My girlfriend is so good to me - Episode 101
Ep. 101
5As soon as the month came, I looked in all directions for things to do for my anniversary with Heena..
When it comes to buying expensive things, even if they are happy when they receive them, they secretly scold me and say we should discuss it together next time, so I pass on it. For similar reasons, I also pass up making reservations at an expensive restaurant somewhere..
After thinking about it carefully and eliminating the things that wouldn't work, I ended up having to basically give up trying to do things on my own..
So what came to mind was how about the two of us make plans and go on a trip. Not domestically, but like I once joked with Heena, even a quick one-night trip to a hot spring in Japan..
First of all, I had enough money. Because I barely spent the money from my part-time job at a cafe that I was working on as a way to relieve stress. Of course, it won't be enough if I really go to Japan, but I can use Jeonghoo's chance..
There was no need to spend the money I had saved in the first place. Heena and I occasionally went out on dates, but even when we went out, we didn't do anything worth spending a lot of money on, and most of our dates were at home. Even with her friends, she didn't see them often as they were all adults and busy..
In that situation, as a repeat student, my lifestyle consisted of staying at home and studying or working part-time for a short period of time three days a week. Because I had a good teacher to study, I didn't have to spend a lot of money. I studied like I did when I was a senior in high school, and if I got stuck on something, I could just ask Heena later..
Thanks to this, my Mogo results in April were also good. If I really put my mind to it, I think I could go to the same school as Heena. If you work that hard, you will burn out before the summer is over..
So, I didn't just study at home, as I had done before, outside of study time, I played games or, recently, I practiced cooking while watching YouTube..
"How are you? This is my first time trying japchae.."
"It's so so delicious!"
"Can’t there be a detailed evaluation? I always seem to say it's just delicious...."
"But it's delicious... Come here. I'll show you how delicious it is with my actions.!"
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He told me to come, but instead of eating, he got up and came towards me. And Heena hugs my neck and gives me a deep kiss. When I tasted the japchae on her lips and tongue, it certainly seemed like she did it well..
I'm not like, oh my god. It was my first time realizing that Japchae was a food that required so much work. I suddenly wanted to eat it myself so I tried it, but I never thought it would be that hard..
Still, I always found it very rewarding to cook when I saw Heena being happy after eating what I had worked so hard to prepare. She loved this taste and couldn't skip her cooking studies. Besides, if I don’t do it, I have to order food delivered..
Anyway, everyday life is like that, so there is no way to save money. I even use my mom’s card when buying cooking ingredients..
Thanks to that, I saved quite a lot, so my savings alone were enough for Heena and I to go on a trip to Japan. Of course, if you say you're going, Heena will definitely contribute money..
However, I couldn't decide the trip as I wanted, and I had to think about Heena's schedule as well, so I decided to give up the idea of making a unnecessary surprise..
After the two of you have a proper talk, it will be fun to make a plan together..
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It must have been fun.
"......."
As our second anniversary got closer, Heena's complexion was becoming darker. But it's not because he's dissatisfied with me, he's just clinging to me and going dark..
"What's going on?"
Even if I ask that because I’m worried.
"No... you study. I'll stay calm..."
"Yeah, yeah..."
While saying that, he just hugged my back like a cicada. I wondered if it was because of that magical day that women celebrate once a month, but even though I vaguely know what the heena cycle is, it wasn't that day either. Moreover, Heena's condition does not get worse even on that day, so she does not feel down like this..
As the situation continued for several days, I even contacted Lia one day. She continues to be close to me, and as a result, she and I have met her face to face, so we have exchanged contact information..
[ Han Yeon-hoo: Heena, is something going on at school? The state of the fortress is a bit... ]
[ Bakria: Huh? I thought there was something going on with you... I think I did well on the test, but the pressure is always low these days... ㅠㅠㅠ ]
[ Han Yeonhu: Really? Hmm... anyways. ]
[ Park Ria: No :) But I’m glad I don’t have a problem with you! Next time, when Hee-na is in a better mood, the three of us can have a drink together.? ]
[ Yeonhoo Han: ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ]
But since Lia said she didn't know the reason, it became more and more unclear. With me, she's been doing well lately, to the point where she's been having fun playing Jenga, and she did well on her college midterms this time, and there aren't any particular problems at home..
What is the reason?.
I was complaining about that, but with the actual two-year anniversary coming up right around the corner, I had no choice but to just talk to Heena. Rather than being vague, I intend to ask until you get an answer..
"It's Heena."
"huh...?"
And today again, as usual, I called Heena, who was drooping while holding onto my arm. In fact, rather than having no strength, he looks like he's trembling with anxiety somewhere..
"We've been dating for two years now."
"......"
"So, why don’t you go on a trip together that day??"
I heard from people around me that you can easily go to Japan without making a reservation several months in advance. Plus, it's the off season. So, if you tell me you want to go right now, I will make a reservation right away..
No matter how low-pressure Heena was, I thought she would never refuse if I made an offer like this..
but.
"...no."
"uh? no?"
I couldn't help but be surprised as he held my arm tighter and refused. It's the first time I've refused something directly from my side..
When I started to feel anxious, wondering if there was really something he was dissatisfied with..
Heena looked up at me with a pitiful face and said.
"We... on our second year, can't we just stay home??"
"Let's have a date at home?"
"Yeah...I just want to be together that day. Don't go anywhere, just stay at home."
"okay?"
It happened to be the weekend, so it wasn't a problem to be together all day. She didn't know that Heena would do that until now, even though she valued spending time alone together rather than doing special things for her special anniversaries..
Last year, when it was the 1st anniversary, I said I would just skip it because I had to study for the 1st anniversary..
Suddenly, it occurred to me that maybe that was the reason why Heena was not in a good condition recently. This is the first time I've expressed my opinion like this since the day my condition got worse..
"You're in a bad mood these days, it's because of our anniversary.?"
"......."
He kept his mouth shut when I asked the question, but thanks to him, I knew that was the correct answer..
"Honestly, I have no idea... Can you tell me why you care so much about that day??"
I lowered my head, looked up at Heena's face, and asked the reason as gently as possible. Nevertheless, I lightly kissed Heena's cheek as she pursed her lips..
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After that, he stroked it with his hand and spoke slowly, as if persuading..
"I was really looking forward to going on a trip with you. Since I've been working hard so far, I thought I could take a break from studying for about 2 or 3 days.."
"......."
"If going on a trip feels burdensome, it’s okay to spend it at home. But it's because you look like you're having a hard time. Can you tell me what's going on??"
"It's not a burden..."
"okay?"
"...I am..."
When she finally tried to open her mouth, I listened quietly, bringing my face close enough to touch her breath. Slowly, her little mouth begins to move..
"Not long ago, I had a dream..."
"It was a scary dream?"
"Yeah... on our 2nd anniversary date, I went out to meet you...."
"huh."
"While I was waiting, you... there was an accident on the way...."
While speaking, she suddenly starts crying. Nevertheless, I didn't make a fuss, I wiped away my tears with the back of my hand and waited for him to finish speaking. To be honest, I was a little relieved in my heart..
It wasn't because there was a problem, it seemed like it was because of a nightmare. Although she found it a bit surprising that Heena cared so much about such things..
"So...hey, you...you..."
"I got hurt a lot?"
"Dead...black, ugh...die...."
"I?"
"Heh, heh heh... Yeah... hehe... after a while... I won't be able to see you again......"
Even though it is a story in a dream, he cries loudly as if he is talking about something that really happened..
I was dead in that world!
"Don't cry. Pop. Because I'm next to you now. huh?"
"Ugh, don't go anywhere... ugh... stay next to me...."
"That's right. Are you anxious because of that? Thanks for telling me. Come on. I'll hug you."
With Heena still in my arms, she buried her face in my chest and shed tears. As I hugged Heena tightly and patted her back, various thoughts were running through her head..
There are times when Heena feels anxious due to this girlish sensibility..
When I was young, I once had a nightmare and cried myself to sleep with my mom, so I think I know roughly what it feels like..
Still, I have never felt so anxious for days like this because of that. Usually, when I wake up, I feel fine..
However, it was rare to see Heena with such strong emotions, except during sex, to think that she was prevaricating and telling lies to hide the truth..
I wondered if maybe my feelings of anxiety had gradually accumulated since I had been living at home and receiving love from my family, but now that I have to live outside. Although I have been living together since the beginning of our life together. So did you dream of me dying??
Really, I thought they spent more time together than any other couple in the world, but I never thought I would have a dream like this while feeling anxious..
What more can I do to make Heena feel safe?.
I just really think that if I became part of the family, I would feel more at ease. If the marriage certificate is stamped and the document becomes completely Heena's..
hmm.
I have a feeling that things will get worse once I get married, but I guess that's not the case.?
I thought about such a foolish thought for a moment, but quickly stopped and thought about a way to comfort Heena again..
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