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Chapter 982: Dark, Empty, And Silent

Cassie opened her eyes in the darkness.

For a few moments, she was disoriented by the onslaught of colors and sensations.

She was looking at the bright blue sky and the sea of white clouds rolling beneath the Ivory Tower. Sunlight was caressing her skin, and gentle winds were singing into her ears.

She was enveloped in heat, red sparks flying from a crucible where molten steel was shining with an incandescent glow. A tired voice was chanting something in an ancient language, the alien words drowning in the clamor of the forge.

She was locked in a small office, reading a document. The paper was cold to the touch, and smelled of fresh ink. Her vision was blurry from the lack of sleep, and her heart was heavy. The contents of the document were grave...

There were other places, other people. It took her some time to find herself among the strangers.

Cassie's was the only world that had no colors, and no shapes. It was dark, empty, and silent.

She could feel the soft fabric of her pajamas touching her skin, and the warmth of her bed. The smell was all wrong, though. Wrong, but nice and familiar.

'...Where am I?'

She frowned, and then remembered. These were not her chambers in the Ivory Tower. She had returned to the waking world, and was now in her room.

She was home...

Cassie allowed the perspectives of various people marked by her Ability to fade into the background, and concentrated on her own.

She rose from the bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower. The layout of her room was orderly and familiar, and she was careful to keep everything in its proper place. That was why she could orient herself without problem here, not needing any help. This darkness was safe.

It had not always been that way, however. For the first few weeks after receiving her Flaw, Cassie had been a walking collection of bruises.

...And then, the solstice was upon her.

After a short, but pleasant shower - way better than anything they had been able to arrange in the Ivory Tower - she walked over to her wardrobe and got dressed. Her clothes were organized according to a strict system, with a tactile script tag added to each hanger to label colors, so Cassie could find anything she wanted quickly.

Finally ready, she left her room and headed downstairs.

Outside of her own space, she felt less confident. Her parents tried to be mindful of her Flaw, but it was still something unfamiliar to them. In the years after becoming blind, Cassie spent most of her time someplace else, after all. How could they have grown accustomed to it?

She was almost sure that there would not be a piece of furniture moved, or a random item left carelessly in the way. But the mere possibility of stumbling into something or falling down made her feel tense. Cassie felt... felt like a stranger in her own home.

She hated that feeling.

Of course, nothing here could really harm her. Her Ascended physique was beyond being bruised by a mundane accident, but today was a special day. She wanted to make it perfect.

Cassie hesitated for a little, and then activated her Awakened Ability. With so many perspective mediums out there, her essence was in a state of delicate equilibrium. She had to be mindful not to spend more than she could passively replenish, and indulging herself without a real reason was not very responsible.

'...Just for a little bit.'

Immediately, the world changed.

Cassie was standing near the stairs, but she was also cautiously descending them. One step, two steps, three steps...

Cassie lowered her foot to the first step, but she was also on the fourth step.

Cassie reached the fourth step, but she was also on the landing.

Her hand was sliding along the banister, but it was also hanging by her side. She did not smell anything in particular, but she could also feel the scent of her mom's shampoo and... flowers?

Cassie was still on the stairs, but she also felt a pang of pain as her shin slammed into something hard, followed by the sound of a glass vase shattering as it hit the floor.

'That was nothing there before...'

Cassie moved to the side, avoiding the unfamiliar stand, and leaned forward a little to smell the flowers. The vase was standing still, and perfectly whole.

At the same time, there was the sound of an opening door, and her mother's scent became stronger.

Cassie turned to the closed door.

The door opened, and her mother walked inside from the street.

"Ah! My baby is awake!"

Cassie smiled and released her Awakened Ability. Instead, she sent her essence forward and substituted her sight with her mom's. Immediately, the full room came into view, including an unfamiliar wooden stand with a beautiful vase of natural flowers on top of it.

...She saw herself, too.

Cassie could see her own face, but not that of her mother.

She frowned a little.

'My skirt is wrinkled...'

"Happy Birthday! I can't believe it, my lovely daughter is turning twenty!"

Cassie smiled. She didn't feel like she was twenty... she felt like she was two hundred.

Before she could say anything, her mom enveloped her in a hug.

"I am so glad that you managed to come! Work is work, but a young lady like you should not forget about her poor, old parents. Would it kill you to visit more often? All, what am I saying? Visit, what visit? This is still your home, you know! You live here!"

Cassie's smile widened.

"I know."

"And where are these friends of yours? What do you mean, no one is coming to the party? I get it that Lady Nephis might be busy, but what about the others? That young man, Sunny, the one you always mention? Where's he?"

Cassie remained silent for a while.

"...He's busy, too."

"All, that daughter of mine is too nice. If it were me, I'd give these so-called friends a piece of my mind... missing a birthday party is never okay!"

Cassie just hugged her mom tighter. She couldn't help but cling to her a little longer than she should have.

...That was because Cassie knew exactly how many more birthdays they would be able to celebrate together.

She knew when her mother would die, and how.

He knew when her father would die, too.

She even knew the day of her own death, and where she would be entombed.

Cassie knew a great number of things, and because of that, she felt sorry.

Fate was not easy to break, and it could not be broken without paying a price.

"Alright, baby, let me go so that I can cook you a very special birthday breakfast."

She reluctantly ended the hug and sighed.

"I am not a baby, you know. I am an Ascended already."

Her mom laughed.

"Who says that an Ascended can't be a little baby? Now tell me what you want for breakfast!"

Cassie masterfully hid her sorrow and put a big, bright smile on her face.

"How about eggs? With bacon?"

Her mother was already walking to the kitchen.

"No problem! We only have synthetic bacon, though. Will that be alright, Miss Ascended?"

Cassie followed, careful not to smash into anything else. "That's the best kind!"

There was a digital clock in the kitchen, and when her mother glanced at it in passing, the time was ten in the morning.

Cassie quietly sat down and turned to the clock, even though she could not see it.

A few minutes later, when a delicious smell filled the kitchen, she sighed and stared into the distance, as if able to see something far, far away.

Her smile faltered a little.

'It is starting, then...'

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    give me six digits
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    Sigh. What did she see now? 23
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    Overlord 15
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    So she didn't warn anyone...
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      Bunnybounty
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      She alr explained many times why she doesn't...
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      RichHobo
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      Oogway : One often meets his destiny on the road he takes to avoid it.
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    floki
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    Perhaps we treated you too harshly cassie
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    Sonic
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    We might not forgive Cassie but even we have to admit that from her pov, the decisions she made were not easy… on the other hand, if Sunny will truly go against Weaver then the support of someone like her is invaluable.
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    GeRaS-5
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    Okay, I'm ready to forgive her. Yes, she handed Sunny over, but Sunny was partly to blame. When she asked him a question he replied that he would not protect Nephis at all costs. And she made a difficult choice, but from the dialogue in the real world, it was clear that she was sorry. And now it turned out that she knew how all her friends would die. It's a f#cking curse and I don't dare to judge her for this choice.
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      Zer0Wing
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      Lol what? What reasoning is this? “It’s kinda Sunny’s fault that Cassie made him into Nephis’ slave. He should’ve gone against his flaw and his personality and said that he would basically be Nephis’ slave anyways.” What are you even talking about man sigh
      Also Cassie does not know that much. She thought Sunny would kill Nephis. It didn’t happen. She thought she and Sunny would die by falling into the Sky Below. It didn’t happen.
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        GeRaS-5
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        So what am I talking about? It's Sunny's own fault that he then dranked and gave out his name. So also answered the wrong question Cassie. Just the very fact of betrayal remains. If Nephis hadn't been so kind, she would have used the Sunny. So Cassie would in that case would sign Sunny into slavery. But after I thought about it, calmed down, I realized that Cassie was not to blame. A long time ago. I just decided to write now, because I just wanted to. In fact, I don't blame her since they met on the chain islands.
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          Zer0Wing
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          Have you forgotten Sunny’s flaw? Sunny’s flaw worked against him. He was forced to answer that he wouldn’t protect Nephis at all costs because he truly wouldn’t. Does it make sense that because he truly wouldn’t give his life for Nephis, Cassie will give Nephis the control over Sunny’s life? He was also forced to give out his true name. Of course he should’ve steered the conversation away from that but he was mentally drained, and not from the alcohol. That was just one contributor.

          Ultimately, it’s entirely Cassie’s fault. While I forgive her, it was her actions not anyone else’s. You cannot say it’s partly Sunny’s fault when all he did was reveal a vulnerability. It was up to Cassie whether she would abuse the vulnerability of a friend and she did. What she did was insidious.
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            GeRaS-5
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            He got drunk himself, he said his name. Do you understand this? His fault is that he showed weakness.
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              Zer0Wing
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              If it wasn’t for his flaw, Sunny would’ve been fine. The main reason he screwed up was not because he was drunk, it was because he was tired. Because he was mentally drained, he didn’t properly control his flaw and he said that he had a true name. He immediately adjusted and tried to make it a joke but he was forced to tell his name after. Cassie abusing that weakness that Sunny showed makes it entirely her fault. She intended to ruin their relationship even if Nephis escaped.
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                GeRaS-5
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                Если бы то, если бы это. Ты себя слышишь? Сам факт в том, что он облажался. Его пить никто не принуждал. А Касси можно понять. Ей пришлось выбирать между двумя друзьями. И не находишь ли ты это лицемерием? Если бы Касси сдала Нефис, то твоя позиция была бы другой. Я ведь прав?
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                Shiki519
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                no matter how you argue about it.. its already a fact that it is mistake the mc made...
                a mistake is a mistake whatever the reason... all of it was his choice/decision tbh, even if he was mentally exhausted, that's just an excuse imo

                also the vision cassie made was vague at best so i don't think anyone really understand what would happen.. even the end result was something that cassie regretted..
                i think i need to reread these parts again but from what i can remember, cassie cant read mc staus fully yet at the time, so i'm not sure she understand herself what the name signifies, just that it will help neph.. just my opinion

                edit: chapter 161.. i read it again cause i can't remember if he mention anything about being slave, but none.. and mc was too careless with the drink
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                  Shiki519
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                  thinking about that vision.. i think some of it doesn't make sense or as dire of what would happen on the spire.. i cant remember exactly but there was part of the vision where it says one consumes the other.. f#cked.. couple with what i remember when some in the comments pointing some similarities with the vision on the chained arc.. maybe the vision does not yet happen.. and i think i don't want to check it agian to verify pressure
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    REN・DOVERঐ
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    Knowledge truly is a double edged sword..... The more know, the less you actually want to know.
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    The_Imm۞rtal
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    What's starting, she's foreshadowing alot atp
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    Firewallj760
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    Oh, the burden of knowledge... I still dislike her a little (I'm slow to let go of grudges) but I understand her...
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      REN・DOVERঐ
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      Exactly bruh
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      munch
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      *Burden of foresight
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