Pick Me Up-Episode 351
3. The First dream(6)
The boy walked across between Slagin and Aaron.
If it had been before, Slagin would have drawn his sword right away..
But now I know that it's useless.
“The world that you and our Aaron live in is different. You know about it.?”
“You're trying to sound something.?”
The boy laughed and accepted Slagin's harsh words.
“Red is like that, blue is like that for someone who doesn't see it in front of him. I think I can understand when I've tried it.?”
“What do you mean?.”
“Haa. This is why geniuses. I'm not caring. I'm caring..”
The boy shrugged his shoulders humorously and said.
“The things you didn't do were too far and hard for us.. All right.?”
It seemed to be an attempt to let go of the fester..
Slagin was asleep..
If you explode your feelings again, you lose.
“Hey, what is breathing for guys like you? Very simple. Take a breath, exhale, and it's over! I can close my eyes. You don't need to think about anything. But we're different..”
The boy's eyes turned to Aaron.
Aaron was recalling the meaning of the words.
“All right? If we want to breathe, we need to move from the diaphragm. It's a muscle attached near the ribs, which contracts and relaxes. We're supplying air and discharging it..”
The boy smiled.
“What to do to move the diaphragm? The exact position of the diaphragm among the many and many muscles spread throughout the body You need to know, right? And then? You have to learn how to control those muscles with your head. And then? Trial and error to see how much air can get into your lungs if you contract it. You have to learn through it. What about then? Then the following is?”
“What's the story you want to tell??”
“It's as hard for us as it is for you to breathe..”
The boy's mouth was bent long.
Like laughing at something.
“Okay? Common sense is different. It's the same human being, but it turns out the race is different. If you want to walk, you can just walk, but we need to move some muscles. You have to find out from the beginning what you're doing..”
“…….”
“If you want to help Jung, lower your eye level. You do it when you play with a kid, right? We can go back to the pure concentricity of knowing nothing..”
The boy finished speaking.
As it appeared later, it disappeared without any presentiment..
The two looked at the place where the boy was..
“That's right..”
After some time.
Slagin opened his mouth to see if he knew something..
“Not again. Grab the window..”
“Oh, all right..”
Aaron grabbed the window..
“Try a stab position. As you know..”
Behavior that has been done hundreds of thousands of times.
Aaron quickly grabbed his position..
“I'll explain it in detail, so listen. Why should my left foot go forward. Why the right foot goes backwards. Why is phage this way. One by one, I'll explain everything from start to finish. If you don't know anything, ask me right away..”
“……That's how it is.?”
“If he's right, you can only learn this way. From the beginning to the end of the operation, while learning all the dynamics perfectly Memorize all the meaning.”
Aaron swallowed his spit..
This was the first time I had ever trained in this way..
‘Memorize everything from one to ten.?’
Improbable, meanwhile, convinced.
If not this much.
If it's not a reckless way of doing this, Dunjae can't move forward Will.
‘He helped me..’
I don't know the intent..
At first, I thought you showed up to mock me..
But as he listened to the boy, Slagin realized something and said, " I'm not going to do that." Changed.
It was the boy's word..
If it wasn't for boys, the two opinions were pointless, each with parallels You may have spent time..
Niflheim is one of the strongest accounts.
Among them, Sragin was a promising promising man.
The innate talent, the perspective on martial arts, the dimension is different..
I couldn't get along with Aaron, who is Dunjae..
The boy convinced him of that..
‘What are you thinking??’
On the first day, the boy thoroughly denied the meaning of the effort.
Now I've also told Aaron how to train properly.
I couldn't know what I wanted.
But it doesn't matter what the boy's intentions are..
Aaron had no intention of giving up..
If not, then all those hours of frustration and fear are meaningless Because it is.
* * *
Huwung!
The sting flies..
Pak!
A hole in the scarecrow's chest..
“…….”
Aaron was expressionless and took the spear.
He then put a neck spear into the scarecrow again..
There was a sharp sound at the end of the neckband..
1 year of Jiji language established here.
Aaron grew slow but steady..
If you were here before you came..
You have to hold your position to create the power of the sting..
But now Aaron is in a natural state, and he's going to give the same stab. Could have been.
Whatever the situation.
Any position.
You can apply a sharp stab.
“After.”
Of course, I didn't realize the principle..
It was the result of a reckless training method..
He has memorized all the postures and movements of the sting.
Huwung!
Pak!
Stabbing leading once again.
Every time you poke, your posture changes, but your power does not decrease significantly.
“This is not it..”
Aaron muttered..
There was a feeling of dissatisfaction in his face.
Objectively, Aaron can stab you anywhere, anytime. I got pretty strong as I became..
But what Aaron was hoping for was,
It wasn't this malformed strength..
‘The principle of force, how to make...... Did not realize.’
One year here was more than two years outside.
With a minimum of physiological activity, you will spend all your time in Orot training Can.
Actually, Aaron has done that..
Other than sleeping, studying, and eating, in the haze field Spent days poking and wielding spears.
But the results didn't come out..
‘'If you don't know 'power', you can't move on.’
Slagin said.
I can tell you..
You can explain it in detail..
But if you can't realize this and make it your own, you can't make it your own. Can not proceed to the next level.
There is a limit to just memorizing the action.
No matter how low your eye level you explain and tell me from the beginning, somehow I needed my enlightenment..
If you don't realize the principle of adding,
As if you can't multiply.
So far, Aaron has memorized the result '1+1=2'.
'2+2=4'I memorized '3+3=6', I memorized '4+4=8'.
But ' 24 + 3=?'or' 9+35=?'If the same problem came up, I couldn't answer it..
I only memorized the results..
I didn't learn the principle..
In this state, you can't even subtract, let alone multiply or divide.
In other words, Aaron only grew horizontally, not vertically at all It didn't get better..
‘…….’
Tingling pain in the hands.
Looking down, the bandage wrapped in his palm is red.
In the process of stabbing the spear, the wound was torn again.
Aaron pulled out the bandage..
When I loosened the old bandage, my hands were full of wounds and scabs..
Bandage without words.
A hand that was torn hundreds of times and had calluses came ariely cheap.
You can't expect rewards for your efforts..
Aaron looked back, bandaged.
There I saw a Slagin selling out for training.
He closes his eyes and slowly descends his sword.
1The first step is to reenact the cut-down action over a few minutes.
It was a very hard job, and there were drops of sweat all over my body..
Aaron could not understand the meaning of that training.
If there's one thing for sure.
The gap between the two is much more open than it was when it came..
While Aaron memorizes various stabbing positions and engages in meaningless efforts.
Sragin escapes the scarecrow and immerses himself in his own world. I woke up the law..
I used to do Dalian straight away..
Of course, Aaron dropped out of the attached tribe..
But it's hard to even Dalian these days..
This is because the level difference has caused the efficiency to decrease.
Aaron is Aaron, and Slagin is Slagin..
Because the distance from each other was too far, Dalian lost its meaning.
‘How strong he is.?’
If you ask me, I'll answer you..
But Aaron will not understand the meaning of the words.
I live in a different world..
‘This emotion.’
Aaron laughed bitter.
I've felt it..
Not here, but in a remote place.
There was a hero named Han who was ahead of him.
There was a hero named Qi who had no motive..
There was a hero named Belquist who could have been seen as a junior.
The starting point was similar.
But as time passes, they move ahead.
Aaron was just behind and flustered..
It's moving away..
Their pooches.
If you could follow me, even if you were a little behind..
If it could have helped.
‘……This is.’
Was it respect for them?.
Was it a pity that I couldn't be powerless?.
No, maybe.
It may be a much uglier and dirtier emotion than that..
‘Is jealousy.......’
Why I.
Why only me.
I tried more..
I was more desperate..
They are.
They're.
All of that stuff that I've been sweating blood..
Casually. Laughing. As if laughing. Like it's useless..
Smash it..
Jump..
You make things that you didn't take for granted..
Gnawing at the value of one's existence.
“Ha.”
Sometimes it becomes unbearable.
You can't stand there..
Aaron got out of the haze like he was crazy..
Quiet place.
I needed a place where there was no one..
Places where no one interferes with themselves.
Behind the soft armament.
There was a wild hill..
Aaron was on the top of the hill..
I see the harm that is falling still.
Twilight that does not lose forever.
Fallen leaves fall between them.
Just stay still..
The more you think, the more your mind is cut down.
So do not think.
Obviously, this emotion is not eternal.
You'll be able to forget about it and try again in a minute.
“What are you doing? It's clean..”
Aaron looked sideways.
The boy was smiling.
It was always like that..
Do I have to say that I have achieved everything?.
“I was sitting down and resting..”
Aaron answered briefly.
“You can rest in the haze, right? Why come out here??”
“…….”
“Let me figure it out.?”
Aaron pressed the desire to shout.
Leave me alone..
“I felt the wall.?”
“…….”
“No matter how hard you try, no matter what luck you follow, you will not be able to follow Same mood. I feel like I'm being denied the value of my existence. You're here to jump over it.…….”
The boy said.
“In the end, I keep feeling it. If you look ahead, you can see the wall..”
“If you want to mock it, do it as you like.”
“uhhhhh? It's not exactly that. She's slouching..”
I didn't answer..
When I talked to that boy, I lost myself..
Aaron and Slagin realized that from a few experiences.
“By the way..”
Boy opened his mouth.
“That guy, that's amazing. I'm already in the middle of the second half. If you go this way, you'll be in a minute to reach a higher weapon..”
Intent Unknown.
Whether you want to make fun of him or not..
Whether you want to help.
“Advanced…….”
1Only a year ago, Slagin's weaponry was mid-to-mid..
It is trying to look beyond the review to the next level.
From the upper level, it was the domain of a full-fledged master.
“It was originally a bud. If there was a flaw in him, he couldn't control his emotions. things. It's a genius, because it holds up around you, and it's like it's blown away..”
The boy looked behind.
In the haze field in full swing, Slagin will be selling out for training.
“You know? He's changed..”
“……Example.”
“There are opponents who can't reach you, no matter how much they explode and fling their emotions. There are situations where you have to put up with it. Just knowing that made him different. Originally, I'm glad you didn't slap me when you asked me to teach you.?”
If you were here before you came..
Slagin may have ignored Aaron's request by snorting.
But he changed when he met the boy.
I learned how to hide myself.
I learned how to crush my feelings.
Know that there is a place in this world that is not reached by your own power Became.
Humility is learned.
‘It's Slagin.…….’
It reminds me of the first time I met him..
Overflowing look at yourself.
He was wielding a knife willy-nilly..
He was screaming with emotion..
‘For now.’
It's changed..
In just a year, a person has changed.
Even now, Slagin is watching Aaron's training..
I'm seriously worried about what I'm lacking, how I can train. I was discussing it and trying to help Aaron..
Aaron himself can't follow it..
“How did you do it??”
Aaron asked..
If so, was it on purpose to provoke the first time we met??
“Is there a separation? A guy like that, if you knock him out every time you meet him, he'll be quiet.. It took me just a month..”
If it's a month.
This was when Aaron was in the room learning martial arts theory.
There was an exchange between the two.
“It sucks.?”
“Example?”
“That's it. He's got the elements that are hindering him from becoming stronger, in just a month. I got over it..”
You can look at it from that point of view..
“At first, when I got stronger, I said it was top 100, but now I don't know. It could go beyond that. All the geniuses are. Even if you're just strong, you're freakishly strong, you're freakishly strong..”
The boy looked far away and muttered.
Then I saw Aaron in the middle of the night..
“Yeah, how about you.?”
“Me, do you mean?”
“How long did you get over it? It's been a year, and I learned something here.?”
“……I.”
Aaron kept his mouth shut..
What to say.
“Alas, yes! You didn't learn anything.!”
“…….”
“Aha! He's here to learn humility, to realize coolness and calmness, to do martial arts. While we ripen and pave the way to the next site, our Aaron does nothing You didn't learn.!”
Boy paired applause.
It was a great look..
“Very wonderful! You can stretch your shoulders. You're a genius.!”
“What do you mean? I'm a genius.?”
“So you…….”
The boy put his hand on Aaron's shoulder.
“He's a genius for hard work.!”
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