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Chapter 85: Not So Indifferent After All

Atticus approached Aurora, who was wailing on the floor. He bent down to her level and gently raised her chin, gazing directly into her red, puffy eyes.

Her face was soaked with tears, mucus coming out of her nose, and her eyes were swollen. Atticus gave her his warmest smile, a smile filled with reassurance, but it only seemed to make Aurora cry even harder.

Her sobs racked her fragile frame as she clung to him, her tiny hands gripping his clothes, soaking them with her tears.

Atticus didn't utter a word; instead, he offered silent solace through his embrace. He held her close, patting her head in a tender and reassuring manner.

In that secluded alleyway, the only sounds that resonated were the heart-wrenching sobs of a young girl, a testament to the hell Aurora had endured for far too long.

After a few minutes of unrestrained tears, exhaustion overcame her. Aurora's cries slowly subsided, replaced by soft, quivering breaths as she drifted into a restless slumber within Atticus's hand.

Atticus sighed, 'What am i doing?'? he wondered. His decision to intervene in Aurora's matter had taken him by surprise, challenging his self-image of indifference.

Carefully, he lifted her fragile form in a gentle princess carry, cradling her against his chest. He carried her to his room and gently placed her on his bed and covered her with a blanket.

Aurora stirred slightly, her body instinctively seeking warmth and comfort. Atticus watched her for a moment and with a conflicted heart, he shook his head and quietly left the room, closing the door behind him.

He went to sit down on the couch in the parlor, his eyes cold and distant.

Why had Atticus done it?

Even he didn't have a clear answer.

For as long as he could remember, Atticus had always considered himself indifferent towards others, or so he had believed. He had always held his family in high regard, cherishing those close to him above all else.

He didn't view himself as a villain or an anti-social loner; rather, he saw himself as someone who wouldn't go out of his way to help those he didn't deem important.

Throughout his life on Earth, this principle had guided him—an unwavering belief in an eye for an eye. He treated people in kind, offering goodness to those who extended it and retaliating against those who inflicted harm.

Even when faced with the suffering of others, it had done little to stir his emotions. Atticus had always prided himself on his indifference towards anyone outside of his family circle.

In his past life, his mother had showered him with love and attention, and even in this life, he continued to receive affection and care from his loved ones.

However, witnessing the torment inflicted upon someone who should have been cherished by her own father ignited an unfamiliar feeling within him. It was a sensation that he couldn't quite define.

What solidified this change in him was the realization that the girl in question, Aurora, was just a child. She was 10 years old!

Atticus couldn't help but draw parallels between her circumstances and the lives of ten year olds back on Earth.

Despite the accelerated maturation of children in Eldoralth, he found it difficult to accept the harsh reality that Aurora was facing.

Witnessing a child endure such torment was deeply unsettling, something only the coldest of hearts could ignore.

And it appeared that Atticus's heart wasn't as cold as he had thought.

Initially, he had been determined to ignore the troubling situation that had unfolded before him. He had wanted to erase the haunting image of Aurora that night from his mind, hoping that by turning a blind eye, he could free himself from the nagging thoughts that plagued his consciousness.

However, no matter how hard he tried to bury the matter, it continued to gnaw at his very being, refusing to be ignored.

Eventually, he decided to take action.

Atticus knew that he wasn't close enough to Aurora to convince her to defy her father's orders.

The fear she held for Rowan ran deep within her, making her obedient despite the inner turmoil she surely felt. So, he devised a different strategy—one that required a delicate touch of manipulation.

The plan was straightforward. He had observed that Aurora lacked warmth and in her life. She had no friends at the camp, her mother was deceased, and her father treated her coldly.

Atticus realized that the key to helping her lay in making her yearn for that warmth.

During the nights he consistently showed up, Atticus noticed how Aurora slowly started to get used to his presence and even appreciate it.

He had witnessed the subtle shift in her demeanor, the way she began to anticipate their brief interactions, finding solace and a glimmer of happiness in those fleeting moments.

So, he abruptly stopped appearing for a while, observing from a distance as she searched for him at their usual meeting spot.

He had seen the sadness that clouded her eyes when he wasn't there, the reluctance with which she eventually retreated to her room when he failed to show.

Atticus watched this pattern unfold for several days, realizing that Aurora was reaching her breaking point. It was then that he decided to reappear, pushing her emotions to the breaking point.

Now, Atticus sat on the couch, his back against it, and reflected on his actions.

He muttered softly to himself, "I guess I'm not so indifferent after all, huh?" It was a reluctant admission, but he had come to terms with the fact that he did care.

He let out a deep sigh, "Now how should i handle this," he muttered, wondering about the best way to handle the situation.

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    ABADDA016
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    bro shut the f#ck up
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    Orda
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    I love edgy, emotionless mcs, they lead most my favorite novels.
    I also hate inconsistencies with how they are handled and yet I don’t really have a problem as of yet with this.
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      Daoist HeavenBreaker
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      Tell me the names of these
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        Orda
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        Genetic ascension
        Atticus’s Odyssey: Reincarnated Into A Playground
        Villain retirement
        GREED: ALL FOR WHAT?
        Vile evil hides under the veil
        Inhuman warlock
        Infinite Mana in the Apocalypse
        Grasping evil
        Otherworldy evil monarch
        Mechanical god emperor
        That should do for now, the most emotion in these is generally towards family or a love interest…that’s about it.
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    A7.Bel
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    Y'all are just weird honestly. How tf do you want him to turn a blind eye to a child whose being tortured? And you’re calling that inconsistency? He’s not a villain that doesn’t care about anyone. He just act indifferent to most people. But how does him feeling bad and wanting to help a 10 year old niece who’s getting tortured suddenly mean inconsistency in his character?
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    captainplanet
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    what a creep oru2x

    well regardless of it, still forced plot
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    Zalgo-dono
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    "" Ser testigo de cómo un niño soportaba tal tormento fue profundamente inquietante, algo que sólo los corazones más fríos podrían ignorar.

    Y parecía que el corazón de Atticus no estaba tan frío como había pensado.

    Inicialmente, había estado decidido a ignorar la preocupante situación que se había desarrollado ante él. Había querido borrar de su mente la inquietante imagen de Aurora esa noche, con la esperanza de que, al hacer la vista gorda, podría liberarse de los pensamientos persistentes que plagaban su conciencia. ""


    Básicamente le pesa la conciencia algo muy discorte con su lema de ojo por ojo
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    Nohidden
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    I honestly don't understand how people in the comments expect a 15 y/o to be even a little bit consistent. The guy is a literal kid, and kids change every single day under even the slightest bit of influence. (And don't even try to say that he's 25 mentally, no he is not. By the behavioral patterns that I see, he is barely 17)
    And here the edgy cringe lords are expecting him to be the all-mighty and all-knowing supreme being, which he isn't.
    If it's so hard to accept character growth, then go read another dogshit xianxia, they for sure won't have any.
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      Zareth
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      Some people are just heartless deep inside and are here to read novels that cater to these power play fantasies. I like this character growth though.
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        MoonshineOmega
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        I don't know where you see "character growth" here, since there is no build up or reasoning behind any of it. He would had to have actually overcome something to have had growth, this is just him changing his mind because the author needs him to for the story.

        I also don't really get why all the people who seem to be obsessed with this novel and praise it blindly are so insanely rude and confrontational to criticisms.
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          Zareth
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          Character growth in the sense that he was having his personality changing. But I kept reading and you ended up being right Moon. Author keeps retconning and changing crap. I ended up dropping this novel too now >.<
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            MoonshineOmega
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            Yea, it's always a shame when an author decides to retcon and change things around whenever they want without seemingly any reason or logic being it within the story.

            Unfortunate that it continues happening, but sadly not surprised.
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              Zareth
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              Agreed. I wanted to give the author the benefit of a doubt but he didn't really do anything impressive other than a forced plot feeling to it later. Was rather disappointed.
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      MoonshineOmega
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      Teenagers aren't completely consistent, true. But this is a guy who was already CLEARLY not a normal person before reincarnation. He literally beat the shit out of the girl who was messing with him without a care. He beats up and kills people without a care. He is NOT normal, so you can't judge him by normal standards.

      It isn't "edgy" or "cringe" to expect a character to be consistent...But this MC is, without a doubt, clearly an edgy one, so not sure why you appear to have an issue with it. Unless you think someone who beats up a girl for messing around with him, was feared by the school bullies, states that he doesn't care about strangers, is fine beating up/killing people who mess with him etc. somehow ISN'T edgy?

      As i've commented multiple times below as well. Character growth requires him overcoming something to change. Look it up if you don't believe me, and given you are fine with taking a random, small part of a comment out of context to make up your own arguments, I highly doubt you will so here, with references to the sites they are from [Literally the top results on google]:



      I'm guessing that instead of actually trying to argue there is growth and provide examples (which don't seem to exist since there is no obstacles or reasoning behind his 'changes'), you'll probably just try and be rude or neddlessly confrontational again, in which case i'm not gonna bother responding further.
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    MoonshineOmega
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    I mean he ain't wrong, but it just feels a bit weird and inconsistent still. Like if all it took to break his beliefs was seeing a suffering child, then surely he would've seen that occurring before too? Like either bullying in school or on the news etc.?

    And it mentioned before that he was feared by bullies and stuff, but then why did that girl try and mess with him by pretending to be his gf? Surely she would've heard about those rumours?
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      Nohidden
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      Like if all it took to break his beliefs was seeing a suffering child,

      Yeah, like it would take a normal poorly socialized teen, who has never seen his milk-lover father, and that's exactly who our mc actually is.
      Instead of whoever you were expecting him to be.
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        MoonshineOmega
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        Thats not at all what my comment is about at all though? Don't just read half of a sentence and make up your own random thoughts about what i was trying to say. I made it quite clear what I was talking about if you read the full sentence there.

        It's not about who the MC is or anything. It's about how inconsistent everything is. He was in a modern world with modern news. You see and hear ALL the time about people suffering, bullying, wars, deaths etc. If it just took him seeing someone suffer in front of him then CLEARLY it should have happened before in the modern world before he reincarnated. Having a parent push their child too far happens here too.

        I guess you could argue its the difference between seeing someone suffering online vs in real life that is the key here (though you chose to make up your own unrelated point instead). But even then there is no shot he, at 16 years old, didn't see someone getting bullied in school. Especially given he apparantly was feared by bullies, clearly showing that he would have seen kids being builled and suffering before.
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