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Chapter 1560: Freedom of Choice

"...The Well of Wishes."

Sunny stared at Cassie with an incredulous expression, struggling to understand what her words meant. 'What is she talking…'

Then, his face changed slightly, a hint of confusion and ridicule appearing in his eyes. "The… the children's story? The fairy tale about a magical well that grants the most precious wish of anyone who reaches it? Are you… are you out of your mind?"

Sunny took a step back, barely avoiding falling out of the ketch. His mind was full of bewilderment and disbelief. "Come… come on! You can't possibly be serious! You don't believe that it's true, do you?!"

That was the fairy tale Ananke had told him, not long before her death. Sunny remembered it well… but he had never expected to hear Cassie, someone so smart and pragmatic, put her hopes in a children's story about a magic well!

The blind seer, however, did not seem affected by his ridiculing tone. She faced Sunny calmly, her face somber.

After a while, Cassie gritted her teeth and said, her voice steady:

"It might not be true for anyone else. But it's true for you, Sunny. If you reach the Estuary… your wish to be free will come true. Free of your bond, free to live your life the way you want. Free of fate itself."

She lingered for a moment, then rose to her feet, too, and walked closer, stopping a mere step away from him. "But, Sunny… you can't have both. You can reach the Estuary from here, but once the Nightmare is over, your chance will be gone. The moment Nephis destroys the First Seeker, your chance would have slipped away."

She smiled bitterly and raised the Guiding Light, offering it to him. "That was what you were truly angry about, wasn't it? That I took the choice away from you."

Cassie pushed the sacred relic into his hands and took a step back. "Well, here it is. Instead of an empty apology. I am giving the choice back to you. You can leave and rush to the Estuary… the Guiding Light will show you the way through the mists of the Source, as long as you don't give another True Name to it. Once you reach the Estuary, use the Mirror of Truth and push to its heart. There… you will find your freedom."

She turned away, lingered for a moment, and then added in a quiet voice:

"But… I hope that you make a different choice. That you will stay with us, despite everything. Nephis, I, and the others… are we so terrible? Is it really that unbearable, to share a bond, if it's based on trust? I think you know by now that it's not. What is unbearable is not having been given a choice about forming that bond, and now, even though the connection between you and her will remain the same… it will be there because you have chosen for it to exist. So… you decide. That right is yours, again."

Sunny stared at her silently, entirely shaken. His mind felt empty, as if all thoughts had been banished from it by this sudden revelation. "No… no, wait a minute. What do you mean, it's it true for me? I can get rid of Shadow Bond if I reach the Estuary? How? What is in there, at its heart?"

Cassie frowned a little, then shook her head. "I don't know, exactly. What I do know, without a shadow of a doubt, is that my words are true. If you reach the very heart of the Estuary before the Nightmare ends, you will become free from fate. You will be fateless. The strings that hold you like a puppet will set you free, and your connection to Nephis will be broken as a result. I saw it, and Torment saw it as well."

He frowned. "P… preposterous! Plus, doesn't it sound exactly like what killed Nephis the last time? The Mad Prince, he… he was… he was obsessed with reaching the Estuary…"

Suddenly, his eyes widened. He thought he understood now why his versions from the previous cycles had all ended up entering the Source in search of the Estuary. If there was indeed a way to break free from the cruel grasp of fate that had been hidden at the heart of the black pyramid by the Demon of Dread…

Then Sunny, obsessed with regaining his freedom as he was, would have given his all to find it. The actions performed by all his previous selves only served to give credence to what Cassie had said. But that was also why Nephis had died in the cycle that birthed the Mad Prince. The blind girl, however, shook her head. "The Mad Prince had entered the Estuary in search of his freedom, but failed to resist the Defilement and became Corrupted instead. Thus, the endless cycles continued. This cycle, though, was engineered by Torment and him specifically to make sure that all members of the cohort survive. Whether you find the Estuary or not, there are mere days left before Nephis storms Verge and kills the First Seeker. The end… is already inevitable."

Sunny raised a trembling hand and rubbed his face, dazed. "But… how can I leave? Verge, the First Seeker… won't the cohort need me for the battle? Torment is there, as well… no, wait… she's dead."

Without Torment, Verge had been left without a leader. The First Seeker was a harrowing force, but also a mindless one. It could not lead the creatures Corrupted by its touch… which was why Fallen Grace had not been destroyed in all these years, most likely. The level of the threat presented by Verge was still immense, but with Neph's incorruptible soul, the most terrifying power of the First Seeker had already been rendered meaningless. Cassie nodded. "Sure… we can use having you at Verge. The battle will be perilous, without a doubt. It will be fierce and fearsome, far beyond anything that a mundane human can imagine. But we can also manage without you. We have the Memories you have created, after all. We have Aspect Legacies, experience battling the Defiled, and means to defend ourselves from the First Seeker. We even have Mordret, who wields a Divine Aspect, just like you."

The blind girl sighed. "So, Sunny… you must decide. I've given the choice back to you. Now, it's in your hands."

With that, she took a few steps and jumped out of the ketch, landing on the icy shore. The Echo of Torment dissolved into a whirlwind of sparks, leaving Sunny alone in the boat.

Cassie then turned and looked at him expectantly.

Her face was both scared and hopeful.

Sunny froze, not knowing what to do.

 

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    Infinitevoid
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    Is there a discord server
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      Fenne04
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      There is but I'm not on it.
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    Nihil.Nemo
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    Можно ли назвать "союзниками" людей отнявших у тебя свободу ?
    Can you call "allies" the people who took away your freedom?
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      Nihil.Nemo
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      A Grateful Slave and a Kind Master
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    SrgtLock
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    So instead of being a slave for Nephis alone, he was also a secret slave to Cassie. She touts choices but really he is shoe horned into one, thus there are no choices at all.
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    Nucleus
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    I'm hoping Shadow Slave ends after this nightmare and the author launches a sequel Series "Unfated Shadow" or something of the sort.
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      Xenko
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      Author mentioned at the 1000th chapter that he's planning to write even more thousands of chapters
      So, I guess, we're somwhere in the middle of the story
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        Nucleus
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        He can write another 1000 chapters in a sequel story. What I'm really hoping is that the "slave" aspect of Shadow Slave becomes redundant. I want Sunny to have his freedom.
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          Xenko
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          Oh, I agree about Sunny having freedom, just saying that there probably won't be a sequel even if Sunny obtains his freedom

          But who knows, maybe after this arc is completed...
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    Warrior of void
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    That there are a bunch of chain breakers there probably means that his friends followed him and probably all got corrupted there and Nephis died at that time, right?
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      Xenko
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      The fact that there are some ketches also hints us that Sunny have maid some attempts to do it solo.
      Let's just hope that with the addition of the mirror of truth he can finally succeed

      Oh, and I've just thought, imagine what would be the evaluation of a nightmare for becoming fateless? Spell might just do a fortnite dance for that
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    EVOLT
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    I need those who have hated Cassie for all these 1000 ch to apologize now!!! evil
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      Nucleus
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      She can be forgiven, but I think Sunny should stay far, far away from her manipulative a$$
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        MrOrange
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        he should start wearing his weaver mask from now on as well.
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          BlankDjinn
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          Honestly yeah that’d help a lot
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    zigzagzarf
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    who else thinks Cassie is backstabbing him again in some way?
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      BlankDjinn
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      I’m really hoping not I think Cassie is a master manipulator true but I also want to believe she’s just a scared girl putting on a brace face and trying to do her best. Then again I could be totally wrong :)
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    Nihil.Nemo
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    Надеюсь автор (или проницательный читатель) пояснит, почему Санни не мог дождаться членов когорты и скоординировать с ними свои действия.
    Также, было бы любопытно узнать поведение друзей Санни, когда по возвращению они обнаружили его исчезновение.

    I hope the author (or the astute reader) will explain why Sunny couldn't wait for the members of the cohort and coordinate his actions with them.
    It would also be interesting to know the behavior of Sunny's friends when they discovered his disappearance upon their return.
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      Dummybaron
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      Отвечу вопросом на вопрос. Как ты представляешь разговор команды, Санни и Касси? Независимо считать выбор Санни предательством или нет, но Санни по сути бросает команду сражаться с невероятно опасным и могущественным существом, нет никаких гарантий что кто-то из них не умрёт или не станет осквернён. Таким образом выбор пропадает и остаётся только сразится за Verge. Да и Санни просто не смог бы бросить команду если она была прям перед ним, духу не хватило бы.
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        MefetraN7
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        Так они говорили с санни и поддерживали его) куча разрушенных кораблей тому подтверждение, поэтому кэсси и отослала команду, так как команда 100% поддержит решение санни и бужет помогать ему. И это не предательство
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    1565. Traversing the Mist


    Ananke's ketch was floating through a world of mist. The thick fog surrounded it from all sides, suffused with somber twilight. All sounds seemed both muffled and exaggerated, echoing across the vast expanse of shrouded water. Sunny could not see very far. Even his shadow sense was dulled by the mystical mist.

    It was a familiar sight.

    'Indeed... I've been here already.'

    This was the exact same place where Sunny had found himself at the start of the Nightmare.

    The Source.

    Here, covered by mist, the Great River flowed into itself, and the past turned into the future. He could not feel the current anymore, but it was still there, strangely jumbled and disjointed. The ketch was moving, yet Sunny could not tell in what direction it was being carried.

    If he allowed himself to be pulled by the invisible current and reached the edges of the Source... he would be sent back to the day he had entered the Tomb of Ariel, as well as to the point upstream where the person whose role he took had been at that time.

    'No... I can't allow that to happen.'

    Sunny did not know if he could endure another cycle of the Great River. Much more importantly, the Six Plagues — and the Mad Prince — had broken the rules of time, somehow, and invaded a cycle they were not meant to exist in.

    He did not know if their existence had become a part of the Great River by now, or if their heretical presence would be erased should a new cycle start. If it was the latter, then all the effort the Mad Prince and Torment had put into ensuring that all members of the cohort survived until the end of the Nightmare would be for naught.

    More than that... that end was so close. Nephis would be reaching Verge soon, armed with the means of destroying the First Seeker. Sunny desperately did not want to live through the horrors of the Tomb of Ariel one more time, especially since the result would be hanging in a fragile balance.

    No, he could not allow himself to get lost in the mist and miss his opportunity to enter the Estuary.

    Because there, at the heart of the great pyramid, lay the key to his shackles. His chance to gain freedom.

    Luckily, Cassie had made sure that he would have everything he needed to accomplish that goal.

    He had the Guiding Light to lead him to the entrance of the Estuary. He had the Mirror of Truth to resist the Defilement once he entered it.

    And he had the Sin of Solace, which had made it all possible.

    Speaking of the sword wraith, as soon as the mist surrounded him, the bastard had disappeared somewhere. He must not have been in the mood to talk, or simply unable to manifest within the Source. Either way, Sunny did not miss the company of the loathsome apparition at all.

    'Stay away for as long as you want...'

    Picking up the Guiding Light, Sunny studied the radiant crystal that was supposed to show him the way.

    Its light was behaving... strangely.

    It pointed in a certain direction, but after a few minutes of sailing through the mist, the light would suddenly change, pointing in an entirely different direction. That repeated over and over again, with the radiance of the sacred relic jumping around and shifting chaotically.

    It was as though the entrance to the Estuary was constantly moving. 'No... it's not moving. I am.'

    Sunny knew that it was true. The Estuary was stationary, but space itself was unreliable in the Source. It was Sunny who was being thrown around without any order, moving a few meters to one side only to find himself several kilometers to the other.

    It was no wonder that the Seekers of Truth, despite all their might and knowledge, had failed to discover the Estuary before Aletheia of the Nine showed up.

    The mysterious sorceress had even constructed her island in the image of the Great River, going so far as to create her own time loop, and her own sea of mist. Had it all been in order to learn how to navigate the Source?

    Sunny did not know, but he suspected that she had not succeeded in finding the Estuary by accident.

    How tragic it was, then, that all Aletheia had found there was her own doom... unless that was exactly what she had been searching for, of course.

    Who knew what goals the Nine had pursued?

    In any case, Sunny was not someone capable of raising a flying island in the middle of a mystical whirlpool and taming the time to make it flow endlessly in a circle. Therefore, he would have never been able to find the Estuary without the Guiding Light.

    Was it how he had found it the first time, as well? Or had his versions from the previous cycles come up with their own solutions?

    There was no point in guessing. Using the sacred relic of the sybils to illuminate the way, Sunny allowed the ketch to sail forward, moving the steering oar in accordance with where the radiance was pointing.

    There were no Nightmare Creatures in the Source, no danger... except for the danger that the Source itself presented. So, traveling through the somber mist almost felt peaceful.

    Sunny quickly lost his perception of time, so he did not even know how long he had been traversing the fog. It could have been an hour, a day, or an eternity... well, maybe not an eternity. Nephis would have obliterated the First Seeker long before that.

    Still, he had to be getting closer.

    'I wonder what Aletheia found in the Estuary.'

    He wondered what the Mad Prince had found there, as well.

    What secrets had Ariel hidden in the heart of his pyramid? What was the hideous truth he couldn't bear? Why had he hidden it all the way before time, away from the gazes of the gods?

    One way or another, Sunny was going to find out. And break the chains of fate that bound him tightly in the process.

    Just as he had always wished.

    He was growing tired of the dancing radiance of the Guiding Light. His hand was growing numb as it held the steering oar of Ananke's ketch. Time... was flowing.

    And then, finally, Sunny felt it.

    The same thing he had felt before being expelled from the Source the first time.

    He thought that he saw two tall pillars protruding from the mist far ahead, and then, the invisible current suddenly turned violent and turbulent.

    There was the sound of roaring water, similar to what the waterfalls of the Edge sounded like, and he felt the ketch being pulled forward at incredible speed.

    Then, there was a sense of weightlessness. And then, only darkness remained.
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      1566. The Estuary


      There was the sound of wind whistling in Sunny's ears. He was falling.

      Flying through a sea of darkness, lost and disoriented, unsure of where he was.

      'The... Estuary...'

      The wind howled louder, and Sunny felt his body plummeting through it at terrible speed.

      Belatedly, he remembered the need to summon the Dark Wing and slow down his fall.

      Or summon the shadows and turn himself into a monstrous butterfly. Or even a crow...

      But it was too late for what.

      Dazed, he caught a glimpse of an enormous black edifice swiftly approaching him from the darkness. It was like a rough, irregularly shaped, giant sphere of black stone that hovered in the void, eternal and indestructible. Strange mountains rose from its surface, hollow on the inside...

      It looked like a giant stone heart. Perhaps it was.

      A moment later, Sunny saw Ananke's ketch collide against the surface of the sphere below him and shatter, fragments of wood flying to all sides.

      There was no time to slow down his fall.

      Gritting his teeth, Sunny looked at the swiftly approaching surface of the back stone. The moment his body would have been broken against it, he activated Shadow Step and dove into the shadows, instead, submerging deep into their dark embrace.

      Hidden there, safe, he remained motionless for a while.

      'I... made it?'

      Sunny tried to calm down his feverish mind and moved up, returning to the surface.

      Emerging from the shadows, he stepped on the surface of the weathered stone and instantly fell, feeling gravity pulling him down.

      He was on a steep slope.

      Sunny slid down that slope, surrounded by the fragments of broken wood. Despite the sharp rocks tearing at his skin, he did not allow himself to cry out in pain. Instead, he gritted his teeth, wrapped the surrounding shadows around his hand, and turned it into the clawed hand of a shadowspawn.

      Twisting, Sunny struck the slope with his claws. They failed to penetrate the rugged black surface, sending sparks flying into the air — however, the friction alone slowed him down.

      Eventually, Sunny came to a halt at the very edge of an abyssal drop, his feet dangling above an empty black void. The pieces of Ananke's ketch spilled into that void, disappearing in the darkness.

      He remained laying for a few moments, catching his breath, then tried to access his surroundings.

      There was no light in the world. He was surrounded by darkness, with only the weathered surface of black stone separating him from the abyss. The sound of roaring water came from somewhere far, far below, turning into a barely audible whisper.

      It came from above him, too, and from all sides.

      The whispers assaulted his mind, making him dizzy.

      Sunny grimaced, then cautiously stood up, struggling to keep his balance on the steep slope. Finally, he looked around.

      'So... this is the Estuary.'

      The Estuary was supposed to be located in a place that existed before time, and therefore before the gods had been born. So... that place was supposed to be the Void.

      But either the Spell was unable to replicate the true Void, or unwilling to. Perhaps the Estuary was isolated from it, somehow. In any case, all Sunny could see was darkness and the surface of the vast sphere of black stone under his feet.

      His expression was somber. 'No time to waste.'

      Leaning forward, he arduously climbed back up the slope, eventually reaching its middle point — that was where he had first fallen. Without stopping to rest, Sunny continued to climb.

      'Cassie said... that I need to get to the very heart of the Estuary. This means that I probably need to somehow climb inside the sphere.'

      Remembering the strange hollow mountains, which resembled torn aortae, he continued to ascend the slope.

      Eventually, Sunny crested the top of what seemed like a tall hill, and looked down.

      He froze, shaken by what he saw.

      His eyes widened, full of shock and fear.

      'N—no... how can this be?'

      In front of him, nestled between several immense outcroppings of black stone, was a vast valley. And on the floor of that valley, shrouded by darkness... lay the remains of countless broken ships.

      It was a vast ship graveyard.

      The harrowing thing about it, though, was that each of these ships looked familiar.

      They were all the Chain Breaker.

      There, in front of him, thousands of Chain Breaker lay on the black stone, broken and destroyed. Although each was destroyed in a unique manner, shattered by a terrible impact, most of them were exactly the same. Some were a little different, seemingly modified before turning into a forlorn wreck.

      The shape of their rams was slightly different. The tattered sails were painted in different colors. The trees growing around the central mast of these ships were dead and twisted, devoid of all life.

      Some of the trees, though, looked perfectly healthy and alluring, countless succulent fruits weighing their branches down.

      Shuddering, Sunny decided to keep as far away from those wrecks as possible.

      There were countless broken ships in front of him — thousands of them. And it was just in that one valley.

      They weren't the wrecks of an entire fleet of similar vessels. Instead, they were the same vessel, destroyed countless times.

      Suddenly covered in cold sweat, Sunny felt his sense of reality shaking. 'What... that does it mean?'

      He shuddered, then began to descend into the valley. As he did, he noticed more wood fragments among the shattered ships.

      They were all the remains of Ananke's ketch, piled in tall hills. He just... he did not understand.

      'How is this possible?'

      As Sunny felt unsure of his sanity, a derisive laughter suddenly resounded from behind him.

      Turning swiftly, he looked into the darkness with wide eyes. But it was just the Sin of Solace.

      The sword wraith... looked more substantial, somehow. Walking out of the darkness, he looked at Sunny with contempt and smiled viciously:

      "What? Did you think that you were the first one to make it this far? Did you think that this is the first time you betrayed your cohort and decided to seek freedom in the Estuary, instead?"

      The apparition scoffed and looked at the ship graveyard, his dark eyes burning with strange glee.

      "Fool. There were countless versions of you that had come this far. Betrayal after betrayal, repeated endlessly in countless cycles... truly, your treachery knows no bounds."
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        shaakh
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        So how many years passed in the outside world or no matter how many cycles they spent only the time spent for successful cycle will be applicable for outside world too❔
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          Dummybaron
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          it would be funny if only few seconds passed.
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            BlankDjinn
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            I’m really hoping that’s the case I want them to jump out and face down that monster that was trying to kill them before, come back with a splash but honestly hey’ll probably be spit out at there anchors
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              CLFNavac
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              If you’re talking about their anchor points, that’s the entrance of the rift in Antarctica when they went into that desert. It became their new anchor since they got sucked into the rift.
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    MefetraN7
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    Вот почему кэсси отослала команду чтоб она шла с санни. Но можно же было все обсудить, кэсси например могла сказать я видела 1000 циклов где все вы шли за санни и погибали, так что не идите. И это вообще не продательство, идти в устье реки. Предательство чего? Перестать быть рабом?) Тем более учитывая что обещания нефиса и выеденного яйца не стоят. В опасный момент она может пожертвовать собой не дав выбора санни и отослав санни, а он с этим не будет согласен.
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