#554: Do not want to change me
This is an ancient memory.
„" All ends belong to the sea, all beginnings only then sea " .”
„After " meteor passed over gently and swiftly sky, all land become rivers " .”
„" This was one not to be remote long ago, very for a long time very long beforehand story " .”
„" Six Fairy arrive at outside, sent present world to turn into sea " .”
„" A giant shadow, stood getting up from " .”
„" Furry soft body, on his shoulder, there is one should existed animal " .”
„" Six Fairy and gods become friend " .”
„" , although anything no sea not only bored, not the suitable housing, is really a major problem, but the gods will help everyone block the ocean waves, therefore six Fairy cross very much leisurely and carefree " .”
„" , although does not have the storm sea is very good, but we really fondly remember land " .”
„" Six Fairy offered joyfully for the gods " .”
„" Six Fairy offered wishing for the gods " .”
„" Six Fairy offered sacrifices gods " .”
„" Desire was realized, the rite ended " .”
„" , because was deceived to drink the poisonous liquor gods dead " .”
„" Six Fairy obtained corpse of gods, made completely new land " .”
„ " Kept the animal that cried loudly also treasure to use " .
„" , because is only this human, only has only insufficiently " .”
„" Obtains carefully " .”
„" Obtains carefully " .”
„" Guaranteed under the premise that undying goes to opens is split up " .”
„" Regardless, for made anything not dead absolutely to it executed Magic, treasure used " .”
„" Britain was created like this " .”
„" Mistake started like this " .”
„" Is willing the —— primary six Fairy to be redeemed " .”
„" Is willing the —— primary six Fairy to receive curse " .”
When this changes to the writing in bright memory sections of flooding into mind, a picture also follows to appear in the head.
That is the vast sea.
That is the mighty waves unceasing water surface.
Six Fairy whip flying of wing here, each other is playing, because actually cannot find the land, without the place can stop over the relations that was quickly greasy.
The into the sea|nautical mile, the huge lifeform appears at the back of the tiny lifeform.
It becomes the friend with six Fairy, keeps out wind and rain for them, making them continue to play on own body.
This is a picture that has the love.
This is a happy scene.
However ——
„" "”
When does not know, had the love picture to deteriorate.
Why does not know, the happy scene disappears.
Memory in head invading same became red by the blood, resembles by the flame is fired is unravelling generally.
At this time, but also in is only left over the anger in the mind wreaking havoc, remaining hatred, remaining hatred.
„—— " redemption " ——”
All needs to be redeemed.
„—— 『Curse』 ——”
All needs to be cursed.
„—— " hatred " ——”
Did not hate itself to receive the deceit, but hated itself only to look at to happen helplessly.
„—— " sad " ——”
Does not feel for own death sad, but( Miko) was been sad by cruelly treatment for own friend.
Therefore, the Britain land was cursed, the destruction of named 『Calamity』 is devastating Fairy, the life is also good, non- life also fine, in the face of this hatred and anger, even undifferentiated was being erased.
Therefore, Britain is the evil.
Therefore, Britain should not exist.
Redemption redemption redemption redemption redemption redemption!
Curse curse curse curse curse curse!
The memory starts becomes chaotic, the physiology and psychology are also sending out the wail gradually.
In Aesc that in darkness perishes unceasingly felt oneself were about to collapse,( the sea of anger) lost in the sea of this curse quickly.
The pain that although, in the past 3600 years, oneself underwent are many, may face turbulently this like the tsunami negativity, Aesc has to plant cannot withstand, wants the impulsion that died immediately.
Once glorious memory has long gone, was only left over to be possible be called the insanity was rigid was insisting.
Such being the case ——
„" Considers as finished, this. "”
As if sound is telling her to be the same, making her start to give up struggling.
„" In any case, you also early damn. "”
Right, before 3600, oneself should die in Orkney.
„" You are Fairy of paradise, has the duty to make this Britain all lives realize own crime. "”
„" , therefore, gives up protecting. "”
„" , therefore, gives up saving. "”
„" Destroys. "”
„" Divulges. "”
„" Goes to correct all. "”
„" At that time, the world will return to the zero point. "”
The sound in mind seems like others, seems like own.
No, is that own sound?
In the past 3600 years, oneself affirmed that innumerable has thought that has pondered.
precisely because of this, this sound will appear at this time, making her give up insistence until now.
„" Lets the world return zero point. "”
„" Lets the world return zero point. "”
„" Lets the world return zero point. "”
These words have formed the echo, continuously the reverberation in the Aesc innermost feelings.
In such a case, suddenly, Aesc discovered oneself entered another world.
Here is......
„Orkney?”
Aesc recognized here scenery.
Here is the Britain northernmost city, once let oneself happy growing up homeland.
What a pity, here has degenerated into stretch of ruins, becomes a stretch of the world of ice and snow.
„...... Is here my innermost feelings?”
As a rank extremely high Magus, Aesc easy then realized oneself present is experiencing anything.
„...... Truly, my innermost feelings should be this appearance.”
Ice-cold.
Alone.
Not the world of ice and snow of life excluding oneself.
When this, the portrayal of precisely Aesc innermost feelings most deep place changes to the real-life scenery appearance.
„Once happy has frozen the ice.”
„The emotion of innermost feelings has cooled the snow.”
„Does not care about Witch that does not care about and does not matter to all.”
„This, is I.”
Was thinking aloud a Aesc then face indifferent is walking in this world of ice and snow.
Is walking, her hair such as the surrounding snowscape was also the same, changed into the boundless white.
body clothes was blacked.
Staff in hand changes to the ominous black spear.
Once Savior, present Witch then strolls in the cold winter, as if discarded to resemble.
„Bang!”
Suddenly, a wisp of flame shines in this world of ice and snow.
„...... Is that?”
Witch stops the footsteps, raised the head, looks at that to wipe the flame.
The flame is expanding in extremely fast.
The flame is turning into Sun.
When it appears, this world of ice and snow seemed illuminated and warmed was the same, started to have the phenomenon of defrosting.
The snowstorm, stopped.
In the ruins also had a warm feeling of faint trace.
When that such as the white day flame drops from the clouds, falls when the Witch front, should only have in her inner world, some people rushing of marvelously.
The opposite party are treading the powerful step, arrived at the Witch front.
The opposite party are gazing at her, the look is very tranquil, the line of sight is very indifferent, power that but inside contains, makes in the heart ice-cold such as the Witch vision of snow tremble slightly.
Long time later, the opposite party opens the mouth.
„, Some people had spoken a few words in this world to me.”
Brings the warm man so to make noise.
„She said, I and she are the same, rejected own world, chose others 's existence of the world.”
The whole body is binding the youngster of roaring flame lightly is saying.
„She is right.”
„I indeed rejected my world, chose others 's world.”
„But, my not because of wants to evade certainly does that.”
„My only felt, I cannot change the world, but the world do not want to change me.”
These words, making the Witch innermost feelings tremble.
„Cannot change the world, but the world do not want to change me......”
Witch in a low voice whispering.
„Right.”
Carries the youngster who Sun is presenting to look straight ahead Witch.
„No matter what thing, once had the conflict, that goes separate ways is sooner or later matter.”
„At this time, you ran counter with the opposite party either, either is treading the road of opposite party, opens a crossing.”
„If cannot accomplish, was flung by the opposite party, had been pressed by the opposite party, was swallowed by the opposite party, but is sooner or later matter.”
„You, are willing to become to the reality compromise, with the thing that run counter crashing existence?”
This sound spreads to the heart of Witch, making Witch almost want not to think, in the heart then appears a few words.
„No, I do not hope.”
This perhaps only unwilling.
Before this also perhaps only turned into the obsessive result rigid.
But she truly does not hope.
But hears her words, youngster only lightly smiles.
„Savior how?”
„Witch how?”
„Since there is an own idea, then under is unable the satisfied condition, to do the matter that yourself want to do.”
The youngster put out a hand toward Witch.
„Walks.”
hearing this, Witch extend the hand without hesitation, gripped the opposite party.
Tight gripping, and is ten fingers buckles.
Therefore, the youngster body flame followed to buckle in the same place hand rushed to Witch, wrapped Witch.
Scattered warm ice-cold.
The innermost feelings of freeze were melted.
Dark green white like snow hair restores the gloss, making the ominous black spear change Staff, the jet black attire changes the attractive bright and beautiful clothing.
In this, Witch again changed Savior.
At least, at present is this.
„Pēng!”
Was been stave by the snow-covered world.
Fills darkness arrival of again curse, embezzled Aesc.
But at this time, Aesc has gripped a hand, was being burnt the roaring flame by the whole body, purifies the youngster of curse supporting into the bosom.
„Bang!”
the next moment, the roaring flame changes to a flame again, blasts out one group of darkness, grazes toward the above of sea of curse, ran out of the sea level directly, ran out of the cavern, flies toward the entrance of cavern.
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