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My girlfriend is so good to me-Episode 68

Ep. 68

Although it was my second time taking the test, I felt more nervous than usual and finished the test one subject at a time. I thought it would be easier because looking at it would bring back old memories, but I couldn't remember most of it. It didn't matter though.

After lunch passed and dinner got closer,.

All tests are over. I solved most of the problems smoothly, but I was worried about the parts where I couldn't concentrate because I suddenly remembered the future. Still, I thought the results wouldn't be bad..

I quickly packed my bag and left the exam room. I couldn’t wait to meet Yeonhu. If you did well, I would praise you, and if I thought the results were not good, I wanted to be there to comfort you..

However, right in front of the school.

I saw my brother. Dad's car is parked on the side of the road, waiting for me..

I had a feeling of déjà vu.

like.

Like the day I brought news of Yeonhu’s accident..

For a moment, my heart sank. The good news was that there was no signs of urgency on her brother's face. Although she seemed to be frowning a little..

Soon, my brother must have looked in my direction and was gesturing to me to come. He was a little relieved to see that.

If something really bad happened, there's no way I could stay that calm..

I tried to erase the bad thoughts and got into the passenger seat..

"What's going on? Everyone comes out to meet me."

"It's not like it's not there... It's not a big deal, so calm down and listen.."

My anxiety soared again as I heard my brother pause as he started the car..

"What...?"

Please, I hoped you would say no. It's nothing.

But as if betraying my expectations, my brother gave me unbelievable news..

"Later, while on his way to take an exam, he got hurt and was hospitalized.."

-thud

I vaguely expected it, but never wanted to hear it..

As soon as I heard those words, my hands became weak. I didn't even think about picking up my dropped phone. Tears flowed uncontrollably..

why.

why.

After all, after a year.

I'd rather, I'd rather be like that.

I feel my whole body shaking and tears are pouring down endlessly..

However, in response to my reaction, my brother urgently added,.

"hey! Calm down! I just hurt my arm a little!! I called you earlier and everything was fine.?!"

"Sat, I tried talking on the phone.?!"

"okay! He looked so fine, so don't cry.!"

I came to my senses after hearing those words. Then she picked up her fallen phone and immediately called Yeonhu..

Even dialing the number was difficult with my trembling hands..

"He crushed his phone and smashed it. The phone doesn't work, so if you want to call, try calling the lady. Or something like Jeonghu hyung.."

"Hi... uh, mother, to your mother...."

"Ugh..."

I deleted the number I was pressing, searched for a new name, and pressed call..

Please, please, please take it quickly....

-Turrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

─hello? Heenani?

Fortunately, my mother answered the phone before it even rang a few times..

"What about after the year?! are you okay?!"

─I'm going to listen. It's not that bad, so calm down. Did you do well on the test??

"Hmm...yeah...it's okay, right...? Well, it's not that bad....?"

I felt relieved by my mother's calm tone. However, because of that, my emotions rose once again..

─okay. I was with you a little while ago, but I came home briefly to pack my clothes. Are you going to the hospital? I heard Hee-seong is going to pick you up..

"Ugh...yes..."

─Hey, don't cry. I just sprained my elbow, so go see me..

"Thank you... Hi, I suddenly walked away... I'm sorry...."

─okay. I'm going to get some clothes, do some work, and then go back, so I'll see you later..

"Yes...sigh."

After the phone call with my mother, I urged my brother..

I wanted to meet you as soon as possible. It didn't matter how much it hurt.

I just wanted to see Yeonhu’s face right now..

"Oh, if you get caught speeding, you'll be late! It will go quickly, so just wait a moment.!"

---

Why does this happen to us? Just when I thought the days would continue to be smooth,.

No matter how much my brother told me that it was okay and that it wasn't a big deal, I couldn't hear anything. When I arrived at the hospital and heard the location of the room, I immediately rushed out..

Although it wasn't where I was, the hospital's structure was generally similar. Thanks to this, I was able to reach the hospital room where Yeonhu was said to be without getting lost..

Without any time to waste, I immediately opened the hospital room door..

"It's later!!!"

As I went inside, calling his name, I saw his face sitting on the hospital bed looking at me..

He had a cast on one arm, but fortunately he seemed to be still in pain and his serene smile showed that.

welcomed me.

"Uh... I'm here?"

"are you okay?! Where are you hurt??"

He spoke as if nothing had happened, but when I saw him wearing a patient gown, my head stopped turning. She just went up to him out of sheer urgency and looked at his body..

I can see some bruises, and I can see his arm that is in a cast so he can't move it properly..

The tears that had already poured out many times began to flow again..

How much did it hurt?.

If it was a cast, it was most likely a fracture and not just a sprain like you said..

And I knew better than anyone else the pain that comes from having such an accident. My heart ached even more because it was something no one could understand..

But to me like that, Yeonhoo said something stupid..

"Sorry."

"Black...what is it...?"

"I've been teaching you hard all this time, but I couldn't pass the test.."

I was momentarily speechless at those words. Now, my body is like this, what does it matter?.

The moment I realized exactly what he was saying, I got angry at him for the first time in my life..

"What does that matter?!!!!"

It didn't matter even if I had to skip that test right away..

just.

Just don't be in pain like this and just stay by my side..

Why don’t you know?.

"I'm sorry you got hurt. I'll be more careful in the future. So don't cry, yeah?"

He seemed to understand at least a little after hearing my angry cries, and he apologized, but I couldn't answer him..

I held him and shed tears..

It hurt a lot. I'm sure it must have been very painful..

Sorry. Still, I thought it was fortunate..

I'm so glad I wasn't hurt more..

Again.

Because we won't break up again.

I'm really glad.

---

After crying as much as I could in his arms, I calmed down a little..

Yeonhu never left my side. It was still in front of me, and I was holding it with my hand. It was within my reach..

Only after realizing that was I able to get rid of the anxious, ominous imaginations that were filling my mind..

And thanks to his consideration, I went into the hospital bathroom, and only then did I see my face..

It was truly a mess..

His hair was a mess, and his face had tear marks and bright red eyes that made me think there was no ghost in sight..

I couldn't believe that I showed Yeonhu something like this. I suppressed my embarrassment, cleaned up as much as I could, and talked to Yeonhu again..

My heart ached..

He said it happened while he was helping an old woman who fell down the stairs. Just like the day he was hit by a car while saving a child..

What on earth should I do after this year?.

I thought it was great. Then and now. Him trying to help someone without taking care of his own body.

On the one hand, I cried inside, telling me not to do that. I wanted you to take care of yourself first before helping someone else..

Above all, it felt like I was the cause of all those accidents..

When I got hit by a car, he came out to go on a date with me..

This time, because I told you to take the train.

Let’s blame ourselves for thinking like that..

"do not say that. You didn't do anything wrong, and that old lady wasn't bad. She happened to be there with me and she happened to be able to help, so it's a good thing for her. Understand?"

For the first time, I got scolded by Yeonhu. He was right. No one did anything wrong. It's just that it happened that way..

So, should I just be happy that you are safe now? And is it okay to feel sorry again? It breaks my heart to think of you in pain, but exams are also important to you as a senior in high school..

You'll have to struggle for another year with that exam, but I'll help you. Not just for a year, but for a lifetime.

"Still, I'm going to try hard. There is plenty of time. Oh, it's just an arm injury, so walking around is no problem, right? Should we go on a date this week??"

But I hope you don't say such stupid things. I got hurt today, where am I trying to move??

I wasn't planning on sending him anywhere until he was completely cured. But if you don't put it in front of me, I won't feel safe at all..

I immediately called my mother and her mother, respectively. She stayed in the hospital as a live-in guardian to take care of him..

─Oh my~ I heard it from Heeseong~ I'm glad you weren't hurt too much... Anyway, being too nice is also a problem. Yeah, do whatever you want. You're going to tell your in-laws?

"Yes, thank you. I'll contact you."

Really, I agreed. Yeonhu was so kind that it was a shame. She got her mother's permission anyway and called her mother again..

─Live-in guardian? How did you know that? Yes, I wanted to stay, but if Heena wants to stay, so be it. School is okay?"

"yes. If I just visit tomorrow, it will be the weekend from the day after tomorrow. Thank you for your permission.."

My mother also willingly gave permission. I didn't tell Yeonhu, but in fact, I had a lot of conversations with my mother about what kind of future I was envisioning with Yeonhu. Because they knew my sincerity, they tended to trust me more..

Anyway, I got permission from both of them. From this moment on, only I will take care of Yeonhu. So that I can’t move until it’s all healed..

---

Having trouble using one arm, Yeonhu receives my help in various areas..

I should never think like this.

It was a little cute. It's like taking care of a child. Even though I was being forceful.

Of course, there was a conflict once..

"They said they would help!"

"Help me in the bathroom!! I can go alone!"

It might be difficult to use the bathroom, so I was just trying to help. He asked his mother, who came in on the way, for help, and he scolded her..

I never had any other thoughts. really.

Still, there was nothing more he could say to him who logically appealed that he could solve it on his own..

When I took a step back, expressing my regret, he sighed and made a suggestion..

"If we live together... I mean, if we live together, don't we need some rules? For example, sharing the lyrics or something like that.."

"So, as a rehearsal, how about making some rules in this hospital room?...."

I agreed with what he said. I was also grateful that he brought up that story first. Yeonhu was also drawing a picture of the day we would live together. Besides, there wasn't much time left. What we end up living together.

I haven't told Yeonhu yet, but since I said it in passing before, it doesn't mean I didn't say it at all..

We had many conversations after that..

"Yeonhuya, listen carefully.."

I immediately forcefully convince him who is embarrassed about my help..

"Yeah, I know. You can wear pants by yourself. But won’t it be difficult because the top has buttons? I'll help you with just that.."

I never did it because I wanted to see or touch Yeonhu’s skin..

"Then, washing up will take a long time, so take your time after I leave, and I will help you wash your hair.."

I could help you shower, but they won't let you do that..

Besides that, I convinced him that he couldn't do anything in the hospital room without my help, and then moved on to the main topic..

About what I wanted Yeonhoo to do when we live together, something I had only imagined up until now..

There was nothing special. Morning and evening, when leaving the house and when returning... In fact, there was no need to even make this distinction..

If you always kissed me and whispered that you loved me, that was enough. However, it seems like her brother told Yeonhu something useless..

"Because it's not. That's because I want to feed you what I gave you.."

"then. I hope that when you come home, you will have strength after eating the meal I cooked for you.."

If you said something like this, I had no choice but to understand..

This was something I secretly hoped for and was connected to my dark, unspeakable desire..

In any case, I couldn't hide my joy at his words and burst out laughing. In my heart, which had been painted black due to his accident, light was shining again..

As expected, if only Yeonhu was available.

If you stay by my side safely after a while.

didn't need anything.

---

As my worries faded away, the days I spent with him in the hospital room were pure happiness..

Take care of his daily life and be with him from morning to evening in a space where no one will disturb him..

Even when I wake up from sleep.

-side

"good night~"

He greeted me with a kiss and I couldn't be happier. However, I couldn't do that every day because there was a day when my mother sent me away..

Moreover, when he changed his clothes and fastened the buttons while looking at his pure white skin, it felt like they had really become husband and wife..

"ha..."

"Is it Heena? It’s cold so can you lock it quickly??"

"Ugh, uhh..."

As I look at his body, I feel hot from inside and I have to suppress the desire to escape..

Sometimes, when I wake up at night and see him sleeping, I unconsciously want to touch him. yet. There is still some left. Until that day. I didn't want to ignore his decision, so I barely held back my red, squishy heart and touched it just a little..

I spent my days in the hospital like that, and even after he was discharged, I stopped by his house every day and waited on him..

It was great to see that everyone now accepted my visits as if they were used to them. It's like I'm part of this family..

And the university was eventually decided on as Seoyeon University. If Yeonhu couldn't be together anyway, there was no need to deliberately lower his gaze..

In the past, we had chosen to receive scholarships to ease the burden on our families, but with our eyes opened to the world, we realized that there was no need for that at all..

It was an mature idea, but at the same time, it was a very young idea. I realized that just going to the best college possible was a better choice for my future..

For me and Yeonhu too.

At the mention of Seoyeon University, Yeonhu, who had intended to study for one more year and aim for the same university, felt a little embarrassed..

It's okay though.

Even if we can't go to the same place.

or.

Even if I don't go.

Just like that. Just be healthy.

stay by my side.