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Chapter 982: Dark, Empty, And Silent

Cassie opened her eyes in the darkness.

For a few moments, she was disoriented by the onslaught of colors and sensations.

She was looking at the bright blue sky and the sea of white clouds rolling beneath the Ivory Tower. Sunlight was caressing her skin, and gentle winds were singing into her ears.

She was enveloped in heat, red sparks flying from a crucible where molten steel was shining with an incandescent glow. A tired voice was chanting something in an ancient language, the alien words drowning in the clamor of the forge.

She was locked in a small office, reading a document. The paper was cold to the touch, and smelled of fresh ink. Her vision was blurry from the lack of sleep, and her heart was heavy. The contents of the document were grave...

There were other places, other people. It took her some time to find herself among the strangers.

Cassie's was the only world that had no colors, and no shapes. It was dark, empty, and silent.

She could feel the soft fabric of her pajamas touching her skin, and the warmth of her bed. The smell was all wrong, though. Wrong, but nice and familiar.

'...Where am I?'

She frowned, and then remembered. These were not her chambers in the Ivory Tower. She had returned to the waking world, and was now in her room.

She was home...

Cassie allowed the perspectives of various people marked by her Ability to fade into the background, and concentrated on her own.

She rose from the bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower. The layout of her room was orderly and familiar, and she was careful to keep everything in its proper place. That was why she could orient herself without problem here, not needing any help. This darkness was safe.

It had not always been that way, however. For the first few weeks after receiving her Flaw, Cassie had been a walking collection of bruises.

...And then, the solstice was upon her.

After a short, but pleasant shower - way better than anything they had been able to arrange in the Ivory Tower - she walked over to her wardrobe and got dressed. Her clothes were organized according to a strict system, with a tactile script tag added to each hanger to label colors, so Cassie could find anything she wanted quickly.

Finally ready, she left her room and headed downstairs.

Outside of her own space, she felt less confident. Her parents tried to be mindful of her Flaw, but it was still something unfamiliar to them. In the years after becoming blind, Cassie spent most of her time someplace else, after all. How could they have grown accustomed to it?

She was almost sure that there would not be a piece of furniture moved, or a random item left carelessly in the way. But the mere possibility of stumbling into something or falling down made her feel tense. Cassie felt... felt like a stranger in her own home.

She hated that feeling.

Of course, nothing here could really harm her. Her Ascended physique was beyond being bruised by a mundane accident, but today was a special day. She wanted to make it perfect.

Cassie hesitated for a little, and then activated her Awakened Ability. With so many perspective mediums out there, her essence was in a state of delicate equilibrium. She had to be mindful not to spend more than she could passively replenish, and indulging herself without a real reason was not very responsible.

'...Just for a little bit.'

Immediately, the world changed.

Cassie was standing near the stairs, but she was also cautiously descending them. One step, two steps, three steps...

Cassie lowered her foot to the first step, but she was also on the fourth step.

Cassie reached the fourth step, but she was also on the landing.

Her hand was sliding along the banister, but it was also hanging by her side. She did not smell anything in particular, but she could also feel the scent of her mom's shampoo and... flowers?

Cassie was still on the stairs, but she also felt a pang of pain as her shin slammed into something hard, followed by the sound of a glass vase shattering as it hit the floor.

'That was nothing there before...'

Cassie moved to the side, avoiding the unfamiliar stand, and leaned forward a little to smell the flowers. The vase was standing still, and perfectly whole.

At the same time, there was the sound of an opening door, and her mother's scent became stronger.

Cassie turned to the closed door.

The door opened, and her mother walked inside from the street.

"Ah! My baby is awake!"

Cassie smiled and released her Awakened Ability. Instead, she sent her essence forward and substituted her sight with her mom's. Immediately, the full room came into view, including an unfamiliar wooden stand with a beautiful vase of natural flowers on top of it.

...She saw herself, too.

Cassie could see her own face, but not that of her mother.

She frowned a little.

'My skirt is wrinkled...'

"Happy Birthday! I can't believe it, my lovely daughter is turning twenty!"

Cassie smiled. She didn't feel like she was twenty... she felt like she was two hundred.

Before she could say anything, her mom enveloped her in a hug.

"I am so glad that you managed to come! Work is work, but a young lady like you should not forget about her poor, old parents. Would it kill you to visit more often? All, what am I saying? Visit, what visit? This is still your home, you know! You live here!"

Cassie's smile widened.

"I know."

"And where are these friends of yours? What do you mean, no one is coming to the party? I get it that Lady Nephis might be busy, but what about the others? That young man, Sunny, the one you always mention? Where's he?"

Cassie remained silent for a while.

"...He's busy, too."

"All, that daughter of mine is too nice. If it were me, I'd give these so-called friends a piece of my mind... missing a birthday party is never okay!"

Cassie just hugged her mom tighter. She couldn't help but cling to her a little longer than she should have.

...That was because Cassie knew exactly how many more birthdays they would be able to celebrate together.

She knew when her mother would die, and how.

He knew when her father would die, too.

She even knew the day of her own death, and where she would be entombed.

Cassie knew a great number of things, and because of that, she felt sorry.

Fate was not easy to break, and it could not be broken without paying a price.

"Alright, baby, let me go so that I can cook you a very special birthday breakfast."

She reluctantly ended the hug and sighed.

"I am not a baby, you know. I am an Ascended already."

Her mom laughed.

"Who says that an Ascended can't be a little baby? Now tell me what you want for breakfast!"

Cassie masterfully hid her sorrow and put a big, bright smile on her face.

"How about eggs? With bacon?"

Her mother was already walking to the kitchen.

"No problem! We only have synthetic bacon, though. Will that be alright, Miss Ascended?"

Cassie followed, careful not to smash into anything else. "That's the best kind!"

There was a digital clock in the kitchen, and when her mother glanced at it in passing, the time was ten in the morning.

Cassie quietly sat down and turned to the clock, even though she could not see it.

A few minutes later, when a delicious smell filled the kitchen, she sighed and stared into the distance, as if able to see something far, far away.

Her smile faltered a little.

'It is starting, then...'

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    Lowkey f#cked up to know how you are going to die and your own parents. Cassie is such a overhated character.
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    All, that daughter of mine is too nice.


    Wrong, whos gonna tell her.

    A chapter wasted on the dumbest and most miserable character, tragic.

    Btw she deserves all the hate and more, if you think you can challenge my view, be my guest.
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      You're wrong
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        Why is that the case
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          For me the hatred towards Cassie I don't say that it is unjustified, but that it is excessive yes
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            Why do you think its excessive
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              FR?
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                Yeah im asking how its excessive
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                  U cant see?
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                  No i dont, infact i think shes underhated
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                  Ok sigma male alpha
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                  ?? Im asking you the justification, do you even have any or you are just one of the drones
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                  "Becuhs she safffews too"
                  "Becuhs she has her pwobuems too"
                  "Becuhs she is awweady misewabwe as she is"

                  I suppose something among these lines. In my opinion though the hate for her is in somewhat acceptable proportions? I don't know. She is just a flawed character trying to do her best, but the gruesome betrayal of a friend who overcame his nature to trust you is gruesome betrayal. It could be potentially justified if she knew what she was doing, but she doesn't.
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                  Makes it worse when you realize that she knew no matter what she did it won't change what she saw in the vision yet she still betrayed her best friend
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      Relax, Eshan. Even Sunny is chill with it, thus it's not our place to throw the hate.

      Plus, if you're new, sooner or later everything will be answered and if you're rereading this, and still have the same opinion, then you're just throwing hate all around without even trying to understand the character.
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        Im reading for the first time and i think i have accurate gist of everything really, i have proper reasoning for why i hate her and why i think her actions were just dumb. Ofcourse i can elaborate on it if you want. As for Sunny being chill with it, i have always just found it weird, regardless he can be chill with but i can't.
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      well i felt and feel that too but now it has decreased because if you remember mordret called sunny by his true in the chained isles so in a way it is good that nephis is his master don't get me wrong it is bad that he is a slave to someone.
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      do not read it if you don't want any spoiler i am a first time reader but i saw the spoiler on youtube.
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        That's just lesser of two evils principle, which doesn't make the situation any better
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          Well kinda it does if he became mordret's slave, he would have said sunny to do something crazy.
          On the other hand neph has done nothing till where I have read other than obviously the crimson spire.
          But still it is sad to see him enslaved.
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            Its still fallacious nor does it negates what cassie did

            Also like if he wasn't enslaved and ordered to go, he wouldn't have left forgotten shore there and wouldn't have fought mordret later in the first place so
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              He could have died we saw what condition nephis was in chp 500, so if would have gotten seriously wounded then neph couldn't have healed and he would have died.
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                No hr wouldn't have, firstly with 2 of them they would be suffering vastly less injuries, secondly nephis could just heal him as well, and thirdly they wouldn't be thirsty, we see nephis was dying of thirst which wouldn't happen if sunny was with her as he has endless spring

                What nephis words indicted was that she couldn't take the risk and that her choice was using his true name was incredibly selfish, that's it really, both would have likely survived much easier than nephis did solo. Both cassie and nephis are basically just horrible friends.
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                  well whatever you said is true, but we don't know what was neph's second nightmare like.
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                  Thats not really relevant, her chances would be better with him regardless.
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                  ngl i am chapter 1171 right now they said somethings about the desert and personally i think sunny has a better chance in the desert cause he can travel using shadow step, he has the unlimited water memory and also other memories and saint, he could rack up a lot of shadow fragments because the creatures are higher rank can class than him so he could increase his rank at the same time surviving in the desert but the question is how would he get out idk why nephis choose eurys and not the other skeleton but i personally think sunny would have chosen the other skeleton because of how he was boasting about himself or who knows he might chosen both of them.

                  ngl you are right
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      So let's get this straight, she picked Neph over Sunny, she told Neph Sunny's True Name, that is the extent of her crime. Sunny was the only one who was wronged, and so he's the only one who has the right to be pissed at her, as a reader, who knows the context of why she chose Neph, it is genuinely insane to still hate her so much. We had a Sleeper Cassie with the most disorienting Aspect ever make an ill informed decision after months of stress surviving on the Forgotten Shore as a little blind girl. If she made the decision with the knowledge we have as readers and with hindsight of how it all plays out then she would deserve the hate, but the fact is she didn't, all she had to go off of was a vague prophecy and her rudimentary understanding of how Fate worked.
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        Ok so i don't think you really understand what the problem with cassie is. Its not that she made a choice and chose one best friend over another, its that why did she do it in the first place.

        Cassie saw visions a few times throughout forgotten shore, and she tried to change the future she saw in the vision, but her actions just propelled towards the visions she saw, nor could she change it, her actions to stop were acting as a catalyst.

        So you would expect her to stop, but no, she didn't, she still gave his true name to nephis like some brainless person , even though she already knew her actions can't change what she saw in the vision, this not only doomed sunny but also doomed nephis as well as nephis had to then survive that hell all alone and sunny was subjected to fate worse than death.

        So yes i have all the right to be angry at this idiotic and horrible character as a reader, sunny can forgive her for all i care due to cheap writing and the author trying to push her as some tragic complex character but i would never.
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          Im a bit late to the conversation, but talking abt idiotic character writing when you didnt understand forgotten shore Cassie, or just the general themes of the story is telling.
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      Fans downvote me yet fail to see the whole picture
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      That's the only thing i agree on with you welldone
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    And they said... He has it rough, He isn't sane anymore, He suffers the most, His flaw is the worst, He deserves better....
    Idiots.
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      bro wtf are u even talking about
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    Cassie just hugged her mom tighter. She couldn't help but cling to her a little longer than she should have.

    ...That was because Cassie knew exactly how many more birthdays they would be able to celebrate together.

    That's cold, hard and harsh. I mean yes we have out problems with Cassie, if someone is suffering as much as Sunny or even more, at least for now, is Cassie, her power is the real Nightmare.
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    look people. the cassie hate is over exaggareted. yes, her betrayal over sunny cant be justified. what she did is unforgivable and if sunny does eventually forgive her he is a saint. but i hope you all understand that cassie had no choice. you could say ´she could have told sunny and nephis about her vision.` but lets look at the facts here.
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      a 16 year old (yes, she is sixteen sunny turned seventeen when he got there and she is a few months younger) got thrown in a place you can call hell. she has been blind for less then a month. she then got rescued by nephis. later, sunny joined. sunny and nephis saved her life countless times and helped her with her blindness. then she got a terrible vision. her two best friends and saviors were going to kill each other in that vision. mind you, this is a sixteen year old. she did not know what to do so she had to make a choice. she chose nephis over sunny. if she didn´t both were likely going to die. she had to make the choice to sacrifice one friend for another in her position. i understand if you hate her but she suffered too. and
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      Loud and wrong, she had a choice. We can discuss this anytime, she does not only deserve all the hate, but shes also underhated.
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        All the cassie defenders fall for the same false dilemma like their stupid character, they can't understand basic literacy.
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        i said she did not have a choice but with that i mean she did not have a choice because of her circumstances wich i explained after that. she could have told them about it too. but my comment is about why she made that choice not if she had one or not. im not saying she does not deserve the hate she gets but its exaggerated.
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          She always had a choice to not pick any side lol which is what she should have done since she knew nothing she would do would change what she saw, this is backed by her repeated tries to do so

          She doomed BOTH of them, yes she did. Shes an absolute idiot.
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            If she couldn't change anything, how did her doing something doom them if nothing could be changed?
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              Change anything as in vision, she knew no matter what she does it won't change the vision she saw but in struggle to change the future she saw, she only made things worse as her actions were the reason nephis had to survive alone in forgotten shore and sunny got enslaved.

              It speaks more for character, if you can betray one of your best friend even though you know doing so wouldn't change the vision you saw then you are genuinely just a bad and idiotic person.
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    La encerraron en una pequeña oficina, leyendo un documento. El papel estaba frío al tacto y olía a tinta fresca. Su visión estaba borrosa por la falta de sueño y su corazón estaba pesado. El contenido del documento era grave...[u][/u]

    no esta utilizando su habilidad para espiar a sunless o es otro?
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    kinda refreshing to get other POVs for a bit
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    I never got the cassie hate tbh, I think if anyone should be hated it should be nephis who could've tricked sunny by letting him walk towards the gate without having to command him via his true name, cassie should've apologised tho 👎
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    W chap
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    Sure cassie is a miserable soul and all but im still gonna call her “Ms. Never once actually apologized”
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      FR no matter what she did unless she apologise I will never forgive her
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        she actually did apologise. cassie asked sunny if he could promise to take care of nephis before the soul tree arc. sunny said he couldnt. then later, when they escaped cassie hugged sunny crying. cassie then said ´im sorry`. sunny asked her for what but she didnt answer. people forgot that. this also shows she made her decision before they even went to the bright castle. crazy foreshadow
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          That is not apology she just say some random things and she think herself she had apologise it is really apology is other is unaware of?
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            it is from her perspective. and sunny also realized why she apologized after FS. and if you read the third nightmare then
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                  Don't continue anymore. If somebody hates someone, they'll never get tired justifying their hate, even with cold hard facts slapping then at the face. Leave them be, not worth the effort.
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