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My girlfriend is so good to me-Episode 39

Ep. 39

I remember that it was the happiest trip of my life..

When I was dating him before the accident, my feelings were slowly growing in size. That's why I've never gone on a trip like this where I slept all day..

Because we just went on a few day dates..

This was my first trip with him..

It was an opportunity to check his heart anew..

The distance that had been gradually decreasing suddenly progressed and became an opportunity for us to become closer as before..

How can I express in words the joy that rises from deep within my heart?.

My body still trembles when I think of the time my lips met his..

Although it was very disappointing that we couldn't do more, I was able to fully understand because Yeonhu had thought about and decided about our future in his own way..

I also knew that I was rushing to start too many things..

However, instead of putting the brakes on that feeling, I hoped that my parents would understand me one by one from now on for the future. So, I told her everything about what happened with Yeonhu, even the smallest details..

Sometimes I felt a little embarrassed, but it was all so that me and Yeonhu could become a family as soon as possible..

"Oh my, I'm thinking deeply about this year.~"

"Hmm.. I see.."

I feel sorry for Yeonhu, but I also talked to her parents about why she didn't want to have sex..

My mom was disappointed, and my dad was upset about what I was trying to do, but he was happy in the end..

Because we are in high school, because we are still young. My father was a little displeased with the two of us staying in the same room because he thought it was too early to do such a thing, but I knew that the probability of something like that happening was low since I know the future. That's why I convinced him that nothing would happen..

Nevertheless, when the time came, I thought about sex, but it was Yeonhu's will that stopped me from doing so. Thanks to this, she seemed to like her father even more..

In a good atmosphere, another paving stone is carefully placed..

"When I go to college and live on my own later, can I stay with Yeonhu??"

"Oh my~ Heena is really into it~ Mom approves! I already like it after seeing it once.~"

"Yes, as Yeonhu said, after graduation, you are an adult. Think and decide for yourself. I will help you if your parents allow it.."

After hearing those two words, I realized that Yeonhu was right this time..

The reason Yeonhu gave permission so willingly was because Yeonhu spoke honestly and his thoughts and feelings were conveyed to the two of them..

However, in the subsequent chat with Yeonhu's mother, there were conflicting reactions..

[ Mother-in-law: I heard it too. I'm sorry for everything. I didn't know my son could be this shy.. ]

I am grateful that you feel sorry for me, and I have also mentioned it to my mother in advance..

[ Heena: If you end up living on your own later, would it be okay if I stay with you often and take care of you?? ]

[ Mother-in-law: Is there a need for such trouble? If your parents say it's okay, just live together.. ]

Since just dating and sharing your body is a completely different story than living together, I expected it would be difficult to get permission from both parties, but it was very simple..

Now all that's left is to wait.

---

After the trip, I feel that the distance between me and him has become closer. She was like she was back then.

Of course, it was nice to just show love and take care of him, but playing around with him and complaining like before also warmed my heart even more..

─Yeah, have fun. Even though I will be lonely at home, I can have fun later on.!

I no longer had to worry about being hated by him even a little bit..

Although it may not be the same weight yet, I know that his love for me is growing..

"It's Heena."

─why?

"love you."

─...Phuhu

does he know.

Every single word he says as a joke.

How it shakes my heart.

I'm sure you don't know, so I'll try being a little more grumpy..

─So Yeonhu is going to have fun leaving his beloved girlfriend behind??

I'm sorry for being such an annoying girlfriend, Yeonhuya..

Still, I want you to love me.

---

"......."

There was no reply from Yeonhoo. How many hours.

I knew he was into the game because this happened to me occasionally even when I was in college..

I knew this, but even so, anxiety began to sprout in a corner of my heart..

Could it be that something happened??

It was a thought that passed through my mind for a moment, but once it occurred to me, I couldn't stay still..

I immediately contacted his mother, found out where he often goes, and came out of the house..

In a hurry, I took a taxi and arrived at the PC room. Fortunately, I saw him chatting loudly with his friends..

I was deeply relieved and thought about just going back, but the voices of his friends rang in my ears..

"Either that or go to the sea and hunt together.!!"

-Stop

The moment I heard those words, I couldn't leave that place. I knew that Yeonhu would never do that, and as I was getting closer as if fascinated, I heard him dismissively telling me not to talk nonsense..

But when I imagined Yeonhu talking to another woman, even if just for a moment, my heart instantly became muddy..

"Yeonhu friends, right? hello?"

Unable to bear it any longer, I showed up and intervened between them. After giving his friends a warning that wasn't a warning, I had a conversation with Yeonhu..

"I'm not angry."

That's what he said, but in reality he had a hard look on his face, started complaining, and didn't even give me a proper answer..

I know Yeonhu didn't do anything wrong, but my emotions didn't move the way I wanted..

I actually didn't mind that the call was late because I was playing a game. I knew that Yeonhu liked games, and it was true that I was worried, but it was something I could understand..

However, the word "hunting" came out of his friend's mouth, and the sight of him with another woman in my imagination, which did not actually happen, made me angry..

That's really stupid and stupid. In order to hide his own foolishness, he tries to control his mind by yelling at Yeonhu..

"I'll reply better next time.?"

I always wanted to show him my sincerity, but I couldn't bear to confess my honest feelings right now..

Still, I felt like this moment of Yeonhu feeling sorry was an opportunity, so I took the phone from him and installed the app..

A lover app that I've wanted to install for a long time, but couldn't bring myself to talk about because I was afraid it would make me seem too obsessed or like a bothersome girl..

So that Yeonhu can know wherever and whenever he is..

Only then was I able to properly say hello to his friends..

Sorry.

I can't speak honestly, I'm just grumpy like a fool.

---

On my way back, I made an appointment with Yeonhu for a date at the zoo. My expectations are high because the zoo was one of the date places we couldn't go to together..

And I handed him a wish ticket containing my small greed and desire..

"Yeah, it's simple. When I put my finger on my face like this."

"Kiss me there. Anytime, anywhere. No matter who is around, unconditionally."

It was my selfish wish. I wanted to make Yeonhoo more accustomed to kissing with this..

If this makes him less shy about kissing.

If it becomes natural for you to kiss me all day long.

If his scent remains on my lips, forehead, cheeks, and nose.

If his saliva messes up my face.

iced coffee─

Just by imagining it, I feel a fire burning inside my body..

---

next day.

I leave the house with an excited heart, meet him, and immediately begin today's 'dating rules'..

Yeonhu naturally kissed his cheek, but it was disappointing that he pulled away so quickly that he added the 3-second rule on the spot..

I was filled with satisfaction as I felt his long kiss on my cheek again. After that, I freely unleashed this slightly dark desire..

I got all the kisses I ever wanted from him. How could I be happier?.

After receiving lots of kisses and getting off at the destination, Yeonhu looked for lip balm to see if her lips were dry. She thought it was okay and went outside to an inconspicuous place..

I wanted to receive a kiss that I felt bad about receiving on the subway, but in a quiet place and leisurely..

-Knock knock

I applied lip balm and immediately followed the kiss signal from the subway. But what he does give is a 3 second bird kiss. This was good too.

no.

This isn't enough.

As they pull, their tongues become entangled. Unlike in the sea, he responds by clicking his tongue together..

I didn't want to miss a single thing, his lips or saliva. I could feel him gasping for breath, but he couldn't let go..

I didn't want to suppress my body's excitement..

They coveted him like they wanted to eat him, and only after tens of seconds had passed did they let him go..

Even though he had a hard time with my aggressive kiss, he immediately took out a tissue and handed it to me..

It was a shame to wipe it off, but there was more lip balm on it than his saliva, so I turned around and cleaned up the area around his mouth..

And as soon as I turned around, I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him briefly once more..

It was so lovely how he got used to my kisses and how he gradually learned different considerations for me..

"I love you, Yeonhuya."

"Yeah, me too. love you."

When we confirmed our love for each other for the last time, I was worried that I would lose my mind due to the rising passion..

Even if I die now, I don’t think I’ll have any time left.

---

The two walked through the zoo holding hands. Under the parasol that Yeonhu brought.

When I thought about it, it seemed like I had never met him on a rainy day. I was fortunate to be able to feel the feeling of being under one umbrella even now..

Because it felt like time had stopped, and we were the only ones who existed under the shadow of the parasol..

From the entrance, Yeonhu said that he wanted to see the red panda, but seemed not very interested in anything else, but when he actually saw the animals in front of him, his eyes lit up and he continued to admire them..

I started to like the zoo because I thought Yeonhu was cuter than the animals..

However, it wasn't long before that thought disappeared..

"It's crazy. Meerkat dog is cute.."

"He's cute too...!"

"Ha.. I think the arctic fox would be really cute too..."

I admit it was cute. Because I also have the sensibility to see cute animals and think they are cute..

However, I really didn't like it when the kids, not me, heard Yeonhu say she was cute..

Not once or twice, but all the time.

The heartache I was feeling was relieved a little by eating a hot dog..

Thanks to Yeonhoo licking the ketchup off my mouth..

"W, Yeonhu... did this... pretty... thing....."

My mind went blank at his unexpected and charming behavior. The reason his body was shaking was because he felt like he wanted to attack Yeonhu at any moment..

I had to endure it. Because there are over 570 days....

In front of me, who was suppressing my desire and feeling like I was vomiting blood, Yeonhu chanted ‘You’re so cute’ again..

With what kind of heart am I holding on?.

Like a puppy, I obediently kiss him according to the rules I set, and even though I see him doing cute things like licking and wiping away things from his mouth, I am enduring it like this..

Why do you only call those kids cute??

The jealousy reached its breaking point when Yeonhu met the red panda she wanted to see..

"I want to take the Lesser Panda... I want to live with him... I want to live with the Lesser Panda..."

Living together? Living with that raccoon-like kid, not me.?

Those words made me boil, but I held back one last time and asked him..

"Hey, it’s Yeonhu. I like sexy things, I like pretty things, I like cute things?"

"cute thing.."

Oh, I see.

"....I like cute things that much.?"

Then I will show you. All I have to do is be cuter than him.?

Even though I have never shown proper cuteness in my life, the only time I tried to imitate it was in front of Yeonhu..

I was so filled with jealousy that I couldn't even think straight. I shouted out what came to my mind in a moment, mixed with jealousy and desire..

"Hee, give Heena a chu-!"

As soon as I finished it, I wanted to die..

---

Although he was teased for that remark, he quickly comforted me when I started to cry out of embarrassment..

In particular, when I tried to take away the phone that took my picture, he restrained my arms, grabbed my cheeks, and kissed my face here and there..

I no longer felt angry or embarrassed..

Can you do more??

Like this, I really like the feeling of coercion..

If you kiss me like now until today is over.

I would be so happy.

Even after the kiss, my heart melted as he continued to hug me and tell me that I was the cutest thing in the world. In the end, he even accepted Yeonhu's request to repeat the line from before..

"Hee..ugh.. Hee, give Heena a chuw...!"

"Fu, phhahahahahahahahahaha!!!"

For the first time in my life, I saw Yeonhu burst into laughter. I also tried to hide my embarrassment by hitting Yeonhu for the first time..

This time, I thought it was really too much, but I pretended not to be able to resist his temptation to take me to a deserted place and kiss me..

Then, just like before, I saw him give me a series of short kisses on the lips, and look into my eyes right in front of my nose..

I felt dizzy.

What do we do.

Can I bear it?.

---

As we walked a little further, we talked about pets, cleaning, and living together..

It looks like you haven't thought about it yet, but if you engrave it in your mind now, it will become clearer as each day passes..

And regarding college, it would be good to go to the same college if possible, but to be honest, I didn't think it was necessary to go to college later..

Beyond being honest, that was my sincerity..

Since I will study and earn living expenses, I wanted you to just wait for me at home..

I couldn't trample on my future possibilities and career path because of my greed, so I didn't say anything..

It alleviated his worries about his parents' approval..

"I also thought I told my mom that we were living together..."

"Then, my parents told me to live with them as long as it was okay.?"

"......"

When I said that and said that I had given permission, he made a strange expression..

And yet I think about the days that will come someday.

"It's a long way from actually doing it, but it would be nice.."

"Living with me?"

"huh. I'll do all the cleaning and laundry, so you can just rest.."

Sometimes they say cute things like that.

Although that made me happy, I really wanted to do everything myself..

I wanted to see Yeonhu in the house I cleaned, wearing the clothes I washed, and eating the food I cooked..

"I'm going to do everything? Afterwards, you are just playing games.!"

"Ugh..."

To him who is moved by my declaration with exaggerated gestures.

-Knock knock

"know?"

I got another kiss. This time, several times here and there on the face..

I felt that today's date was very successful due to his actions without any hesitation..

---

After finishing visiting the zoo, we moved to a cafe near our house.

I like this cafe because if you take a seat in the corner, you won't be able to see people around you and Yeonhu will be more active..

Even after coming here, the topic from earlier was brought up again..

About the house we will live in when we live together later, and about the bed we will always have..

When I started talking about bed in a subtle way, Yeonhu immediately stiffened, so I needed to ease her thoughts a little more..

In the military story that followed,.

"I’m worried too.. what will you do every day when you go to the military?.."

"huh. I have a full-time job so I can commute from home every day.?"

"They say you can do it if you have at least one child.."

I leaned towards him and gave him a strange feeling while talking about things I had already learned before..

This time, he immediately kissed me and quickly started talking about something else..

When asked to meet Yeonhu's older brother's couple, I said yes. I was planning on seeing everyone at least once anyway, and although we never met in person, I remember that he even promised to marry me even before I returned to high school..

In particular, if you are your uncle's lover, you will eventually become a brother or sister-in-law, so it would be better to get to know them in advance..

While we were talking and drinking melon soda, Yeonhu started pulling my cheek..

His pranks were always welcome, but I felt that touching my cheek wasn't enough, so I thought to myself as I pressed my cheek against his shoulder..

It's later.

I will always respect your heart and your choices.

Even if I endure it until graduation like now,.

or.

Even if I can't resist my temptations.

Either way, I'll gladly accept it.

got it?

Just keep in mind.

'Cause I'll do my best.