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Chapter 85

“…Let go of me.”

“My lady.”

“I said let go.”

Meredia, who had been glaring at Whitney for quite some time for grabbing her arm, finally began to warn him in a cold tone.

“I’m not exactly holding you tightly though.”

“……”

“Still, shall I let go if you command it?”

But then Whitney’s voice, full of laughter yet somehow serious, reached her ears.

“Ugh.”

In fact, even if Whitney wasn’t gripping her arm tightly, if Meredia had truly wanted to, it would’ve been impossible for him to restrain her physically.

Beyond her gem-like eyes or the difference in their power, Meredia’s physical capabilities far exceeded Whitney’s from the beginning.

If Meredia had simply made a gesture to shake off his hand, the standoff would’ve ended immediately.

“…Do as you please.”

However, Meredia, who had been silently biting her lower lip, eventually let her arm hang limply instead of pushing him away, showing signs of resignation.

“Thank you for cooperating. But I won’t let go.”

“……”

“If you run away after all this, I’ll be completely drained. Haha.”

At Whitney’s gentle voice as he took a step toward Meredia, her gaze shifted slightly downward.

“I’m not going anywhere, so let go.”

“Really? I truly hate chasing after people who run.”

“Ha.”

“So please stay somewhere I can see you.”

Judging by the conversation alone, it might have seemed like quite a romantic scene.

But to the maids carrying garlands freshly plucked from the Lumen Ordo courtyard, the scene looked a bit different.

‘Scary…’

‘…Is he one of those obsessive guys?’

‘I think I read this in a dark romance novel…’

Because they lived in such an isolated environment and didn’t know much about Meredia’s infamy, Whitney’s expression as he held onto her appeared truly frightening to the maids.

Additionally, the fact that Meredia looked especially weak and frail—so unlike her usual self—only added to the impression.

“Whenever I chase someone, strange rumors always start circulating.”

“…..,”

“When I was little, I even got arrested by the city guards while playing hide-and-seek with my younger sibling.”

“…Yeah, I can see that happening.”

Of course, if they had heard the full context of the conversation, the genre would have changed instantly.

Whitney’s good intentions couldn’t be properly conveyed because the world still wasn’t ready to accept him.

“Well, since you’ve already entered the inner sanctuary of Lumen Ordo, it doesn’t seem like you have anywhere to run anyway.”

“…Ha.”

“Technically, if you were planning to leave by carriage, you should’ve gone the other way—ow!”

Anyway, while unnecessarily running his mouth in such a situation, Whitney ended up getting stepped on by Meredia as punishment.

“Haha. So you still have the energy to get angry, I see.”

“If you understand, then let go of my arm.”

“That’s a bit difficult…”

“There are a lot of eyes watching… Haa, never mind.”

Still, when Whitney wouldn’t let go of her arm, Meredia furrowed her brow at the increasingly pitying looks from onlookers—as if she were the heroine of a tragic romance novel—then finally lowered her head in resignation.

“Oh no, what a shame…”

“Such a bad man…”

“She went to all that trouble preparing garlands to welcome him, and now look what he’s doing…”

Thanks to this, the misunderstanding among Lumen Ordo’s maids only deepened.

Regardless, Whitney once again met eyes with Meredia.

*****

“So, what is it you want to say?”

“…Hmm.”

Stopping Lady Meredia was one thing, but honestly, even I wasn’t sure what to do next.

“To be honest, I don’t really know.”

“What?”

“I just rushed out following you, so I haven’t organized my thoughts yet.”

Since I had just encountered such a shocking truth, even though I knew there was a solution, my thoughts were still a mess and hard to sort through.

“Then let me organize them for you.”

As I stood there with a blank expression, Lady Meredia sighed and began to speak.

“As you heard, the time left in my life is only about a year.”

“……”

“Once the curse activates, my life will come to a complete end. And then, everything will be over.”

That concise summary quickly cleared up my cluttered thoughts.

‘No matter what happens, as long as I stay by your side, it won’t be the end.’

However, Meredia’s current state of mind was too broken for me to speak those words immediately.

“Whether it’s our contract or your foolish plans, it’s all over.”

“But the Lady Meredia I know isn’t the type to sit quietly and wait for the end.”

So, I slowly began to talk with her, but with someone as particular as Princess Meredia, even that wasn’t easy.

“What do you know about me?”

“At the very least, I can say I know more than your damn family.”

Thankfully, I had grown somewhat used to dealing with our dear Princess Meredia.

“Whether you’re being honest or not, I do like that statement.”

As expected, she slightly lifted the corners of her mouth at my response, took a deep breath, and lightly waved her hand.

—Ziiing…

Then, the soundproofing magic that had been lingering over the carriage quickly enveloped us.

“I’ve known about my curse for a very long time.”

“……”

“And I’ve been planning for just as long how to break this damned curse.”

As she slowly began to tell her story, I quietly listened.

Even I, not the most perceptive, knew that in a situation like this, the best thing to do was to listen quietly.

“As you’ve probably guessed, the power within my gem-like eyes is actually the power of the Demon King.”

“Our esteemed Duke of Embergreen figured this out early on and, ever since I was a child, tried all sorts of means to exploit me.”

Still, when she mentioned the Duke of Embergreen, I couldn’t help but struggle to maintain a calm expression.

Whether in the past or now, hearing about her garbage family was always hard to bear.

“But I endured until the end. Thanks to that, I’ve got quite a few scars on my body, but I still managed to suppress the Demon King’s power.”

“…I see.”

“Eventually, enraged, the Duke of Embergreen allied with the Shadow Union and placed a time-limited curse on me.”

But as I clenched my teeth and listened to her story, I couldn’t help but scowl upon hearing those words.

“To suppress the terminal curse, I can’t just use the Demon King’s power sparingly like now—I have to fully release it.”

“……”

“If I wanted to live, I had to awaken the Demon King’s power. That must have been their intention.”

“……”

“If not, maybe they just wanted to slowly kill me.”

Though she spoke calmly, Princess Meredia’s complexion had grown considerably pale.

“Of course, I absolutely despised that. That’s why I’ve been suppressing the power and searching for other solutions.”

“……”

“But no matter how much I searched, I couldn’t find an answer.”

Anger and hatred.

And behind them, a faint but unmistakable fear.

Perhaps Princess Meredia had been hiding such fear behind her cold demeanor all this time.

“In the end, after struggling so pathetically, I’ve turned into a monster no different from them.”

Hearing that, I resisted the urge to speak by pinching my thigh.

I wanted to say she was far too different from those scum to be compared to them, but this wasn’t the time.

Now was the moment to just listen quietly as she finally began opening up about her past.

“Still, I had no hope. Honestly, I’d already half given up a few months ago.”

“……”

“I was thinking of burning down the emperor who played with black mages, the duke, all of them… and drinking poison too.”

Those ominous words that could’ve flipped the empire if they ever got out seemed to pass through my ears—maybe it was just my imagination.

“Yeah, that is… until the day I met you.”

The moment I heard her voice soften for the first time as she looked straight at me, I had already forgotten most of the dreadful things she’d just said.

“But…”

However, as she continued, her words started to trail off.

“…So, what’s the problem?”

As I patiently waited, I finally spoke up again when it seemed like she was about to shut her mouth for good.

“You saw it for yourself that day. I can weaken your curse.”

Even so, her lips, which had clamped shut again, showed no sign of reopening.

“Maybe it’s not impossible to completely break that curse…”

“That’s exactly the problem.”

Her mouth opened faster than I expected, uttering a cryptic response.

“The problem is that you’re the only solution.”

As I blinked, confused, Lady Meredia let out a sigh and began to speak coldly.

“To be honest, I still can’t believe it, but at least I’ll admit this much—you like me.”

“Well, of course I do.”

“And that you’d do anything for me without hesitation—I’ll acknowledge that too.”

Nodding to her words, I took the chance to speak honestly from my heart.

“If necessary, I’d even give up my life for you.”

“That’s the problem.”

Her frosty reply came again.

“I remember clearly what they said—that you carry the power of domination.”

“……”

“If that power is the key to breaking my curse… then I don’t think I can accept your help.”

As I silently mulled over her words, I tilted my head slightly, watching her clutch her right hand tightly and look down.

“Is it because I might be consumed by that power?”

“…Yes.”

“Still, even with that answer, I can’t understand.”

It felt like I was missing some critical point, but I couldn’t figure out what it was.

“Our contract wasn’t made to use each other?”

So I brought up the most important link between us—our contract—and her expression grew even darker.

“I wanted to be by your side because I like you.”

“……”

“And you made the contract to use someone like me in various ways, right?”

“……”

“Then shouldn’t you just use me as agreed?”

Even now, I still couldn’t understand her reaction.

“I don’t know why the Demon King’s power chose me, but if it can help you, I’m ready to use it without hesitation.”

“Stop…”

“If that could extend your life and even free you from the Demon King’s fate, then I couldn’t ask for more…”

But I wanted to convey my sincerity no matter what, so I continued speaking with as serious an expression as I could.

“Stop!!!”

Then, Princess Meredia raised her voice so loud it felt like my eardrums were shaking.

“That—right there—is exactly why I’m rejecting your help!”

“…Can you tell me the reason?”

Startled, but also increasingly curious, I timidly asked Lady Meredia who was taking deep breaths.

“A reason… Fine. I’ll say it clearly, so listen well.”

“……”

“The reason I’m rejecting your help is only one.”

Then, she grabbed my collar and pulled me toward her.

And what she said next honestly left me more dumbfounded than I’d ever been.

“I…. love you… I don’t want to see you become the Demon King.”

“What?”

“Just imagining you being tainted by that cursed power because of me—it’s horrifying. Got it?”

The final boss in most routes, the worst villainess in the game.

Even putting that aside, Meredia had lived her entire life as an arrogant, prideful duke’s daughter.

And yet from her mouth came something I never thought I’d hear.

“Ah, um… I don’t really understand…”

“…Idiot.”

Seeing me suddenly turn blank-faced, she glared at me with icy eyes.

“Not being able to understand something like this—you’re the worst as a man.”

“…I’m sorry?”

“Haa.”

Then she sighed, closed her eyes for a moment, and opened them again with a determined expression.

“I never thought I’d say something like this in my life.”

And the words that followed…

I’m sure I’ll never forget them for as long as I live.

“…I love you, Whitney.”

The moment I heard those unreal words, it felt like time had stopped.

“I said I love you, you idiot.”

(To be Continued)

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    Chapter 84

    “Terminal… curse, you say.”
    In the heavy silence that settled over the conference room, I sat frozen in my seat for a long time before finally speaking in a low voice.
    “Who?”
    “Ah, well, that is…”
    At my question, Tiffany Astellade snapped out of her daze, completely forgetting her usual persona as she stammered out a response.
    “D-Did I… see it wrong?”
    “……”
    “Hmm. I guess I must’ve seen it wrong. Haha.”
    For someone usually so lacking in awareness, she was now exhibiting a level of perceptiveness that bordered on supernatural.
    But her efforts were all in vain—because it was already too late.
    “……”
    Meredia quietly covered the brand that had appeared on her right hand with her other, and her complexion was paler than ever.
    Seeing her lower lip trembling ever so slightly, it was obvious that Meredia was fully aware of the curse afflicting her.
    “No matter what else, there's no way you of all people could’ve made a mistake, Tiffany.”
    “Huh?”
    “You can distinguish most curses just from a glance, can’t you?”
    And more than anything, the idea of Tiffany misidentifying a curse was nearly impossible.
    In-game, her curse detection ability had a 100% accuracy rate. Unless there was a bug, her assessments were never wrong.
    “Maybe to the Guardian of Radiance it’s unclear, but from what I see, it’s still uncertain. There are quite a few curses with that kind of sigil…”
    “Y-Yes, indeed. There’s a saying on the Eastern Continent—‘Even a monkey falls from a tree.’ So let’s not jump to conclusions…”
    Salem and Baek Yeon-hwa, who had been sitting quietly until now, joined the conversation with calm voices, but even they couldn't fully conceal their expressions.

    “This is… tragic.”
    “S-Sis, that mark is…”
    “…Shh.”
    Astrea, the South Continent branch head, now looked at Meredia with a gaze full of pity, while the siblings Aurora and Celeste couldn’t even meet her eyes.
    “…Yeah, that’s right.”
    In the increasingly grim atmosphere, Meredia’s unusually calm voice rang out.
    “I always knew it would come to light eventually. I just didn’t expect it like this.”
    “……”
    “The curse afflicting me is a terminal curse. Among all existing curses, it’s on par with the Curse of Midnight and the Demonification Curse—one of the absolute worst.”
    I had already vaguely suspected it, but hearing it confirmed from Meredia herself was like having needles driven into my chest.
    “The Curse of Midnight… was developed by the Dragon Lord of the Second Hero Party. The Demonification Curse is a relic of the ancient evil god, the Demon King.”
    “……”
    “And the terminal curse… was developed only recently.”
    Seeing the look on my face, Tiffany hesitated for a moment beside me, then launched into an explanation I hadn’t asked for.
    “Who developed it?”
    “…T-The head of the black mages. A curse that seems to be the exclusive work of the one they call the Great Shadow.”
    Though she kept glancing nervously between me and Meredia as she spoke, I had no mental bandwidth to spare for sympathy.
    “Haa…”
    Thanks to the original game, I’d long known that Princess Meredia was afflicted with a fatal curse.
    But I’d assumed it was some sort of control curse, one that forced behavior or loyalty through pain.
    Was this the real reason she moved so desperately in the original storyline?
    Whatever the case, for someone like me—who had once been waiting to die from an incurable illness—this situation felt utterly horrifying.
    “Then…”
    “You want to know how long I have left?”
    Because I couldn’t bring myself to say it aloud, Meredia picked up where I left off, gazing at me steadily.
    “Probably about a year now.”
    “……”
    “Still… Ha. Never mind.”
    She started to add something more, then pressed her hand to her forehead and turned her pale face away, trying to mask her expression.
    “I need to get some air.”
    A moment later, the princess quietly turned and began walking out of the conference room.
    “Wait…”
    “Don’t follow me.”
    I instinctively tried to go after her, but her weary voice—spoken without looking back—froze me in place.
    “I want to be alone right now.”
    And with those parting words, Princess Meredia disappeared beyond the doors of the conference room.
    “Tiffany. About this terminal curse…”
    “……”
    “…Is there no way to break it?”
    I stood there like a statue for quite a while before finally pulling myself together and asking Tiffany, who had been nervously lingering nearby.
    “For things like the Curse of Midnight or the Demonification Curse… they've been around so long that we’ve come up with a few methods to resolve them.”
    “……”
    “Even the curses regarded as incurable, like the Curse of Misfortune or the Curse of Subjugation, were eventually broken thanks to the efforts of the Second Hero Party.”
    As expected of the head of Lumen Ordo, she rattled off information about curses ⊛ Nоvеlιght ⊛ (Read the full story) I had long believed to be incurable with practiced ease.
    “I’m asking about the terminal curse.”
    “Ah, right.”
    But the information I actually needed had been conspicuously absent, so I reminded her. Her expression darkened further.
    “The terminal curse…”
    “It’s okay. Just say it.”
    “…There is no known method to break it. No mitigation methods either.”
    And with that final answer, my own face inevitably darkened as well.
    “If we research it… we could develop a cure, right?”
    This was Lumen Ordo, after all—the holy land of white magic.
    Even if they weren’t true white mages, these people were still the foremost experts in nullifying and defending against black magic.
    Just like with other curses I’d thought incurable, perhaps the terminal curse could be overcome through research.
    “…We’re already researching it.”
    “But one year won’t be enough…”
    So I thought—but the hesitant response from Aurora and Celeste behind me shattered that hope into pieces once again.
    “The curses used by the leader of the black mages are fundamentally different in structure from those traditionally used by black mages…”
    “It’ll take at least three more years at minimum…”
    “Then there’s no way?”
    “……”
    “Seriously?”
    This translation is the intellectual property of Novelight.
    But rather than blaming them, what surfaced most in my mind was a question I couldn’t understand.
    “Then… how was I able to weaken Her Grace’s curse?”
    “What?”
    The moment I brought up that doubt, Tiffany’s uncovered eye widened in shock.
    “I’ve weakened the curse that appeared on the back of Her Grace’s hand. I’m certain of it.”
    “……!”
    “Maybe I’m the key to breaking her curse. If we research that possibility…”
    Regaining some strength from her reaction, I spoke again, suppressing any hint of a smile as I voiced my theory.
    “There’s one thing that must be clarified.”
    That’s when the Elder Council Chair, Salem—who had been quietly listening—suddenly cut in.
    “Your current power is a mix of white magic and the power of dominion.”
    “Yes, I’m aware. You’ve mentioned it before.”
    “The problem is that we don’t yet know which of those powers weakened the princess’s curse.”
    “And why does that matter?”
    Tilting my head as I quietly listened, I asked in confusion. Salem’s expression grew more conflicted.
    “If it was your pure white magic that weakened her curse, we’ll do everything we can to help you.”
    “Thank you—”
    “But if it was the power of dominion… then we cannot help.”
    His words made me stop mid-sentence, my lips pressed firmly shut.
    “In fact, we would have to stop you with everything we have.”
    Though Salem’s expression was heavy as he finished, the will in his eyes was firm and unshaking.
    “Tiffany.”
    “…Yes.”
    “Should I take this as the official stance of Lumen Ordo?”
    Barely holding my composure as I bit my lip, I asked the question to Tiffany beside me—but even she didn’t give a different answer.
    “You know what it means to wield the power of dominion, right?”
    “……”
    “If you’re not careful… you could become the Demon King.”
    I’ve always been a passive person, overly conscious of others’ feelings.
    “So what? What’s the problem with that?”
    So when I lashed out and raised my voice like that, even I could barely believe it had come from me.
    – Gooooo…
    But the moment I did, a chilling aura spread through the conference room—even I could feel it. I could no longer deny the truth.
    “…Are you saying you’ll turn against us?”
    “If you don’t stand in the way of me healing Meredia, that won’t happen.”
    Predictably, the moment I flared up, the Elder Council members raised their guard. Salem was the first to speak, his gaze sharp as he questioned me, and I answered while forcibly calming myself.
    “W-Whitney. Please, think it over—”
    “That’s enough for today.”
    Tiffany, flustered and near tears, tried to reach for my hand, but I couldn’t take it.
    “I’ll see you all again soon.”
    Because right now, I had to find Princess Meredia—who was surely outside, alone—and let her know I’d stay by her side.
    “Sir Whitney. You do realize we’ve been very lenient with you, don’t you?”
    As I turned toward the door Princess Meredia had exited moments ago, a cold voice reached me from behind. It was Astrea, the South Continent branch head.
    “…Under normal circumstances, Princess Meredia would’ve already been marked for elimination. She was—until you became a Hero.”
    I knew full well these people were not cruel. That’s exactly why I understood she meant every word.
    “And what happened just now… You understand we can’t ignore your responsibility in all this, don’t you?”
    Even if it meant turning Lumen Ordo into an enemy—there was something I could not give up.
    “I’ll take responsibility for what I must.”
    “Whitney…”
    “But not Her Grace. Not Princess Meredia.”
    With that firmly declared, I turned the doorknob and left the conference room behind.
    “Could it be…?”
    “……”
    “You like Princess Meredia more than me?”
    Tiffany’s tearful voice echoed faintly behind me, but I couldn’t bring myself to answer.
    The door shut tightly.
    ***
    Meanwhile, at that moment—out in the courtyard of Lumen Ordo’s stronghold.
    “……”
    Princess Meredia, having quietly climbed the stairs and exited the basement, narrowed her eyes against the sudden sunlight, her brow furrowing.
    “Hey, I told you to get those out of here faster!”
    “Aigoo, what a mess…”
    “If I’d known this was going to happen, I wouldn’t have stayed up all night decorating…”
    The handmaids of Lumen Ordo were busy dismantling the wreaths and floral arrangements Tiffany Astellade had ordered for the event.
    “I didn’t expect someone with such an unlikable face to already have left a strong impression.”
    Watching the scene in silence, Meredia began walking again with a cold smile.
    “…Sorry for causing trouble. I didn’t mean to be such a nuisance, being someone who’s about to die.”
    Her voice, filled with self-mockery, was trembling in a way that felt unfamiliar coming from her.
    “Up until now, all I ever thought about was giving things up.”
    “……?”
    The maids, who had been absorbed in their work, looked at her with confusion as she walked alone through the garden—but she didn’t stop.
    “…But I forgot that I, too, could be abandoned at any time.”
    Not even knowing where her feet were carrying her, she simply walked forward—anywhere they would take her. She looked unusually small.
    “Who said you were abandoned?”
    “……!”
    “That’s dangerous talk.”
    Until a familiar voice—laced with a hint of laughter—rang out behind her.
    “No one would ever throw away someone as precious as you.”
    “……”
    Though she had more than enough strength to shake off the hand that gently caught her arm, Meredia simply stood there, motionless—as Whitney whispered softly behind her.
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