Chapter 140 Our Children
Chapter 140 Our Children
【You told your wife the options given by the doctor, but your wife refused to enter the ICU..】
【When she knew that her death was a foregone conclusion and she was destined to be separated from you, she was thinking about how to cause you as little harm as possible while lying like a corpse, relying on instruments and potions to survive. Whether it is for you or for her, it is a cruel torture.】
【My father contacted experts from other major hospitals and sent them Reina's medical records. All the replies he received were condolences..】
【You told the doctor about Reina's decision, and the doctor paired it with new drugs to make Reina less painful in the last days of her life..】
【However, these drugs are of little use before suffering from a disease that can lead to death..】
Memory scene appears.
As we enter October, the temperature has dropped a lot, and the sky is often gray, looking like it is going to rain, but not a single drop of rain has fallen..
In the morning, the sky had just turned white, and there were few pedestrians on the road. Minami Yuki quickly walked across the sidewalk with green light, walked into the hospital, and walked towards the special ward..
When passing by the garden, he hesitated for a moment and broke off a section of osmanthus branch..
The nurse at the front desk had already gotten to know Minami Yuki, asked him about his morning greetings, and helped him fill out the registration form for visiting patients..
He walked straight to the ward on the second floor, and his raised palm failed to fall on the door for a long time..
Through the gap in the ward door, he heard a low sob..
It's Rena's voice.
This suppressed cry was like a fine-toothed saw, pulling back and forth in Minami Yuki's heart..
Why is the wife crying? The torture of illness? Sorrow of the soul? Or maybe both？
he knocked on the door.
When she heard the knock on the door, Nan Lina immediately stopped sobbing. She hurriedly wiped away her tears and lay back under the quilt..
In the early hours of the morning, she had a dream. She dreamed that a month ago, she successfully concealed her illness and miraculously recovered..
Two months later, she and Yuki went to Yoshida Town together. The originally sunny sky suddenly fell with heavy snow after they arrived at the lake. The blue lake instantly froze, turning into a mirror printed with the blue of the sky. , the dead trees in the center of the lake were suddenly covered with snow, like a Christmas tree made with chemical reagents in science class.
She and Nan Yuxi stood by the lake, looking at this beautiful scene. Nan Yuxi pulled her, stepped on the ice, and walked towards the center of the lake. The boy broke off a branch with snow and invited her to taste it..
Then, she was awakened by a sudden stabbing pain in her chest..
She opened her eyes and looked blankly at the unfamiliar yet familiar ceiling. The lake disappeared, the snow disappeared, and Yuki disappeared. She had just taken over the dead branch, and she had not yet tasted the white snow of the Blue Lake..
Tears fell instantly, and the intoxication of the dream quickly dissipated, but after returning to consciousness and looking at the current situation, my heart was filled with sadness..
It wasn't until there was a knock on the door that she realized she was sobbing..
Is that Yuki outside the door? Did he hear himself crying?？
Nan Lingna felt guilty. She complained in her heart that she was not self-controlled..
“Please come in." She tried her best to make the same voice as before..
Minami Yuki pushed the door open and passed the sweet-scented osmanthus branch in front of his wife..
“It’s osmanthus, it smells so good.” Linnai sat up..
She lowered her head, her snow-mound-like nose touched the golden osmanthus petals, and smiled..
The corners of her eyes, cheeks and lips all changed because of this smile, blooming like a flower with all its strength..
Minami Yuki thought to herself, was this smile a lie told by his wife to comfort him, or was she really just happy because of this simple cinnamon branch?？
No matter which answer it was, it made his heart hurt..
“You came here so early today." Reina raised her hand and put the osmanthus branch under Minami Yuki's nose, letting him smell the fragrance, "Help me put it into the water..”
“I missed you, so I came here earlier." Nan Youxi took the sweet-scented osmanthus branch from his wife's hand, got up and walked to the sink. "It's so numb.！”
In her pretended cheerful voice, tears fell again. She thought of the hydrangea that Minami Yuki gave her three years ago. The bright yellow and thin osmanthus was nobler and more fragrant than the hydrangea, but at this moment, she envied the hydrangea even more. At that time, she still had three years to live..
Minami Yuki was holding a glass with osmanthus flowers in it. When she came out of the bathroom, she wiped away the tears on her face..
Under Reina's arrangement, Minami Yuki placed the glass on the windowsill. The sun rose, and the yellow morning light shone on the glass filled with water, reflecting complex light and shadow..
“Didn't Xizi come with you? "Reina stared at the glass and asked.
“I didn't call her.”
“Call her later and make it more lively.”
“You obviously don't like the excitement.”
“Where is Nao Asano? I heard from Xizi that she is a very quiet person.”
“In some ways, she is even more noisy than Yuko.”
“Where's Qianju Yimei? she looks well behaved.”
Minami Yuki didn't answer. He sat on the edge of the bed and looked into Reina's eyes..
Reina avoided his gaze and looked down at her palms. Those soft, jade-like hands that Minami Yuki liked, were now very sickly white..
Nan Yuxi reached out to touch his wife's cheek and kissed her slightly dry lips..
“As long as I have you, it's enough.”
“But I'm leaving you soon.”
“And our children.”
“I don’t have children, but I will definitely have one if I have time..”
“Yes, there is a child named Mozi. We agreed in summer that we will go find her in a few days..”
“I don’t want to adopt a child with you. You go and have one with Yuko, and one with Nao and Kazumi.！”
“I love you.”
“But I'm going to die.”
Tears broke out again, rolling down and falling on the blue quilt. Reina looked at Minami Yuki's face, the tears blurred her vision, and her husband's appearance was blurred, and she blinked to drive away the pain in her eyes. Tears, but new tears welled up again.
She choked up and apologized: "I can't do anything for you, not even stay with you, I'm sorry.”
What flowed out along with her words and tears was her endless regret. The source of regret is love. If she had known this result, she would never have been close to her beloved..
Minami Yuki held her in her arms, melting her love and resentment between her hot lips.
【What is more torturous than the illness is the regret in your wife's heart. She feels that she has failed to leave you anything. In your relationship, she has always been demanding. Her love for you has turned into complaints against herself..】
【You kiss her lips and tell her that the time you spend with her is her best gift..】
【The wife gradually calmed down. Outside the door, the nurse brought the toiletries. You helped your wife wipe her face and brush her teeth. A faint red glow appeared under her reddish eyes..】
【Entering October, my wife’s condition worsened again.】
【At the end of the month, you decided to take her to Yoshida Town.】
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