you trying to teach her lessons???
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      Yeah it feels clingy, she was minding her own business cooking and he decides to lecture her
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    "I failed to keep you by my side in the Dark City, didn't I? I

    Another f#cked up thing that Cassie caused
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      should have left them there at the tree oru2x swindler
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        Nah should have let her drowned in drak sea it was sunny who drove in dark sea to bring her back before they reach dark city
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          Ofc ofc. Sunny dove into the Dark Sea to save Cassie. How convenient, to forget the fact that Cassie prevented half the fights in the crimson labyrinth, protected them from the storms, and warned Sunny about the Soul Devouring Tree's enthrallment.
          Do you have memory problems? Are you only able to remember selective events?
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            Tree is different if Cassy don't warn sunny all three die and in this sea if sunny don't save Cassy Cassie die it have no effect on others
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              Genius. For your own convenience, you only pointed out one of the points out of the three points i mentioned! That's how we get our points across right?
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                Do we even need about others? Nephis is little Mary Sue who kill corrupted terror as sleeper where even some saints can't do that as for storm I doubt sunny and nephis die from that [Fated] ensure that sunny fulfill his fate
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                  Fated doesn't work ike that. It only increases the chances several times of unlikely things happening. Such as bringing a storm out of nowhere. Now it depends on sunny if he can survive. Fated isn't a fixed destiny that Sunny has to follow.
                  And, the crimson terror that Nephis killed was not Corrupted. How did you even read? It was a fallen terror. And a fallen terror who was severely weakened because it was in the middle of the process of evolving into a titan.
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                  Fighting the good fright bro half the people in this comment section can't read and seem to hate nuanced characters
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                  Everywhere. Every novel. Every website. There's always a majority like these...
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    Back to slaughter and killing.
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    "I failed to keep you by my side in the Dark City, didn't I?

    Guys please just do the deed already please please please want want want
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      Come on guys! There's more to a relationship than some smashing

      We haven't even experienced any romance yet!! 15
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        Shut up. They will do it from the bed to the floor to the to the door to the hall to the living room to the kitchen to the counter to the bathroom to the shower to the basement to the attic to the roof, 24/7 for eight years.
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          Damn bros dedicated. Write a fanfic already man щ(゚д゚щ)
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          И всё это ради аспекта наследия Нефис.
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          Man u are living upto your pfp
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      You are the only one who is making me laught in these comment section. Thanks man.
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        Of course, I am the Greatest Lust Developer of history.
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      You mean, when you left him more and more behind and turned him into a background character?
      This wasn’t failing, that was a decision.
      And all she called failures were consequences of her actions.
      And she must be a narcissist if she really thought that the fighting would stop only a few days after she killed the Lord of the Castle.
      You can’t call things a failure, just because they aren’t as you imagined things in the ideal case.
      And if she wanted for more people to survive, then maybe she shouldn’t have immediately went for a civil war.
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    hey, just have few questions:
    what happens if nephis says to sunny "Go, Lost from light you are free from shadow bond."?
    will sunny be free or remain slave?
    and if he becomes free then why isn't nephis is freeing him from shadow bond or even tried to do that? she even said she doesn't want a slave who follow her against his own will...
    is she trying to protect sunny from beings like mordret who will try to force shadow bond on him or she stills sees him a slave and doesn't want to free him even if it's against sunny's own wishes cause she is a hypocrate who just tried to manipulate sunny and herself that she doesn't want a forced slave?
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      you cant free a shadow right?imagine your shadow and you said to it that its free.does that work?of course not.its your shadow after all.thats pretty much what sunny is right now
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      Regardless of whether this works or not, she should've at least tried.
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    Aww and nephis pup eyes twinkled like stars swindler
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    Ewww
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      What was ew
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    Maybe I was wrong about Nephis. She truly did feel guilt about the deaths she caused on the Forgotten Shore. I don't think she is evil, anymore. Malevolent in her ambitions, but not evil.
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      Hold on there, read again. She counts all that as a failure, she never actually said she felt guilty about it.
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        I love how you focus on things that we pretend to deceive ourselves because we don't want to believe them
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          Well, she is obviously not evil, that’s not what I was trying to convey. She has a singular goal in destroying the dream realm along with the sovereigns right. She has already stated in the past she will do anything to achieve that goal. We can see that she is slowly evolving into someone less emotionally monotone in that regard, but to what end is still unclear.
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        She doesn’t feel guilty about it because she believes what she did was right. She gave the chance to the people of the Forgotten Shore to escape and get back to the real world instead of slowly rotting in the forgotten shore.
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          In a way it was imagining rotting in that damn place we don't even know if sleepers can get pregnant in dream realm as lost
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            Or she could have tried a longer game.
            But her immediate conclusion was a civil war which would definitely end in blood shed.
            If she had decided to take a year longer, things would have ended more peaceful.
            But she instead immediately went for burning the ground
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              She is quite reckless and in hurry too at least i would have taken prephas year or at least 6 months but well strike the iron while it's hot i guess
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                True, but even a smith has to hit the iron in the right spots with the right amount of strength without rushing it if he wants a high quality product/weapin.
                If anything about is missing then the quality drops by a lot.
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            They can’t
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      True.
      But she probably thought that all would immediately follow her after the Lord died.
      You know, based on how Nephis acts, she seems to either be a narcissist or have main character syndrome.
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