Chapter 208 End of Simulation (4k）
Chapter 208 End of Simulation (4k）
【Is it because you are too stubborn? Because there are too many questions? Or is it because it's too slow?？】
Looking at the simulated text, Minami Yuki felt that her brain was slightly swollen, and the memory scene was about to come..
This will be a scene that only Mitsuki Asagiri remembers. This is the first time in many simulations..
He lay down in the quilt, preparing for the coming memories.
【She took away the food that was basically untouched and dumped it into the kitchen trash can. The deep black color of the garbage bag swallowed up the bright colors of the food. She was not in the mood to eat today. She thought, her love affair was just like the food on the table. , appeared in a futile moment.】
Memory scene appears.
The bright light shines from the glass skylight, covering the white wall, which is a bit dazzling..
Nan Meiyue was lying on the sofa in the living room. She raised her plain white wrist and placed it on her forehead to block the too dazzling sunlight..
She closed her eyes, and the figure of a man appeared on her eyelids. That was Minami Yuki..
“I didn’t expect you, Meiyue, would tease people like this! "Komori Ai's voice appeared in her ears.
These words were spoken a long time ago. She has not interacted with Komori Ai for a long time, so the other party's voice was a little distorted. Before, she felt that these words were very sharp, but now, she felt a touch of tenderness from them..
That was the first time she met Minami Yuki. She, Komori Ai, Minami Yuki, and Ibuki Yuko were dining at Mizutei. Minami Yuki ordered the Scarlet Devil Cake, and they shared their cakes with others..
On the way back, Komori Ai mentioned the chocolate ribbon on the Scarlet Devil Cake and said that the ribbon was very cute..
She answered like this, "Well, the chocolate ribbon is delicious, but unfortunately the piece I exchanged with Nan-senpai only has a short length of ribbon, unlike Ai's long piece.”.
Then, Komori Ai blushed and poked her, saying that she was teasing him..
She didn't understand what Ai Komori meant for a moment, so she could only cover it up with an ambiguous smile to gain time to think. After more than ten seconds, she realized that Ai Komori thought her words meant that Yuki Minami preferred Komori. Ai.
She deduced this result through the shyness on Komori Ai's face. She couldn't understand the meaning just by looking at her own words..
This is the difference between her and Komori Ai, and ordinary girls.
—— She has no feelings of love. This is something that every adolescent boy and girl should naturally get as they age, but she failed to receive it..
The shyness that other girls would naturally trigger and reveal, she could only disguise it at the right moment through rational deduction..
At that time, Komori Ai's expression deeply hurt her, and the other person's blushing cheeks were like a red-hot iron carving words, imprinted on her back..
She didn't want to admit her differences or classify herself as a freak, so she made the decision at that time that she wanted to date Yuki Minami..
Unlike her who relied on pretending to be a 'girl', Minami Yuki was a real, perfect 'boy'. She thought that as long as she stayed close to Minami Yuki's side, she would be able to get him to run away from the boy's youthful body. By smearing the essence of youth splashed out during the jump on her body, she will be able to obtain a perfect disguise, and she will become a perfect happy existence in the world..
The reality was just as she imagined. Relatives, colleagues, and former classmates all envied her marriage, and by extension her life, and regarded her as a happy existence..
One thing she never expected was that after her falsehood came into contact with Minami Yuki's truth, some chemical reactions occurred..
She confirmed one thing last night, whether she liked Minami Yuki or not..
This questionnaire about whether she likes it or not has been delayed for seven years. She kept filling it out and filling it out. Finally, last night, in a general sense, it was the happiest moment of her life. She officially submitted the questionnaire..
The questionnaire appeared not long after she started dating Minami Yuki. That day at the snack shop, when the boy revealed her mask and asked her to date, she was startled and then felt happy. She felt that she did not exist Romance is very suitable for this false relationship.
From her interactions with Yuki Minami, she felt calm and something light, something that might be called happiness..
She defined that feeling in another way. She thought that she felt relaxed and comfortable around Minami Yuki because the boy knew her true face, and she could pull off the uncomfortable mask on her face and stop all the thoughts in her mind. A running love/friendship simulation program. She calls this feeling a sense of security..
At the end of her first year of high school, when her parents were going abroad, she wanted to refuse and was going to live with her grandparents, but the boy's words disturbed her heart..
The young man said that belief is the basis of all emotional relationships. If you don’t believe in the love itself and if you keep questioning it, then the love will not be noticed or felt..
She thought about the feeling she called peace of mind, and she hesitated, what kind of emotion was it?？
She thought of Ai Komori again. Could it be that what she felt while getting along with Ai Komori was also a friendship that she had not realized?？
Distraught, she chose to leave. She was in North America, in a strange land. She was like a white cow carrying the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl, ruminating on the emotions in her heart..
She couldn't tell what she felt about Komori Ai. She did feel joy and warmth when getting along with Komori Ai, but as she and Minami Yuki said, she had felt these two kinds of things in many people. Emotions, although those are not as strong as Komori Ai's.
She used to think that this feeling that anyone could do it proved that the relationship was false. A relationship that anyone could do with must be false..
In North America, she tried to use her faith as a knife and fork to eat this emotion. She realized that friendship can have many parts. Perhaps, what she felt everyone can do is the state of friendship's existence..
Her judgment method conflicts with friendship itself, and she is unable to make effective judgments..
But love is different.
Love is possession, the desire to open the other person's belly and penetrate into the other person's abdomen. This is an emotion that must be done by him..
So she returned to Japan and to Yuki Minami. She wanted to use this relationship to examine herself..
She encouraged Minami Yuki to get close to Nao, Yuko and Reina. She said that she didn't care and she hoped that she didn't care. In fact, she actually felt some jealousy..
She is happy because jealousy is proof of love.
However, she also wondered whether this jealousy was an unauthorized evolution of her inner emotional simulation program, or whether it was a poor imitation of her love story..
She thought that in the story, in many real cases, this jealousy should be burning and should make people mad. However, she was only slightly jealous, and her feelings were too slight..
She was also worried about whether the jealousy in this relationship was real. Was she jealous that other women could have perfect boys, or was she jealous that others had an individual named Minami Yuki?？
The former kind of jealousy is jealousy of others' happiness, while the latter kind of jealousy is the real jealousy caused by love..
Yesterday, after the wedding, on her wedding night, lying alone in bed, she finally got the last piece of evidence.
She is already Yuki Minami's wife. They held a wedding and received the certificate. She has reached a state of happiness. Marrying a handsome, rich, and gentle boy is the form of happiness..
At this time, she should give up her jealousy. She has already obtained the happiness called marriage, which is something that other women cannot take away..
However, she was lying alone on the bed, still feeling itchy and lost. She determined that her jealousy was the latter, because her heart did not become satisfied after getting the form of happiness..
She was sure that she liked Minami Yuki because she had a desire for hugs, kisses and intercourse in her heart. She thought that it was impossible for Minami Yuki to give her real hugs, kisses and intercourse because their relationship was an agreement. While her husband was wary of being too close to the woman from Asano House, he was also wary of being too close to her..
This impossible desire deepens her trust in love, because only true emotions will desire the impossible. Her love simulation program cannot simulate this futile desire.！
She smiled while lying on the sofa, laughing that she had finally proved everything. Looking up at the skylight, she fell silent. Silence proved that love was achieved by destroying love..
She thought of Ai Komori, the best friend in her life.
She laughed at her futility. She cast a mask to disguise herself to stay away from the ranks of emotionless freaks. However, she was not an emotionless being in the first place. She spent the best years of her life resisting herself from becoming someone she was not. The presence.
She swam along the long river of memory, back to her childhood, to the starting point of everything.
At that time, her father's job changed more frequently than now, and her grandparents were busy with work. She could only follow her parents to one strange city and school after another, and say goodbye to one friend after another..
That's it. She sighed.
Under her mask, there was still one layer of mask, and she regarded the second layer of mask as her own reality..
“What are you doing lying here?？”
Minami Yuki's voice came from her feet. She raised her head and saw the sunset outside the window..
“I love you." She looked at her husband and said the emotion played by her passionate heartbeat.
“have a guest? "Nan Youxi looked around and asked in a low voice.
“No.”
“Then you can continue to lie down. I will put down the easel, change clothes, and go to Asano House for dinner immediately..”
“Um.”
Nan Meiyue lay on the back of the sofa and looked at the back of her husband who was going upstairs. He did not take those words seriously at all..
If she took it seriously, it would cause trouble. She thought that in order not to be distracted by her, her husband would probably choose to divorce..
【After you came back, Mitsuki revealed her feelings to you, but you just thought it was a joke. She decided to disguise this emotion as a joke..】
【When you were 26, you met Asagiri Sagui and Asagiri Koichi through Mitsuki. Asagiri Sagui and Asagiri Koichi were childhood sweethearts and distant relatives. At this time, Sagui was 16 and Koichi was 21..】
【After investigation, you found that Asagiri Koichi was already in an investment trap at this time. He borrowed a lot of money in his own name and invested in his friend's business. He happily wanted to share wealth with his friend. However, this was a scam.】
【Asagiri Koichi trusts that friend very much, but your gentle reminder failed to make him wary..】
【When you were 30 years old, Asagiri Saki married Asagiri Koichi and gave birth to Asagiri Moyu..】
【In the same year, Asagiri Koichi’s friends lost contact.】
【In his darkest moment, you helped him. You helped him pay off all his debts, including his bank loan and high-interest debts with relatives and friends..】
【They are very grateful to you. In order to get a high salary, Hongyi went to work in a remote area. After Shagui raised Moyu until he was one year old, he left it in his hometown and came to work with Hongyi. They have to repay the loan you gave..】
【You couldn't bear Moyu staying in the country, so you often brought girls to your home. Nao, Yuko, Reina and Kazumi all liked her..】
【Facing Moyu, Mitsuki also behaved very kindly. You thought it was her disguise..】
【Asagiri Hongichi had an unexpected encounter. After Moyu turned six, he and Shagui returned to Misaki. They paid back your loan, took their daughter away, and returned to live in the countryside..】
【During the holidays, their family will come to visit you. You always stay with Moyu for a while..】
【56When you were young, your paintings were recognized by the art world. In addition to composer and lyricist, you also had the title of painter..】
【After you turned 90, Nao, Yuko, Reina and Kazumi passed away one after another..】
【You spent the last stage of your life with your wife Meiyue. During this time, she seemed very happy. You didn't understand the meaning of this joy..】
【Mitsuki passed away before you. After organizing her funeral, you fell ill and Moyu was by your side to take care of you..】
【You were 98 years old. You divided your inheritance into three parts, one for your sister, one for Asagiri's relatives, and one for Moyu..】
【Moyu and Xinai prefer the paintings you left behind than the valuable inheritance..】
【Simulation ends.】
Closing his eyes, Minami Yuki rubbed his temples. In the memory scene, the emotions coming from Asagiri Mitsuki were particularly strong, making him dizzy. Unexpectedly, the simulator had not given Asagiri Mitsuki any love before. The psychological activities are actually prepared to be stuffed in from behind..
When the pain in his head subsided, he thought about the experiences of the Sims.
His head hurts again.
Compared with Mitsuki Asagiri, the problems of Nao, Yuko and Rena are nothing..
He thought that all the strange behaviors of the previous Sims and Asagiri Mitsuki had a reasonable explanation..
But, how to solve the other party’s problem?？
Is it possible that he is in love with another woman and married to Asagiri Mitsuki at the same time? After completely replicating the simulated situation this time, he breaks up with the other woman and turns around and falls in love with Asagiri Mitsuki.？
Minami Yuki retreated in her heart. He hesitated whether to continue to imitate Mitsuki Asagiri..
While weighing, he took a look at the summary interface and breathed a sigh of relief..
No more simulating.
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