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Chapter 489: Nor a Gift

“You have asked, and I will answer. The power that I wield is Fate itself.”

The words, thick with the resonance of the aether that imbued them, hung heavy in the air.

The full force of my aetheric intent pressed down with the weight of all my power, responsibilities, and fears, and with King’s Gambit burning bright and hot against my spine, my mind fractured into dozens of parallel branches in order to process every potential shred of information from the asuras’ responses.

Their eyes, all different colors, shone with the reflection of purple and gold light from the aether glowing through my skin and the crown hovering above my floating hair. Each asuran lord’s reaction carried a throughline of true surprise, but each also was branded with a particular emotion individual to themselves alone.

Straight across from me, Kezess revealed the least about his thoughts through his outward expression. His lips were slightly parted and his eyes dilated by a fraction. There was a stiffness in his shoulders, down his arms, to his left hand, which rested on top of the charwood table. This alone spoke to his surprise. It was the twitching of the small muscles of that hand and the darkening of his purple eyes that gave away his anger. It wasn’t a wrathful anger that was likely to burst the boundaries of his control, but a simmering bitterness that I registered distantly as being more problematic. Not because of any danger, but because I didn’t fully understand it.

To his left, Morwenna of Clan Mapellia, great clan of the hamadryads, was giving me only half her attention. Her lips were pressed tightly together, highlighting the subtle wood-grain pattern of her skin. She had pushed herself back from the table, and the muscles of her legs, hips, and back were tensed as if she were ready to spring to her feet if commanded. Every half a second, her eyes twitched to Kezess.

Beside Morwenna, the leader of the sylphs, Nephele of the Aerind clan, had sunk down into her chair. Her mouth was open in an almost perfect circle, and a snapping wind was blowing around her, making her hair and the cloud-like cloth of her clothes whip about. Her blue-gray eyes had gone lightning-white, and there was something hungry in them that I couldn’t quite parse.

Veruhn, just to my right, was no less surprised than the others, but within his surprise, there was something more. Under the influence of King’s Gambit, I didn’t feel any emotional response to what I saw reflected back at me in Veruhn’s reaction, but I recognized what I should have felt. Because, through the doddering old uncle act, beneath the feeble exterior he presented, there was a being much greater and older and, most of all, fiercer than he allowed anyone to see.

In that instant, Veruhn couldn’t hide himself. Some of the faded color returned to the ridges that ran along his head, and there was a purple flush to his cheeks. The wrinkles smoothed, and a grim, victorious smile flashed across his face. Even his King’s Force surged, the leviathan hidden beneath the wrinkled old man flailing to be set free.

“And beings of light descended, bringing with them magic unimagined. Bringing with them power too terrible to behold. And they called themselves deva, and they, in their power, were terrible and unimaginable. They marked the world with their power, and then they left, never to return.”

The softly spoken words came from Lord Rai of Clan Kothan, the basilisk who had replaced Agrona among the great clans. Sitting to Kezess’s right, he was pale as a ghost, and his hands, clasped before him on the large charwood table, trembled.

“Silence,” Kezess ordered without looking at the basilisk.

Rai’s words sent ripples through the room. Beside him, the phoenix lord, Novis of Clan Avignis, had been watching me with wary thoughtfulness, his brows creased as he fidgeted in his seat, but he stiffened as Rai spoke, glancing at the basilisk from the corner of his eye nervously as Kezess ordered silence.

On Rai’s other side, Ademir Thyestes crossed his arms and huffed. “We should all be embarrassed by the utterance of fables and fairy stories at this table.” But, with King’s Gambit active, I could see the truth. The hairs on Ademir’s neck stood on end, and the pantheon lord’s breathing was shallow and troubled. He shot a glance out one of the windows, and by the way his eyes focused, he seemed to be looking at something a long way off. Following his gaze, I could almost make out a village far, far in the distance, well beyond the range of sight, surrounded in green and blue grass.

Simultaneously to my examining the response of the asuras, I was attempting to dissect what Rai had said.

“And beings of light descended, bringing with them magic unimagined.” Beings of light? Could the magic be mana, or maybe aether?

“Bringing with them power too terrible to behold.” This is from the perspective of the asura, I have to assume. What kind of power could be too terrible even for the asura?

“And they called themselves deva, and they, in their power, were terrible and unimaginable.” I’d never heard the term deva before. The repetition of terrible and unimaginable really drivesthis message home, but this is also a kind of asuran storytelling I wasn’t expecting to here.

“They marked the world with their power, and then they left, never to return.”

This final passage, I didn’t know what to make of. I reached out for Sylvie or Regis to help, but both had been forced to pull their minds away from mine, unable to stand the effects of King’s Gambit.

Lord Radix of the Grandus clan stood. His eyes, which sparkled like the multicolored gemstones that studded his belt, studied me intently. His own surprise had quickly subsided, and unlike the dismay that the others had displayed at Rai’s utterance, Radix was intent, his eyes darting side to side in an indication that he was thinking rapidly as he considered something.

The titan took a step closer to me, stroking his beard. The mana was moving strangely about him, like it was acting as an extension of his senses. Like he could see and feel through the mana itself. Although Radix had a similar signature to Wren, I had never experienced this phenomenon with Wren before.

“That is enough, Arthur,” Kezess said firmly, his voice tight with carefully concealed frustration and, I thought, even a quiver of fear.

I held his gaze for several long seconds before releasing my godrunes and recalling the aether that was providing the glowing effect back into my core.

I was left feeling sluggish without the godrune active, and I had to steady myself to keep from wobbling.

‘You good?’ Regis asked, easing back into my thoughts.

It’s nothing. There is always some sense of…sobering up when I release King’s Gambit entirely, I answered through the brain fog.

‘Look sharp, Arthur,’ Sylvie thought, dragging my attention back to Radix.

The titan rested a hand on my shoulder, forcing me sharply back into the moment as my knees trembled from the unexpected weight of it. Aether flooded my body to strengthen my legs. My shoulder ached, and I realized that Radix was manipulating the density of his own body to somehow test mine.

“May I?” he asked, moving around behind me and reaching for the hem of my shirt, forcing Sylvie to step out of the way, her brows raised in surprise.

“Uh…” was all I managed before the titan had pulled up my shirt to regard the skin of my back. There, I knew he would see the false spellforms that the first djinn projection had provided, meant to disguise my godsrunes when I was among the Alacryans. What I didn’t expect was the tingling I felt within the godrunes themselves.

Through my connection with Regis, I felt Radix’s eyes trace the connection between us before landing on my companion. Regis’s hackles raised defensively, and I could feel Radix’s penetrating senses outlining the shape of the Destruction rune contained inside Regis’s physical form.

“I see,” the titan said, his voice an earthquake rumble, and then he returned to his seat.

I felt myself frowning, but before I could ask, Nephele beat me to it.

“Well, do share with the rest of us, Rad. What’s really going on here?” The sylph was floating above her seat again, her hands on her hips, her entire body rotated at a thirty degree angle.

Radix leaned back into his seat, his arms crossed, one hand stroking his beard thoughtfully. “I’ve seen enough to change my mind, and I call for a vote of the Great Eight on the subject of Arthur Leywin’s status as a new race of asura.”

This sudden proclamation seemed to catch the others off guard.

“Now wait just a moment, we need to—”

“—but what did you see? It would be beneficial for us all to—”

“—blessedly short meeting, and then we can—”

“This is not a decision to be rushed!”

This last was accompanied by a heavy fist slamming down on the charwood table, making it jump and cutting off the other voices as they spoke over each other. The others bristled, even the carefree Nephele, as Ademir glared around at his fellow lords and ladies. His King’s Force was like the edge of a blade pressed against my throat.

“Many of us at this table measure our lives in millennia,” he continued, more controlled. “In the centuries I have sat across this table from you, I have never experienced such a sudden urge for immediate resolution.” His attention shifted to Rai. “The decision to name Clan Kothan to the Great Eight to replace the Vritra clan took us fifty years, and even that was a short time in comparison to our deliberation on what to do about Agrona himself.

“Now, faced with a question that, depending on our answer, could very well redefine the nature of our world for the next ten thousand years, we are supposed to vote based on a bare few minutes in the presence of this boy?” Ademir’s gaze fell to his fist still pressed against the tabletop. “If you are set on forcing this vote, Radix, then let me be the first to refuse. The pantheons will not recognize Arthur Leywin or his clan as members of the asuran race.”

Anger flushed hot through me. He wasn’t just voting against me but stating plainly that he refused to accept the results of any vote at all. Regis, standing at my side with the flames of his mane snapping around him, reinforced my emotions, but Sylvie attempted to temper us both. ‘Don’t forget that the pantheons are a warrior race. They meet challenges head on. And as far as he knows, you are responsible for the deaths of both Taci and Aldir.’

‘It may be that you’re not the real source of his anger,’ Regis added begrudgingly, surprising me.

Realizing I was letting myself get frustrated, I channeled aether into King’s Gambit. Only a little, just enough to expand my thoughts out to a few simultaneous threads, which had the added benefit of dampening any emotional reaction I had to the proceedings.

“Those are dangerous words, Lord Thyestes,” Morwenna said, her eyes narrowing. A slight flush crept up her neck, again emphasizing the subtle patterns in her skin. “Express your opinion as you wish, but remember that we have all sworn to uphold the will of the Great Eight, even when we disagree with its decisions.”

Rai cleared his throat. Holding direct eye contact with me, he said, “My mind has not changed. I vote that Arthur be named first of his race, head of his clan, and a member of this council.”

“Sure, me too,” Nephele said, looking very seriously up the ceiling, having rotated half around so she was nearly upside down. “Let’s see what fate has in store for him?” She chuckled suddenly and flew down to nudge Morwenna. “Fate? See what I did there?” She giggled happily to herself, apparently oblivious to Morwenna’s icy look in response.

“I’ve seen enough,” Radix said in answer to the vote he himself called for. “Perhaps, in the most traditional sense of the word, Arthur is not an asura. But whatever transition he has undergone has brought him closer to us than the lessers he was born to.” Speaking directly to me, he continued, “I hope, Arthur, that you’ll work alongside the Grandus clan in more fully exploring these changes in the future. But for now, I agree that you should stand among us.”

I nodded, not wanting to promise anything yet. Most of my mind was still on Ademir’s words as I considered the potential ramifications and fallout if he followed through on his threat to refuse the will of the Great Eight. I couldn’t bring myself to believe that his hostility hadn’t been accounted for by either Kezess or Veruhn, which meant that one or the other was likely working directly against him.

Ademir shook his head as he stared around the table. “Novis? Morwenna? Surely you won’t fall victim to the wishful thinking of the others. You must agree with Lord Indrath and me.”

Morwenna looked up at Kezess, whose floating throne made him slightly taller than any of the others.

Kezzess nodded. His face was so carefully placid that it seemed almost smug in the absence of expressed emotion.

“I am in agreement with the others,” Novis said simply, his demeanor reserved.

Morwenna’s head cocked slightly, and she gave Ademir a hard look as she said, “I bow to the will and wisdom of the Great Eight. I find myself convinced to, at the very least, give Clan Leywin their place at the table. We shall see what happens beyond that.”

Ademir scoffed. Almost in desperation, he turned to Veruhn, but the old leviathan smiled sadly.

“I’m sorry, old friend. You know well where I stand on the issue.”

Ademir’s jaw clenched and his expression turned stony. Slowly, defeated, he looked at Kezess as if he already knew what the dragon was going to say.

Kezess stood, carefully tossing his wheat-blond hair. There was a gleam in his lavender eyes as he tugged on the gold-embroidered cuffs of his fine shirt.

Sylvie shuffled her feet. ‘Why does this feel staged?’

“Friends. Leaders of your respective clans and people. Members of the Great Eight. I respect your opinions and thank you for sharing them.” His gaze lingered longest on Ademir, and despite calling him a friend, there was no friendship in the look they shared. “This body is divided, but the opinion of its majority is clear. While I’ll admit I have my reservations, I am nonetheless in agreement. Arthur Leywin has transcended his nature as a human. Despite some draconic aspect, he is not a dragon, making him something entirely new.”

There was a cadence to his speech that reminded me of watching a play, just as Sylvie had suggested.

“Arthur Leywin is henceforth named an asura, his lineage that of an entirely new race. His clan, the Leywins, will transcend the boundaries between human and asura, even if they themselves do not share his qualities. As leader of his clan, the only clan of his race, he is also immediately offered a place among us here, a member of the Great Eight.”

“It’ll need a new name,” Nephele said in a stage whisper to Morwenna.

Ademir stood and glared at Kezess. The clash of their opposing King’s Force seemed likely to rip the tower down around us, but it lasted only a moment. Without another word, Ademir spun on his heel, crossed to the nearest balcony door, jerked it open, and flew quickly out of sight.

Even Kezess, always so carefully controlled, could not hide a half-formed smirk before he returned his attention to the rest of the group. A chair appeared behind me, and the rest shifted slightly to accommodate it. Those sitting in them hardly seemed to notice.

“Speaking of names, Arthur, you will have to name yourself,” Kezess said, forcing a tight smile to more fully hide his smirk. “Have you given any thought to such a thing?”

I opened my mouth but didn’t speak, realizing that I had completely failed to consider what my race might be called. Despite the asuras’ decision, I wasn’t sure if I’d ever think of myself as anything other than human.

“I have a suggestion,” Veruhn said. He paused to cough into his hand before giving the others an apologetic smile. “Long ago, it was theorized that beings of power might one day coalesce out of the barrier between worlds itself, formed of that power and carrying the spark of it as their consciousness.” He paused, taking a few breaths before continuing to speak. “Their appearance never manifested, but the name we gave their myth still echoes down through the ages today.”

“The archons,” Radix said, steepling his fingers in front of him and breathing through the shape it made. There was a flare of mana, but I couldn’t tell what he’d done.

Kezess eyed me curiously for several seconds. “Arthur Leywin, head of his clan, archon of the Great Eight. Is this acceptable to you?”

‘I like it,’ Regis thought immediately. ‘It’s very…august, you know. Regal. One might even say majestic.’

Doing my best to ignore him, I addressed Kezess. “I accept your offer to be recognized as a member of the asuran race, and the name of archon. Thank you.” To Veruhn I added, “I appreciate everything this council has said.”

“Very well. Arthur Leywin, lord of the archon race. Welcome to the Great Eight. Now, I’m afraid I have other business to attend to,” Kezess said abruptly. “I encourage each of you to carefully consider what today’s decision means for your people.”

Then, just like that, he was gone. None of the others seemed surprised.

Rai and Novis turned to each other and began speaking in low voices. Morwenna, Radix, and Veruhn each stood, while Nephele blew over to me on a gust of wind that tossed my hair and made the fabric of my shirt flutter.

“Oh, but thank the summer grass and winter winds for a short meeting,” she said, her tone softening as she released some of the forced cheer she’d held onto throughout the meeting. “It is tedious being indoors, don’t you think? These meetings would be a lot more productive under the open sky or the boughs of trees.” She grew wistful and stared out the window. “I think I’ll go, for a while. I’ve had enough of great events and the insides of buildings for one day.”

Nephele’s body became incorporeal and mostly invisible, little more than the shape of her drawn in white lines of wind. She grinned, her eyes pressed shut, and she flew out through an open window, did several twirling summersaults, then vanished against the blue sky and floor of white-gray clouds.

‘I’ve learned of the sylphs, of course, but I expected their queen to be more…refined,’ Sylvie thought as she watched Nephele go.

‘I don’t trust her,’ Regis answered. ‘To be fair, I don’t trust any of them, but she seems a little…flighty.’ He gave a barking laugh at his own joke.

I held back my groan, focusing instead on Radix, who was reaching for my hand. “Thank you for your vote of confidence,” I said as I took it.

“Confidence?” His beard twitched with apparent amusement. “No, Lord Leywin, do not thank us for what we’ve done. It isn’t a gift, nor does it show confidence. Each of my fellow lords and ladies will have their own reasons, but mine I would call a fledgeling understanding.” His gemstone eyes sparkled. “Until next we meet, then.” His hand released mine, and the titan descended the stairs without a glance back.

Morwenna gave me the same respectful bow the others had shared when first arriving at the meeting chamber. “Do not celebrate this as a victory. It is a responsibility of the highest honor to represent your people among the Great Eight. Our choices shape worlds, Lord Leywin.” Moving as stiff and straight as a tree with legs, the hamadryad followed Radix down the stairs.

“That was nicely done, Arthur,” Veruhn said, standing straight and unbent now that the proceedings were over. “A good show with the godrunes. Even caught me off guard, if I’m being honest.”

I glanced at the phoenix and basilisk and raised my brows slightly.

Veruh waved away any concerns I had about speaking in front of the others. “Lords Avignis and Kothan are as interested to see what you might accomplish with your new station as I am, Arthur. It may have seemed like a sudden decision today, but we have spoken at length about this possibility.”

Rai and Novis stood as Veruhn spoke, and they both nodded their agreement. “Before I go, I’d like to extend an invitation to visit my family within my home, Featherwalk Aerie. It is tradition for a newly named representative of the Great Eight, generally, to travel Epheotus and present themselves to the other lords. There will be an official ceremony later, of course.” Novis gave me a pained smile. “I think it took—what?—half a decade to plan the ceremony for my own naming, even after Clan Avignis was promoted to the Great Eight.”

“Clan Kothan extends the same invitation, of course. At your leisure,” Rai added. Unlike Novis, he had a pinched expression and was clearly worrying over something, but he didn’t speak his fears aloud. “The way things move here may seem very slow to someone used to moving at the speed of lessers, but I’m certain you’ll adjust to a somewhat…longer-lived pace.”

“We’d be honored to meet your clans,” Sylvie said. “For the moment, though, our own clan needs to be informed of today’s events.”

Novis and Rai exchanged a look at the words, “our own clan,” but neither mentioned it. Instead, they wished us farewell for the moment and left out different balcony doors.

“Might I escort you back to Everburn, Arthur?” Veruhn said, holding open the door Novis had just left from.

“Of course. Thank you, Veruhn.”

As we took flight, I yearned to fully activate King’s Gambit to better dissect what had been said during the meeting. I was afraid, however, to give Veruhn, or anyone else who might be watching, the wrong impression. Instead, I let my body go on autopilot and turned all the branches of my thoughts to the meeting, aware only of the occasional words shared between Veruhn and Sylvie as we flew.

Of some things I was certain, but the meeting had left more questions than it had provided answers. I was confident that Kezess had manipulated things in order to put Ademir on the outside, but why? Was I just a pawn in some larger game I didn’t understand? And were the other lords playing the same game, or their own?

Am I really being placed on even footing with these ancient beings? Or do they see me as a pet?

I could hazard several guesses on why Kezess might really have allowed my ascension. Even if he feigned otherwise, I couldn’t discount the fact that I’d just become subservient to him in a way I hadn’t been before. And yet, I also had a certain equality with him, now recognized officially by the rest of the Great Eight.

‘But how independent are they each, really?’ Regis thought from where he hovered near my core.

That was a good question. Despite their claim that the Great Eight was a ruling council, it had seemed that everything still hinged on Kezess’s will. What would have happened if everyone else had been in agreement, but he had still declined?

I became distantly aware that someone was speaking to me. “I’m sorry, what?”

Veruhn gave me an inscrutable look. “Forgive me, Arthur. Clearly you were deep in thought, which I understand entirely. I do not wish to intrude on your first meeting with your newly named clan, and so I will leave you here.”

Glancing around, I realized that we were already on the outskirts of the city.

“Before I go, however, I wished to extend the same offer as Lords Kothan and Avignis. Please, visit me in my home. It is on the very coast of the great Boundary Sea. I think you will find it worth the journey. There is much yet for us to discuss, I think.”

“I will, of course,” I answered, genuinely interested in the leviathan’s home. “But first, I’m afraid, I need to settle something. My friend, Tessia, has waited patiently for me here, but it is time for her to return home.”

Cheerfully stating his understanding, Veruhn dismissed himself. With a wave, he disappeared into a wave of rolling, frothy sea water.

We completed our journey in the air, flying over the rooftops of Everburn. As we approached the residence where my family had been staying, I landed on the sloped roof of a house not far down the street, careful not to dislodge the tiles, and looked down on Ellie, Mom, and Tessia. They were sitting at the table in the small front yard and chatting animatedly with a couple of young dragons who appeared to have stopped on their way past, their arms laden with cloth bags, likely from the market.

Everything was going to change now. My life would never be the same, and neither would theirs. The risk suddenly seemed borderline foolhardy, the danger creeping in from every direction. I was a clan of five, and two of them were humans.

Sylvie and Regis remained silent, not intruding on my introspection but buttressing me against the weight of my thoughts.

We sat like that for a long time, until Mom, Tess, and Ellie all stood and went back inside. I sighed and prepared to inform my family that they’d been promoted to deities.

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    Chapter 490: The Promise

    TESSIA ERALITH

    "It's so strange, always being the center of attention," Alice said as she refilled our glasses with cold water from a pitcher. "We're just these very plain people, surrounded by actual deities-or at least what we've always thought of as deities-but they're all so interested in us." She stared down into the pitcher, her eyes glazing over. "It feels like I've slipped and fallen into someone else's life."

    I twirled a lock of hair around my fingertip as I considered the dragons we'd been speaking with. "I guess I was always the center of attention in Elenoir, but they seem a lot more interested in the fact that I'm an elf than a princess. The things they ask about..."

    I chuckled, and Ellie and Alice laughed alongside me.

    "Yeah, they're kind of weird," Ellie said with an amused smile. "One little girl insisted I couldn't really be a lesser, because she'd been told lessers could barely speak or stand upright!"

    "Well, things here are going to get a whole lot weirder."

    We all turned toward the door, where Arthur had just pushed back the curtain. I began to smile, but the expression faltered as I processed his words and the pained expression on his face.

    Ellie's hands flew to her face and she slumped back into the seat she'd been hunkering on the edge of. "No. They didn't! You can't be serious."

    Alice's hand began to shake. I quickly took the pitcher from her and set it down on the tile-topped end table before it spilled.

    "You...better sit down," Arthur said, rubbing the back of his neck in that silly way he'd done since he was a kid.

    His words and demeanor could mean only one thing, as Ellie and Alice both seemed to have already guessed: the asuras had agreed to Lord Eccleiah's proposal.

    I found myself wishing that Arthur hadn't spent so much of these last couple of weeks away. He would certainly be pulled into other duties, and it was likely there would be little time to work through everything between us that needed to be addressed. Still, I told myself, perhaps that was for the best. Maybe what we really needed was time.
    Forcing myself to appear calm, I took a seat next to Ellie, who had pulled her legs up into the seat tight against her chest.

    "I...have officially been named an asura," Arthur said. He spoke mostly to his mother, but twice his eyes flicked to mine, almost too rapidly to notice. "I'm the first of a new race. An archon."

    I felt my eyes glaze over, my thoughts dissociating from my physical presence as I struggled to understand what this meant. So much had changed since we sat above the Wall and made our promise to each other. A promise to stay alive. To have a future together. A relationship. A family. It had been a beautiful moment. It was a lovely plan. But Grandpa Virion had taught me early...

    No plan survives contact with the opponent.

    Was it fair, now, after everything that had happened, to hold Arthur to a sweet promise made naively in the middle of a war that neither of us could control the outcome of?

    The room had gone silent. I forced myself to focus. Ellie sat beside me, thunderstruck. I could see the gears of her mind working, and her mouth moved silently, but she seemed at a loss for words. Alice, on the other hand, was looking at Arthur as if he'd just told her to wrestle a world lion with her bare hands. I shared their feelings, but I couldn't let those feelings run away with me.

    "What happens now?" I asked to break the silence. "What does this change, exactly, and how would this affect Dicathen and Alacrya?"

    Arthur hesitated, exchanging a glance with Sylvie. “Although a new race has been invented for me, really I'll be a representative for our world among the asura. In the end, I think it's necessary to ensure protection for both Dicathen and Alacrya." His head drooped slightly. "With this authority, I can make sure what happened in Elenoir never happens again."

    I nodded, and the conversation continued, Ellie and Alice asking a few questions of their own. Despite my best efforts, the longer we spoke, the wearier I began to feel. Afraid that my control might slip and derail the conversation, I waited for a lull and excused myself, returning to my room and sagging into the bed. Closing my eyes, I breathed deeply and thought back to my lessons.

    I can't control the world around me, but I can control myself and the way I move within it. It was a lesson my father had tried to drill into my head when I was only a small girl, but I don't think I'd ever truly appreciated his meaning until I lost that control.

    Outside the room, Arthur continued speaking, although I would have sworn I could feel his gaze lingering on the room curtain separating us. "We've been 'invited'-I think it's more of an expectation, honestly to visit some of the other lords at their homes."

    "Oh, that's..." Alice started but then trailed off, her voice weak.

    "I know, Mom," Arthur answered. The sound of his voice changed; he must have moved across the room. "I know what I'm asking you to do, and I know how dangerous this is for all of us, but..."

    I took a deep breath, forcing myself to remain calm.

    The idea of being dragged to another asuran city made my insides clench like a bloody fist. I missed my family. I missed my home. I was ready to return to Dicathen. I knew Elenoir was gone-my mother and father were gone-but I wanted to see my grandfather. I wanted to be with elves, to hug them and cry with them, to mourn our shared losses in a way I hadn't been able to do yet. Not while I was locked away beneath Cecilia's will.

    The rustling of the curtain made me turn my head. I was expecting, or maybe just hoping, to see Arthur there, but I wasn't disappointed when Sylvie stepped into the room and let the curtain fall behind her again. She looked down at me with such understanding that the pressure of sudden tears swelled up behind my eyes as if from nowhere.

    I sat up, kicked my legs over the edge of the bed, and blinked back the wetness in my eyes. Sylvie eased down next to me. Instead of speaking, she rested her head on my shoulder.

    We sat there like that, just the two of us, for quite a while. In her presence, I felt myself settling again. She had a way of transporting me out of the moment and taking me back in time to simpler days. It was so strange that the little fox-like beast that used to ride around on Arthur's head had grown into this powerful, empathetic young woman. I could so clearly remember when she'd first hatched in Zestier...

    I sank into the moment, enjoying the peace and quiet. Instead of worrying about the future, I listened to the rustling our clothes made against the bedsheets with each small movement. I watched as the sunlight refracted through the window to sparkle against the walls. I listened to our breathing as we fell into sync with each other, and sensed the thrumming of Sylvie's mana signature beside me, moving with the same subtle twitchiness as eyes beneath closed lids.

    Slowly, the tension all released.

    "Thanks," I said eventually.

    She reached out and grabbed my hand, taking it in both of her own.

    "I...wanted to tell you," I started, suddenly awkward. I knew what I wanted to say, but the words themselves seemed difficult to hold onto. "Good luck. You know, when you go to visit the other asura. You'll protect him? Nevermind, I know you will. I'm sorry I'll miss it, but...I need to go home."

    Her hands squeezed mine. "Of course. Arthur told them that they'd have to wait." She regarded me with sudden understanding and then a sympathetic smile. "We're taking you home first, Tessia."

    ***

    The air changed as I stepped out of the portal into darkness. Appearing so suddenly in the cool, dank underground felt almost like waking after Everburn's nearly perfect atmosphere. Like Dicathen was more real, somehow.

    My eyes began to adjust, and I found myself standing in the center of a wide, nondescript tunnel. Arthur was already there, having arrived through the portal first.

    Behind me, Ellie and Boo appeared, followed by Alice, and then Sylvie.

    Our appearance was met by a shout, and we all looked to see several heavily armed dwarven guards hurrying toward us. Behind them was a roughly made wall inset with a small gate.

    Before they could reach us, another figure came through the portal. Dressed in the same richly appointed militaristic uniform I'd always seen him in, his otherworldly eyes unreadable, Windsom brought the dwarves up short with a glance.

    On first seeing Windsom, I had been thrown back to the battle between Cecilia, Nico, and him. This dragon had helped General Aldir burn Elenoir to ashes. I was mostly catatonic at the time, but Cecilia's memories of the fight were clear enough. It seemed patently unfair that this dragon was still happily serving his lord, able to flit between our world and his at a moment's notice, while the shattered remnants of my people were cast off and homeless with nowhere to go.

    "Darv, as requested," Windsom said in his clipped manner. "The city of Vildorial is beyond that gate." He indicated the guards. "Virion Eralith and a procession of elves are here, though the bulk of the refugees were relocated before Agrona's last attack."

    The dwarves, finally able to look past Windsom at the rest of us, recognized Arthur immediately. "Regent Leywin! You're alive..." The dwarf in charge turned to one of his men. "Go to Lodenhold immediately. Inform Lords Earthborn and Silvershale that-"

    "Hold that thought," Arthur said, raising a hand. "I have business to attend to, then I'll go to the council myself."

    The dwarves looked at each other awkwardly, but none of them moved.

    "Well, Arthur, if there is nothing else, I'm afraid I am too busy to shuttle you around"

    "Lord Leywin," Arthur said, cutting Windsom off.

    Despite my anger toward Windsom, I couldn't help but flinch at the confrontation of their opposing intents. It wasn't only me, as Alice and Ellie instinctively backed away within the confines of the dim tunnel, and Boo moved to shield them from the conflict.

    "Of course...Lord Leywin. I apologize." Windsom bowed low, hiding his expression from sight.

    "No problem, Windsom." Arthur's gaze was penetrating, his tone frosty. "It's quite the change for you to get used to, I know. But I'm certain you will."

    "Of course." The asura feigned an attitude of servility, but I could practically see his irritation seething just beneath his skin. "I'll return in two days to open the way back to Epheotus."

    "You're dismissed for now, then," Arthur said, turning away from Windsom.

    The dwarven guards, who had watched the exchange like wide-eyed statues, bent into deep bows before Windsom as he turned toward the portal.

    I caught Ellie and Alice exchange a glance, but neither moved to show any obeisance to him. I raised my chin and stood tall, but he did not look back at any of us before vanishing into the portal, which then melted away.

    I didn't voice my thoughts out loud to Arthur, but I felt a thrill at seeing him put Windsom in his place. A part of me wished that Arthur had been even crueler.

    The thought turned sour as soon as I had it. I'm not Cecilia, to take pleasure in such things. As Arthur approached the guards and waved for them to stand, I pushed the thoughts away, making room for the jittery nerves I felt at the thought of seeing Grandpa Virion.

    A hand slid into mine, and I looked over at Ellie, who smiled. "You've got that face on again."

    I gave her an embarrassed smile back. Over the last two weeks, she'd started calling me out whenever I had my "worried face" on. "I'm sorry, I just..."

    "Please, don't apologize," Sylvie said from my other side just before taking that hand, so the three of us were walking along in a chain like we were children. "You've been through a lot, and you've only had a couple of weeks to recover. That kind of trauma could take years just to start unraveling."

    "Geez, thanks," I said teasingly, pulling Sylvie closer so our shoulders bumped together. The three of us all shared a laugh.

    The guards opened the gate, and Arthur exchanged a few more quiet words with them as the rest of us stepped through into the massive cavern that housed the city of Vildorial.

    "Wow," I said, turning around to take in the entire cavern.

    Vildorial wasn't unlike a beehive that had been turned inside out. Dwellings of all shapes and sizes were carved into the outer walls, while a curving highway circled round and round as it descended, connecting the various levels. Its people, mostly dwarves, moved about busily, some wearing large packs, others dragging carts or leading mana beasts to do it for them.

    The flow of traffic past us began to slow as people realized that Arthur was with us. He quickly began leading us up the highway as the first shout of, "Lance Arthur!" resounded through the cavern. The crowd gathered behind us, with many of the dwarves abandoning what they were doing to follow along and shout out their thanks or messages of welcome. But not all of them were glad for his presence.

    "You abandoned us!" one woman yelled. "My boy's dead. The Alacryans killed him when they attacked, and where were you!" Someone tried to grab her, but she shoved them away. "Our regent? Our protector? Look at him!" This last part was directed at the gathered crowd. "He's no better than the dragons or the Alacryans!"

    "You shut your mouth,” a rough-looking dwarf yelled.

    "They're just letting them all go!" another man shouted, gaping at Arthur desperately. "The Alacryans who attacked us. Letting them go!"

    "Enough with outsiders!" the first woman shouted. "Darv for the dwarves! Hang them all by their-"

    Someone else shoved the woman, and a scuffle quickly broke out, interrupting the frenzied tirade. Boo began to growl, interposing himself between Ellie and the aggressors.

    Arthur hadn't paid the shouting any mind, but now he stopped and turned back. As physical blows started to fly, he waded into the melee, separating the dwarves with his presence alone. The brawl ended as abruptly as it began. A group of nearby guards, who had started in our direction, hesitated and glanced at each other nervously.

    "I'm sorry for your loss," Arthur said, his voice soft enough that the dwarves around him had to strain to listen. "I'm sorry for all who lost loved ones in this war, whether it was in the last battle or the first one years ago," he continued, looking around at everyone. "I know all kinds of rumors must have spread in the absence of factual information over these last couple of weeks. Don't fall prey to those who would feed on your fears. I am on my way now to explain everything to your leaders. They will share the truth soon enough."

    Wide-eyed, sweating dwarves watched as Arthur moved among them. A couple even reached out, their fingers brushing his arm or the back of his hand. They lingered there as we moved on, the whole crowd just kind of standing in the highway, clearly uncertain what to do now.

    "Well, it's to be expected, I suppose," Ellie said softly, almost as if she were talking to herself. "I hope everyone else is okay."

    "We'll find out soon enough," Arthur said over his shoulder.

    The highway led directly to the dwarven palace, but Arthur did not take us to see the dwarven lords. Instead, he guided us into a series of smaller tunnels and eventually to a very long switchback stair. We passed through a small cave into...

    Well, into something I hadn't expected at all.

    I knew that Arthur was leading us to Grandpa Virion, and it felt like we'd climbed nearly all the way to the surface to reach this chamber, but even then, I would have expected desert...not this.

    A gorgeous oasis within all the stone opened up before us. The grotto was brightly lit by little bobbing lights that floated and danced over verdant green moss and emerald vines that grew to hide the walls.

    Most amazing of all, though, was the large tree that filled up the center of the grotto. I recognized its broad leaves and pink buds immediately. "This tree is from Elshire Forest..."

    "And gives this place its name," Arthur said softly. "This is the Elshire Grove."

    "It's beautiful," I said, looking around again. This time, my focus caught on a patch of ground where the moss had been cleared away in favor of dark, fresh soil.

    Many seedlings poked up in neat rows. It was among the seedlings that I first sensed my grandfather's signature, and my head jerked back to the tree just as he stepped out of the small house grown into its branches.

    "Arthur, is that you? I..." His voice trailed off as he looked down from the balcony of the small treehouse.

    A fear I had been quietly nursing came rushing forward.

    Cecilia had done terrible things while wearing my face, my body. The average dwarf on the street might not have recognized me—or her-by sight, but I was terrified that my grandfather would see not me, but her. I didn't think I could stand to see a look of horror on his face at my appearance.

    And yet...

    As his jaw slackened and his eyes grew wide and sparkling, a light seemed to shine through from within him. There was nothing like apprehension or horror on his face, and in an instant, I watched as years of fear and hardship melted from him.

    He sprang over the balcony rail, fell lightly to the ground over a dozen feet below, and sprinted toward me. "T-Tessia!" he choked, his throat constricted with emotion.

    Already feeling myself beginning to break, I ran to meet him. We collided, and Grandpa flung his arms around me. I collapsed into them, a desperate sob wracking my body. All the stress, anxiety, confusion, and existential dread I had felt over the last two weeks burst out of me like I'd cast a water-attribute spell from my eyes.

    Grandpa sank down to his knees, holding me like he'd done when I was just a child. He made calming noises and petted my hair. I lacked the wherewithal to feel shame or guilt at this display in front of Arthur and his family.

    "H-how did you know?" I gasped out through choked sobs, desperate for him to understand.

    "You're my granddaughter," he said, his rasping voice as comfortable as a weighted blanket. "One look at you is enough.”

    As I continued to cry, it wasn't just the last couple of weeks that poured out of me. I couldn't easily calculate the exact length of time I had spent behind Cecilia, from the moment Elijah-Nico-captured me in Elenoir to the final fateful hours after I helped Cecilia escape the Relictombs and return to Agrona. A year, probably more, but it felt like a lifetime. Two lifetimes. I'd died and been reborn an entirely changed person.

    And all of it, every agonizing moment of sharing mental space with the stunted, damaged child that was Cecilia, the memories of all the horrible things she'd done while in my body, all the memories of Arthur's past life that Cecilia had shared-both the real and the invented ones-every strange thing I'd experienced and discovered...

    It all came pouring out of me.

    Arthur was speaking. He said something about Agrona and the asura. Explaining where we'd been for the last couple of weeks and why he didn't bring me home sooner.

    "I'm sorry, I wish I could stay, but there are several other people I really need to speak to, and I'm not sure how long I'll be in Vildorial," he finished. "We'll give you some time...just to be in each other's company."

    My sobbing subsided, and I wiped my eyes and began to disentangle myself from my grandfather. He held me protectively, but I smiled up at him. "No need to hold me so tightly, Grandpa. I promise, I'm not going anywhere. But...I need a moment alone with Arthur before he goes. Just a moment."

    "The brat's had you for two weeks already, I..." Looking into my eyes, he trailed off. His face was an indecipherable mess of conflicting emotions forged into a single expression, but joy and trust shone through brightest of all. With an understanding smile, he helped me stand and took a few steps back.

    Sylvie, Ellie, and Alice gave me hugs in turn and assured me they'd be back to help me get settled in. Arthur then sent them ahead, explaining he would catch up before leading me to stand by the small arboretum full of seedlings.

    I bent down and ran my fingers through the soil. It was the richest I had ever seen, teaming with earth-attribute mana. "There is a touch of Epheotus in this."

    "There is. It was a gift. From...Aldir. A token, something to help make up for what he did," Arthur explained. "Not that anything could."

    I'd already heard the truth of what had happened to Aldir, the asura who'd burned my home. This information brought me no peace, but I couldn't help the spark of homesickness and...hope...that the Elshire trees brought me.

    "What did you want to say?" Arthur asked, leaning down beside me and pretending to examine the leaves of a tree. Really, though, all his attention was on me. He was taut as a drawn bowstring.

    "I don't want to say the wrong thing or belabor it so I'll try to be straightforward," I said, the words rushing out of me. "A lot has changed, Arthur. Too much. Everything." He opened his mouth to speak, but I pushed on, afraid that if I didn't, I'd lose my nerve. "We said it before: the promise we made-the moment and the words we shared-it was all so beautiful. And it was real. And...it was important. There were so many times I wanted to just give up, to let myself fade or sacrifice myself to destroy Cecilia. In the end, it was that promise between us that gave me the strength to survive when death was so much easier. But the truth is, I'm not the person you made that promise to anymore. And...and..."

    "And I'm not the person you thought I was when you made that promise," Arthur said plainly. He was calm. Serious. Understanding.

    I shook my head, and my hair fell down in front of my eyes. "I know who you are, Arthur. I do, really. And that's why I'm releasing you from the promise we made. Thank you for making it. I'll cherish that moment forever, but I won't cling to it at the expense of the world's future."

    I stood, brushing back my hair. Arthur immediately raised a hand to wipe away my tears, but there were none. He hesitated. I took his hand in both of mine and held it between us as I leaned forward and pressed my lips against his. My heart broke at the softness of his lips and the unsteady rhythm of his pulse, but my resolution didn't wane. The heart wants what the heart wants, but my spirit was at ease with my decision.

    Pulling away, I let myself dive into the twin golden orbs of his eyes. They really were the most beautiful eyes I'd ever seen. "Be careful, Arthur," I heard myself say, barely cognisant of the words. "Don't lose yourself in all of this."

    I let his hand slip out of mine, and I turned away, knowing he needed me to. I could feel the intensity of his gaze on my back like the rays of the sun, and I bore it.
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      #panic# You can add chapter 490, the official translation
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        Thanks! peepo005
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      Я немного запуталась, Тессия рассталась с Артуром? Как это понимать .
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        Автор ***улся головой с 10 тома просто и пошёл по наклонной...
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    So it turns out that we are gods now
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    hi, your momma archon now
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    Клан Лейвин , по-моему не очень звучит whoknows
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