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Chapter 1773: Fake It.

Sunny had been full of bitter resentment when the performance started, but by the end of it, he was in an excellent mood. Watching Nephis dance with her sword, treating her to a picnic, going for a leisurely stroll arm in arm, and enjoying a romantic play together... the day was shaping up great.

Sadly, their time together would soon come to an end. All that was left on the schedule was dinner at an upscale restaurant - after that, Nephis would disappear for a few days or a week, busy with all her other responsibilities.

So, he had to make the most of this dinner appointment.

‘I'll take the chance to seize up the competition.’

However, Sunny knew that he was fooling himself.

In truth, the Brilliant Emporium could not even be considered a competitor of the lofty restaurant his café was a place where people could enjoy delicious, but relatively simple food in a cozy atmosphere. The establishment where they were entering right now, though, was where the affluent citizens of Bastion came to waste money and show status in splendid surroundings.

He felt inclined to treat such extravagance with disdain, but found himself unable to do that after being led to a private booth by an exceedingly respectful waiter, Comparing the immaculate attire and flawless manners of the young man to how Aiko usually behaved, Sunny was suddenly unsure of his judgment.

Perhaps these rich folks were really onto something...

But then again, he was richer than all of them combined. Sunny never flaunted his wealth, but it would have been hard to remain poor after hunting Great Nightmare Creatures for years. And since he didn't really have expenditures like the need to maintain a clan, he was probably the wealthiest man in Bastion, second only to the King of Swords himself.

So, logically, it was the Brilliant Emporium that set the standard of luxury. Everyone else could only hope to imitate his unique style!

Still...

Sunny hands trembled when he sat down and saw a large, empty plate in front of him.

'A ch-ch-charger plate!’

How fancy!

And what was it made of? Was it... the famed Aegis porcelain? That porcelain could only be made from the mystical clay found in a remote region of the Sword Domain, the precise recipe kept secret by the artisans employed by the Legacy Clan presiding over those lands.

The tablecloth was made from sublime silk. The utensils were pure silver, The table itself... damnation, he recognized that wood! That was titanwood, the same as the instructor's cafeteria at the Academy!

At least his chair was, in all ways, inferior to the Shadow Chair. Otherwise, Sunny would have been quite disheartened.

Nephis sat down across from him and smiled.

"I doubt that they will serve us anything as delicious as what you make, Master Sunless. Still, please try to enjoy yourself."

Sunny looked at her with gratitude, suddenly feeling a lot better.

'Right. Who cares about how fancy the plates, silverware, and furniture are? It's the food that matters!'

Paying attention to form over substance was a silly thing to do, like valuing flowery prose over an engaging story. Sunny might have acted like a bit of an idiot at times, but at least he wasn't that misguided.

He stared at Nephis silently while the waiter was pouring fragrant wine into their glasses, enchanted by her exquisite beauty. The light of a magical chandelier was reflecting from her silver hair, and her fair face was illuminated softly. The privacy of the luxurious booth created an intimate atmosphere...

It was then that a sudden thought entered his mind, and he felt as if someone had doused him with cold water.

Sunny looked away and lowered his head a little.

The war was approaching. Which meant that he had to tell Nephis the truth soon.

There would not be many days like this one in the future... In fact, there might be none at all.

He felt a sense of deep melancholy.

When the waiter left, Nephis took a sip of wine and leaned back. She remained silent for a few moments, then asked with a hint of concern in her voice:

"I'm sorry for making you feel uncomfortable earlier, Master Sunless. Because of the subject of the play, and... well... my actions, as well."

Sunny looked at her in surprise.

"Offended? No, I wasn't offended..."

Nephis smiled.

"That's a relief."

She placed the wineglass back on the table.

The table was meant for two people to dine, so it wasn't very large. Her hand remained on the white tablecloth, close enough that Sunny could reach and hold it. Of course, he did no such thing, and just stared at it silently.

Nephis suddenly asked, her voice neutral:

"What do people usually talk about in such situations?"

He raised an eyebrow.

"Such situations?"

She hesitated for a few moments, then reached for the wineglass again.

"That... you know, on a date. Ours is a fake one, but we should probably make an effort to make it look real."

Sunny felt bewildered for a moment.

Eventually, she smiled and shrugged slowly.

"Lady Nephis... I'm afraid I have no idea. I don't think I've ever been on a proper date myself."

She looked at him with a visible expression of surprise, which was quite rare for the usually composed Nephis.

Her eyes widened a little.

"R-really? I thought you... a man like you..."

Sunny chuckled.

"I'm not sure what kind of man you think I am, but your impression of me is probably wrong. In fact..."

He hesitated for a moment, and then added wistfully:

"It most definitely is."

Sunny took a sip of wine and said in a neutral tone:

"Well, I assume that people talk about the usual things that one ought to know about a potential partner, romantic or not. You know... background, views, aspirations. Who they are, what they want. Things like that.”

Nephis studied his face for a while, then nodded,

"Let's do that, then. That play earlier... 1 was afraid that you would be uncomfortable because of your experiences in Antarctica. What was why 1... actually, never mind! What I wanted to say is that 1 don't really know a lot about what you went through there, Master Sunless. lіghtnоvelcаve~c`о/m. Were you part of the Second Evacuation Army? Or of the local forces?"

He smiled and shook his head lightly.

"First Evacuation Army, actually."

She seemed surprised.

"Then..."

The Second Evacuation Army was mostly composed of volunteers, while the local Awakened had no choice but to join the Southern Campaign. The members of the First Army, however, were all from the core government forces.

Sunny chuckled.

"No, no. I was never a government grunt. It's just that I had a friend in the chain of command, and was invited to join the effort before the news broke. It's a bit shameful to admit, but... I threw a big tantrum back then and accepted the invitation for quite an immature reason."

Nephis looked at him intently, as if trying to picture him throwing a tantrum in her mind. Eventually, she shook her head and said:

"I can't quite imagine you doing something like that. Immature reason... really?"

He smiled and took another sip of wine.

"Yes. It was mostly to spite someone... a very childish reaction, in hindsight. Well, there were other reasons, of course, some better than others. You know - finding conviction, pursuing strength. It all seemed very important before the Chain of Nightmares started, and very meaningless pretty much immediately after it did."

At that moment, the waiter arrived to serve the first course. Sunny stared at the elaborate appetizers for a bit, but he did not really have an appetite anymore.

Looking at Nephis, he said:

"I think it's a bit unfair on you to have a conversation about background, views, and aspirations with someone, Lady Nephis. It is bound to be one-sided. You are exceedingly famous, after all... everyone knows these things about you."

The waiter left.

She also ignored the food, taking a sip of wine in silence.

Then, she placed the glass down and smiled faintly.

"You of all people should know that what people say about me and what is true are not the same, Master Sunless, After all, one of the things they say is that I am indulging you because we are lovers."

He laughed quietly.

"Indeed."

Sunny hesitated for a few moments, then asked in a pleasant tone:

"In that case, let me ask you something. What are your aspirations, Lady Nephis? What do you want?"

She considered his words and answered with a careless shrug:

"It's nothing unexpected, I guess. Keep my soldiers alive, safeguard the Sword Domain. Watch cities like Bastion thrive."

Sunny shook his glass a little, watching the light reflect from the red wine.

...He wasn't the only one hiding the truth.

Lies. It was all lies.

He wasn't telling the truth, and Nephis wasn't being honest either.

Their date was truly a fake one.

Since he was not saying anyting, she went forward and asked:

"What about you, Master Sunless? What do you want?"

Sunny shifted his gaze and looked at her hand once again. There was a hint of a deep longing in his dark eyes,

He did not speak until the pain of the Flaw made it impossible to remain silent.

‘To hell with it

Looking up at Nephis, Sunny lingered for a moment, and then smiled faintly.

"I... find myself wishing that our date wasn't a fake one. I want it to be real instead. Is that too forward?”

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    Precious Randel
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    Gloomy
    Happy
    Haughty
    Creepy
    Naughty
    Crazy
    What do u think d last one would be called?
    This sort of reminds me abt snow white and the seven dwarfs 😂😂
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      Uchia-Madara-Pathway
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      Maybe grumpy or angry?
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      Lrb
      Lrb
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      Paranóico
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      Dummybaron
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      Depresed, maybe Relaxed Shadow(We must have hope for better, We must have hope)
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      Darmol
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      Poor Happy, how could he be in such horrible company peepo071
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      Slayer0710
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      Based on ongoing arc, Lovestruck.
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    Dummybaron
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    I was thinking about Sunny's personas due to one guy in the comment section...
    Anyway:
    Master Sunless - persona created with sole purpose to live shy comfortable life of "humble shopkeeper" and have to make sure everyone has lower opinion on his skills and experience than his skills and experience actually are. Edit: Even though it's True Body his actions are mostly fakened.

    Shadow Lord - Killer Machine, no feelings, no emortion, created only to participate in war, nothing else.(the "real man" am I right?)

    Shadow(Happy) - Real Sunny, because he doesn't have to pretend to be someone else around his sister/student, just enjoing life, makes sure Rain is ok and strong. Even name suggest it, he is Happy Avatar, most honest and most real of how Sunny behaves while happy. Edit: Even though it's just an Avatar his actions are mostly what real Sunny would do.

    Note: I know that Avatars are the same Sunny, but 1. they all have different personas to play 2. They have a "prism" that they actions go through, like everything that Creepy Avatar doing would be more creepy even if he is just cooking something etc. Idk if Sunny doing it intentionally or unintentionally but it works.
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      ArMiks
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      I think bastion sunny is the real sunny tho, accompanied by Gloomy, while Happy is with rain and Haughty is in godgrave with Creepy, Naughty and Crazy. I've said this before, but i think sunny's relationship to his shadows is similar if not the same with Dream God's relationship to the daemons. They are both, shadows and daemons, aspects to sunny and DG's personalities/powers respectively
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        Dummybaron
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        I think bastion sunny is the real sunny tho, accompanied by Gloomy, while Happy is with rain and Haughty is in godgrave with Creepy, Naughty and Crazy
        I don't think I understand what you trying to say, but I was saying that maybe Sunny in Bastion is his True Body, but how he behaves in that body is mostly "Master Sunless" persona, sometimes he acts like himself for example with Cassie since she knows who he is, but other than that it's mostly his fake persona.

        When Sunny become Supreme/Sacred/Divine, I definately can see him like DG, it's really cool idea that different Shadow/Avatars embodies different personality and different parts of Shadow Domain. The only thing I doubt that Shadows will gain own sentience as Daemons, because the circumstances and nature of Daemons and Shadows are a bit different. In my opinion
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          ArMiks
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          Ah ok i get the point now, it's just that i read

          [Shadow(Happy) - Real Sunny]

          So i thought that's what you meant
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      Lrb
      Lrb
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      Se não me engano o "corpo principal" é o humilde logista esse é Sunny mesmo por causa do manto e somente ele consegue "máscarar" seus poderes de Santo e manter como um mestre, mas suas sombras não, foi dito isso quando começou o arco dos waffles pressure
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    Sonic
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    Paying attention to form over substance was a silly thing to do, like valuing flowery prose over an engaging story. Sunny might have acted like a bit of an idiot at times, but at least he wasn't that misguided.



    Boy you don't have to disrespect Kingkiller Chronicles like that...



    though it deserves to be
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      hell 2011
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      PATRICK! GIVE ME THE THIRD IN THE VOLUME AND MY SOULS IS YOURS!!
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    Predominant smell
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    74 Till You Make It
    July 29, 2024 by https://t.me/shadow_slave_fastes

    Sunny went ahead and expressed his real feelings without thinking about the consequences. Which could be quite heartbreaking, one way or the other... but, really, he didn't have much to lose.

    Nephis did not react immediately. Her face remained composed and impassive.

    After a while, she said evenly:

    "It's not."

    Sunny sighed and leaned back.

    What was he doing?

    Cassie had been right. By keeping his true identity from Nephis, he was being truly unfair. What kind of relationship did he hope to build on the foundation of deceit?

    And that was what he was doing - deceiving her.

    But... despite that, Cassie had also been wrong. She wanted to avoid a predicament that was merely the result of a larger and entirely unsolvable problem.

    Because Sunny simply could not be honest with Nephis. It was impossible, because even if he told her the actual truth, she would forget it a few moments later.

    So what if he admitted to being the Lord of Shadows? Compared to the other things he was keeping from her, that detail was all but I insignificant.

    She could never know that he had loved her for a long, long time... and that she had loved him. That they had spent years thinking about each other, fighting side by side with each other, and surviving the horrors of the Nightmare Spell together. That they had met when they were young and inexperienced, each spending their tumultuous youth being shaped by the other. That the troubled adults they had grown into were the result of them having met all those years ago, in front of the gates of the Academy.

    That she was his person, and he was hers.

    These were the things Nephis would never know, and therefore... any relationship Sunny could build with her would inevitably be built on deceit. It would inevitably be unfair.

    The only honest thing he could do for Nephis was leave and have no contact with her whatsoever.

    But he...

    Was unwilling to.

    He had made a choice and lost her, but he selfishly wanted to be found by her.

    And so, the only thing he could do was lie.

    Sunny lingered for a moment, then leaned forward and placed his hand on hers.

    Raising his head, he looked into her eyes and asked, his voice even:

    "Lady Nephis... will you go on a date with me?"

    She met his gaze silently.

    Her silence felt quite terrifying... but Sunny couldn't help but notice something.

    It was that she made no attempt to pull back her hand.

    There was hope.

    Eventually, the corners of Neph's mouth curled upward.

    "...Alright."

    Sunny blinked.

    He couldn't quite process that answer just yet. Failing to hide his surprise, he squeezed her hand lightly.

    "Just... just like that?"

    Nephis smiled and shrugged.

    "Why not? I am... not that experienced in these matters, but we are both adults. We both know what we want. So why not?"

    Why did she agree?

    Because she wanted to...

    Sunny took a deep breath, then let go of her hand and leaned back.

    His heart was beating wildly, but he forcefully suppressed his excitement.

    He remained silent for a while, looking away, then said neutrally:

    "Actually, there are a lot of reasons why not."

    He glanced at the untouched food, considered his next words carefully, and looked at her again.

    This time, there was no smile on his face.

    "Lady Nephis... before we go any further, I must admit something. Actually, I am not an honest person. In fact, I am a habitual liar... I am keeping many things from you, and might never reveal these secrets. This kind and harmless persona of mine is just a facade I wear because it's convenient. In truth, I am not that harmless. I am not very kind, either."

    She stared at him silently for a few moments, then shrugged.

    "I know."

    Sunny's eyes widened a little.

    "You... know?"

    Nephis watched him for a few moments and sighed.

    "You are a Master and a veteran of the Southern Campaign. A person like you can't be harmless, really. There was that duel, as well... I figured that you were putting up a front at some point. But I don't mind."
    She looked at him without a smile and added, her voice revealing a hint of vulnerability:

    "Actually... I'm not an honest person either, I am keeping many secrets from you, as well. This valiant and noble persona of a selfless hero you see is just a facade I wear because it's convenient. 1 am neither noble nor a hero. Most of all, 1 am not selfless at all. In truth, I might be the most selfish person in the world."

    Nephis looked down and added quietly:

    "So, I don't mind. As long as you don't."

    Sunny stared at her in a daze.

    "But... I might never be entirely honest with you. Aren't you wary of a liar?"

    She looked up at him and smiled.

    "Do you harbor secret malice toward me?"

    He silently shook his head.

    "Do you serve one of my enemies?"

    Sunny shook his head once again.

    "Are you planning to betray me?"

    He frowned.

    "Not really. Not at all."

    Nephis shrugged.

    "Then I don't care."

    However, a moment later, her eyes suddenly widened.

    "Wait! You..., you don't have a wife and children somewhere out there already, do you? If you do... I'm afraid that is one thing I do have to know!”

    Sunny flinched and looked at her in dismay.

    "What?! No... no, I don't!"

    Nephis visibly relaxed.

    "That is... good. Then, as I was saying. 1 don't care! She hesitated for a moment, and then added:

    "Everyone has secrets. I have my share, as well... much more secrets than most people do, and more dire ones as well. So, I also must admit something before you decide if you want to go any further, Master Sunless."

    Sunny was still a little dazed. This conversation... was not going how he had expected it to go, at all! It was all too unexpected.

    He looked at Nephis, composed himself, and asked calmly:

    "What's that?"

    She inhaled deeply.

    "First of all... it might be premature to speak of this right now, but I feel like I should let you know before anything more meaningful has a chance to happen. I am... a very ambitious woman, Master Sunless. My heart is full of ambition, so much so that there's little space for anything - or anyone left in it. We might spend a few days together and part ways, or we might end up deciding to enjoy each other's company for much longer. But you... you will never own my heart, Master Sunless, or even most of my heart. It's only fair to warn you in advance”

    Sunny had long known about Neph's insane goal, so he didn't react strongly to her words.

    Instead, he nodded simply.

    "I figured as much."

    Nephis studied his face, hesitated for a few moments, and sighed.

    "That is good. I see. Well, then, the second thing. You might not know, but my Aspect is closely tied to longing and passion. In fact, one of the reasons I was willing to indulge in this pretense relationship with you, at the beginning, was that I wanted to understand passion better. Later, I found myself sincerely enjoying your company, so... well, that is beside the point. What I wanted to say is that I am sensitive to yearning, desire, and passion. I can perceive what other people want, and how much they want it."

    She looked away with a hint of embarrassment on her beautiful face and added evenly:

    "It's one of the reasons why I am saying yes. Because I can feel the nature and sincerity of your

    desire." Sunny stared at her silently for a long time.
    His eyes were a little glassy. Then, he slowly picked up his wine.

    "Lady Nephis... that... what kind of desire are we talking about, exactly?"

    She kept looking at the wall, as if incredibly interested in the artwork.

    "...All kinds. I can sense it all. Especially if it's aimed at me."

    The glass cracked slightly in Sunny's hand.

    His face remained absolutely impassive.

    ‘So... earlier, when I was staring at her body... she knew exactly...'

    Nephis turned his way and added with a hint of urgency in her voice:

    "But... but you don't have to be embarrassed! It's perfectly normal. You... you are a healthy man, after all."

    Sunny let out a heavy sigh.

    "Lady Nephis..."

    She blinked a couple of times.

    "Yes?"

    His voice was a little somber when he responded:

    "Please don't speak for a few moments..."


    Then, maintaining perfect composure, he reached for the wine bottle with a trembling hand.

    Nephis observed his actions helplessly.
    She sighed, then said in a placid tone:

    "In short.., yes, I will go on a real date with you, Master Sunless, I'll be delighted to.”
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    KisaraxD
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    No, it's not too forward lover boy! Go Sunny! And tell her the truth too, if you could.
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      Dummybaron
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      next chapter spoilers
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        KisaraxD
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        Damn
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    Deathseeker
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    Fake it. Till you make it
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    siccricc
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    my stomach just did a kickflip, sunny you dog!
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    Knoxx_sama
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    2 chapters..I thought it will be 3.. oh well

    Let them gimme dome action..I'm tired of all this indirect flirting
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      Darmol
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      He is. For some reason Ranobes hasn't published it yet
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    Emperor me
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    Can't wait for the confession satisfied but I'm satisfied with this
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