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Chapter 2354: Plentiful Choices

The interior of the Shrine of Truth was much like the interior of the Ash Castle - a mere facsimile of an actual structure, as opposed to a real one. It was one vast chamber, more modest in size than the smoke-filled hall of the crumbling fortress, but still large enough for an enormous Abomination to occupy.

Of course, there were no Nightmare Creatures inside at the second - just Sunny, Kai, and Slayer.

The Shrine was not exactly comfortable, but at least there was no ash falling on them from above. The smoke was contained in the middle of the great chamber, so the rest of it was clean, and even pleasantly cool. Kai studied their temporary shelter for a few seconds, then sighed.

'Honestly, it is a bit of a downgrade compared to the houses you've been building. You are getting quite good at making those.' Sunny chuckled. 'Am I? That's good to hear.' He shook his head.

'I spent most of my life being homeless, you know. So, in the end, I got myself a home that can follow me around… and eat my enemies…' He let out a wistful sigh. 'Who knew I wouldn't be able to bring it with me, this time?'

Sunny shook his head again and headed toward the pillar of smoke.

Apart from its form and size, the interior of the Shrine of Truth was different from the Ash Castle in two ways. First of all, since this volcano had just emerged, there was only a thin layer of ash on the floor. Secondly…

Sunny reached the circular pit leading to the depths of the volcano and stopped, looking at its edge with a thoughtful expression. 'I feel like I was right.'

Instead of a single pedestal, there were two altars in front of the pit. If Sunny's suspicion was correct, they were meant for the jade figurines. One altar would allow him to exchange a Snow figure for a truth, while the other… the other would most likely allow him to sacrifice it in exchange for some kind of boon, either for himself or for his warriors. He was not going to decide how to spend his trophies just yet, though. First, he needed to learn the identity of the third Snow Abomination they would be fighting in two dawns.

'Let's rest for a bit.'

Kai had commented how the Shrine of Truth was not that comfortable, but nothing prevented Sunny from making it more habitable. He manifested a few pieces of furniture and sprawled on a sofa, feeling a little satisfied by the fact that it felt far less weird than the previous ones. He had not slept inside Ariel's Game yet, and while there was no real need to, Sunny still felt himself drifting into a slumber. There would probably be no opportunity for him to rest later, so he could just as well use this last one.

Sleep did not come easily, though, and Sunny soon found himself laying there, wide awake, plagued by uninvited thoughts. Eventually, he sighed and sat up.

Kai was awake, too, looking at the billowing smoke with a distant expression. Sunny rubbed his eyes, then stared at the charming archer silently. 'Is something bothering you, Sunny?' He smiled crookedly. 'I guess.'

Sunny remained quiet for a few seconds, then said: 'You are a curious person. You know that, right, Kai?'

The charming archer raised an eyebrow and turned to look at him. 'Me? If anything, I thought that I was quite a boring person. Compared to my comrades, I mean.' Sunny scoffed.

'Oh, but that is exactly what makes you curious. The fact that you are different from the rest of us.' Kai remained silent, as if inviting him to continue. Sunny leaned on the backrest of the sofa and sighed.

'This armour I wear was forged by Nether, the Demon of Destiny. He is also known as the Demon of Choice. And here we are, searching for a piece of the Demon of Fate. Fate, destiny, choice… you might not know it, but all these things are of great interest to me.' He crossed his arms.

'It used to be that very few people, apart from the Legacy scions, got to choose whether they wanted to be infected by the Nightmare Spell or not. They were forced to face the First Nightmare, and then, they were forced to enter the Dream Realm come the winter solstice. Some survived, and some didn't. However, once the carriers of the Spell Awakened… then, they finally got to choose something for themselves. Whether they wanted to challenge the Second Nightmare, or not.'

Sunny smiled darkly.

'At least in theory. In truth, none of us had a real choice in that matter. For Nephis, it was the only way to survive and return to the waking world. For Effie, it was the only way to gain a healthy body. For Cassie, it was a necessary step toward fixing what she had broken. Mordret was a mirror wraith with no vessel to call his own. Jet had to keep growing stronger to survive her Flaw. As for me… well, I could not allow myself to fall behind someone.'

He pointed to Kai.

'So, really… out of all of us, only you had that choice, Kai. You could have stayed Awakened and spent the rest of your life in safety, living comfortably. And yet, you still chose to answer the Call of Nightmare. So, I am curious… why?'

Kai seemed a little uncomfortable. He lingered for a few seconds, then shrugged.

'I guess… I did indeed have the luxury of making more choices than most of my friends. At first, I did exactly what you said - stayed safe and lived comfortably, closing my eyes to the sorrows of the rest. That was in the Bright Castle. But after escaping the Forgotten Shore, I did not want to live like that anymore.' He smiled.

'Someone once told me - I don't quite recall who - that strength was the only virtue, while weakness was the only sin. It seemed convincing at first, but then, I changed my mind. Actually, having strength but misusing it felt like a far greater sin than being weak. I had already sinned by being weak, so after Awakening, I did not want to sin again by wasting my strength. So, I chose responsibility. I also chose to follow my friends, who did not have the same freedom of choice I had.'

Sunny leaned forward a little.

'That is exactly it. You had freedom, but surrendered it in favor of responsibility.' His eyes grew darker. 'Don't you ever regret it? Don't you miss the freedom you gave up?'

Kai simply laughed.

His eventual answer made Sunny flinch a little.

'No. I haven't missed it once.'

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    Just because your in a chained cage doesn't mean you can't decide how you will live in the cage, but some people's cages are more smaller than others
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      ✍🏻✍🏻✍🏻 profound words
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    To be fair, Kai's Freedom is alot different from Sunny's Freedom.

    I mean Sunny's own was absolute slavery with no chance for defiance and not being an idol or popstar
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    😭😭😭🥲🥲😖😖 not regretted it ever. 😖🥲🥲😭 he got to be with his friends...
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    Ohh there's a parallel with how free kai was, and how 'free' Sunny is now. Sunny's asking to see whether he would miss his freedom if he regained the spell
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      It's different man
      Sunny was a slave despite knowing she won't use it tag itself is something hurtful
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    Chapter — 2355: Empty Vessel.

    Sunny studied Kai intently, hiding his surprise. He had expected his friend to give a negative answer, of course — after all, he knew Kai too well to think otherwise. And yet the categorical nature of his denial left Sunny rattled.

    He leaned back a little, frowning.

    «Not… even once?»

    Kai shrugged.

    «Of course. This freedom you talk about… well, it is an elusive concept, I guess? It changes depending on how you define it. Are we talking about freedom from responsibility, from duty, from having to act on behalf of the others?»

    The charming archer smiled softly.

    «If so, then I see no reason to regret surrendering it. You seem to regard freedom as something inherently positive, but is it, really? To me, it seems that freedom is neither good nor bad — rather, it is like a transparent, empty vessel. You can fill it with good things or bad things, making it either benign or malignant… but the very act of placing something in the vessel breaks it, and you're not free anymore. So, I guess it's a bit of a paradox.»

    He sighed.

    «The only way to remain free, in this context, is to leave the vessel empty. And while emptiness is neither benign nor malignant, it is certainly… much sadder than either.»

    Kai shook his head.

    «The things I filled my vessel with suit me fine. So what if it's not empty and transparent anymore? Why would I want to live a life of emptiness, anyway?»

    Sunny slowly shook his head.

    «I guess there's no reason, but still… doesn't everyone want to be free?»

    Kai considered his question seriously.

    «True, people generally long to be free — free to live their lives the way they want, that is, not to be free for the sake of freedom. So what they really want is freedom to make their own choices, not freedom from the consequences of those choices. Even if they become bound to something as a result, unable to do as they want anymore as a result.»

    Sunny smiled bitterly.

    «Ah… that old nugget of wisdom.»

    He remained silent for a while, looking into the distance somberly.

    «Someone told me once that no one is really free in this world. Everyone is chained to someone, or something… so, the only real freedom there is is the freedom to choose your own chains.»

    He grinned darkly.

    «Of course, I proved this wisdom wrong. Using your metaphor, I put the broken vessel back together and cleaned it until its walls were transparent once again.»

    Kai raised an eyebrow.

    «Peculiar. You are telling the truth, and yet, what you say can't possibly be true.»

    Sunny was surprised.

    «Can't possibly be true? How so?»

    Noticing his bewilderment, Kai chuckled.

    «I mean… I might have some responsibilities, but they are really nothing compared to what you, Sunny, have chosen to bear. You volunteered to fight in the Domain War despite not having a stake in that fight, carried the weight of innumerable lives on your shoulders, faced a Sovereign in battle, and took his crown. Now, you are one of the two guardian angels of humanity… well, possibly a guardian devil is a more fitting term.»

    Sunny's face twitched.

    «Please don't mention angels when I'm around.»

    Kai gave him a strange look, then shrugged and continued.

    «What I mean to say is that you used to enjoy infinitely more freedom than I had ever possessed, and you discarded it all in favor of infinitely more responsibility than I will ever bear. So, how can you claim that your vessel is empty?»

    He coughed and glanced away.

    «Oh, and also, can we steer away from this whole empty vessel metaphor? Honestly, it's not one of my best… lyrics were never my strong suit, but still, I used to be a musician. So it's a bit embarrassing.»

    Sunny blinked a couple of times.

    «Sure, we can.»

    He remained silent for a moment, then shrugged.

    «Well, if you put it that way, there does indeed seem to be a contradiction. Actually, it was exactly as you said. I had strived to break free for a very long time, but when I finally did, it came at a cost. And what followed after… was empty and sad, You don't seem to regret surrendering your freedom, but I was full of regret after gaining mine. I was alone and had nothing, so I made a choice to come back and change everything. That, of course, bound me to a lot of things… and now, I feel compelled to see them through.»

    Kai smiled.

    «Then all is well, no? Since you chose that path yourself.»

    Sunny sighed, then rubbed his face tiredly.

    «It's not that easy. The path is long and winding… what if following it will rob me of the ability to make choices for myself in the future?»

    Kai scratched the back of his head.

    «Uh… to be honest, I lost track of all these metaphors a bit, so I am not sure I understand. But if the choice not to have as many choices is your own, then all is good, as well. I think?»

    Sunny looked at him and smiled. Then, he laughed.

    «So it's okay to be chained as long as I decide to wear shackles myself? All this talk, and we ended up where we began.»

    Kai gave him a guilty look.

    «Sorry if I wasn't helpful. But, in my defense… I have no idea what you are talking about.»

    Sunny gave him a nod and laid back down on his sofa.

    «It's alright. I appreciate you humoring me.»

    Kai hesitated for a few seconds, then said in a tentative tone:

    «Perhaps I could be more helpful if you told me what choice you are contemplating.»

    Sunny yawned.

    «Oh, it's just… I'm wondering whether I should go bird hunting sometime in the future. That's all.»

    Kai opened his mouth, then closed it again. Then, he exhaled slowly.

    «I see. Well, good luck with whatever you decide to do.»

    After a few moments of silence, he asked:

    «Are you going to sleep? If so, I can stand guard. Not that nights here are dangerous.»

    Sunny sighed, then shook his head.

    «No… I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight. So, I'll do something else instead.»

    Kai leaned back.

    «What?»

    Sunny smiled.

    «Being here inside another one of Ariel's harrowing masterpieces has gotten me inspired. So, I am going to do some sorcery.»

    His smile grew darker.

    «I am going to perform sorcery so grand and terrible that even daemons would have been impressed.»
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    Got a theory on the final battle, sunny and nephis are done fighting the Forgotten god and one of them has to stay behind so the dream realm doesn't collapse and everyone can be safe, sunny and nephis fight like they did in the forgotten shore and sunny had nephis to her knees again and again nephis attempts to use the shadow bond to control sunny and get him to leave the place they're at, this doesn't work though since sunny at this point will have broken fate and the shadow bond will no longer exist, this means sunny will be the one to stay behind this time and nephis will be forced to leave, meaning sunny sacrifices himself to keep her and everyone safe just like nephis did for him in Forgotten shore, would make for a good parallel between the 2 arcs
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      F#ck nice theory but if that actually happens I will be so sad evil
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        G3 could make it so sunny spends some time keeping the dream realm safe then after a while he no longer needs to watch over it and he can go back and live his peaceful life with nephis
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          Or maybe he has to permanently leave all but one of his incarnations there
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            So he can still live that life with nephis but his other incarnations get stitched up? Love it haha 😅
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              Фактически они не имеют сознания, все эти разговоры между ними это сумасшествие Санни, он уже довольно давно находится на грани безумия.
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                Sunless- "mental issues suffer from me"
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    Quote: pt3
    I wish all shit for cassie she is responsible for all that and she thinks she corrected all her mistakes but she made him alone forgotten


    This comment made me think about that whole snafu, if Cassie didn't do what she did Sunny would've been enslaved to the only other person who knew his restriction and called out his true name...... Mordet peepo021
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      Sunny went to Chain Islands (where he met Mordret) to find a way to save Nephis. But if he had stayed with her on Forgotten Shore, he would have had no reason, or even no opportunity, to get to the Chain Islands. So if it wasn't for Cassie, Mordret would still be in jail right now.
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        master mind bro they are all making nonsense excuses for cassie
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      It's all because [fated] anyway.
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    I wish all shit for cassie she is responsible for all that and she thinks she corrected all her mistakes but she made him alone forgotten
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      She didn’t make him do anything, she gave him a choice and he took it. Neither of them knew what would happen.
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        I've already forgiven Cassie, but I hope that given the events that have happened, when she looks back, she'll have the decency to feel guilty, and I think she knew, because she sent herself a letter telling her to look for Sunny, and she even talks about the letter. And as for the choice, in my opinion, it's a pretty bad choice, because I, in my infinite ignorance, am pretty sure I don't remember her warning Sunny about being forgotten.
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          true man true every one here says she paid back and corrected her mistakes but she didn't give him what she took he lost his fate his shadow dance his true name
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            She always makes choices for him treats his strength as her weapon and well sunny is completely fine with it so it makes us look like bitch when it's sunny who is subserivent
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        bro she took his freedom and told him if you go that way you'll get your freedom back but his fate got stolen from him it's not a fair equation she gave him less than what she took
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          He decided to go on his own, nobody knew the consequences of his choice but once again he wanted the right to choose AND HE DID.
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            no no he didn't want the right to choose he wanted his freedom back and then he will be free to choose no slave has the right to choose but now when he decides to get back his fate and become a slave again we call hat right to choose
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            Cassie knew the consequences of his choise beforehand as she left a letter for her future self to congratulate sunny on his birthday
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      23 dislike? Nah I don't feel the pressure أنا حراق
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    É provável que Sunny tenha apenas 7 sombras (ecos), no momento ele tem 6, imagina se a última sombra ser um dos Deamon ou o vil pássaro ladrão quando ele tentar ae tornar sagrado.

    Seria interessante.
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      Ele é A Sombra, os 7 são a parte
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    And here, Sunless decided to continue adventuring through Ariel's knowledge.
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