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My girlfriend is so good to me-Episode 46

Ep. 46

I had been sitting at my desk since morning and absently tapping my smartphone..

The three days from today are endless time..

There had been days before that when I couldn't see my face, and there were certainly days when I couldn't see my face for two or three days..

Even if I wanted to see you this time, it was a place that was hard to go to, so I was feeling even more empty in my heart..

What was my old self doing when I was alone? I don't remember doing anything particularly enjoyable..

Maybe talking with family or studying. Sometimes I meet up with friends.

It would have been just that much..

Even if I met up with friends, I didn't spend a lot of time outside..

Perhaps because I was so focused on studying, most of my friends were similar to me. Therefore, whenever we met, the conversation was mainly about school life and studies, and it is still the same today..

Recently, when I was talking with friends, the topic of dating sometimes came up, but I didn't have any desire to brag about Yeonhu..

Because only I need to know the good things about Yeonhu..

However, that's why I'm left alone now without Yeonhu by my side..

How to fill this void,

i didn't know.

---

"Heena Lee! What are you doing??"

"...study."

"What about your boyfriend? Oh, did you go out to play today??"

"huh."

I welcomed my older brother who had just returned home after being discharged from the military, but I did not have the strength left to pay attention to him..

Except for the fact that his relationship with the opposite sex was a bit promiscuous, he must have been a good friend and an older brother I liked..

Surprisingly not interested.

He just put his pen on his textbook and his eyes were focused on his phone..

"He was always making a fuss over chat or on the phone, so he was quiet.?"

"get out."

"Hey, let him get some rest too. I heard from my dad that you are very.."

"I told you to go out?"

"....study hard.."

I lowered my voice and rolled my eyes at my older brother, who seemed to be secretly scratching my insides..

But even for a moment.

-Rumbling

I quickly pick up the vibrating phone and check the message..

[ Yeonhu♡: There's still an hour left... I want to get off.. ]

Because of the anxiety that was still lingering in a corner of my mind, I asked Yeonhoo to talk to me every 30 minutes..

That alone would have been a hassle, but thankfully, Yeonhoo was contacting me in less time than that..

I was relieved by his talk, but worried that he might suffer from severe motion sickness, so I gave him some advice..

And, trying to ignore the rising anxiety, I filmed a video to send to him. Worry is worry, so that you don't forget me even for a moment.

An hour later, he sent me a video with photos..

A video with the same content as I did.

The moment I saw it, I screamed in horror..

"so cute!!"

My life now is a little different from when I was a college student. There were times when I felt a little disappointed when people didn't do what I used to do and when I couldn't remember what I remembered..

Since he is still a high school student, whenever I see his fresh side,.

I felt like I was opening a new treasure chest every day..

I went straight to my mom and brother and showed them off to Yeonhu's cute video, then I laid down on the bed and thought about it..

Little by little, the closer I get to him.

The more you show new, different sides that seem to be the same as before,.

The more I feel that my love, which I thought was at its limit, can still grow bigger..

I hope.

How good would it be if I could carry Yeonhu in my pocket?.

---

All day long, I hesitate every time I send him a message, wondering if he might be bothered, but I find myself unable to stop talking to him..

I'm urging him to stop, but my mind and fingers are out of my control..

There are times when he is slow to respond because he is probably spending time with his friends, but I keep getting greedy for him who answers all my contacts..

[ Yeonhu♡: Woongmeong! ]

[ Heena: Is it a puppy? Next time you go to an amusement park, be sure to wear dog ears.? ]

[ Yeonhu♡: Then you have cat ears, call? ]

And when I have those conversations, I imagine the two of us walking around an amusement park, each wearing animal ears..

I missed you so much.

Yeonhudo with dog ears, Yeonhudo now.

How long does it take to reach Yangyang? Her brother must have had a license, but he gave it up and took the video and sent it to him again..

[ Heena: (Video) Meow~ ]

Although it's a little embarrassing, I sent this video with the belief that Yeonhu would be happy because she likes cute things. Although I am satisfied with Yeonhu's reaction, whom I like very much, I soon sigh when the chat is cut off again..

It felt like time had stopped.

I can't believe I have to wait two more days..

After the first day spent like that,.

Second day of Yeonhu’s trip.

I made a video call in the morning as a wake-up call and sent chat messages throughout the day. Other than that, there was nothing available at home..

Even though I've seen you so often, even though I'll be back tomorrow.

How do I miss him so much?.

Except when I was washing up and eating, I was lying face down on my desk just looking at my phone..

After lunch.

It's past evening.

Until the next day.

---

The day Yeonhu returns.

Even though I told him to rest at home because he would still be tired today, it reassured me that I was close enough to see him right away if I wanted to..

My heart was the same as yesterday, it was shaking violently even though it was the same and I couldn't see the future..

I feel even more at ease with his thoughtfulness, as he still sends me messages every short time after getting in the car for me..

So, what should I wear tomorrow and meet Yeonhoo?.

Wouldn't your heart explode the moment you see him?.

It was around lunchtime when I was thinking such foolish thoughts and laughing alone..

Today, while listening to the sound of rain, I was concentrating a little on my studies..

─I'm in front of your apartment now.

There was a sudden phone call from Yeonhu..

His unexpected visit.

I was embarrassed, surprised, happy, and happy at the same time..

Suppressing my feelings of tears.

After putting on just one more cardigan, I grabbed an umbrella and ran outside..

"uh? hey! Where are you going?!"

My brother followed me out, probably because he was worried about my busy appearance, but it wasn't the time to worry about such trivial things..

As I ran out to the front of the apartment, I saw Yeonhu waiting for me under the awning of the building across from me..

Unable to control the rising corners of my mouth, I run to him and hug him, replenishing the ingredients I had been lacking over the past two days..

Okay. nothing else was needed.

If only Yeonhu were by my side, I would be this happy..

Besides, my brother happened to be following me, so I thought it would be appropriate to introduce him now, so the moment I opened my mouth to him..

"Yes, it's Yeonhuya. Hey there.."

Yeonhu closed his mouth and could no longer speak..

Yeonhu too, because he definitely wanted to see me. I came this far because I couldn't control my feelings..

You kiss me so longingly.

"I missed you so much, I came without saying anything, but it’s okay.?"

Of course, of course it's okay.

Please come anytime, as many times as you want.

"It was a big deal because all I could think about was you all day.."

If you come to me again and again and whisper sweet words like that.

I really don't need anything in the world.

love you.

---

It wasn't a good place to have a conversation in the rain, so I took the two of us to a cafe that I used to frequent with Yeonhu..

As I fed Yeonhu the drinks and cake my brother bought me, I hid my heart fluttering inside..

'Heeseong hyung? To be honest, I was scared at first because it seemed like a fun thing to do, but when we talked about it, it turned out to be a good fit. We also have similar tastes in games..'

'You arrogant bastard, why are you talking to your brother? And that too while using the laptop I bought.?'

'Ah, when Heena came to visit, she told me to use this as my homework. Just wait, it'll be over in 10 minutes. Let's play after it's over.'

I wanted the two of you to get along well like you did back then. Of course, the circumstances in which we first met were very different, but somehow I felt like we could become friends..

Besides, I don't know what I heard from my parents, but it seemed like they already had good feelings about Yeonhu..

If I knew you, if you didn't like me, you would have left this place already..

Although it was awkward, I watched the two people speak clearly and say a word or two at a time, and then I left the room for a while using the phone as an excuse..

Of course, it was true that I got a call from my mom, but I wanted to make time for the two of us to talk for a little longer..

With that in mind, let's come back in about 20 minutes..

as i expected.

As it remains in my memory.

The two were laughing and talking.

Just like back then.

I was pleased by that, and I slowly returned to my seat, suppressing a heartless laugh as I felt somehow happy..

"Sorry, it took a little long, right? The call took a long time... later.?"

However, even though I came close.

Even though your lovely girlfriend is back.

The sight of him not paying attention even for a moment.

Just a little bit, a ridiculous feeling of anxiety began to sprout..

Regardless of whether I came and sat next to them or not, the sight of them still concentrating on their conversation was definitely what I had hoped for..

"Do you want to come over to my house later and try it? The first thing this brother did as soon as he was discharged was to set up his computer.."

"older brother!!"

I couldn't wait any longer, so I intervened..

"....It's later?"

"Oh, I'm here?"

But after answering briefly, he doesn't look at me again, only looking at my brother..

what?

Why, why don't you look at me? Why are you only looking at my brother??

"But I decided to study with Heena on the remaining days of vacation...."

okay! There is no time to play with my brother! Because you'll be with me!

"Come on a day when you don't do it. Is there really a need to come just to see him? I'll give you my phone number, so if you're coming, call me in advance.."

"Wow, really? thank you!"

I felt dizzy as my head heated up..

Right now, I'm going to invite my boyfriend, Yeonhu, when I'm not around and we can hang out together.?

"Brother, go home now! Because I and Yeonhu are going on a date.!!"

It was really funny to see him so jealous of my brother, but I couldn't think rationally..

Too busy talking to my brother, not even looking at me.

Because you don't even whisper love to me.

"hurry!! It’s later! I'm important, you're important?!"

"Of course it's you."

"Then I'm important, the game is important?!"

"...............you."

There, why is the answer late??

Normally, no matter how much I like games, I would have said it was me without the slightest hesitation..

It's because I talked to my brother.?

It's all because of you?

"Oppa, go away quickly!! get out!!"

I sent my brother away right away, and because I was embarrassed that I was jealous of my family, I just acted like a fool while holding Yeonhu in my arms..

I wanted to lead my relationship with Yeonhu in an adult manner..

This made me completely different from a child..

Yeonhu was lovely and pretty as she comforted me, kissed me, and whispered pleasant words to me..

I was so ashamed of myself..

---

I erased yesterday's ugly behavior from my mind and started studying with Yeonhu again from today..

When I saw him become more and more motivated to study as his goal of going to the same university as mine became clear, I couldn't help but teach him..

I wish we went to the same university.

If not, Yeonhu is just like that...

I pushed my dark desires to the back of my mind and studied for hours with Yeonhu, who was more focused than usual..

I'm sure I could do more later, but I ended it here because if I study too quickly and increase the time, I could get mentally exhausted in just a few days..

Now that I'm done with my studies, I thought I'd try to be a little crazy today like yesterday, so I was hugging him, and Yeonhu suggested a plan for later..

"I want to go to karaoke?"

I was surprised by those words. It wasn't that I was surprised by the place called a karaoke room, it was because it was the first time Yeonhu had definitely asked me to go somewhere..

I always designated the places we wanted to go first, or other than that, we mostly walked around and played in places that caught our eye..

"huh. We've never been together before, and I want to hear you sing. how is it? Because there can be just the two of us there too."

Actually, I was a little reluctant to go to karaoke because I wasn't confident in singing..

But Yeonhu asked me out on a date, and the fact that it was a place just for the two of us was enough to make me excited..

He quickly changed his clothes and came out of the house..

The karaoke bar wasn't far away, so I walked leisurely with my arms around him..

"From now on, if there is a place I want to go, I will tell you everything. I'll go anywhere with you?"

While gently stroking my cheek, he said those words..

Perhaps, just as I felt a greater longing for him due to his absence these past few days, Yeonhu also felt similar feelings..

I thought it would be great if something like that happened, and followed him into the karaoke room..

My heart was pounding in the slightly dark, enclosed space..

After eating a few spoonfuls of ice cream that was free to eat, I put it on the table..

I approached him holding the remote control in his hand..

And naturally I got on his lap..

"Well.. why don’t we sing a song first??"

Of course, I know that Yeonhu really came here for that reason, but.

In a space like this, just the two of us, it was such a waste to just sing..

I couldn't stand it..

"I thought I came here to do something like this."

While saying that, he covered Yeonhu’s lips..

I'm sorry, but it's later.

This is much more important to me.

If you can't do 10 times as much as you did in two days,.

Then, when I forcefully push my tongue in, he accepts it as if he has no choice..

His lips, his saliva, his body odor..

Feeling and reflecting on every single thing.

opened my mouth.

"Huh.. Heena. I really came here to sing.."

know. But you know it's too much to come into a place like this and not give me a kiss first.?

Hiding his true feelings, he grabbed the microphone and sang like he wanted..

but.

"Laugh, I wasn't laughing... ugh!! Kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk─"

Before even singing a few lines, I saw Yeonhu desperately trying to hold back her laughter..

I knew I couldn't sing, but seeing him laugh like that made me so embarrassed that I wanted to hide in a mouse hole..

Still, Yeonhu who sings well is so cool.

Especially when he sang a love song to me, I felt like I was going to faint..

I promised myself that I would tell him next time too..

After practicing a lot.

---

Today I meet Yeonhu one after another.

The day I decided to go on a date before studying.

Although yesterday I expressed my embarrassment by complaining and ended up leaving a little ambiguously, today I really wanted to spend the whole day being loved by Yeonhu..

So, as soon as I met Yeonhu, I kissed him and asked where he was going..

"Heena Lee!"

"let's go. Just follow me today."

Yeonhu, who always has a warm smiling face, strangely hardens her face and shows a forceful appearance. Even when I was a college student, I have never seen such an attitude before..

Just like my brother.

As soon as I thought about it, my excited heart cooled down..

"Yeonhu Han."

"Who taught me this??"

There is no way Yeonhu would have thought of something like this on his own, and there is no way such foolish advice could have been found on the internet..

Yeonhu's family, as well as his friends, would not have told him about something like this, and if a friend of his age had told him this, Yeonhu would probably have ignored it..

Even when I was a college student, I once laughed and said that my friends would give me useless advice on stupid topics..

Of course, I knew he didn't do this because he was bored, and that he definitely wanted to give his date something special..

Okay, but it was a direction I really didn't want..

It may not be possible, but if Yeonhu treats his girlfriend like his brother,.

If you learn that your girlfriend changes from day to day like your brother did,.

I could really go crazy.

So I carefully scolded him and found out who was behind it..

"It's hard to tell me...."

After showing that, the name of the culprit came out of Yeonhu's mouth..

Lee Hee-seong.

Yes, you must be my brother..

I didn't like the idea of ​​becoming closer to Yeonhu more than necessary, so please teach me these useless things to Yeonhu.?

I swallowed my anger inside and followed Yeonhu with a smile on my face again today..

Because Yeonhu didn’t do anything wrong.

Because my brother is all bad.

---

The place he brought me today was a room cafe a little far away from my house..

According to him, it is a place with a pretty interior and delicious Cropple..

Honestly, it didn't really matter.

The important thing is not what this place is, but that Yeonhu found this place for me..

I really didn't like my brother's work, but Yeonhu put in the effort for our date anyway..

"Thank you, Yeonhuya."

That's why I expressed my gratitude honestly..

The heart he gave me made me happy no matter what..

Unless you act like your brother.

"Um, what can I do to make you a little happier??"

If you even add lovely words that mess with my heart like this, I feel my body heating up uncontrollably..

But there's no need to rush, it's later.

Because you make me happy just by your presence.

Just stay by my side.

If you want to do something more.

"And, actually, you already know?"

"What is my favorite thing about you."

okay. A kiss from you is enough for me.

But I don't like leaving my lips right away. I wish you would embrace me longer and more deeply.

"And... you know what my favorite word is.?"

What I always say to you, what you always say to me.

"I love you, Heena."

His overflowing loveliness made me embrace his head in my arms..

Then I felt his rough breath on my chest, and my body became hot as if it was burning with fire..

"When I came here earlier, I saw that there was no one in the room next to here.."

He was urging me on, and without even realizing it, he was tempting and luring him away..

I hope it stays like that for a while.

Eventually, Yeonhoo released my arm and came out, looking into my eyes..

"I know that? I heard the crople here is really delicious. I'll go get it."

He ran away with the same words..

I was a little embarrassed, but I still respect his feelings. His blushing face soothed my regret..

Still, the atmosphere was really nice..

Should I try it more boldly by showing it here and there?.

As I looked at his face as he brought me croutons and drinks, I was thinking about the next opportunity..

Because now there's only one step left.

Because I could see that Yeonhu’s love for me had grown a lot..

Come to think of it, I thought it was really cute to imitate a cat..

I wonder if Yeonhu likes things like cosplay?.

---

"Brother, come here."

"Well, why? Why are you doing this so scary?."

"You taught Yeonhu something useless.?"

"what? Did he do that? hey! He asked me to give him some advice first.─"

"So, my brother didn't teach me?"

"....That's true."

"Come on. talk to me."

"Ha...Han Yeonhu, this traitor....."