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Chapter 31. Heart of Tranquil Water

Heart of Tranquil Water

Grabbing hold of the book from Shen Bi Ru, Elder Mo takes a glance at it and his entire body trembles.

This… should be impossible!

“Alright, is there still anything you are unsure of that you would like to consult? If not, I’ll be leaving!” Zhang Xuan looks at them with puzzlement reflecting on his face.

Are these two fellows sick?!

If they wanted to consult him, they should have come up with some harder questions. Yet, they chose to ask those that have been answered within the books. He didn’t even have to churn his brain to derive out an answer for them. How boring.

To think that one of them is a librarian and an expert while the other one is a reputable and popular teacher… Pui! To be unable to match up to a transcender like me, they are truly lacking in knowledge!

“If you don’t mind, I have another question that has been plaguing me. How would you interpret ‘Circulating a cycle of qi, reflecting the sight of ten thousand creations’?”

Suppressing the disbelief in his mind, Elder Mo continues to ask.

Another elder has raised this question with him a few days ago. After being stumped by it, he has been scavenging the Compendium Pavilion to seek an answer to it, but to no avail. Thus, he could only depart from the library dispirited. Now that the young lad before him had answered several questions, he couldn’t resist bringing it up to him.

“You don’t even know that?” Zhang Xuan looks at him as though he is looking at an idiot. “That is the utmost basics of cultivation, alright? It refers to the phenomenon where while one’s qi is circulating through one’s body in a complete cycle, one’s mind would seem to be in a state of wandering around the entire world as they comprehend the rules behind creationism! These words are recorded in senior Bai Ming’s 《Theories of Blood and Qi》. The book is on the 27th shelf and the explanation is on the 69th page!”

‘Circulating a cycle of qi, reflecting the sight of ten thousand creations’, this is one of the few flawless teachings that are in the Fighter 1-dan cultivation technique manuals, thus it left quite an impression with Zhang Xuan. It happens that a predecessor of Hongtian Academy had once deciphered it, so he paid additional notice to it. Why would an elder, who is the sentinel of the Compendium Library, need to direct such an easy question towards him?

Elder Mo didn’t reply to his words immediately and instead, just like Shen Bi Ru, walks into the Compendium Pavilion hurriedly. A short moment later, he finds the book titled 《Theories of Blood and Qi》 and flips it over to the 69th page. His body staggers.

It is exactly as he described!

A few days ago, that elder flipped through many different secret manuals but couldn’t find an answer to his question. Never in his dreams would he have imagined that it would be recorded in an obscure book!

Such an obscure book… To think that he would have read it, to the extent of even remembering… the pages?

Elder Mo feels the world spinning around him and everything seems so ludicrous to him in this instant.

If it isn’t for his consideration for his image, he might be tugging on the ends of his hair at this moment.

A moment ago, he accused the other party of causing trouble in the library. In the end, not only is he reading books properly, he even memorized the contents contained within it. He feels a fiery sting on his face and fervently wishes for a burrow to appear so that he could hide in it.

Is he really the same teacher who scored a zero in the Teacher Qualification Examination?

If Zhang Xuan could be the last with such a level of knowledge, doesn’t this mean that he isn’t even qualified to get zero marks?

“Alright. In the future, read more books. The answers to the questions that you have posed are all recorded in them!” Seeing their stunned expressions, Zhang Xuan lectures them with a deep tone. Then, he shakes his head and says, “If there is nothing else, I’ll be leaving!”

After saying those words, he lifts his legs to walk away.

He is simply way too hungry. If he doesn’t get food anytime soon, he might really faint from starvation.

“Zhang Xuan laoshi, wait for me…”

Only now does Shen Bi Ru recover from her shock and she swiftly catches up with Zhang Xuan.

“What else do you want?” Zhang Xuan says in a slightly annoyed tone.

Is this woman sick or something?

I had already clarified your queries for you! Are you done yet? Can’t you see that I am hungry and would like to eat?

“I have yet to eat as well. Do you want to share a meal with me?” Shen Bi Ru grits her teeth.

She is the Aphrodite of the academy. Many men had asked her out for a meal, only to be rejected by her. She had not even accepted a single one of the innumerable meal dates from Shang Bin.

The shock that this young man generated in her today made her curious about him, thus she decided to ask him out so as to make use of the opportunity to see what is it that caused the changes in him.

“You want me to treat you?” Zhang Xuan looks at her with a bizarre expression. “What are you thinking of! If you want to eat, use your own money! How can one’s skin be so thick?”

You had questions for me, so I answered them for you. You still expect me to treat you after that?

How can you be so shameless?

In his previous life, he had researched numerous ‘action films’, but even so, he is a true shut-in. He had never truly come in contact with the opposite gender before, so how could he understand the thoughts of a lady?

“You…” Seeing the gaze of the young man and hearing his words, Shen Bi Ru almost shoots out a mouthful of blood and faints.

I am a beautiful lady, alright? Beautiful ladies have special privileges!

So many people had invited me out and I turned down every single one of them. Yet, when I ask you out, you look at me as though I am a monster…

Shameless?!

Shameless your head!

Is there anyone in the world who would term a beautiful lady as such?

The lady is on the verge of going berserk.

“Fine, I’ll treat you, okay? I’ll treat you!” Grinding her silver teeth together, Shen Bi Ru spits out these words.

“You treat me?” Zhang Xuan pauses for a moment. Due to his previous self being the worst teacher in the academy, his income is nearly negligible. As such, it isn’t a bad thing to have someone treat him. Thus, he nods his head, “It’s fine with me, but I want a luxurious meal. I won’t eat just any ordinary mantous and fried pancakes!”

Mantou -> Bun| Basically, he means he won’t just eat street food/ from vendors by the street.

“…”Shen Bi Ru goes berserk again.

Mantou and fried pancakes? The heck with it!

“Let’s go!” She doesn’t want to say anything anymore. She’s afraid that if she continues talking to him, she would die from anger.

The Library of Heaven’s Path allows him to see through the flaws of all skills and everyone’s mingmen. However, it is unable to peer into the heart of a lady. Zhang Xuan is oblivious to the fact that he had made Hongtian Academy’s number one beauty furious to the point of vomiting blood with just a few simple words of his.

Following behind Shen Bi Ru, Zhang Xuan walks along the pavement towards the entrance of the campus.

Although the night scenery at Hongtian Academy isn’t as radiant as the school in his previous life, it is still quite an exquisite sight under the illumination of the moon. Shrouded by spirit energy, the atmosphere seems exceptionally tranquil and peaceful.

In his previous life, he was surrounded by hubble-bubble and smog could be found everywhere. It was very different from the serenity one could experience here. Zhang Xuan subconsciously immerses himself in this enchanting scenery.

Walking in front, Shen Bi Ru thought that the young man following behind her would intentionally ask some questions to break the awkward silence. However, after the absence of sound for a long period of time, she couldn’t resist turning around to take a look.

Sneaking a glance, she is taken aback.

The young man walks quietly as the moonlight illuminates his figure, the image of it reminiscent of a serene painting.

“This… This… Will of Mind 2-dan, Heart of Tranquil Water?”

Her eyes narrow.

Fighters don’t just cultivate their zhenqi and physical body. What is even more crucial to them is their mind!

The stronger one’s mind is, the greater control they have over their cultivation. As a result, one’s cultivation can surge even more swiftly, thus allowing them to reach greater heights in the future.

That’s precisely the reason why experts classified the Will of Mind into many different levels.

Heart of Tranquil Water is the 2-dan realm of it!

The mind is harder to train than battle techniques. It is said that of the entire academy, only the principal has reached such a level. Even Shen Bi Ru, who is reputed to possess unparalleled talents and has reached Fighter 5-dan pinnacle by the age of 20, second only to the renowned young genius Bai wangye, is still a long way away from Will of Mind 2-dan.

Wangye -> Prince (More is explained below)

Initially, she thought that it would be too difficult for a second person to reach such a level, but never in her dreams would she dare to think that the trash teacher in the mouths of others would actually reach such heights!

If not for the fact that she witnessed it personally, she would never believe it!

How is this possible?

That is Will of Mind 2-dan! It is a height harder to climb to than Fighter 6-dan 7-dan!

“Could it be that… He isn’t a trash at all, but he… intentionally scored a zero in the Teacher Qualification Examination so as to make use of the insults and derision of others to temper his will?”

Suddenly, a peculiar thought pops up in her mind.

In the past, she didn’t have much contact with Zhang Xuan laoshi, so she isn’t really aware of his affairs. Today, through their conversation, she realized that he is not only knowledgeable, he even reached Will of Mind 2-dan Heart of Tranquil Water!

That is a level many dream about, but never achieved in their lifetime!

Looks like his Teacher Qualification Examination results are all feigned. His true goal is to make use of the scorn of others to train his mind, so as to break into the Will of Mind 2-dan.

She finds it unbelievable that a person with such Will of Mind would be unable to achieve a pass in the simple Teacher Qualification Examination.

“Hmph, continue putting on an act. See how I’ll expose you!”

Thinking about how she was duped by this fellow, she grits her silver teeth tightly.

This fellow is simply too hateful. She is resolute to look for a chance to expose him before others!

Wangye is a title granted from the emperor to princes of the country.

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    Good chapter
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    it's funny how they bother to write the chinese word, than write it again in a different line with what it means..
    but still can't bother to just simply change the word ... am I stupid or is it easier to just change it?
    am I missing something? hello? swim
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      Some translators feel that removing all the native titles or position descriptors can take away from the essence of the novel. It’s similar to how Japanese novels will still put the; sans, kuns, chans, and nees, or Korean novels using; noona, oppa, Or hyung.
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        but fellow reader...
        you realize that all of the translated novels are worst than they are in their original language right?
        because once it is translated we won't get the same message the others do when they read the original, so it makes no sense really to lose these small parts as well lol
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          unless you read the translated works from deathblade bai. Especially have a look at Beyond the Timescape by er gen. IF you were to only read one cultivation novel. That would be one of the top candidates.
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            Oh? I have this saved in my bookmarks. I'll check it out after I finish my current books. I haven't been too interested in it before because of the synopsis, but your recommendation has encouraged me to give it a try. Thank you. FamilyGuy006
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              mmm. My guy. Looking at your profile, I see you're also a fellow reader. I'm not sure what you're reading. But just 1 chapter of Beyond the Timescape rn. Forget the synopsis. Just give 1 chapter a go.
              Bookmarks and readings lists can easily get cluttered,
              Okay, I won't say anymore. Either read it or don't up to you.
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                Lol, I read the first one brother, and I really appreciated the translator, as I work as an interpreter. It was wonderful to see his passion. And he seems to be an author himself, it makes sense how he modified some elements. It felt like reading poetry.
                I will read it once I am finished with the ones I currently have, but it is at the top of my bookmarks now and will be the next one I read. The reason I can't do it now is because I have too many novels to read, my head is a mess with all the reading I'm doing. Maybe later I will put them on hold to read it alone, we'll see. And don't worry even tho I tend to forget the bookmarks, I put this one in my "Cur Reading" section, so there is no way I am missing it.
                Thank you again for the recommendation, enjoy your reading my man! FamilyGuy028
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                  hahaha awesome. Oh interpreter aye. So you get to work around other interesting people or?
                  Yes deathblade bai is indeed very passionate about stories. He also has a youtube channel.
                  I totally get having a messy reading list. My bookmarks are enormous, with so many sub-folders. My tabs without groups and without the inactive tab feature would crash my computer lol. In fact it still crashes sometimes...
                  Right poetry is very cool. At least I find it cool anyways.

                  Yes yes, you too.
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                  It depends on my luck. Sometimes I get really nice clients who are fun to talk to and work with, and we can have great conversations about their cultures and even become friends. Other times, I get assholes who see me as just someone who "works for them." These arrogant bastards are about 5% of my clients, but they really make me hate my job. Tho If they go overboard, I can complain to their superiors, which is bad for them.
                  Yeah, it is too messy, that's a place I wouldn't want to go in real life, lol.
                  And will check him out, I found only a few books he translated on this site, but I think there are more to find out there. I was also planning on reading the ones he translated for my next bookmark mess, lol.
                  And of course, poetry is cool. I come from a culture where poetry is a big part of it, and I even have some poets in my family.
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                  mmm. Rightt, it is always a joy to converse with down to Earth people that are genuine. You can connect and understand such people. But the ones with facades or as you said arrogant and sees people as below themselves definitely isn't a pleasant experience. But then again it is experience. And experience builds a person. In fact even in my own life, and people around me, we all just use negative experience as a method of growth lol. Seems a bit strange but that's the going mindset over here. In fact 5% is still pretty good. In some places it pools with negativity.

                  It goes back to that study of stress. Where they had two groups. One was told that stress was harmful and shortened their life. And one was told that stress was good, healthy, and helped be more productive and so on, that was the gist.
                  And well, the former had worse metrics across the board, whereas the latter performed better across the board. And were way more happy and not depressed or miserable.

                  So there's always going to be shitty people, but each one you meet, is just a stepping stone which will help you for the next shitty person you meet.

                  Nice nice.

                  Hahaha, I just felt my heart well with joy and under my eyes and upper cheeks flush. That's so awesome! I love having that culture in your family. Having that history. So coool. Oh yeah, which culture/country are you from if you don't mind me asking.
                  I wonder if you have any resources or favorite poets/poems?
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                  Indeed, I mean I get it they are some big shots, and since they work with oil, they are rich asf, lol. However, that does not justify mistreating others. I do not tolerate such behavior, which made my job somewhat challenging, but I am okay with it, I like to slap these "young masters" xD.

                  And that's an intriguing study. The brain is a fascinating organ. I recall my mother contracting Covid in 2020, and my attempts to positively influence her mindset by reassuring her that she was well and didn't have it. I even stayed close to her, shared meals, and behaved normally to demonstrate that if it were Covid, I would also be sick. Ironically, I was actually sick at that time, lol... Nonetheless, the crucial aspect is that she remained unaware, prompting her brain to believe she was healthy, ultimately aiding her in safely overcoming the illness. (Of course, I was giving her meds and such, but pretended it was for flu.)

                  Lol, that is sweet, I am an Arab, Iraqi to be more specific, and Arabic is built on poetry. And where are you from? I don't know if you would appreciate it since it is way different in other languages and could be hard to understand.
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                  Can always respect a person who has a stays true to their values. What's the worst that's going to happen anyways.
                  The mind is indeed fascinating. Well tbh the whole covid situation was a mess. On big corporate media, any doctors that were bringing up legitimate concerns were removed and threatened to have their licence removed for being good doctors. For example, covid deaths. If someone was dying from terminal cancer, they have 2 weeks to live, but 1 day before they die, they get covid. Well guess what, if they didn't say cause of death was covid, they would lose their licence. So it's a good idea not to derive any negative emotions from the news. But your care for her, would definitely have helped. You can reference the placebo effect as well. Vitamin C D and zinc is a good base for just defending against viral infections. That was from jamie, in joe rogan's podcast, where he recovered in a day from covid had plenty of essentials, tested for 3 days after, all negative. Makes you recover faster etc. Just what your body needs. I mean it's just like if you don't have any form of protein in your diet, and suddenly a storm comes, and you have to clean up the mess afterwards, after picking everything up, heavy and light, your muscles would have naturally broken down, but since you're deficient, you're in a weakened state. Meaning things could get very bad. well the media did a good job, because even just mentioning things that are even slightly different will cause you to be shut down as a conspiracy theorist lol. Like we only need to know about jeffery epstein's island and plane called 'lolita express' to know that what happens up top isn't exactly trustworthy. Or operation northwoods. So yeah, unless you're looking at wildly different news sources, there's not much use in looking at it. So if your mother is a bit of a worrier, you can just tell her the important stuff.


                  Ahhh is that the middle east? I'll tell you what my geography skills are sorely lacking. So I've been doing simple map quizzes a few times a week. I'm focused on europe and asia atm. Also I'm from a place that is essentially cultureless????? I bounce around australia and new zealand. And they're not religious countries either so there is no real foundation of culture either. which is not good. I feel like culture is such a beautiful thing. Especially the wisdom that gets passed down. And an identity that is clear. Bc atm in america you have people going crazy. They've also this crazy ideology to put smutt or sex books of children into primary or kid schools libraries. All over the nation. They've been trying to get it into new zealand too. And in australia, they've allowed a child raplst to be free, bc he changed his gender to a women, and women can't be charged with child rap3 apparently or something. Well even if jeffery epstein's clique gets caught, they can just change their gender I suppose. That's what happens when you stray from culture, or religious beliefs. Actually the issue is, there is no alternative moral code. It's either you're religious or you're not. And you're not is sadly just being lost. It's like growing up without any parents.

                  But yeah, I've never even imagined that your homeland has such a strong history of poetry. The way your country? is depicted over here is just desert, mud houses and wars. But never anything humanizing like what your culture is like or how poetry is a big thing. Well I have a new direction to explore now satisfied I need to first find a map quiz so I can understand the geography around your side of the globe in my head. Are you still living in ? Sorry I have no idea.
                  Oh no, it's not about not being able to appreciate or not, but rather, to be able to appreciate, you have to understand it first. I'm not interested in just reading like a translated poem and thinking that was cool. But more to do with the history and 'color' of the poem. So it'll take some time before true appreciation can sprout. Just like how people can go to an art museum, some people 'appreciate' the art. And some people take the time to truely appreciate it. And I think both is fine. But one is more superficial than the other. Just like how people can easily say. "I forgive you". But in my eyes, if they haven't actually done anything to genuinely and sincerely remorse, and try to become better people. Then that forgiveness is simple superficial and self-deceit. It's just a coping mechanism to make themselves feel better, rather than true forgiveness. It's one of those things that are easy to say, but difficult to achieve. Just like when someone says they're this religion. But are they actually? Being truely religious is a life time commitment. And it isn't easy. You can definitely appreciate the principles and values tho. And learn from its teachings. After all wisdom is eternal unchanging truth. That stays the same in any time. What a mess that was, I'm kind of day dreaming rn. Anyways my core values boil down to, the young are sacred. Protect, nurture allow them to grow along through the teachings of age old wisdom. And every family should be a multi-generational family. Competition is healthy. Now I feel embarrassed. Whatever you can agree or disagree. idk.
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                  Indeed, it is a messy situation nowadays, things happening all around that are in no way done by sane people, and the way it is supported makes you wonder; "Is this really accidental and just happened? or is there someone or some group behind this mess playing around for a purpose"
                  It is scary to think about, but I am not sure we can talk about it here, you can message me if you want, and delete your comment in case you get a ban or something.

                  And yes, it is in the Middle East. And welcome my Australian friend, I could say it is a collection of different cultures, that came together, not sure if it made it multicultural or cultureless in the process...
                  Also yeah, culture is what shapes societies after all, every culture came from years and years of wars and peace that shaped the people living and inheriting that culture, maybe that is why some multicultural countries are failing, not sure.
                  Poetry is a big part of the Middle East, when the religion of Islam started there were tons of poets at the time, and the Quran came in the form of poetry, and that was the test of it, because all of these poets couldn't even come close to make anything close to it, which convinced them it was true. Anyway, just saying that to tell you how big it is in here.

                  Yeah, that is what I meant when I said "appreciate it", as it needs understanding the thoughts behind it, and sadly even if you do you won't get the same emotion as Arabs do hearing/reading it.
                  And I appreciate your thoughts mate and agree with it, since Islam and all, family is the most important thing for Arabs, even our most insulting insult is something not something directed at an individual, but their family. Sadly tho I wasn't so lucky in that regard, and don't have good relationships with most of my family, just some of my direct family.
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      They will only explain it once, next time directly use the Chinese word without explanation
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        Not sure if only once but if I remember correctly it went on for a while.
        anyways...
        Yeah, it was a d*ck move lol
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    tl using these weird chinese titles is f#ckin annoying.... I'm fine with xiao or er but isn't just daying prince whoever better than this wangye and the other bs titles most people will forget after 1 chapter?
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      well you forget it, because the character hasn't been introduced yet. Or mentioned enough. I'm fine with it. I'm not here to just mindlessly read anyways. If I can learn little things I'm cool with it.
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    I am a beautiful lady, alright? Beautiful ladies have special privileges!
    This is what you call gender equality cheerful
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      Sad place our world is.
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      Gender equality doesn't exist and it never will... and that's a good thing
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        who cares about gender equality anyways. I only care about human rights.
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          You're so self-righteous
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            em, I'm sorry if I don't really get your pun lol. Maybe you forced it in? Or was that a serious comment. But if you say it's serious, that might just be you carrying on the just, assuming you were originally joking. idk.
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              No. I just meant in general, as I've been reading your comments, that's the vibe I'm getting.
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                Ok thank you for the feedback. I'd appreciate it if you could give me some points on where I'm being self-righteous. You mean like me thinking I'm superior to others, condescending, know it all, other people are apes. Idk. I'm not sure what your definition of self-righteous is, but in any case it shouldn't be a good thing.
                ps: don't be mislead by my wild guesses in your analysis. As it's easy to be influenced and you may end up going wild yourself. Which isn't exactly a bad thing.
                Thanks
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                  No yeah, basically all that stuff you said.
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                  Well, thanks for the feedback. Since in this case, it isn't an explosively emotional event, real change, transformation and maturation can't happen instantly. But I'll have it in the back of my mind. So when I'm interacting with people, if you feeling was accurate, and there is an event, it should eventually click. And I can properly change. After all, it's easy to say I know. But have you really changed on the subconscious level? Probably not. Needs time.
                  Of course, you could be entirely incorrect, I'm not going to just bend over and accept every single persons opinion or feeling about me. But I'm open to the fact that you could be absolutely correct and that my self perceived identity and personality is not exactly how it is in reality. Or there is a misalignment with my subconscious personality with my cognisant personality. In fact there is one example where I know I'm not doing good in. So you reminded me of that, which I'll thank you for. mmm. In any case, time will tell, and I most definitely am not going to be as mature as I would be towards the end of my stay on Earth. After all, only physically experiencing the vicissitudes of life personally, in your flesh can you truely mature. No matter how much you think in your own head, or read and so on can never be as complete as the real thing. As they all say, you talk the talk, but do you walk your talk. In fact, you can know exactly who you are, by observing how you physically and emotionally react to environmental pressures. Do you think you are a disciplined person? Well how clean do you eat? Do you exercise everyday despite how crap you feel? If you do, you know you are. If you don't, then you know you aren't, at least not yet. Are you a kind and good person? Well can you risk the fact of them hating you for pointing out the hard truths that they need to hear? What are you afraid of? If the fear of losing a good relationship with someone trumps you 'kind-heartedness'. Then actually, you don't care about them. And if you do. Well prove it to yourself by physically taking that action.
                  One of my most favorite voices of wisdom is the quote: "In each genuine argument. You have to be willing to kill a part of yourself. You have to be willing for part of yourself to die off, so that the rest of you can keep growing"
                  And the real essence of maturity is the ability to make sacrifices.
                  If you can't sacrifice your comfort in exchange for what you yourself knows you need to do. Then you know that you still have ways to go. More life to experience.
                  Okay, peace
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                  I didn't read that. Tbh, I'm not trying to be mean and it might just be the way you write comments. Sorry. You don't have to do anything because of what I say, it's just my opinion at the end of the day.
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                  nah it's cool. Sometimes you have to be willing to offend if you are a seeker of truth. And I am willing to feel offended, rightfully or not, to seek the truth as well.
                  It's online, so it's the perfect place to practice being direct, especially if you're quite amicable offline. So I believe you should freely state your opinions unfettered unrestrained.
                  Ofc, you just have to not fall into the trap of gradually thinking you're always right simply bc you've been stating your opinions strongly. Which I've done.

                  Anyways, I always prep myself with, "in each argument, you have to be willing to let a part of yourself die"
                  Peace
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