My girlfriend is so good to me - Episode 5
Ep. 5
"...I'm sorry for suddenly crying."
"No... that's okay.."
There I was shedding pitiful tears, but as a person, as a human being, as a man, I couldn't leave him behind. In the end, when she tried to run away, she turned around and took her to a small playground nearby..
As we were having a conversation in the middle of a residential area, I felt like I would look like a piece of trash in front of a person whose eyes were red from crying. I didn't do anything wrong.
Anyway, since I came this far, I really wanted to hear what he was thinking. I've already given up on pulling out..
I felt like if I cried again, my heart would die from guilt..
I looked at her sitting on the bench, soothing her dizzy head and complicated mind..
"I think there was a bit of a misunderstanding... First of all, do you know who I am??"
"...huh. Yeonhu Han."
No I know this?
I thought he knew when he saw the name tag on my uniform, but looking at the atmosphere, it didn't seem like such a bullshit situation..
Did you really know me??
Were you in the same class in kindergarten or the lower grades of elementary school? If it got that far, there might be things that wouldn't be recognized. It may be possible for a girl who was vaguely pretty to become much prettier..
"Have we seen this before??"
As I was talking to myself and asking questions, I thought about the girls I had a little conversation with when I was younger..
Seup
It's not.
No matter how much I think about it, this level would have been different from the beginning...
"no."
"Oh yeah."
It's like that too?
"But why yesterday..."
Did you make a confession?.
She must have calmed down after a brief question-and-answer session, and she raised her head, looked me in the eye, and opened her mouth..
"It's not been that long ago, but it's been a while since I found out. I know she's the same age as me. So, will you let me go??"
"......I knew now that we were the same age, but I knew it anyway.."
We were the same age!
Honestly, I thought it was my sister.!
Because the atmosphere of older people is strong!
He continues speaking slowly, leaving me shocked on the inside..
"...Because I have work, I sometimes pass by your school.."
"Then, by chance, I saw you passing by.."
"I remembered the smiling face while talking to my friend.."
"I've never done that before, but for some reason I keep thinking about it.."
"Every time something happened, I waited and watched you for a moment.."
"And I also knew that your ending time coincided with mine.."
"In that case, I thought I would just talk to him, so I followed him around a few times.."
"Then I found out the way you were going."
"But I don't have the courage... I couldn't talk to her, but I finally managed to talk to her yesterday.."
"I confessed without knowing."
"So please believe me... it's not strange...."
I felt my heart tickle as I listened to her soft words, which were like a monologue or another confession..
There was a heated debate going on in my head..
Is this real fucking truth??
Does this really make sense??
Han Yeonhu, were you that successful of a man??
Enough to get a confession from this high school girl?
When I first thought about it rationally, I dismissed it as a strikeout, but even so, what happened right before my eyes was true, so I somehow suppressed my trembling heart..
"So, did you really confess? To me?"
"...Why don't you tell me why you don't trust me that much? Could it be that I... am not that good??"
"no!! That's definitely not it!!"
That's definitely not the case!
How should I explain this? Isn’t it too much of a reason to shatter your self-esteem to be honest??
"......"
no. Seeing her looking me in the eye, her self esteem was not a reason for her to be shattered.
It was natural.
okay. He also accepted the embarrassment and spoke honestly, so let’s be honest too. Because there is that much.
"Huh... okay. Why didn't I believe it?."
"huh."
"...Because you are so pretty."
"......??"
hmm. It's a face that says he doesn't understand at all. Well, I've lived with that beauty, but there's no way I could know what this feels like. Moreover, it's a woman..
"listen carefully. Men rarely get a number or get a confession in the first place. Unless you're quite handsome."
"I don't think I'm that ugly, but I'm not particularly good-looking either.."
"But a girl as pretty as you confessed to me like that? To be honest, I think it's natural to have doubts.."
"It's no joke, if you catch 100 men passing by, except for the most handsome one, the other 99 will think the same thing.."
She furrowed her eyebrows and made a difficult expression at my sincerity, which was not even a lie..
It's like I never thought of such a thing.
"It's not that I don't like it or anything.?"
"Uh... it felt a little suspicious and scared me for a moment, but I don't hate it....?"
"That's it then."
Only after hearing those words does my smile return again..
He met my eyes and opened his mouth thoughtfully..
"I think there was a bit of a difference between us, so I'll say it again.."
"From the first time we passed by, your smiling face stayed in my mind."
"Even after it passed, I kept thinking about you."
"This is my first time in my life like this."
"We don't really know each other yet."
"It's not just a passing relationship.."
"I wanted to know you more."
"Yeah... in other words."
"I fell in love at first sight."
"Will you go out with me??"
Seeing her confessing like that with a bright face took my breath away..
Her soft voice remained in my ears and made me dizzy..
To be honest, it was still a little hard to believe, and it was true that I wondered if I was dreaming..
But when I saw her smiling and shaking her hands nervously, those little details no longer mattered..
I saw her for the first time yesterday, and if someone asked me if I liked her, I could answer that it might have been me who fell in love at first sight. Who wouldn't fall in love at first sight when they see her?.
I had a girlfriend who I dated from when I was in elementary school until my first year of middle school. However, she didn't have a deep relationship with her, so as soon as the school changed, she slowly moved away and broke up..
However, as she was confessing in front of me, I could clearly sense that she was not speaking with such a light heart..
So, if this were real, I didn't want to act like a fool and kick away this kind of luck right in front of my eyes. Since we don't know each other very well, how about starting as friends? There was no reason to say something like that..
I somehow suppress my trembling heart and open my mouth with difficulty..
Perhaps, an answer that may completely change my life in the future..
"Okay, let's date.."
You wouldn't have been embarrassed, would you? Even though I answered my heart, I was standing there not knowing what to do..
She smiled brightly and approached me..
That bright smile, that consistent kindness that can be felt just by the facial expression. I was a little embarrassed, but I couldn't control my joy..
Surprisingly, I don't even know the name yet..
I have a very pretty girlfriend..
---------feat. Heena
I looked back at myself, blaming myself for being such a fool for confessing all of a sudden yesterday..
I never meant to approach it that way, but the moment I saw Yeonhu's face, everything I had thought and planned until now disappeared from my mind..
I left my true feelings.
Of course, I thought it would be strange if a woman I didn't even know suddenly confessed to me, so I came up with some reason..
I was so embarrassed that I confessed to him, so I ran away from the scene and all I could see was Yeonhu's back. I was heartbroken, but I convinced myself to do better next time..
So today.
I waited for Yeonhu in the same spot as yesterday and smiled and said hello to him..
but.
After a brief conversation afterwards, the attitude he gave me was not one of kindness, but rather a wary look..
Even though I said I didn't know him, I confessed to him and I couldn't understand why he reacted like that..
And when I take a step closer.
Seeing him taking a step back.
I felt lonely because I felt that the person who loved me was no longer there, and I felt afraid that he might not like me anymore..
The moment he turns his back on me.
Without even having time to stop the overflowing tears, I shouted with all my might.
"don't go!!!!!!!!"
Why do you want to go away?.
Do you not like me?.
Can’t it continue like this without being able to do anything?.
That's not allowed. never.
please.
please.
please don't go away from me.
Again... don't leave me alone.
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Yeonhu couldn't bear to ignore my desperate cries, so fortunately we were able to move to a different seat and talk properly..
I could have explained why I cared about you with 90% sincerity mixed in with a little bit of lying..
The reason I was wary of my confession, which I heard later, was something I had never even thought of. But anyway, I was glad that Yeonhu listened to my story..
And to him who still seems to doubt my confession.
I said it again with my sincerity..
"I fell in love at first sight.
will you go out with me?"
Even though in my previous life I was stupid and it was too late to learn, I won't do that this time..
So I hope you give me a chance.
Let's love each other so much that no matter who sees us, we'll think we're happier than anyone else..
With that in mind, I looked at him quietly, and he soon answered..
The answer I wanted so much.
"Okay, let's date.."
The happiness that filled me at that moment made me smile like an idiot..
I took the first step toward him who was still a little awkward and didn't know what to do..
Because I'm pretty.
Of course, after the current age, I have a crush on him..
Even if you like me, it will never.
It won't be love.
but it's okay.
Even though I learned love too late, you waited for me.
This time I will wait for you.
Until the day you love me.
so that you love me.
I'll try.
I will love you more than anyone else, Yeonhuya.
thank you.
For meeting me again.
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