Chapter 505
"How can I be a good person after doing something like that?"
Huang Mao squatted in front of the Civil Affairs Bureau with a gloomy face. His parents were going through a divorce. Even if he dyed his hair yellow, the two people who were arguing would only turn the topic of their argument into his education.
Their concern was never about him, or rather, that kind of concern was not the kind that he wanted. Every time they argued, it was about who was right and who was wrong. He did many things to attract their attention, but in the end, they did not pay much attention to him.
Instead, they became more and more annoyed with his attention-seeking behavior. Gradually, Huang Mao felt that he had become a burden. Because in their argument, the most important thing was how to deal with the child. Both sides shirked responsibility and wanted him to go with the other.
Because of the fight or the regression in his studies, the school called his parents several times. At first, the two could still come to school, but later, the number of times they came became less and less, to the point that they did not care anymore.
Whether it was to gain attention or to be rebellious, Huang Mao's behavior at school became more and more outrageous.
From fighting with other students, to beating someone to the hospital for no reason, to tearing off a female student's clothes in front of everyone, to directly beating a teacher, the matter became more and more serious. The school had already called his parents to deal with the matter of asking them to leave school.
"My life has already been ruined, ruined by those two bastard parents." At that time, Huang Mao thought so. For the future, for his own life, he felt that there was no longer any hope.
A person who did not value his own life would not value the lives of others. The reckless Huang Mao's actions became more and more outrageous, but his parents' divorce did not stop because of this. Just like that, he squatted outside the Civil Affairs Bureau, smoking a cigarette. Suddenly, he saw a girl from his class walking out of the hospital with a pale face, which was famous for painless abortions.
Noticing something interesting, Huang Mao took out his phone to take a picture. Then, he made up a rumor that he had made the girl pregnant and had an abortion, and he posted it on the school forum and the class chat group.
The truth was that the girl had only gone to the hospital to see a doctor because she was not feeling well. However, when the news spread, her family went crazy. They did not listen to the explanation and ran to the school to make a scene. The matter was getting bigger and bigger.
Looking at the lives of others being ruined by him, Blondie actually felt an inexplicable sense of joy, especially when his own parents rushed over in a flustered and exasperated manner. He grinned from ear to ear until the girl that no one had noticed climbed up to the rooftop. Blood splashed out and stained Blondie's smiling face.
What he had destroyed was not only the life of the man, but he had also ended the life of the man.
"How could I be a good person after doing such a thing?!" Huang Mao sneered and looked at the mottled wall of light he had put up. Within the pure white light, there were black patches. People like him had long since become black, so the protection he could provide was only mottled.
He extended the chain he had released earlier to the surroundings, trying to find out where the space was distorted. Cultivating Treasures in one's acupoints could allow treasures to be cultivated in one's acupoints, receiving nourishment from one's flesh and blood. However, when taking them out and taking them back, there would be a lot of pain.
If not for the sword sheath in one's heart acupoint providing recovery ability, cultivating so many treasures in one's body would be suicidal.
"I'll go investigate the surroundings. If you recover your strength, take care of those people and think about how to contact the others." Controlling the chain, Huang Mao left without looking back.
Huang Mao, who had walked a distance away, slowly squatted down. He curled up and covered his face, crying softly. Seeing that girl again almost caused his spirit to collapse. Or rather, his spirit had been on the verge of collapse for a long time.
As ugly as he was, the only reason he was still alive was because he could not die yet.
In his heart, there was a voice telling him to save one more person. As long as he was still alive, he could save one more person. However, he also knew that these things happened every day. His so-called rescue would not be of any use, and he could not hold on for much longer.
"At least get rid of those people, or else …" Huang Mao thought of Bai Zixi. If you brought storyline characters back to God's Space, those people would be stored in your personal space. After you died, the authority of your personal space would be taken back, and the things inside would be stored in the Space Inventory and auctioned off.
Therefore, after the owner of the personal space died, the people in the personal space would either become someone else's slave or choose to commit suicide after being auctioned off.
"This world is still too dangerous. I need to continue observing how I deal with the people." After venting his emotions, Huang Mao forced himself to be spirited. In his heart, he was thinking about the Flame World. He had always been very proactive in participating in those worlds that were extremely difficult to conquer.
The Main God's World did not always succeed in conquering other worlds. There would always be some worlds that would escape the Main God's World's devouring. Huang Mao was looking for such worlds to help him deal with the people.
As long as he found a world that was about to escape the Main God's World's devouring, he could bring a few people with him at one time. After that, he would 'accidentally' lose the contract with these people. However, this kind of thing could only be done slowly.
Standing up once again, Huang Mao swayed his body and slowly explored his surroundings. A butterfly slowly flew up from the ruins in the distance and landed in Sakura's hand. She was slightly silent and had some inexplicable annoyance.
"It shouldn't be like this. He shouldn't be like this. How can he be a good person!" Sakura, who saw this scene through the butterfly, confirmed her guess. However, she denied her own thoughts. "He's just confusing me. His strength is equal to mine. It's impossible that he didn't notice my butterfly. He's just acting so that he can achieve his despicable goals!"
"Yes, that's right. There's never been a good person. Never." Sakura completely denied her own guess. She held the umbrella and quickly went to take care of the others.
"A person who yearns for redemption, but denies his own right to be redeemed." Negri stood in the fog and said with a smile as he watched the two leave.
Huang Mao yearned for salvation, but denied his own right to be redeemed. He believed that people like him did not deserve to be redeemed. Every time he sneered, it was a mockery of himself who yearned for redemption. Every time he used a treasure, it was a punishment for himself. However, his desire for redemption did not weaken. Therefore, he brought redemption to others.
Sakura had already given up hope that she could be redeemed. She believed that redemption did not exist in this world. Therefore, for her own sense of security, she tried her best to strengthen herself. However, when redemption appeared in front of her, she became timid and denied her own right to be redeemed.
From the looks of it, there were many people like them in the Main God's Space. However, those people no longer yearned for redemption. They were immersed in false joy and unscrupulously released their desires in other worlds.
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