377 De Lois's enlightenment
On the other side of the dark sky, in the distant night sky that extends far and wide, countless twinkling stars and flaming flames fly through it..
Desperate, focused and desperate.
When he woke up, Dekan found that the scene he was standing in had changed from the holy Kingdom to the mottled starry world..
According to his understanding, this world is a kind of junction place where neither Wukong nor Wukong spirit should come..
Or Wukong only belongs to the realm of the goddess of Tiqu.
For thousands of years or thousands of years, she may be waiting here all day long..
Wukong watched the flow of life of all things in the world with her loving eyes, waiting for the reincarnation and recovery of this land again and again..
Witnessing the final ending of the Holy Kingdom, Dekan counted the time and felt that the Shadow World was almost over this time..
But he found that he still looked spiritual.
It also made him more clearly aware of——
To be able to come to this realm is not only to be protected by her and to be called by her..
More importantly, at this moment, I am indeed in a state of death before I can come to this field..
Tobeornottobe, it's a big problem！
According to the experience of the Shadow World several times before, when Shun Wukong completes all the tasks, he will naturally be sent to the world when the time in the shadow world is over..
But now, if Wukong himself comes into the world in this state, I'm afraid he won't become a guardian spirit.！
Of course, in terms of the chaotic state of time and space here, it is also possible to be teleported to some strange worlds and become a weird game of ghost Ginseng.……
Dekan finally looked at the goddess of Reincarnation and Destiny not far away again, only she could help herself..
But since she appeared, she rarely answered Dekan's questions..
Obviously I can't feel the slightest indifference from her.
But Dekan also knew that maybe that was the difference between gods and humans..
Just as demons cannot understand the kindness of humans, it is difficult for humans to understand the feelings of the gods..
【There is the last paragraph there, which belongs to your memory.】
The goddess of Reincarnation and destiny seemed to understand what Dekan thought every moment, and Wukong answered his confusion..
Dekan looked at the cliff in the direction facing the Goddess Tige..
I found that under the starry sky not far away, I don't know when, there were two more figures.！
And those two figures, exactly, the Goddess Tiqu, and him！
Not right.
Decan frowned..
The one who carried the lamp to the gray-haired figure in the distance was indeed the goddess of carving..
And the gray-haired figure with long horns on his head and a little devil pattern on his cheeks turned his head in surprise and looked at the goddess Tiqu..
Then, salute her.
This scene is like a reproduction of when he first came here not long ago..
It's just that the goddess Tiqu is still the Goddess Tiqu, but the gray-haired figure is not Dekan but De Lois..
【That was the scene last time I brought you here.】
The Goddess Tiqu beside her explained to Dekan.
Decan nodded in a daze.
He found that they seemed to be still in a visitor-like mode, watching the projection of thousands or tens of thousands of years ago..
This also answers one of Dekan's first questions-about whether he had ever seen the goddess Tige when he was acting as De Lois..
The answer is unfolding in front of you.
In the distant projection.
Both De Lois and the goddess of Reincarnation and Destiny seem to have a more taciturn style..
In this way, after de Lois finished the priest ceremony to the goddess Tige, he didn't say anything, but kept his head down for a long time..
Pious, but as if praying to the gods.
【……I ask you.】
Finally, the Goddess Tike spoke first..
“Yes.”
De Lois's voice was very steady, Wukong replied.
【Why do you want to understand people's hearts？】
The goddess' question was very clear, and it seemed that de Lois couldn't help but tremble his head unexpectedly..
He thought Lord Goddess would ask him some questions about the camp and position..
“It's like this... I haven't thought about the specific answer to this question for a long time..”
De Lois thought for a while.
He also seemed to hesitate whether he should treat God's questions more solemnly or more relaxed..
But the final conclusion is that there is no need to care about it..
Since he understood the human heart and understood the pain that only human beings can feel, he truly understood the concept of pain..
But correspondingly, he no longer wants to think deeply about what the human heart is..
And, his purpose in pursuing people's hearts, perhaps at the beginning, later, and in the end, Wukong has changed several times, and he can't figure it out anymore.……
“At first, it might just be a desire for knowledge, in order to relieve my boredom..”
De Lois answered the goddess' question honestly.，
“I may be thinking, if I can't understand the real pain, I can't use my own pain to magic it perfectly.……”
Although he doesn't like pain, every time he wants to inflict pain, he must feel it himself first..
Over time, he gradually became numb to a certain extent..
The pain of body and mind seems to be nothing more than this.
Every time he gave the enemy torture far beyond the dead orangutan, he made De Lois feel that living is like this, and death is that kind of thing..
Looking at Wukong's death in this way, he also has no interest in mutilating weak and not evil enough objects..
It's not that it's possible to feel guilty, it's just that it's boring..
De Lois knew him at this stage, like a cliff on the edge of a cliff.
Already possessing dangerous talents, if you make a mistake in one step, you will become a disaster that is more dangerous than the chaos god and invades the world..
Fortunately……
“The two years that changed me later were also the stage that confused me the most... At that time, my purpose of pursuing people's hearts may have changed unknowingly..”
De Lois's eyes became complicated, and it seemed that there was something more.，
“Wukong didn't find out until later in front of her tombstone. My dry tears told me that I was just trying to fill the gap in my heart.……”
But at that time, she would never come again, and he also fulfilled his wish and understood people's hearts. Everything should have been over..
De Lois was still fighting, but at the last moment.
The goddess didn't speak, she was motioning him to continue..
De Lois's eyes drooped, he seemed to think of something again.
It was because Ru Wukong still didn't want to think of the hellish scene to him when Kolotya died..
Listening to her, “Your heart will break. "The prophecy.
And when it is truly fulfilled.
Ru Wukong's soul was locked in a dead Hu Wukong and couldn't move, but for a moment it seemed to be decades, even if it was more painful than when he was suffering with Wukong's fate god Sissina..
“Maybe it's a curse...Maybe it's a punishment for the devil to understand something he shouldn't understand, or maybe it's just a price that comes with understanding people's hearts..”
De Lois finally spoke slowly.
“I became strange, and I had more things I wanted to protect, which gave me a lot of weaknesses... Even if I was shattered to pieces, I didn't want to experience that kind of pain again..”
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