I Became God of War's Youngest Disciple - Episode 99
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Anyway, I finally decided on a schedule for the day..
Wow!-.
I stand up when I hear the cries of the monster..
And first run.
run at full speed.
It sprints with all its might until it has no strength left to move, and then when it reaches its limit, it collapses to the ground..
Then, the flight begins immediately..
Of course, it is not just about simply performing the exercises, but also continuously revising the techniques to find out how to more effectively recover the body..
“Wow!”
I spit out blood again today.
I had a useless question: how much would all the blood I've spit up so far add up to?.
I don't know, but I guess I can fill up a beer keg in a funny way..
I roughly wiped away the blood..
Even if your body recovers, your clothes will not be cleaned automatically..
In other words, I needed a knack for spitting out blood, and now I can spit blood without a single drop of blood splashing on my clothes..
[FAD's one-line review: It's really simple..]
“…….”
As I waited for my damaged body to recover, I fantasized about the latter part of the eclipse to my heart's content..
My imaginary opponent was mainly the Demon Lord of the Black Swamp, and this monstrous being overwhelmed me just by imagining it..
Still, it's not something that can't be overcome..
Rather, the more you think about it, the more you will adapt to his spirit, so in the grand scheme of things, this was also training in its own way..
Demon King's Power.
How can we resist the power that can crush an opponent in an instant??
‘A flame sprint that maximizes speed? Or deceive the opponent's vision with flames…….’
… By the time my body had finished recovering, the delusion was over and I was running again. Then, with all my strength, I collapsed, and the cloud, the crystal of gugyeol, and delusion again..
…….
…….
[Current progress: 23.3%.]
…….
…….
Performing extremely simple repetitive tasks without skipping a single day just to become stronger..
It is often called training, or training..
[Current progress: 25.9%.]
…….
…….
I repeat actions that are so familiar that I can't even count them, and now I remind myself of what I know so well that I can recite them in my sleep..
I would be lying if I said this process wasn't boring..
Of course, there will be a very small number of weirdos who will enjoy it... In general, human adaptability is frighteningly fast..
In other words, it's easy to become numb and lose interest in things you've already experienced..
If these symptoms become severe, training itself may feel painful..
[Current progress: 27.1%.]
…I am,
I don't particularly dislike training..
But only when you are sure that it is the right practice..
[Current progress: 33.2%.]
-50Day.
About halfway through the period, a thought suddenly occurred to me:.
Am I doing well now??
Of course, the body is steadily becoming stronger. Now I could easily run for an hour..
But still, I wasn't sure that I was going the right way..
I thought about it more than ten times a day.
In fact, if there was a better way, if this method is wrong, if you are walking like a fool without knowing that you are going in the wrong direction,…….
Then one day.
- What a piece of trash..
I could see Master through the fog..
“…….”
Of course I knew it was nonsense.
- How dare you think you are worthy of touching my martial arts skills??
It was like a ghost that would disappear at any moment, and the teacher never said things like that in the first place..
When I did something stupid, he would hit me on the head first..
So isn’t this also one of the trials that Yeongsan presents??
Or maybe I've finally gone crazy.
- I wasn't taking you as a disciple..
“…….”
A sigh came from deep in my heart..
Even though I knew it was a hallucination, it wasn't easy to keep my composure after seeing Baek No-gwang's face and hearing those words in Baek No-gwang's voice..
Even recently, my negative thoughts were deepening..
I wasn't a pessimistic person, but being alone in a place with no one for dozens of days made me think a lot..
And suddenly I started to respect the people who were the great masters of the clan..
It wasn't a path you could take just because you were talented..
Walking a path no one has gone before was impossible without a certain amount of confidence and confidence..
Every moment, I doubt myself, regret the past, and wonder if there could have been a better choice..
I couldn't continue worrying like that..
Even though I was wandering, I tried to improve myself and take even one more step..
[It looks like it's very difficult.]
Hallucinations multiplied..
no. Is it auditory hallucination??
This time, the voice of the fourth executioner was heard..
[You can just give up here.]
…Isn't this an auditory hallucination??
This voice was coming from FAD.
I stretched out on the floor and just rolled my eyes..
“I don't remember calling..”
[know. That's why I'm talking to you through FAD like this..]
“…….”
[As of today, 70 days have passed..]
Time flies so fast.
50I didn't know because I didn't count the days..
[And this is what you look like now.]
At that moment, the FAD screen changed and reflected me like a mirror..
There was a pathetic and shabby man there..
Why?.
I saw myself now not as the immature 15-year-old Luan Badniker, but as the 25-year-old Luan who got caught up in the war and met a pitiful death..
“What is the progress??”
[35percent.]
“You're not even halfway there.”
I got up again.
The fourth executioner caught up with me as I ran again and said,.
[I'm still going to keep going?]
“yes.”
[Do you think you can get down in the remaining 30 days??]
“well. Honestly, the odds seem slim.…….”
I stopped talking.
Because I feel like it’s hard to put into words what I’m feeling right now..
“…I feel like I'll catch something.”
In the end, it was ambiguous, but I had no choice but to express it that way..
As I walked through the fog, I continued talking to myself..
“execution. This may be a random rumor, but suddenly I started to respect people who are called servants..”
[why.]
“Didn't those gentlemen live their whole lives in this mood? I feel like I'm wandering in the fog and running a race alone with no end in sight..”
For some reason, I laughed and giggled..
“The path of a career is incredibly lonely..”
[…….]
Even if you achieve something, you don't know right away whether it's the right achievement or a by-product of a mistake..
If I had to choose everything on my own, wouldn't it be a series of pain rather than complete freedom?.
And I asked my alumnus, my brother-in-law, about a thought that had occurred to me some time ago..
“Did Master feel this way too??”
It reminded me of Baek No-gwang, the best in the world..
My teacher who has always been confident, crazy, and arrogant, but also deserves it..
Were there any ups and downs like this in his life??
If so, how did Master overcome it?.
“…If it wasn't easy even for my teacher, it might not be right for a guy like me to pursue personal martial arts..”
[What's scary??]
I hesitated for a moment and then said.
“Not living up to expectations.”
experienced in first life.
I had expectations from my family, and even I had expectations from myself..
The results were horrendous and disastrous..
I am very familiar with failure..
The same goes for being ignored by someone..
but…….
“Could it be that I become a stain on Master? That's what I'm most afraid of.”
I'm not used to disappointing someone's expectations..
I was afraid.
It might be okay for someone else.
But to Baek No-gwang,,
I didn't want to do that to the teacher I respected the most..
What does my teacher think of me?.
How much do we expect from a guy named Luan Badniker?.
Wouldn't they compare me to other death penalty offenders?.
At the very bottom of human beings, I have always had these low and inferior thoughts hidden..
It was then.
[My real name is RAN-4700 Type-A.]
The executioner said something out of the blue..
“…yes? Ah yes. I heard it from FAD.”
Whether I was slow to react or not, the death penalty's voice continued..
[It is a 4th generation android, and its original purpose was as a military weapon..]
“What are you suddenly saying?…….”
[My first owner was a soldier. He cut off one of his arms on the battlefield and then retired..]
This… Fourth, is this a story about the past of the death penalty??
I feel like I’ve heard this for the first time in my life..
I cautiously asked about the word owner..
“Were you a slave??”
Omit the word “like a teacher”.
[It was a similar position. But my master did not treat me like a slave. In order to return to the battlefield after retirement, he practiced martial arts against me..]
Fourth, the voice of the death penalty gradually became lower..
Although his voice was still dry, I somehow got the feeling that the executioner was nostalgic for the past..
[The owner did not enjoy the easy ride. He spared no effort to make me strong. A lot of diverse data was entered in a short period of time, and defeated sparring was replayed all night long to create new patterns. Still, I couldn't win. Even though she was missing an arm, the owner was a martial arts master..]
“…….”
[Then one day, he suddenly came up with two movements and combined them and attacked with a new movement, but the owner was unable to respond and was defeated. The owner was very happy. And he looked at me and said.]
“I beg your pardon.”
[It's an unmanned warrior..]
“…….”
[Maybe I was born at that moment.]
I didn't understand everything the executioner said..
The world he lived in was probably very different from the world I lived in..
But, it will still be a place where people live..
And emotions are not meant to be understood, but to be accepted..
I accepted the death penalty's words with emotion..
[Look, Luan. I have no heart. no muscles There is no blood. Without dantian, you cannot build internal energy, and without muscles, physical training is meaningless. So then I can't pursue nothingness? Is it an unforgivable act in and of itself to say that I am uneducated??]
“…….”
[I've been thinking about it ever since the moment I was born. There was no answer for a long time. A machine pursuing martial arts, there was no answer to that in any database..]
Then, I felt like my brother on the other side of the screen was smiling..
[That's when I met Master. Master said. Then, wouldn’t it be okay to create a martial arts school that isn’t tied to such things?.]
“Fuhot.”
The fourth executioner did not imitate vocals, but.
I laughed because I remembered Master actually saying that right in front of me..
[I have nothing to say about the qualifications of the employee. However, everyone has the right to pursue personal education. Even a simple tree knows how to put down its roots firmly so as not to be shaken by wind and rain. In my interpretation, trees are endowed with strength..]
“Mushak of strength…….”
[To me, being uneducated is not something grand. It is about not losing the desire to pursue strength. After all, power is relative, and fighting is full of variables..]
my brother asked me.
[Luan, what is your uneducated background??]
“…….”
Maybe it's the answer that defines me as a military person, but I didn't feel much pressure..
Death penalty is right..
Being uneducated doesn’t have to be something grand..
“My military education is... Even if it's just a little bit every day, it's good to move forward..”
It doesn’t have to be obvious.
It is not necessarily about becoming stronger physically, deepening your inner energy, or understanding the subtle herbivory..
The mental growth that followed enlightenment was also a big step forward for me..
therefore.
“Thank you, death sentence.”
Today again, I felt like I took a step forward..
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