Pick Me Up-Episode 375
6. Beyond Nihilism(2)
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Niflheim, a land where humans live to eat.
But there are exceptions everywhere.
The boy was born in such a place.
Deep, deep forest.
No one's coming..
There, humans gathered to form a village.
There were no white nobles..
No one is eaten, no one is abused.
Although it was not lousy, the villagers were not willing to help their neighbors. I thought of myself as a family..
Laughter and smiles are incessant.
The villagers cared for each other and cared for each other.
Compared to the outside where you can't die and live, this is like paradise..
There was a boy there.
It was his mother who noticed the boy's ideals.
The child does not laugh.
“Why??”
No matter how old you are, you don't laugh..
I didn't cry..
I just looked at him with emotionless eyes..
The boy was demonstrably different from his peers..
“Where are you sick??”
The child shook his head..
“It's not like that..”
“Why don't you go out and play??”
“Just, it's not like that..”
It's not like that..
No matter what, it's not..
Childhood when you get cock in one of the little stimuli.
At that time, the boy was as hard as a beeswax doll..
“…….”
The boy may have noticed his mother's worries.
The expression began to appear on the boy's face.
Smiley face.
Crying face.
Unnatural facial muscle contortions, as if they were hard-built.
More naturally.
After so many years, no one could recognize the boy's ideals.
“If you're happy, you're smiling..”
Why are you smiling??
“If you're sad, you're crying..”
Why are you crying??
Without knowing why, the boy laughed and cried.
In a situation where you have to laugh, you have to laugh..
When you have to cry, you have to cry..
“Well, it's human..”
If so.
Is the boy not human?
Was it a monster resembling a human??
Time passes..
Disaster struck the village where the boy lives..
Rumors of destruction were becoming a reality.
The sky is burning with stars.
The forest that hid them burned black and disappeared.
Nevertheless, the villagers did not run away.
“Thank you for the meantime..”
They thanked each other for their lives so far.
The village decided.
We don't go anywhere.
We die together in our homeland..
“I'm sorry..”
Mother cried while hugging the boy.
“And, thank you..”
“…….”
“Thank you for living so far. .”
Thank you.?
But she's crying.
My mother's transparent tears flowed without stopping.
The boy shook his head..
“Why are you crying??”
Thank you is an expression of emotion that you have to laugh at..
And yet my mother is crying..
“It's a shame..”
The boy's mother cried and laughed.
“I'm grateful to be with you, and I'm sad that I can't be with you anymore. That's a shame..”
“I'm sorry..”
“Yeah, it's a shame..”
What a shame..
Happy, sad, and even as a boy, he is not even a true identity It was an unknown expression of emotion..
The boy's thoughts could not be carried on..
Destruction has hit the forests and villages.
Immediately after, it was an unfamiliar place that the boy opened his eyes.
It was called the waiting room..
Without understanding the situation, the boy was thrown into battle and death.
I had to fight..
To survive.
Without knowing English, the boy lifted a spear.
‘What a shame.?’
The memory of the destruction is forgotten, but the question remains.
When I looked back, I saw people dying..
If you don't adapt, you die..
The presence of the Master, who controls the waiting room, inexorably controls the heroes I'm on the battlefield..
“Buy, save me..”
“Please, please.!”
Screams and screams to save him.
Are they sorry??
‘No, it's fear..’
There are many states and stages of emotion.
The boy was able to 'thoroughly'learn human 'emotions' and 'imitate' them.
In theory, it was..
The boy survived long.
The boy's combat talent was lacking, but he remained calm in any situation.
I didn't panic when I was put in the situation just before I died..
Master named Loki did not like the boy, quite nervous I wrote it..
We're passing..
The situation in the waiting room passes..
Many heroes have been summoned, and many heroes have died again..
The shabby waiting room has a lot of facilities, a lot of floors, and a variety of The rules and the system were taken..
At that time, the boy was dropped from combat duty.
The boy had no fighting talent.
If I hadn't been calm, ten times I would have died..
The boy is dedicated to carrying materials and working in the dungeon every day of the week. The Master was given the meaning of life.
“…….”
It looks at first glance..
The training ground, the heroes were sweating and selling out.
Among them was a man who was a colleague of the boy.
The boy approached him.
“What do you do??”
“I'm training..”
“To survive.?”
“No, no..”
The man was in denial.
“I want to not be like you..”
“Well?”
“I don't want to be pushed, so I'm at a party..”
“You don't want to be like me.?”
The man said.
I don't want to be pushed..
I want to keep my place..
“Why??”
“Well.?”
“If you fight, you can die. Like me, there's a high chance that you'll buy the ingredients or transfer them..”
“You don't know...... ?”
“Don't you know? I?”
“There's a thing called pride..”
Pride..
Do you want to be recognized.
This man wants to be recognized by Loki..
Sweat flows like raindrops all over a man's body.
It seemed quite painful to do this..
But the result betrayed the man.
A man who dropped out of combat, spent idly by doing nothing. Synthesized and disappeared.
‘…….’
The man sat still in his chair, looking up at the sky.
‘That's a shame.?’
I want to know..
What a shame.?
The boy gripped the window he had once placed again.
I trained all day..
I want to know what I'm sorry for..
I want to feel anything in this chest that has nothing..
In the morning, we carry the ingredients, and in the afternoon we poke the spear without a break.
As I was sweating, I tried to make my hands bleed and blisters burst.
Nevertheless, the boy's spearmanship did not improve significantly.
“Stop it..”
Someone said.
“Why?”
“You don't have the talent to fight. It's all bullshit. Try the other way. You're sincere, so you're worth anything..”
“I'm sorry.?”
“What do you say??”
“I'm sorry, I'm selling out for something that doesn't mean anything.?”
“What are you saying??”
He left with a clear color.
The boy did not stop.
Imperceptibly, he became a special greeting for Niflheim.
A jerk who only trains on subjects with no talent.
Someone laughed at him.
Someone sympathized, someone else…….
I was sorry..
“…….”
No matter how many days and days pass, the walls are not pierced.
The lousy spear was intact..
A number of juniors moved ahead of the boy..
‘It's a shame.?’
I can't move on even if I try..
What is the Wall of talent.
But the boy wasn't like that..
Loki's Niflheim gradually grew..
The shabby facilities grew and became gorgeous, with talented heroes Various private rooms were entered, and the waiting room was made up of Munjeon Castle City.
Among them, the boy was buried downstairs..
He was an early hero, but the boy's demeanour did not improve.
Niflheim, which is stable to a certain extent, has gone out of its way to expand outside.
Expanded the land, formed alliances, and increased the colony.
The boy was intact..
Loki's name became known in earnest, which large-scale event.
Niflheim is rewarded with an overwhelming performance at the event Swept.
And on the way, there was one place that could be called a bug..
Dimension, Luanan.
After the event, the dimension abandoned in indifference.
Loki noticed the specificity of that dimension..
In Luanan, time is slow..
You may be able to take advantage of this attribute.
Loki threw some criminal heroes there as a demonstration.
But they did not survive.
Loki reminds me of a boy while he's struggling. .
Hero who was an early member but lacked talent.
And yet, unless you stop trying, you can't stop the spearman..
That way.
A boy was put in Luanan..
“…….”
Several materials were provided to build the facility.
Other support is NIL.
Loki had already identified some of the characteristics of the dimension.
You don't have to eat..
No need to sleep..
It's just that time goes slowly.
‘Let's see where we go..’
The boy laughed.
I learned that when you do this, you're smiling..
He didn't refuse himself..
I had several opportunities to refuse dispatches during the course of the day..
That's what Loki knows..
‘If you keep training here,…….’
Does the boy wake up?.
'The identity of the feeling of "Pity".
The boy closed his eyes.
“Why, why…….”
“Why only me…….”
“Damn it, damn it, Zhenjiang.!”
Dawn of the training center.
When you close your eyes, you hear their screams.
Heroes who tried, but were blocked by a wall of talent and frustrated.
They were cursing their talents.
“…….”
The boy wasn't like that..
Pina did not appear anywhere in the performance of her efforts, but she did not have any inspiration There was no.
That's how he was born..
The boy was not human..
Daughter. Thump.
The boy made a haze with supported materials.
And endless water lilies began.
No need to sleep..
You don't have to eat..
24Time has been invested in Orot's training.
Time has passed..
It flowed, it passed, it flowed, it flowed, it flowed, it flowed, it flowed, it flowed, it flowed, it flowed.
Loki left the boy in Luanan..
‘Why.’
The boy thought.
It's not a shame.?
I'm having this pointless time..
My heart doesn't respond to anything.?
‘Why.’
You can't be as sorry as those heroes are.?
I'm cutting my own body and selling out my training..
And yet it didn't get any better..
‘The only thing that's unfortunate is…….’
What..
‘Being human…….’
What..
‘The thing is, the mind.…….’
What is it?.
This feeling that you can't know, it's a pity.?
I don't know..
It was just empty..
No matter how you poke and swing a spear, it won't stir in your mind.
It was as quiet as a dried-up river..
Then at one point.
Boo-boo-woong!
The boy's shadow began to stir..
Unidentified Power.
The system determined it to be 'up'.
The boy learned his ups and lost his endless years again.
'Up ' is not an effort.
It's not an effort..
To know how to deal with that identity, it's time to be close to eternity again It was necessary..
And so.
Loki sent the boy out of Luanan..
The boy got stronger..
It's hard to imagine if you knew it before..
With the power of Up, anything was possible.
Any mighty monster has been bloodied and disappeared in a blow..
No matter how fast it blew, the shadows that covered the earth could not be avoided.
“That's cool. This is a human victory.!”
Human Victory.
“Congratulations! Your efforts came to fruition.!”
Fruits of Hard Work?
“You're rewarded for your efforts, too.!”
I'm rewarded.?
‘This wasn't what I wanted..’
I just wanted to know..
This is reciprocated..
‘…….’
The boy shook his head..
I didn't get what I wanted to get..
Is this a shame?.
I don't know..
Anyway, the boy's plight changed in a moment.
As a spearman who achieved a miracle in Punsu with only effort.
Loki cared about the boy and made him the heart of the party.
“The story was familiar and knew.”
Someone reached out to the boy.
“My name is Siris Agenheim. Good luck in the future..”
“Yeah..”
“Please, I want to hear the old opinion. How did you break through the wall.”
I got a new colleague..
“Jurnet Sidra..”
“Ridgion..”
The empty seat of the party comes from the battle on the Boss stage.
Many heroes are dead.
“…….”
Siris looked back.
He seemed to see his colleague's empty seat..
“It's a shame.?”
“Well.?”
“Death of your colleague.”
“……Yes..”
Siris said.
“If I were a little wiser. If you judged faster. They must have been alive..”
“Siris, it's not your fault. .”
“The leader is responsible. You're not right..”
Siris laughed bitter.
“Yeah, well forward.…….”
“If no one dies..”
“Well?”
“If no one dies in the future, there's nothing to be sorry for.?”
Siris blinked as if he were talking about something..
And he answered, lowering his eyes.
“That's right..”
“Oh, yeah..”
The boy held Siris ' hand.
“My name is Muden Nydelk. Let's do it well, so as not to be sorry for each other..”
“Thank you very much..”
Time with colleagues follows.
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