My girlfriend is so good to me-Episode 84
Ep. 84
Without saying a word, I took the pillow Heena was holding in my hand. When I tried to take Heena's pillow, she obediently handed it over and sat down on the bed. Feeling the unfamiliar yet fluffy feel of the pillow, which must have been a new one, I gently placed my butt next to her..
Now that I think about it, I think I've been in and out of Heena's house so many times that I can tell whether a single pillow like this is new or not. It could be that I brought something from another room with me when I moved. Anyway, it's already been over a year and a half since we started dating her..
The only relationship I've been able to watch from the beginning was Jung-hoo's, and I have no idea how they dated or how they treated each other when they were alone. None of my friends have ever talked about dating..
As a result, when I met Heena, I couldn't tell if it was right to date like this or if I was just doing everything I could manage like everyone else..
It is said on the Internet that people usually end their relationship after three months, but most of these were relationships between people over 20. Of course, it would be rare for people of our age to not go to the end even after two years like me..
Of course, by persevering like this, I was able to make a good impression on Heena's family, and that became an opportunity for them to become very close with each other. I think that's definitely a good thing.
Still, as a boyfriend, it wouldn't have been a good thing to keep the girlfriend I wanted so much waiting. At some point, I stopped taking action out of pride and stubbornness rather than determination..
Nevertheless, my girlfriend sometimes seems to go too far in tempting me, but in the end she respects my will and doesn't try to force me..
I really appreciated it..
So, it may be a little late, but.
"It's Heena."
"Yes~?"
To my girlfriend who is still talking and laughing.
"13At work, let’s meet in front of the subway station."
"uh?"
"Where we met on our first date."
The schedule was clearly stated..
"That date lasts until the 14th.."
A little shy, a lot of gratitude. Other than that, it's full of expectations.
"are you okay?"
"...huh!"
My heart is already pounding to the point of bursting, and my date schedule is bound to be overflowing with tension..
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On this day, I was in good shape and said so, but honestly, I was a mess on the inside..
After we finished talking and left the room, we all talked together, ate dinner prepared by the lady, and then my brother and I went home separately. She is a lady, but she decided to stay with me for a day or two to see if there was any problem at home..
After saying goodbye as usual and returning home, I sat down in front of the computer and couldn't get away. Even now, I studied for that day by watching various videos and articles, but when I said indirectly, 'Let's do it then!', the tension soared to the point of vomiting..
No matter how much Heena took the lead and seemed like an older woman, I wanted to lead her as a man so that she wouldn't feel insecure when doing such things..
To be honest, I wanted to consult with someone, but how could I ask something like this directly? I don't even want to ask my friends. First of all, do any of my friends have the experience to give me a proper answer?.
After all, the only thing you can trust is the internet?.
[ Title: (Counseling) There are things you need to be careful about when you are with your girlfriend for the first time.? ]
[ Content: This is my first time with both of you. Is there anything I need to know?? ]
I went to an appropriate community and posted a post. In addition to this, I learned things like being an intellectual or just doing searches, but I thought I could get some small but vivid advice..
As it was a fairly large place, comments soon started flowing down below..
[ ㅇㅇ (19.53): You can get infected if you touch various places with bare hands, so you should wear a condom on your hands as well. If you don't wear it, you'll catch a sexually transmitted disease. ]
ㄴ[ㅇㅇ(293.14): Good tip ㄷㄷ; ]
[ I haven't tried it, but Houdaim: I don't know, you idiot, I was going to play a game to have a good time after dinner, but you posted this shit, you idiot. ]
ㄴ[ ㅇㅇ(59.39): Why am I so excited hahahaha ]
ㄴ[No way (210.43): You?? ]
ㄴ[ I haven’t tried ㅅㅅ, but Hudaim: 21043 Where do you live? ]
Most of the comments were nonsense, but I took this into account. Rather, why is everyone so angry? It was an innocent question.
Fortunately, there were one or two things to salvage..
[ ㅇㅇ (39.14): If it's your first time with a woman, don't start shaking your hips like a dog in heat. Instead, warm up your body and take your time. Even if I do that, it usually hurts. Also, there may be a little more pain on the male side than expected, but unless it's torn somewhere, it's not a big deal, so don't worry about it.. ]
[ 45Archmage: Don't think about doing weird positions after seeing something strange somewhere. Try it only after you get used to it and it's at the top level. ]
ㄴ[ㅇㅇ(210.43): But are you sure you haven’t been able to do it until you’re 45? I can't believe it's something like this and giving advice.? ]
ㄴ[ 45th Wizard: Shut up ]
ㄴ[ ㅇㅇ(210.43): ㅇㅇㅋㅋ;; ]
ㄴ[ ㅇㅇ (59.39): Hahahahahahahahahahahaha ]
ㄴ[ 45th Wizard: You have won the comment lottery. Send me your address for pickup, you bastard. ]
Although I knew some things,.
[ ㅇㅇ (23.99): Talk a lot to relieve tension. If you're nervous, your body doesn't respond well and it hurts even more. And be sure to use lubricant. Lastly, don't trust things like cartoons. I say it twice because it's important. don't trust cartoons. ]
ㄴ[ㅇㅇ(124.13): ㄳㄳ ]
ㄴ[ ㅁㄹㅅㄱㄱㄴㅇㄷ: Can’t you block the one deceiver and all these bastards who are deceivers (Jin)?? ]
Still, it wasn't a bad idea to think about it again. This is all you need to see, in a place like this. And it seemed like very good advice to talk a lot. memo, memo.
In addition to the question, I spent another couple of hours searching for things I should prepare or pay attention to. It's almost the same content, but I can't calm down unless I'm watching something like this. Even though there were still a few days left, my heart felt like it was going to burst from anticipation and tension..
In my mind, I often remembered Heena's pure white legs and nape of her neck that I saw during the summer. Come to think of it, I've also seen ships. Her waist was very thin and her belly button was small, so she was very cute..
Huh, let’s not think about it. The more I think about it, the hotter my body gets. But if I end up staying out, I have to tell my parents, right? Oh, if I said I was going to sleep over at Heena's house, everyone would know. I'm so embarrassed to say it.
It wasn't strange to do something like that between lovers, but the family was like they were still wondering if they had done it yet..
-Drurring
Meanwhile, I heard my phone beep briefly and checked it, there was a message from Heena..
[ Heena: Yeonhuya, by any chance... ]
[ Han Yeonhu: Why?? ]
[ Heena: You can't date until the 15th.? ]
[ Yeonhoo Han: (Emoji of a cat drawing a heart with both arms) ]
[ Heena: ♡♡♡ Are you going to study for dinner soon? go for it! love you~ ]
Even until the end of the day, I was lost in thought again after seeing my girlfriend's KakaoTalk message..
Should I just tell my mom that I will only tell her the day I come home? I don't think she'll be able to get out if she goes in there..
sincerely.
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Some time passed after that, and D-day got closer..
Since stopping by Heena's house, I've only gone on one date. When she went on a date, she couldn't really enjoy it because that was all she could think about. To be honest, Heena felt like her mind was somewhere else the whole time. Then, when she goes into Heena's room, it seems like she'll just get on with it..
So, when we broke up, I proposed to Heena..
"Why don't we limit the date to until the 13th? From that day on, we met as usual.."
Heena immediately started crying at my words, but she didn't say no, probably because she knew that she had been preoccupied all day..
"Ugh... I can't say no because I think I know why... Instead, I have to chat and call him every day. Understand?"
"I will continue to do this except during study time. In the evening, before going to bed, I listen to."
"Yeah... kiss me now instead. A few days’ worth at once!"
After breaking up with Heena, 3 days.
Finally, Heena's birthday is tomorrow..
And at this moment, I was sitting in my room meditating. I studied on time until yesterday, but today I really couldn't get my hands on anything..
I'm just simulating what will happen tomorrow hundreds of times more. While I haven't seen Heena for a few days, I've constantly been asked by my whole family why I don't go on dates..
Since your mother is in frequent contact with Heena, you probably know that they haven't broken up. We used to see each other at least once every day, but this suddenly happened, so I guess I was curious about what was going on..
However, 'I got so angry when we met, so I decided to hold off until the 13th.' It’s so absurd to even say that..
But now those days are over. I won't be able to sleep easily today, but it's already past 10pm so it's time to sleep, and when I wake up, it's finally D-day. The time to meet Heena is lunch, but I have to get up early and prepare to check one last thing before leaving..
Before going to sleep, I went out to the living room for a moment and spoke to my mother who was sitting on the sofa..
"mom. I won't be coming in for 2 or 3 days starting tomorrow.."
"Let's go somewhere to play?"
"I decided to go on a date with Heena."
"What a date for 3 days...ah."
He talks as if asking what he's talking about, but pauses for a moment as if he realizes the reason..
"OK got it."
"huh."
And then he simply says that he understands. At times like this, I'm really thankful and happy for my mom's cool chic personality. Mom will tell the rest of the family well..
After finishing my report so as not to stay out without permission, I went straight back to my room and lay down on the bed. Now, I feel 100 times more nervous than the nervousness I felt on our first date, which remains vaguely in my memory..
Now it was really tomorrow.
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