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Chapter 13: Moment Of Truth

The smile froze on Hero's face. He lowered his head, as though in shame. After a minute or so passed, shrouded in heavy silence, he finally answered.

"Yes. I thought that if I do it when you sleep, you won't have to suffer."

Unseen to him, a bitter grin appeared on Sunny's face.

A long sigh escaped from the young soldier's lips. He rested his back against the cave's wall, still not looking up.

"I don't expect you to forgive me. This sin, too, will be mine to bear. But, please, if you can… find it in your heart to understand. If things were different, I would have gladly faced that monster to let you escape. But my life… does not belong to me alone. There is an unencompassable duty I am sworn to fulfill. Until it's done, I cannot allow myself to die."

Sunny laughed.

"You people… Look at you! Planning to kill me and still insisting on having a good excuse. How very convenient! I really hate hypocrites like you the most. Why don't you be honest for once? Don't give me that crap... just say it! I'm going to kill you because it's easy. I'm going to kill you because I want to survive."

Hero closed his eyes, his face full of sadness.

"I'm sorry. I knew you wouldn't be able to understand."

"What's there to understand?"

Sunny leaned forward, anger coursing through his veins.

"Tell me. Why do I have to die?"

The young soldier finally looked up. Even though he couldn't see in the dark, he turned his face in the direction of Sunny's voice.

"That man was a villain… but he was also right. The scent of blood is too heavy on you. It will attract the beast."

"You can just let me go, you know. We'll part ways. After that whether or not the monster finds me won't be your problem."

Hero shook his head.

"Dying in that creature's maw… is too cruel a fate. It's better if I do it myself. You are my responsibility, after all."

"How noble of you."

Sunny leaned back, dejected. After a short while, he quietly said:

"You know… when I just came here, I was ready to die. After all, in this whole world — two worlds, actually — there's not a single soul who cares whether I live or die. When I'm gone, no one will be sad. No one will even remember that I existed."

There was a forlorn look on his face. A moment later, however, it was gone, replaced by mirth.

"But then I changed my mind. Somewhere along the way, I decided to survive. I must survive, no matter what."

Hero gave him a thoughtful look.

"To live a life worth remembering?"

Sunny grinned. A dark gleam appeared in his eyes.

"No. To spite you all."

The young soldier was silent for a few moments, then nodded, accepting this answer. He rose to his feet.

"Don't worry. I'll make it quick."

"Aren't you overly confident? What makes you think you'll be able to kill me? Maybe I'll kill you instead."

Hero shook his head.

"I doubt that."

… But in the next second, he staggered and fell on one knee. The young man's face turned deathly pale, and with a pained groan, he suddenly vomited blood.

A satisfied smile appeared on Sunny's face.

"Finally."

***

"Finally."

Hero was standing on his knees, the lower part of his face covered in blood. Astonished, he was staring at his hands, trying to understand what had happened to him.

"What… what magic is this?"

With wide eyes and a pale face, he turned to Sunny.

"Was… was that thief right? Did you put the curse of the Shadow God on us?"

Sunny sighed.

"I wish that I had the ability to throw divine curses around, but no. To tell you the truth, I don't have any abilities at all."

"Then.. how?"

The young slave shrugged.

"That's why I poisoned you all."

Hero flinched, trying to comprehend his words.

"What?"

"After the tyrant first attacked, you send me to search for water. While gathering flagons from the dead soldiers, I squeezed Bloodbane juice into each one — except my own, of course. Not enough to taste it, but enough to slowly kill anyone who would drink from them."

The soldier gritted his teeth, struggling through pain. A sudden realization appeared on his face.

"So that's why… the other two were in such bad shape."

Sunny nodded.

"Shifty drank the most, so his condition worsened the fastest. Scholar was also not long for this world, but you finished him off before the poison could. Yourself, however… it was as though Bloodbane had no effect on you at all. I was really starting to get worried."

Hero's face darkened.

"I see… I understand."

He thought about something, then looked at Sunny with surprise.

"But… but back then you didn't know… that we will turn on you."

Sunny just laughed.

"Oh, please. It was obvious. Shifty was the kind of man who would kill for a pair of boots. Scholar was like a wolf in sheep's clothing. People are selfish and cruel in the best of situations — was I supposed to believe that those two weren't going to do something terrible to me when faced with certain death?"

Hero spat more blood.

"Then… what about me?"

"You?" A disdainful expression appeared on Sunny's face. "You are the worst of them."

"Why?"

Sunny looked at him and leaned forward.

"I might have not learned much in my short life, but I do know one thing," he said, all traces of humor gone from his voice.

Now there was only cold, callous contempt. Sunny's face hardened as he spat:

"There is nothing more pathetic than a slave who begins to trust his slaver."

Hearing these words, Hero lowered his head.

"I see."

Then, suddenly, he laughed.

"You… you are a wicked little shit, aren't you?"

Sunny rolled his eyes.

"There's no need to be rude."

But Hero wasn't listening to him.

"Good. This is good. My conscience will be clearer."

The young slave sighed in irritation.

"What are you mumbling about? Just die already."

Hero chuckled and suddenly pierced him with a stare. Somehow, he didn't look so sick anymore.

"You see, that plan would have worked if I was a normal human. But, alas, my Soul Core has Awakened long ago. I've slain countless enemies and absorbed their power. Bloodbane poison, unpleasant as it might be, can never kill me."

'Crap!'

Sunny turned around and tried to run away, but it was already too late. Something hit him in the back, sending his body crashing into the rock wall. With a scream, he felt a sharp pain piercing his left side. Rolling out of the cave, Sunny clutched his chest, scrambled back onto his feet and ran, trying to escape the narrow crevice.

He managed to reach the old path, finally being able to see the stars and the pale moon shining brightly in the night sky. But it was as far as he was able to get.

"Stop."

As the cold voice sounded behind him, Sunny froze. If Hero really had an Awakened Soul Core, he had no chances of getting away from him. In a fight, he had no chances at all.

"Turn around."

The young slave obediently turned, holding his hands up. He looked at Hero, who was wiping the blood off his face with a displeased look in his eyes. The two of them stared at each other, shivering in the murderous cold.

"Was it worth it? No matter. Despite it all, I will be true to my promise. I'll make it quick."

The soldier unsheathed his sword.

"Do you have any last words?"

Sunny did not answer.

However, a small silver bell suddenly appeared in his hand.

Hero frowned.

"Where were you hiding that thing?"

Sunny shook the bell. A beautiful, clear ringing sound flowed over the mountain, filling the night with an enchanting melody.

"What are you doing?! Stop!"

The young slave dutifully stopped.

"What was…"

Right under Hero's bewildered eyes, the silver bell disappeared into thin air. He looked at Sunny, stumped and suspicious.

"Tell me! What did you just do?"

But Sunny didn't answer. In fact, he hadn't said a single word ever since escaping the cave. Right now, he wasn't even breathing.

Hero, on the other hand, continued to speak.

"Tell me right now or you will regret it."

He scowled.

"Why are you not saying anything?"

The shivering boy just stared at him, completely silent.

No… he was staring into the darkness behind him.

Hero's eyes widened.

"What…"

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    Sunny… oh Sunny, you poisoned and killed shifty (I am fine with this) but I don’t like that you then said to yourself he deserved it, I would have so much more preferred if you simply justified it with saying "you have to die now so I won’t be killed by the others first” because I’m fine with MC feeling guilt, but his reaction in an attempt to assuage his guilt is to justify it by saying "he deserves it" feels too much like hypocrisy rather than a true selfish will to live which I would have even seen as fair (even if it was lowly of him to do it), lowkey but understandable and should not be faulted for it

    And I am incredibly disappointed in Hero for not listening to Sunny when he asked "why not simply go their separate ways," the fact that we don’t understand Hero and their train of thought makes my view imperfect and even foolish, but this series of conversation /plot of Hero killing Sunny seems so wrong /dumb to read and I hope the author fixes Hero's story later on and explains what could have led to Hero refusing to let Sunny be eaten alive by the monster beyond this "sense of responsibility" which I think is irrational for someone like Hero to have (I assume hero will come back in a later nightmare realm because Hero's purpose seems interesting to me and I think we’ll see him later).

    And I’ll ignore my view and pretend this section is realistic, then as an outside perspective, I can say Hero attempts to be righteous but lacks the will to let others make a choice for themselves, true righteousness is to guide others, not to force others as Hero does, a true hero saves everyone (and although unrealistic, you don’t kill thieves and murderers, there have been plenty of people who despite doing these acts eventually became good people with proper rehabilitation(and it’s unrealistic because you’d need infinite time to truly save everyone and sadly no one has that), my only exception to "attempting" to save everyone in my mind are rapist (their crime is not worth the time to rehabilitate them in my eyes, their actions are more dark than killing a person and in my eyes are much more difficult to rehabilitate), and ignoring logic i say to justify it to others, my simple view of them is that I simply despise them and I can never forgive them for what they’ve done to people; whether women or men rapist and the hurt they’ve done, but if I continue this rant of mine everything I’ve said before about true righteousness will become blurred and will seem polarizing of me to have this opinion even though I’m trying to make a sound and simple point).

    In this very moment Hero was a hypocrite and Sunny (although not as important) was also a hypocrite (but he’s only a hypocrite if you don’t remember that this is a dream realm and everything here is an illusion and not reality), but yeah, Sunny made me uncomfortable here because his train of thought didn’t go down the rational path of survival and leans too much into dirty hypocrisy even though we as readers know it isn’t truly hypocrisy since we see everything from an outsider's perspective, however since Sunny doesn’t see it from the same view as us… so his actions are hypocritical when seen from Sunny's perspective rather than our reader's perspective because of Sunny's flawed reasoning showing himself as actually hypocritical, if Sunny's reasoning was different (like the view of seeing this dream realm as illusion) then I wouldn’t be favoring the view of Sunny being a hypocrit

    I’m sorry for any emotional response I had, I tried to be logical because I’ve seen other people arguing about this and this is my attempt to find the middle ground because this section is frankly awkward to understand, i also wanted to talk about hating the system and not the people (/hate the sin not the sinner), but I’ve lost my chance to talk about that now that I wrote this much, any more and this comment would be too long, thank you for listening to my Ted talk.
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      you will understand as we go on, there are certain things one must do to survive, and other lies one must convince their own mind of to remain sane
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        I think we are talking about different things, but yeah I’m still looking forward to the thought progression in this story, I took a day break I should probably continue reading
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    But my life… does not belong to me alone. There is an unencompassable duty I am sworn to fulfill. Until it's done, I cannot allow myself to die.


    Why is he telling the truth?

    "There is nothing more pathetic than a slave who begins to trust his slaver."


    Then how pathetic you are, Sunny.
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    The verdict dictates treachery over strength
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      The treacherous shadow betrays the hero.
      The slave outsmarts the slaver
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    Hehe boy troll77 this sum good shit cant lie
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    There is nothing more pathetic than a slave who begins to trust his slaver.

    I have a strong urge to clap quiet
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    "I don't expect you to forgive me. This sin, too, will be mine to bear. But, please, if you can… find it in your heart to understand. If things were different, I would have gladly faced that monster to let you escape. But my life… does not belong to me alone. There is an unencompassable duty I am sworn to fulfill. Until it's done, I cannot allow myself to die."
    makes so much more sense now that im caught up
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      thats not how you put the spoiler tag btw man
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        i was really hoping nobody would point that out bro💔
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          dw this is like my 5th time rereading this lol. To put a spoiler tag you just got to click the 7th symbol from the left. the one next to the quotation mark on the right
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            Preciate it man
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    "gulp" he's right behind me isnt he?
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    I like this ig.
    Both of them are hypocrites and I hate when someone try to justify their doings just by spating some more bullshit 31
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    Ok guys, just as there are so many re-readers here, I'm one too. So I'd really like to ask anybody re-reading to pls stop spoiling even with the spoiler tags. Ik the story's fun and all but no need to re-establish your feelings again in front of the new readers. You should have commented plenty on your first read, you won't be seen as extra smart by reiterating the obvious circumstances while hiding it behind clever comments. Place urself on the other side and think about how it'll feel if you kept getting soft-spoiled every chapter along the way. So pls stop and don't destroy the further immersion that a first time reader usually gets through their own theories, conjectures and plot prediction. Let them explore.
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      Thank you bro. Usually I don't mind opening spoilers because they're more likely to be a joke, but the ones here are all real spoilers, big ones at that, and there's so many! I feel like I'm in a minefield pressure
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    He called the Hero hypocrite for 2 chapters while he has been doing the same for the past 6 chaps truly fitting of a MC.
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      ? he was always trying to act like a hero and a righteous person from the start while wanting to kill to survive but mc was never like that if u want to survive just do what u have to dont be all righteous and heroic about it finger
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        I am saying both are trying to survive and yeah Auro is trying to play Hero from the start but Sunny mixed poison in their drinks without even knowing whether they are truly trying to help or not. And yet calling Auro a hypocrite. I have no problem with sunny doing all that infact I want him to be clever and cunning compared to what happens later. But him calling Auro a hypocrite is not what I like that's it.
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        He's 16. Some guilt is understandable. The important thing is that he did poison them all
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      Exactly! Hero's action would have been justified if he was the mc, but since he's not, he has to take the blame.
      Yk most lightnovel readers are one-dimensional. I'm not trying to be derogatory here but they don't have a sense of their own ideals. Theyvtry to justify everything that an mc does without any rhyme or reason, just because they love an mc. I'm a re-reader and i remember this one time I mentioned sunny being idiotic with his mental justifications for his blame game in a comment on another site and I was instantly bombarded with comments from re-readers about how stupid and incomprehensible brain I had.
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        Don't comment things like that here you will be downvoted to oblvion
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          Удивительно но кого за дизлайк только тебя
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            Rereaders you will understand in the future.
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        im just guessing they dont like it when the flaws of the mc are pointed out which is kinda weird. because it would be strange for an mc to not have flaws since there would be no room for character development and an mc being flawed makes him seem more human too. sunny is quite literally the most human character in the novel in my opinion and him being a hypocrite adds on to that because a lot of us are even if we dont know it.
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      I agree with you that Sunny is a hypocrite, also because Im rereading and some stuff he says here are question to his future self. But I would say that Sunny has very scewed perception of himself and the world especially here, thats why he acts and thinks like that
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