The crazy villain regains his sanity - Episode 104
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It's been a while since I had a drink with Oh Jong-yeop..
The guy who was a villain in his last life has changed a lot in this life..
His dead brother, Oh Jong-su, was alive and well, and he was highly anticipated as a promising civil servant hunter for the National Defense Bureau..
Since he was originally a talented guy, this was a natural step. Is it because I am less desperate than in my last life? The pace of skill improvement seemed slow..
“congratulations on your promotion.”
“It's still a bargain. If I had known this would happen, I should have gone to the guild. I followed my friend, but he left shortly after..”
I'm saying this with a bitter smile, but please don't tell me that I don't mean it..
Was it something like that? I felt like I wasn't getting enough treatment so I tried to pass it on to Jeong Da-hyun..
I didn't mind because he was out of sight for a moment, but Oh Jong-yeop was doing very well. He recently got a girlfriend, who he says is a great person and that his life has changed so much..
I want to work hard to make money like this and get married..
Slash Oh Jong-yeop is getting married, a development I never expected..
I thought it would be a really strange feeling if I went to a wedding..
“Thanks to you. If you hadn't helped me that day, I would have been in trouble..”
“I know.”
“But is it your father or your mother who said you owed it? I still don't know.”
What did I say? I don't even remember anymore.
“Maybe it's my uncle, maybe it's my aunt.”
“···Well then. I didn't even think you would let me know.”
“If you know, don't ask more.”
The guy sighed deeply. Then he said with a determined expression.
“My skills are far below yours, but if you need anything, I can call you anytime. Because I would give up at least one arm for you..”
“I won't risk my life?”
“Isn’t it a bit harsh to ask someone you’re in the middle of a relationship to give up his life? My life is not mine anymore.”
“I wasn't interested anyway.”
I would never covet twice the life of a friend who died with a smile in his last life..
If you find your own happiness, that's enough..
I was just curious what he would think of me now..
“by the way.”
“huh?”
“What would you think if I went crazy and became a villain??”
There is no way that would happen, but I was curious what Oh Jong-yeop would think..
The guy looked dumbfounded for a moment and then asked me..
“You really think you're sane right now?”
“I'm not crazy?”
This guy is crossing the line.
“···No, if you think you're normal, it can't be helped. First of all, if that happens, you have to go and persuade them, right? Because I believe you will return to normal.”
“okay.”
It was quite comforting to hear that you would not give up on me until the end..
In my last life, Oh Jong-yeop stayed by my side..
I thought it was a great achievement just to confirm that, but I didn't think the guy's expression would improve..
“If you have a real problem, please tell me. I'll quietly find a way.”
“no problem.”
“No, hiding it doesn't work.······.”
“do you want to die?”
“······.”
As I accept it, I don’t know the end..
How dare you treat people like crazy.
I am the most normal person around me..
No matter how much I say, I feel lonely sometimes because no one believes me..
“I want to do volunteer work, can you recommend a good place??”
“sudden volunteer activity?”
This guy has no idea about the fulfillment that volunteer work brings..
I haven't tried it yet, but I had indirect experience as I heard about it from Dahyun Jeong..
“To lighten the mood and have a positive influence. And doesn’t the word ‘service’ suit me well??”
“···Isn't it true that the service I know is about catching villains and turning them into a service??”
“Are you crazy??”
“Phew, that's a relief. The line hasn't been crossed yet. I'm so glad.”
“······.”
The guy's words were annoying, but after some urging, I was able to introduce him to a few places..
* * *
Actually, I know that taking some pictures while doing volunteer work will improve your image, but I wondered if it was really necessary..
I think changing my mood is more important than that..
I pretended not to, but I was very concerned that the presence of a hematoma was lurking inside me..
But if this causes confusion and pain, that's what he wants. Rather, you have to show that you are firm and unwavering so that he will be in pain..
They say they are looking for a gap in a small space 24 hours a day..
It was a mistake on your part to say that..
I'll enjoy it for you..
Therefore, it is best to maintain good mental health and educate Mandeuk to prevent him from coming out and strengthen his mental defenses..
In that sense, volunteer work was good for clearing away distracting thoughts..
There is no point in being complicated when it comes to giving to others. I'm not looking for popularity or money for it, so I just have to give purely to myself. There is no need for complex calculations here..
I can't be the only one who enjoys this good thing.
So, when I went to volunteer at an orphanage, I took Berserker with me..
When I actually got into it, I really liked the camping car..
“Do you know when I was happiest when I first encountered a camping car??”
“When will?”
“When my campervan was sold.”
“What are you talking about??”
“It's happy when you don't know. by the way.”
Berserker, who was holding the steering wheel, narrowed his eyes and looked at me..
“Why do I have to be your driver??”
“my car is small Since your car is big, it's good to load it up with gifts..”
“That's something you can do by using someone, so why did you call me?.”
“It is my consideration to want you, who would kill people and only experience moments of stardom, to experience new fulfillment through service. How long are you going to stay crazy? I need to think about becoming normal like me quickly..”
“······.”
The Berserker guy's eyes were very disrespectful when he looked at me..
Should I dig out my eyes?.
I thought about that for a moment, but then put it aside..
I'm going to do sacred service and I can't see the blood of a crazy person..
Moreover, eyeballs cannot be regenerated even with healing agents..
“Just kidding, I learned a new way to apply for gifts. You wouldn't have been playing quietly either. We should check with each other..”
“I feel like I'm being treated like a punching bag..”
“Say thank you for using it..”
“Of course. I'll take this opportunity to twist your arm.”
···I'm sure it wasn't long ago that people were talking about killing me or blowing off my head, but isn't it a bit naive to just twist an arm?.
It seems like things have changed in reality..
I don't know if I should be happy about this because I understood the topic, or if I should criticize him for not having ambition..
In the meantime, we arrived at our destination.
“Then shall we go?.”
I entered the orphanage carrying the gift I had prepared with Berserker..
Hope Orphanage is a place where children who lost their families to monsters live, and the government is careful to prevent the children from becoming villains or refugees when they grow up..
Seeing things like this made me think my taxes were being used properly..
I first exchanged greetings with the director and teachers..
When I announced my intention to donate, they were very happy. It's only 1/100th of the amount I originally planned to pay. I had no choice but to actively discourage people around me and reduce it..
I'll have to increase it a little more next time.
“Wow!”
After saying hello, I went outside and handed over the gifts I had prepared, and the kids loved it and started clinging to me..
I don't usually like children, but it's good if someone is happy because I give them what I have in abundance..
I don’t know if this is the true taste of service..
Are my feelings dry, or am I just having a hard time because it’s my first time?.
I didn't feel the fullness that Dahyun Jeong talked about, but one thing was clear..
It's not a bad thing to be able to take a break from complicated issues for a while. It was okay for the kids to like me. It seemed like he liked the gift, not me, exactly..
I looked at Berserker standing to one side and raised the corners of my mouth..
“See, this is true service..”
“Hehe!”
“Smile?”
Are we going to fight??
But the Berserker guy didn't erase his unlucky smile..
“It would be a mistake to think that the world can be achieved with just a few gifts..”
“······.”
Is this kid starting a fight now?.
Berserker, paying no attention to my gaze, picked up the child next to him who looked to be about 7 years old and suddenly threw him upwards..
Crazy guy, there’s no way a kid would like something like that.······.
“Crying!”
···I like it?
That wasn't the end.
When the children saw Berserker playing, their eyes lit up and they began to gather in that direction..
“and! me too!”
“Let me do it too!”
“I'll do it all for you, so get in line..”
Berserker started throwing the kids one by one. In an instant, Berserker became the center of the orphanage. As soon as the kids gathered around, Berserker took off half of it and handed it to me..
“That guy can do it too. ask me to do it.”
“mister! Please do it too!”
“me too! mister!”
“······.”
Suddenly, I hugged the children who had gathered and started throwing them around..
Is this what defeat is like?.
I spent the money, but Berserker took all the spotlight..
Playing with the kids afterwards was a complete loss..
Berserker was a specialist who could make children laugh at their level..
Who would have thought that just shouting “poop!” would make me laugh out loud?.
I didn't know dinosaurs were all-purpose for boys..
Why are there so many saurus?.
Do I have to memorize the dinosaur encyclopedia to beat him?.
The Berserker guy looks at me and smiles like a winner. Unlucky. But I was also jealous. I never thought you would have this kind of talent.
“It's a difference in endurance. Even if it looks like this, it is a body that has raised a child..”
Yeah, you're great.
Now that I think about it, I realized that I was indifferent to his personal history..
“Don’t you want to see your wife and children??”
“···Sometimes it's better to let everything go.”
“What are you talking about?”
“You will find out when you get married..”
“I'm asking because I haven't tried it..”
Why are you suddenly looking at me with such envy?.
“Marriage is a very good thing. I would highly recommend it.”
Why are you talking through gritted teeth?.
They say they are happy with their marriage?
“Be sure to do it.”
* * *
If I were to explain Berserker, he is a rude guy..
endless fighting spirit.
A firm goal to catch a glimpse of stellar moments.
Talent and effort to make up for shortcomings.
strong determination.
In this regard, he was a useful sparring partner..
If Jeong Da-hyun had no choice but to control his strength, there was no need to do so with Berserker..
Even if you pour out your life without hesitation, he somehow survives..
Appropriate tension was added here..
Above all, it is decisive that I win in the end..
After all, a game is only fun if I win..
“I'm stronger than last time.”
“······.”
The guy lying in the large position just took a deep breath and did not respond. Even if your heart is crushed, you'll be okay because I sprayed you with recovery medicine..
Could it be that he was sulking?.
Now that I think about it, I had some fun in this match. He tried his best, but after a while he collapsed without any solution..
“···How strong do you plan on becoming?.”
“I'm going to kill you with just one more tool..”
“It feels like the gap has widened further, wow.!”
The guy who was sighing got up and looked at me..
“I heard you got stuck with the witch doctor..”
“uh.”
“How was it??”
“It was pretty strong. The curse was tricky.”
Because of that curse, a hematoma appeared..
The guy still asked with a serious expression..
“How is it compared to me??”
Berserker and Witch Doctor?
Berserker's basic combat power is stronger. He is the one who survived me, so it's only natural. And he has to look at the gift, so they are polar opposites. I don't know what Berserker's full strength is, but he can have an absolute advantage when it comes to curses..
Looking at it like this, it seems like a fraud..
Mandeuk, we need to be cute..
“I think you'll win.”
“First of all, has it reached that level?.”
“looks happy?”
“Because it's a zodiac sign, not another superhuman..”
“Was the goal the zodiac??”
To me, he had a strong feeling that he was one of the three evils in the league, but I guess that's not the case for Berserker..
Well, a lot of people were surprised when they killed Constantina..
“1It was the primary goal. Now I've set a higher goal.”
Then he glared at me with provocative eyes..
Are you protesting because the target is me?.
Was it not right yet??
“One more game if I have any strength left?”
“Don't decline. Even now I can barely stand..”
Even if I'm crazy, there's still a glimmer of reason left..
Actually, I've done everything I wanted to do, so there's no point in beating on it any more..
Anything more than this is a one-sided act of violence..
“Is that why you brought me here to test its power??”
“That's also one of the reasons. I want to ask you to do something else..”
I still think I'm not going crazy. And I'm sure it won't be eaten by the hematoma..
But the thing we must be most wary of as we live in this world is confidence..
Just as I never thought that Constantina's curse would give me, if only for a moment, to the hematogens..
The possibility of what if exists everywhere..
0.01%Even if it's a possibility, if I go crazy, it's 100% for me..
So I'm thinking of getting insurance..
“Let’s come forward and spar regularly. make you strong.”
“what is the intention?”
“Do my intentions matter? You say you want to become stronger? Use me to achieve your goals.”
“I am saying this because I know you are not the kind of person who will be taken advantage of..”
Berserker's expression also became serious..
This is why I couldn't just ignore it.
When I scolded him as usual, the weight of the request I was about to make was not light..
I don't feel like it, but I have to tell you..
“I'm fine now, but at some point, I might go crazy..”
The look on Berserker's face when he looked at me was a sight to behold..
This kid is talking seriously.······.
Anyway, I didn't have the confidence to watch the bloodbath as it unfolded after being eaten by a blood species..
“When that time comes, kill me..”
This is what I want from Berserker.
Maybe Berserker has some potential.?
“······.”
I spoke seriously, but Berserker's expression was strange..
“You guy······.”
“why?”
“Did you want to harass me by saying such absurd things?.”
“what?”
What is he talking about??
I'm serious now.
“Say you'd rather be beaten up more..”
“······.”
That's because I said it wasn't like that..
But Berserker's suspicions toward me were indelible..
So, he thinks I'm just saying this because I want to beat him up even more.?
···It's unfair..
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