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My girlfriend is so good to me-Episode 81

Ep. 81

I turned twenty. Again, I am now the age I was when I first met Yeonhu..

Become friends quickly with your classmates,

I got along well with everyone with a smile on my face..

I have never missed an appointment,

He always did his best even when doing group work..

While drunk,

He made a shy confession without even realizing it..

You today may not be the same as you that day. Still, when I looked at you, I clearly felt that we were the same person after all..

It's just that I'm finally seeing the many immature sides of you that you didn't show me, as if you were vigorously splashing under the surface of the water. And that fact made me even happier.

Because I can now know even the smallest details about you. There wasn't anything I didn't like, and I just liked everyone about you. That feeling was the same even when I was in high school and now that I am 20..

Now, I'm so scared of myself.

How can it be possible to care for and love someone this much? How does this fire never die out and only gets stronger day by day?.

Really, I had no way of knowing..

---

I watched Yeonhu participate in drinking parties day after day, as if he were drunk at the age of twenty..

Sometimes I follow, sometimes I wait. Even if he wasn't around, I didn't worry too much. On the first day of the new year, I only overexerted myself because I was relieved that my family and I were around, but after the new year, I basically knew how to control myself..

but.

I'm not worried though.

Without him by my side, I feel empty, as if a piece of my heart has disappeared. Until he was in high school, it was natural that I would not see him for longer periods of time during the weekdays..

I've been by his side since the end of the year, but now just not seeing him for a few hours makes me feel lonely..

And, I'm not worried about alcohol..

"Kang Joo-hyun? who is this? I don't think any of your friends had a name like that... Girl? Were you friends from middle school? Or the one you dated for a while?"

I was worried about the people he was meeting. Mostly my high school friends, but sometimes. He knew that very occasionally he would meet up with his middle school friends. Of course, it wasn't a matter of making a separate appointment and meeting, but like at a class reunion, it was just a matter of showing up when someone was there..

I found out that my friend Kang Joo-hyun was mistaken, but a part of my heart felt uncomfortable when I thought about the girl he dated in the past..

I knew that it was a very young meeting to say we were dating. And he's not lying to me.

but.

It's enviable. I was able to talk to, eat with, and watch a movie with that young girl I didn't know..

I was jealous. Even if you burn that kind of heart alone, you can't do anything..

In addition, I heard about the overseas trip his friends were planning. The trip plan you plan to take with your friends, leaving me behind..

"travel? yes I'm fine. Even though I wanted to go with you after my first overseas trip, I don't mind if you want to go without me. Come back."

I was aware that I was a very annoying woman who said things like this. Still, I can't give in. Her first trip with him was.

"Then, shall we two go on a hot spring trip to Japan later? I saw it in a meme the other day and it looked really good. Oh, I'm also a bit attracted to Disneyland.."

And despite my complaints, I feel love and gratitude towards Yeonhu, who tells me such heart-warming plans for the future without a single word of dislike..

A hot spring trip for two?!

It will definitely be the best rest. Go to a quiet hot spring town and enjoy a walk like here. Buying and eating delicious food.

Let's go to the hot springs together.

Just imagining it fills my heart with happiness..

I was already looking forward to that trip, which wasn't even promised..

---

One day, I went with my dad to look for a room to live in. In fact, there was a lot of thought and discussion about this issue. Although the distance to university is long, it starts with the need to live alone..

Of course, I liked doing it. As long as it doesn’t put a big burden on the family. Of course, the reason was because I wanted to stay in the same house with Yeonhu. I won't bring up the topic of living together right away, but as we slowly spend more days together, won't it happen naturally?.

There was no one in the family who was opposed to it. Even though my mom and brother had already figured out my intentions, they didn't do anything to stop me, and my dad seemed to think it would be a good experience. Of course, assuming that a safe room can be found by Dad's standards..

At the same time, I chatted with my mother about the possibility that I might end up living alone, and she was very worried and told me to choose a place with good security measures like my father. I was grateful that they thought of me like family. I, too, must work hard so that she can be a good daughter-in-law..

So I looked around the room. I was also excited because it was my first time walking around. Besides, it will definitely be a place where we will stay together after Yeonhu too..

"This isn't okay?"

"The water in the sink doesn't drain well, and the security system is poor. Not here."

Although I had never lived alone, I had stopped by the houses of friends who had lived alone several times, so I thought my father's concerns were a little excessive. Because most people live in houses like this. But since he was watching closely for me, I followed him without saying a word..

But in the end, I couldn't find a decent room. So, on her way back home, she received a call from her father's friend. From her uncle, who was very close to her father and who I saw several times as he often came to the house..

"what? Your officetel building was next to Seoyeon University.?"

And coincidentally, I found out that the building you own is near the university I will be attending. He knew that I had been accepted to Seoyeon University, but it seems he didn't mention it because he thought I would stay at home..

Thanks to that, I ended up renting that place. Looking at the photos you sent, I saw that the place was perfectly equipped with everything my dad had cared about until now. If I had tried to live normally and pay rent, it would have been a huge burden..

Because of my close relationship with my father, he offered to rent me a room at a very cheap price, so I decided to go there without further ado..

and the next day.

I went to see Yeonhu and told him the good news with excitement..

"It’s later! Let's go see the house~"

After picking up the confused Yeonhu, we met with my uncle and looked around the officetel we had rented. In addition to the living room, there was a separate room, and the view, kitchen, and bathroom were clean and I liked the sophisticated interior. Yeonhu continued to look at the house with admiration..

Looking at that scene, I had a hard time calming down my overwhelming emotions. I can't thank my uncle enough. Actually, I didn't have any great expectations or excitement because I had already experienced college life itself..

However, living alone meant that I could live independently from my family for the first time in my life, and I couldn't suppress my joy at the fact that I had a place where I could spend time alone with Yeonhu..

"Uh... I live here too.?"

And when he showed a half-anticipated, half-embarrassed reaction, I smiled and let him know “not yet.”.

Unlike the jokes that were talked about until now, ‘cohabitation’ has become a truly possible reality. Even if you don't feel pressured by the story right away, if you come here and spend a day or two with your eyes closed,.

Before you know it, we will be living together. She had a friend who used to live with her boyfriend, who told her that she started off feeling that way..

So, rather than thinking about things right now, let him remember things from a more distant future..

"Our newlywed house~ One room is enough anyway. If we're going to stay together, we don't need a lot of space, I think this size will be perfect.."

It's heartbreaking to have less time with Yeonhu due to college, but we could never neglect it for the sake of our future..

I graduated from college with good grades and got a job at a decent company. If I don't make an effort to help our marriage someday,.

Still, I guess I don’t like dual income..

I think one of us needs to stay home so we can have our sweet time together. It would be great for Yeonhu to work for the family and for me to take care of the home he will return to. Just in case, another woman might take notice of Yeonhu, so I thought it would be okay if it were the other way around..

Well, wouldn't that be good?.

Either way, it's a future we'll walk into together.

---

A few days later, Yeonhu’s birthday.

I woke up early in the morning, stood in line at a bakery that had rave reviews from my friends, and bought a cake. His favorite chocolate cake.

And when I met Yeonhu, I gave him time to play games to his heart's content, as he had not been able to play games properly for a while due to studying and dating. Of course, you won't be able to enjoy it so comfortably since I'm flirting with you next to you..

When I saw him chewing up the cake I fed him in his mouth, I thought he looked like a squirrel. His bulging cheeks are so cute that I want to bite them..

"What if it moves? It's all buried here.."

But I felt sorry for biting him, so I jokingly smeared cake cream on his face while he was concentrating on the game and then kissed him..

But for some reason, instead of just ignoring my prank, he looked at me and made a bewildered face. He was taken aback by that for a moment, but he was strangely happy that he was paying attention to me and not the game. He insisted, exchanging playful words with him..

"good. Instead, if you lie, your kiss will be confiscated for a week. Say it again. Did I move it or was it on purpose??"

I flinched a little at those words. There were days when I didn't do much skinship, but not doing it when I could and not being able to do it at all are completely different..

But are you sure you really won't do it? With that in mind, I continued playing. I was the one who told him to play as much as he wanted, but I was really glad that he actually paid this attention to me..

So, without saying anything, I just turned my head and looked away, and he pinched my cheek and persistently demanded an answer..

Still, he did not give in and did not admit his mistake, so suddenly he put a cake in his mouth and made a gesture as if he was trying to feed it to me..

I opened my mouth and waited..

He pretended he was going to feed me, but he ate it himself. Of course he was joking, but it was so disappointing that it brought tears to my eyes..

"By the way! Weren’t you just giving me food by mouth?! I made you look forward to it!"

"Did I say this earlier? If you lie, they confiscate your kiss.."

"Ugh, uhhh!!"

I really thought it was too much. Replying to my cute prank like this. Knowing how much I love to be kissed.

In the end, when I admitted defeat and blamed him, he burst out laughing and this time he properly fed me the cake..

Naturally, from that moment on, the cake was no longer important..

"Tsk─"

His tongue put the cake into my mouth, and instead of returning it, it went in with it. She started kissing me deeply, which she hadn't done often lately..

As it had been a long time since I had been there, I didn't want this kiss to end any time soon, so I wrapped my arms around his neck and clung to him..

Then Yeonhoo gently cupped my head, and we hugged each other and kissed. When he tries to pull back slightly, I bite his lip and hold him back..

Even when I was out of breath and had no choice but to part my lips for a moment..

When I look into his eyes, I feel the fire that was buried in a corner of my heart heating up my whole body..

"Inhale!"

In the end, I couldn't bear it anymore and wanted his lips again. She got on his lap and locked lips with him again and again..

-side

"Ah yes..."

As if returning my kiss, Yeonhoo kissed the back of my neck, and I really felt like I couldn't hold back today..

And that feeling seemed to be the same for Yeonhu, who had been asking for so much patience..

When our eyes met again, there was no need for further conversation. Exchanging heated glances, Yeonhu's hand slowly headed downward. Eventually, the moment that hand reached my buttocks.

-Rumbling

The smartphone began to vibrate vigorously. At the same time, our eyes turned towards that direction..

In the broken atmosphere, the moment Yeonhu smiled helplessly and held the smartphone in her hand, I really thought about it..

I don't know who it is, but I'll never forgive you for the rest of my life..

And, the person who would live with my resentment for the rest of my life was my brother. He couldn't show his ugly side to Yeonhu, so he was brooding over his anger inwardly and thinking about just going home and leaving it at that..

"Work starts in March?"

As soon as I heard the contents of the phone call, all the little thoughts disappeared from my mind. Eventually, when he hung up the phone and looked at me, I asked him as if to confirm..

"What does that mean? I'm trying to get a part-time job?"

---

After hearing Yeonhu explain the part-time job, there was only one thought that dominated my mind..

'I feel lonely.'

Before, I tried to accommodate Yeonhoo as much as possible, but I also knew that at some point, I was gradually giving priority to my own greed. And when he told me about his part-time job, the selfishness that invaded my heart was also due to that..

I wouldn't be able to live with him locked up somewhere. Just studying wasn't very efficient considering his personality, so I encouraged him to do other activities together, such as playing games..

When he actually brought up such a story, I thought I would hate it because I thought it would prolong the time I would not be able to see him. Even though I am going to be so busy that it will be difficult for me to find free time, I will try to do as I please with his time..

That's not right. That's why I blocked his consideration of telling me I didn't have to do it if I didn't want to. Actually, I wanted you to come see me at that time instead of working part-time..

Moreover, the part-timer happened to be a cafe where most of the employees were women. I've been there a few times in the past, and looking at the atmosphere of the cafe, I don't think the gender ratio will be much different now..

It was definitely a good thing I told you for the future, but I couldn't stop the anger towards my brother from filling my head..

In the end, the rest of Yeonhu's birthday ended with hugs and kisses to soothe my loneliness..

As soon as I got home, I called my brother..

"Why did you call me?"

"No, he said he was looking for a part-time job, so I told him about a good position...."

"Why did you call me?."

"The part-time job there is very popular, so if I don't get an answer quickly, I'm afraid the position will fill up, so I called...."

"why are you calling?"

"...I was wrong. I committed a mortal sin..."

Even after frying it for nearly two hours, my anger did not go away. Although the part-time position was only a part-time position, it was truly a golden opportunity. It was the first time that Yeonhu, who was so impregnable, showed such a gap, perhaps because ‘that day’ wasn’t far away anyway.!

In the end, I expressed my anger right before I went to sleep, and that anger continued until right before I met my brother and Yeonhu the next day..

But I couldn't show Yeonhu like that, so I controlled my expression after meeting him. I wanted to support what he was doing..

He might be lonely, and I was worried that another woman might cling to him, but I can't live the rest of my life restricting him like that..

"I'll take a quick look around. Call me when you're done."

After arriving in front of the cafe, I thought he would be worried if I went in with him, so I decided to break up with him and take a quick walk around the area. I tried to do that, but within a few minutes, I was back in the cafe again..

There was no point in walking around here alone. As soon as I became distant from Yeonhu, only loneliness surrounded me..

So, outside the cafe, I looked through the glass window and looked around the space where he would be working. He came a couple of times, but since it was just a brief visit, he didn't remember much. Is it just that it has an atmosphere that women would like and that the Americano was a bit delicious?.

There is one employee who is walking around the halls and looks as energetic as Yunjeong. An employee is cleaning the coffee machine at the counter. And the female guests sitting here and there in the seats..

As expected, I felt a little dizzy seeing the interior of the cafe filled with only women. Her anger towards her brother welled up again, but she managed to calm it down as she remembered that she was going to date Yeonhoo after her job interview..

A moment later, he was seen coming out from inside. It seemed like the interview was over. When he came out, I planned to greet him with a story of his hardships. However, my mouth moved on its own..

"Come on. Did you do well in the interview? There were still people I saw before. Are you all pretty? It sounded like you had a lot of fun talking? how was it?"

Just before I left, the image of Yeonhu smiling brightly at the staff never left my mind. Of course, I know that I didn't smile with any special meaning, but.

Since this was just my complaint, I pretended not to be able to overcome his subtle attempts to comfort me..

Yeonhoo even brought drinks for me, and moreover,.

"But you came out so pretty. Because of this, I feel good every time I hit it.."

Because you said those kind words to me who wanted to change my profile picture out of jealousy..

"I really want to take you home like this, really.."

He doesn't stop there, he grabs me and even kisses me, saying sweet words. The moment I heard those words, I wanted to pounce on his lips right now. However, I remembered that he was embarrassed to kiss me on the street like this, so I barely suppressed myself and looked for a place with few people..

"where are you going?"

"A place without people. come fast!"

There's no way I can stand it like this.

---

I shared a kiss with him that made me melt. Taking a walk around the neighborhood where she will live in the future. As we looked together at the room she couldn't enter because of construction, she somehow felt loneliness encroaching on me again..

My room up there now is a home where I can be with Yeonhu..

At the same time, it was also a space where I had to endure loneliness when he was not around..

I had been waiting for the moment when I could spend time with him, but now that I was able to, an even greater desire crept into my heart..

"I miss you so much every day?"

"I want to carry it in my pocket."

Like the dwarf in the movie, I wish I could just put it in my pocket and be with it all the time..

But then I wouldn't be able to kiss him like he's giving me now, or anything worse..

"Then, I'll kiss you even more than before so that later you'll think about kissing more than loneliness. Can you tolerate that??"

It was literally the solution I had been hoping for. Of course, this won't completely go away my loneliness..

Still, if the scent of his body, the memory of kissing him, or that feeling remain at all. Because I can tolerate just a little bit more.

But, still.

If I could live my whole life in your arms.

How nice would it be.

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