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Chapter 1129: Gossip

It had been a while since anyone had touched Khan like that, and most of it was his fault. He was hard to approach and actively pushed away anyone who tried to. Still, there were a few exceptions.

Rachel didn't dare to raise her head. Her family had educated her in all kinds of fields, but she remained an inexperienced woman. Her touch was shy and hesitant, but she didn't let that hinder her since her concern was stronger.

The scars on Khan's hand were hideous, but Rachel kept her eyes on them, occasionally brushing her thumbs over them to experience their texture. They were more than evident. Even with a blindfold, Rachel would be able to recognize them, and they didn't stop there.

Rachel put more strength in her grasp while her right hand followed the scars. Her fingers ran over Khan's skin, eventually reaching his wrist. The uniform's sleeve started there, but she pushed it up, uncovering Khan's forearm.

A deep breath disturbed the silence. Rachel had held back a gasp but couldn't completely hide her shock. She kept pushing the sleeve up, but the scars didn't end even after she was halfway through Khan's forearm.

In contrast, Rachel's fingers were beyond smooth. Khan could imagine the appealing softness of her skin from that simple, slow interaction, and the intentions behind it didn't help his self-control. He had always been weak toward that pure yearning for closeness, which Rachel's mana conveyed without restraint.

Rachel stopped at the halfway point of Khan's forearm and raised her head. Her eyes slowed down when they ran over Khan's open uniform but eventually reached his face, and she squinted them to look past the blue glow.

Khan let Rachel do as she wished, studying her warm blue eyes. She had spotted something, and her hand left his forearm to reach for his face slowly. Rachel suddenly looked up at him, almost asking for permission, and the absence of replies made her finish her gesture.

Rachel placed her palm on Khan's cheek while her thumb caressed the dark eyebags under his right eye. His cheekbones also felt more evident due to his recent weight loss. Khan looked exhausted, almost sickish, and Rachel didn't know how to support him.

"Khan," Rachel called, her concern suppressing all the shyness in her brain, making her drop pleasantries from the get-go. "What are you doing to yourself out here?"

The situation was undoubtedly intimate. Rachel was holding Khan's hand while the other was on his cheek. Her touch was full of care, and her gaze was full of concern.

Khan didn't reply to the touch but didn't refuse it, either. Maybe the torturous training session had dulled his mind enough to make him accept those affectionate gestures. Perhaps it had simply been too long. Khan didn't have an answer but knew he couldn't let that concerned woman worry about him needlessly.

"It was a hectic period," Khan announced, turning to lean on the interactive table, "But I'm fine."

Khan didn't put any distance from Rachel, but his gesture had been enough to sever their physical connection. She didn't know how to take the event and focused on Khan calmly sipping from his drink. He was avoiding her gaze, so she also leaned on the table, placing herself beside him.

A few silent seconds passed, and Rachel became painfully aware of her closeness to Khan. She only had to move a few centimeters to her right, and their shoulders would touch. Part of her wanted to, but she wouldn't push Khan when he looked so tired.

"Miss Wildon is due in a few weeks," Rachel eventually revealed, staring at the floor while joining her hands before her waist. "Though I should call her Madam Ildoo. She has been Madam Ildoo for several months already."

Rachel timidly peeked to her right, but her eyes snapped back to the floor as soon as she noticed the faint smile that had appeared on Khan's face. A similar expression formed on her, too, since she felt glad to have improved Khan's mood.

Indeed, George and Anita had gotten married while Khan had been away. Their families basically demanded it since Anita was pregnant, and an update had also reached Khan's phone back then. He had avoided thinking about the issue too much during his travels, but the event became more real after Rachel mentioned it.

"Has it already been nine months?" Khan wondered. Part of him felt as if he had just left Baoway. Instead, another believed that time belonged to a different, distant life.

"From what I heard," Rachel said, "Madam Ildoo cleared all the check-ups with full marks. She is bound to have a healthy boy."

"Is it a boy?" Khan gasped, showing his surprised but happy face at Rachel before refocusing on the room's metal wall and grinning like an idiot. "I can't wait to tell him everything about his father so we can tease him together."

"Prince Khan!" Rachel tried to scold, but only a giggle escaped her mouth. "Wait until the boy comes of age before making such plans."

Khan also chuckled, but his laugh was cut short by dark thoughts. He would love to see George's son grow and be a part of his life, but his place was elsewhere, and he didn't know whether he would come back from it.

"George married," Khan scoffed, "And soon to be a father. I still remember catching him blackout drunk on a tree with [Havaa] in his arms."

"Hav-?" Rachel asked, attempting to imitate Khan's accent, only for her to interrupt herself midway.

"It was on Nitis," Khan explained, shaking his head. "The idiot nagged me for weeks about playing wingman for him with a human girl, and the next month, he was sleeping with a Niqols."

"Did he cheat on her?" Rachel gasped, intrigued by the gossip

"He never got with Natalie," Khan revealed. "I believe she didn't like him, but I never actually ended up playing wingman for him."

"I thought you guys supported each other with that," Rachel commented, looking at Khan. "You aren't the kind of man to refuse a friend, either."

"I was busy falling in love with a Niqols myself in those weeks," Khan recalled. "I'd fly out of the camp as soon as I had the chance just to spend a few hours with her."

"So, you have always been like that," Rachel said, pointing her gaze at the floor again.

"Like that how?" Khan asked, shooting a questioning look at the woman to his left.

"Devoted," Rachel muttered, lowering her voice. Still, she felt the air growing heavy, and her shyness flared, so she switched the topic. "So, what happened to Mister Ildoo's girl?"

"[Havaa] or Natalie?" Khan asked.

"Both?" Rachel casually asked.

"[Havaa] probably moved on rather quickly," Khan guessed. "The Niqols fight sorrow with pleasure, and they weren't as serious as …"

Khan didn't finish his line, but Rachel could guess what he was about to say. Yet, she didn't push him and moved the conversation forward, trying to sound as casual and curious as possible.

"What about the girl whose name I can pronounce?" Rachel questioned.

"Natalie?" Khan wondered, sorting through his memories. "She died during the crisis. Few humans survived that."

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    Wardriven
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    #panic# missing next chapter.
    Rachel mentally cursed herself. Her attempts to move to happier topics or lighten the mood always seemed to lead toward darker places, ruining her positive intentions.

    Mental curses aside, Rachel mainly felt bad for Khan. Stories about him littered the network, and most were sad. Rachel had also read all of them, learning more than most people, but hearing them directly from his lips somehow hit harder.

    Khan's life had truly been an endless series of struggles that often ended in tragedy. For all his achievements, he always seemed able to lose what he genuinely cared about, and countless deaths surrounded those sad events.

    Rachel's life had by no means been easy. As a Princess and a popular one at that, her family had educated her for years, preparing her for all the dangers her status could attract. She had learned to see dark shades everywhere until it became the norm for her.

    However, compared to Khan, Rachel had been quite sheltered. Her dangers were real, but she had always had her faction's support and a lot of help. Meanwhile, Khan had to survive on his own, putting his life on the line over and over again to obtain the tiniest rewards.

    The latest revelation and the silence that ensued made Rachel desperate to find something to fix the mood. She truly wanted to make Khan feel better, but the only ideas that popped into her mind involved certain lessons that threatened to make her blush. Besides, Rachel wasn't that shameless, and the topic even had another problem.

    Nothing was official, but everyone knew about it, especially those close to Khan. The engagement was no more. Monica and Khan had broken up, and all that remained were attempts to prevent a political ruckus.

    Rachel didn't know if the time was right, especially with someone who handled emotions as deeply as Khan. She was also scared about mentioning Monica out of fear of worsening his mood even more. Her quest looked hopeless, so she opted for the purest and most genuine move she could muster.

    Khan couldn't help but turn when he felt something hit his shoulder. Rachel had laid her head there before sneaking a hand under his arm, reaching for the spaces between his fingers.

    The gesture carried no lust or impure intentions. Rachel only wanted Khan to know that he wasn't alone. She couldn't find the words to express that, so she relied on that sweet move to show her support.

    Khan saw Rachel shrinking under his eyes' light. She had never done anything similar with anybody, and starting with Khan definitely wasn't easy, especially due to the many issues around him. Yet, Rachel steeled her resolve, not wanting to give up on her supportive stance.

    Rachel grew tenser and tenser under that bright illumination but relaxed once it went away to point at the metal wall before her. She also felt secretly happy that Khan wasn't pushing her away, but his next move ended up shocking her.

    Rachel had already wrapped her fingers around Khan's hand, and her eyes widened when she felt him doing the same. She had never expected any reaction, let alone that slight sign of acceptance, and her gaze peeked past her blonde strands to check for more of those.

    Sadly for Rachel, Khan kept looking at the room's metal wall, his expression as inscrutable as ever. If anything, he looked a bit conflicted but also too tired to care, or maybe Rachel's hopes were simply giving birth to delusions.

    Truthfully, Khan also didn't know why he wasn't pushing Rachel away. He sensed how the woman felt about him but was also aware she wasn't trying anything strange. She only wanted to be there for him, and part of him needed that.

    It had been the same with Jenna. Except the positions were reversed now. People had limits, especially when alone, and Khan had been alone for the better part of a year. He felt a bit guilty about using Rachel so selfishly, but that was him overthinking the issue. After all, that was precisely what Rachel was trying to do.

    "How was the marriage?" Khan eventually asked, breaking that tense and slightly awkward silence.

    "It was nice," Rachel revealed, slowly adapting to that more intimate position. "Madam Ildoo's mother was especially happy to see so many Princes and Princesses attend the marriage."

    "She is that kind of woman," Khan said, not hiding his insulting tone while recalling a certain dinner during his time in the Harbor. "Thank you for attending it. I know you didn't have to."

    "We did it for you, Khan," Rachel announced, "The other representatives and I. You earned more support than you think, and that was one way to repay you."

    Khan didn't react at all to those words. Rachel peeked at his face again, but his expression remained inscrutable.

    "Besides," Rachel continued, trying to lighten the mood. "As tedious as these kinds of marriages can be, they are a good chance to wear dresses I wouldn't wear otherwise."

    Rachel could hardly contain herself when she saw Khan smirking, but that expression soon vanished, and his face became inscrutable once again. Then, Khan asked something that killed Rachel's temporary, selfish happiness.

    "How was she?" Khan asked, knowing he didn't need to say more for Rachel to understand him. He knew she had attended George's marriage anyway, so there was no reason for additional explanations.

    "She looked thinner," Rachel revealed, not daring to say Monica's name but also not daring to lie. "I managed to talk with her a bit. She is doing better. I think she only wants to stay away from everything for a while."

    Khan nodded but didn't say anything. Still, a sigh escaped his mouth when he sensed the sour emotions spreading from above his shoulder. His question had been unfair for many reasons, so he did what he could to make up for it.

    Rachel had become dejected. She was still holding Khan's hand, and he was holding hers while her head rested on his shoulder. Yet, the intimate moment had grown suffocating after the last question, almost making her run away.

    Nevertheless, something warm gently bumped into Rachel's head and remained there, preventing her escape. Her dejection also dispersed when she understood that Khan was resting his cheek on her hair. Rachel felt confused beyond reason, but that much was enough for now.

    "Thank you, really," Khan muttered, trying to sound as grateful and kind as possible, "But I think it's time you tell me why your family sent you here."

    Rachel held back a sigh and closed her eyes. As pure as her intentions were, she couldn't just travel to the far reaches of the regulated universe for no reason. Rachel genuinely wanted to see Khan again and support him as much as possible, but her visit had a more official purpose, something that might ruin that innocent intimacy.

    "Don't worry," Khan added as if reading Rachel's mind and her worries. "I know my family agreed to it. I just thought we could talk about it now."
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    Chekko
    + 60 -
    the Niqol arc feels a lifetime ago now
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    1. Offline
      ErectileReptile
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      It was close to 1000 chapters ago. Time sure has flown by…
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