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Chapter 982: Dark, Empty, And Silent

Cassie opened her eyes in the darkness.

For a few moments, she was disoriented by the onslaught of colors and sensations.

She was looking at the bright blue sky and the sea of white clouds rolling beneath the Ivory Tower. Sunlight was caressing her skin, and gentle winds were singing into her ears.

She was enveloped in heat, red sparks flying from a crucible where molten steel was shining with an incandescent glow. A tired voice was chanting something in an ancient language, the alien words drowning in the clamor of the forge.

She was locked in a small office, reading a document. The paper was cold to the touch, and smelled of fresh ink. Her vision was blurry from the lack of sleep, and her heart was heavy. The contents of the document were grave...

There were other places, other people. It took her some time to find herself among the strangers.

Cassie's was the only world that had no colors, and no shapes. It was dark, empty, and silent.

She could feel the soft fabric of her pajamas touching her skin, and the warmth of her bed. The smell was all wrong, though. Wrong, but nice and familiar.

'...Where am I?'

She frowned, and then remembered. These were not her chambers in the Ivory Tower. She had returned to the waking world, and was now in her room.

She was home...

Cassie allowed the perspectives of various people marked by her Ability to fade into the background, and concentrated on her own.

She rose from the bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower. The layout of her room was orderly and familiar, and she was careful to keep everything in its proper place. That was why she could orient herself without problem here, not needing any help. This darkness was safe.

It had not always been that way, however. For the first few weeks after receiving her Flaw, Cassie had been a walking collection of bruises.

...And then, the solstice was upon her.

After a short, but pleasant shower - way better than anything they had been able to arrange in the Ivory Tower - she walked over to her wardrobe and got dressed. Her clothes were organized according to a strict system, with a tactile script tag added to each hanger to label colors, so Cassie could find anything she wanted quickly.

Finally ready, she left her room and headed downstairs.

Outside of her own space, she felt less confident. Her parents tried to be mindful of her Flaw, but it was still something unfamiliar to them. In the years after becoming blind, Cassie spent most of her time someplace else, after all. How could they have grown accustomed to it?

She was almost sure that there would not be a piece of furniture moved, or a random item left carelessly in the way. But the mere possibility of stumbling into something or falling down made her feel tense. Cassie felt... felt like a stranger in her own home.

She hated that feeling.

Of course, nothing here could really harm her. Her Ascended physique was beyond being bruised by a mundane accident, but today was a special day. She wanted to make it perfect.

Cassie hesitated for a little, and then activated her Awakened Ability. With so many perspective mediums out there, her essence was in a state of delicate equilibrium. She had to be mindful not to spend more than she could passively replenish, and indulging herself without a real reason was not very responsible.

'...Just for a little bit.'

Immediately, the world changed.

Cassie was standing near the stairs, but she was also cautiously descending them. One step, two steps, three steps...

Cassie lowered her foot to the first step, but she was also on the fourth step.

Cassie reached the fourth step, but she was also on the landing.

Her hand was sliding along the banister, but it was also hanging by her side. She did not smell anything in particular, but she could also feel the scent of her mom's shampoo and... flowers?

Cassie was still on the stairs, but she also felt a pang of pain as her shin slammed into something hard, followed by the sound of a glass vase shattering as it hit the floor.

'That was nothing there before...'

Cassie moved to the side, avoiding the unfamiliar stand, and leaned forward a little to smell the flowers. The vase was standing still, and perfectly whole.

At the same time, there was the sound of an opening door, and her mother's scent became stronger.

Cassie turned to the closed door.

The door opened, and her mother walked inside from the street.

"Ah! My baby is awake!"

Cassie smiled and released her Awakened Ability. Instead, she sent her essence forward and substituted her sight with her mom's. Immediately, the full room came into view, including an unfamiliar wooden stand with a beautiful vase of natural flowers on top of it.

...She saw herself, too.

Cassie could see her own face, but not that of her mother.

She frowned a little.

'My skirt is wrinkled...'

"Happy Birthday! I can't believe it, my lovely daughter is turning twenty!"

Cassie smiled. She didn't feel like she was twenty... she felt like she was two hundred.

Before she could say anything, her mom enveloped her in a hug.

"I am so glad that you managed to come! Work is work, but a young lady like you should not forget about her poor, old parents. Would it kill you to visit more often? All, what am I saying? Visit, what visit? This is still your home, you know! You live here!"

Cassie's smile widened.

"I know."

"And where are these friends of yours? What do you mean, no one is coming to the party? I get it that Lady Nephis might be busy, but what about the others? That young man, Sunny, the one you always mention? Where's he?"

Cassie remained silent for a while.

"...He's busy, too."

"All, that daughter of mine is too nice. If it were me, I'd give these so-called friends a piece of my mind... missing a birthday party is never okay!"

Cassie just hugged her mom tighter. She couldn't help but cling to her a little longer than she should have.

...That was because Cassie knew exactly how many more birthdays they would be able to celebrate together.

She knew when her mother would die, and how.

He knew when her father would die, too.

She even knew the day of her own death, and where she would be entombed.

Cassie knew a great number of things, and because of that, she felt sorry.

Fate was not easy to break, and it could not be broken without paying a price.

"Alright, baby, let me go so that I can cook you a very special birthday breakfast."

She reluctantly ended the hug and sighed.

"I am not a baby, you know. I am an Ascended already."

Her mom laughed.

"Who says that an Ascended can't be a little baby? Now tell me what you want for breakfast!"

Cassie masterfully hid her sorrow and put a big, bright smile on her face.

"How about eggs? With bacon?"

Her mother was already walking to the kitchen.

"No problem! We only have synthetic bacon, though. Will that be alright, Miss Ascended?"

Cassie followed, careful not to smash into anything else. "That's the best kind!"

There was a digital clock in the kitchen, and when her mother glanced at it in passing, the time was ten in the morning.

Cassie quietly sat down and turned to the clock, even though she could not see it.

A few minutes later, when a delicious smell filled the kitchen, she sighed and stared into the distance, as if able to see something far, far away.

Her smile faltered a little.

'It is starting, then...'

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    Men i really don't admire cassie power, if i knew when my parents will die trust me i will do everything in heaven on earth and in hell to avoid that day unless it's a peaceful one in their sleep when they're extremely old. consequences be damned so yes she holds a very high burden on my mind always
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      you know what happened the last two times she tried to stop fate. what she sees will happen no matter what.
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        Till she did something about it
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          her doing something about it is what lead it to happen in the first place. in FS she tried to stop it but everything played out in her vision because she tried. sunny tried the same with chained isles
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    Даже Санни уже простил Касси, не то чтобы он забыл об этом, но, по крайней мере, он её уже не ненавидит.
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    Do not be misled by the high number of comments. Most of the whole talks is about betrayal and whatnot...
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    Cassie just hugged her mom tighter. She couldn't help but cling to her a little longer than she should have.

    ...That was because Cassie knew exactly how many more birthdays they would be able to celebrate together.

    She knew when her mother would die, and how.

    He knew when her father would die, too.

    She even knew the day of her own death, and where she would be entombed.

    Cassie knew a great number of things, and because of that, she felt sorry.

    Fate was not easy to break, and it could not be broken without paying a price.

    Now what Cassie haters?
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      So what? What does her miserable life have to do with forgotten shore?
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        i am with this young man over here bossgif
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        I am with you man
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    Oh well time to break the fate I guess.
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    Sunlight was caressing her skin, and gentle winds were singing into her ears.

    At first I misread Sunlight as Sunny butwhy
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    PLS G3 I BEG YOU TO GIVE CASSIE HAPPINESS
    Pls
    :(.
    Damn, this chapter hits hard
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      She deserves the worst ending lol.
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        Why man why

        Cassie is love, Cassie is life
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          Because shes a dumb and horrible person, deserves the worst
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            Mmh she is not that horrible.
            There isn't too much to do about this, I guess that it is vdry difficult to change someone's opinion
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              Why do you think she isn't horrible considering what she did
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                Because, from my point of view, her only 2 options were to save Nephis or Sunny. Would you have liked Cassie more if she had betrayed Nephis instead of Sunny?

                I think that she was forced to make a very hard decision. That's why I believed that she isn't a bad person.
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                  Yeah that's where you are wrong, she had the choice to not take any side which is what she should have done as she knew nothing she does would change what saw in the vision, her actions only made the situation worse. She betrayed one of her best friends for nothing, someone like her is genuinely irredeemable. I don't see how anyone could even stand her let alone like her.
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                  The thing here is that not making anything is a choice in itself. She saw in her dream that the shadows were winning ver the light so if she had not done anything the it would have been almost certain that Nephis would die.

                  For example seeing someone hanging on a cliff and not helping it it's a choice in itself and wouldn't be a "good" one
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                  Huh? I acknowledged that, im saying she already knew that trying to change and do something won't change anything and help nephis yet she still did it
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                  But that's not true, she didn't know if changing the future was possible. She was a sleeper, she didn't have enough time to learn such things about her aspect.
                  Besides, what is the problem with trying?
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    This hatred for Cassie is really unreasonable. We’re talking about kids thrown into hell for no reason. And this particular kid is blind and doesn’t have an aspect that specializes on fighting. The girl would’ve been dead if not for the miracle that Nephis was close.

    Why do we expect a girl to make perfect decisions, as if she was an all powerful being. Yeah, she can see into the future, so what? Seeing the future automatically makes you capable of solving every problem? That you will never make a mistake? People should get off their high horse. You keep on hating on Cassie when just a few chapters ago some of you were wishing Sunny would experience more hardships. Sadistic bastards, stop acting like you’re all so righteous.
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      You understand me man

      People seems unable to forgive character and it is incredible that they can't forgive Cassie even after seeing all her reasons
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        Yeah, it is incredible. Just put yourself in that shoes. Being blind and utterly powerless, and all you have is an echo who can guide you. All you can do is see vaguely into the future. You can only choose and you have to be careful of every single thing you change because it can have catastrophic impacts. One change might result into the whole Nephis failing to kill the ruler of the bright castle or it might lead to the army getting annihilated. Stopping Sunny from getting isolated can prevent him from getting saint. Just one wrong step and it can have domino effect on a lot of things.
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          And then betraying the person who saved your life countless time look at this point even i am not that angry considering how she knows of her parents death date that's tough but it's a fact she was mislead by her visions and couldn't see the actions sunny took for them his priorities and how many times he risked his life he was always gentle with her
          But in the end what did they amount to
          I hope people stop bringing up hatred topic because no matter how the situation is in my eyes betrayal by a such close person can never be justified
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            But the fact remained that if Sunny was the one who found her first, he would abandon her. She only survived because of Nephis. Plus, her divinations have never failed her before. I’m not saying that what she did is justified but it is understandable. Also, it should be about time to forgive her. Just forgive but don’t forget.
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              Yeah but how many people are as capable or oddball as nephis sunny wouldn't have been able to protect Cassie he would have died with her had he tried
              But cassie has seen him diving in dark sea putting his life at risk she is too mislead by her vision too stupid too focused on future look at present sunny suffering at soul devourer tree all those fights daily care his treatment and protectiveness all of them at least demand a explanation a chance or at least a apology and mind you i don't remember her apologising still not saying sorry sunny I was mislead by my visions i should have trusted you more but not apologising i can only think she'll do it again and again
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              Just because Nephis protected her at the start doesn’t mean they wouldn’t have died without Sunny’s help though. If they had been allowed to travel to the statue where Sunny was they were going to die there. You can’t put the value of one over the other because of who came first that’s just wrong.

              After learning about Sunny she probably realized that if she met him first he would do what he had to do to survive not out of spite or cruelty, simply to survive cause that’s all he knew at the time and that’d be okay because he was not strong enough to protect her.

              She wouldn’t hate him for it and that’s definitely not a reason for her to betray him she was just naive blinded by her aspect which is fine. She will be forgiven though she hasn’t even tried to apologize and Sunny being petty isn’t making it any better.
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                Well said
                Not to mention how he lived till that point he also wasn't strong enough to afford protecting a blind girl with basically no movement let alone combat skills
                Only nephis who can both heal and kill and was proficient in combat could entertain the thought sunny would be gradually exhausted and then they both would die to the accumulated injuries
                and even then she won't have survived without him
                And actually I am curious does academy know about her(cassie) aspect i am not sure like it's rank
                (put up spoiler tag just in case)so why didn't they protect her
                Because no matter how i dislike her she is very very useful
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                  I figured her aspect was of that rank because she seems like the best seer in the novel for some reason. Maybe the fact that the author wants to keep her relevant. But don’t forget both Sunny and Cassie were able to refuse to tell them what rank their aspect is so maybe she didn’t tell them but described what it could do to a certain extent and even then as a sleeper she didn’t understand her power fully. As a blind seer with a low rank the academy wouldn’t have protected her nor would others in the dream realm protect her. Keep in mind that children with good talents are likely to boast about it so anyone who kept their rank secret either had a low rank or was like Sunny.
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                  Still seers seems rare not sure if there are as many
                  But there is chance they didn't know her capabilities she herself was unaware after all
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            That’s the tricky thing about betrayal it always comes from those you trust. The hard part is not forgiving the person that’s the easy part…

            The hard part is being able to fully trust that person in the future because there’s no way you’ll have been able to have 100% faith in them. It will be highly unlikely that you doubtfully trust that person with anything ever again.

            I think Sunny is on a fine line between forgiveness and disappointment in her he doesn’t hate her because he understands why she did it but does not forgive her for it which is fine. If/when he does forgive her I’m sure he won’t put all his faith in her watching his back as a friend only as a convenient companion which is fine.
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              I hope so much that he never puts his 100% trust but it seems he is always ready for her(I can't find right words for what i want to convey)
              Actually both ☀️ (sunny) and me too are hung up on fact she didn't apologise like she isn't nephis so being insensitive isn't a excuse only reason could be she believes she did right and she'd so it again
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                Yeah like I get she did what she did but does she have no remorse for what she did? Or is this her way of saying she doesn’t regret what she did to protect her friend even if it was wrong?
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      Hypocrisy is crazy, stop projecting dude.

      The hatred for cassie is completely reasonable, not only did she betray her best friend in the worst way possible, she also did so while knowing doing so would change nothing to help nephis.

      So heres the issue, her choice was just dumb and she fell into false dilemma.


      Cassie saw visions a few times, and she tried to change the future she saw, but her actions just propelled towards the visions she saw, nor could she change it, her actions to stop were acting as a catalyst.

      So you would expect her to stop, but no, she didn't, she still gave his true name to nephis like a dumbass, even though she already knew her actions can't change what she saw in the vision, this not only doomed sunny but also doomed nephis as well.

      cassie just shouldn't have taken any side its not that hard to get. shes just dumb instead of being a horrible person comparatively
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    I like her. I mean she is trying, I would be doing much worse if I was in her place.
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    Will you and sunny not a friend
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