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My girlfriend is so good to me - Episode 31

Ep. 31

A sea trip with Yeonhu is just around the corner..

' If your condition improves, let's go to the sea together next year.. '

' swimsuit? Hey, I really want to see it, but I guess that's why I'm going to ask you to go.?  '

' Then, shouldn’t we just look at the winter sea? Well... the sea is only romantic when accompanied by swimming.... '

' Sorry... I actually wanted to see you in a swimsuit... '

In the end, I gently let go of another past that I couldn't be with..

I won't forget you back then, but.

But I will give you more love now.

Because you are everything and precious to me.

---

I wore jeans, a white t-shirt, comfortable sneakers, and a hat I had never worn before in my life..

The suitcase I dragged was full of new clothes I bought while shopping with my mom. To show my diverse side while traveling.

I just wanted to take off the hat right away because it felt awkward, but since it matched Yeonhu's look, I held back and left it on..

Even though it was an early summer morning, I waited for him to arrive, bathed in the very warm sunlight..

The time I spent waiting for him was always exciting with anticipation, but also scary at the same time. Especially when he comes by bus or car..

I think I've shaken it off to some extent, but the thought creeping into my head that what if he can't come, what if something happens?.

So I just stared at the stop. I hope the bus he got on arrives soon..

After a while, I sigh in relief when I see him get off through the back door of the bus that has stopped at the bus stop..

As soon as I got off, I saw me and welcomed him as he approached me..

"Have you waited long? It was very hot?"

"I just came out too."

Exchange formal greetings as usual.

I loved seeing him wearing the same look as me, a hat, and even the glasses frames I bought last time..

This time it was a similar couple's look, but next time I wanted to buy and wear exactly the same clothes. I need to mark it as mine..

We met like that and before we even left, we started taking pictures..

Our dates always started like this with a photo shoot. i wanted that.

It might have been a reaction from the time when there weren't as many pictures taken together as I thought..

-click

I took a picture with a natural pose and burst out laughing as I looked at it..

Is it because of the excitement of traveling or because alone time with your loved one is right in front of you?.

I couldn't tell, but it seemed like the joy that filled my heart was expressed through laughter..

---

I felt a bit uncomfortable about just taking the bus, so I decided to take the train..

I was grateful to Yeonhu, who told me that it was good because it made me feel like I was traveling even though the way there would be cumbersome..

Every moment of playing around with Yeonhu while waiting for the train was so enjoyable..

"I'm heavy?"

"at all. She didn't even know she was sitting down?"

I recently started taking care of my skin because I wanted to look even a little prettier..

Of course, it's not like I knew that and gave that answer..

Aside from that, I spent some time taking pictures as always and then got on the train..

After lifting my luggage with Yeonhu's help, I put my hands in my pockets as soon as I sat down..

-Rustle

For Yeonhu, who likes junk food, I eat snacks I bought online in advance..

"It's later, ah~"

"ah~"

Now, without any shyness, I put them one by one into his mouth as he obeyed me obediently..

I remembered these snacks because when I was a college student, Yeonhu boasted that he bought them in a box and ate them every day..

At that time, I was nagging that my health would worsen if I only ate these things..

A smile appears on my face when I see him chewing the food I fed him..

but.

"......."

I get a little upset when I see them looking at their phone instead of at me..

Of course, I heard that I was reporting to my mother. There were times when I felt like this because my possessiveness was growing day by day..

I stopped giving him the snack while trying to control his expression that was about to pout..

The snack was so delicious that even though I didn't give it to him for a while, his eyes immediately turned to me..

While I was satisfied with it, I became more greedy..

"I want to eat more?"

"huh."

"sir. From now on, this snack is a paid service.."

"Oh...what can I give you??"

I gently stuck out my cheek to him..

"You have to pay to eat it.?"

"......."

At my words, the movement stopped for a split second. But then his face slowly gets closer..

-side

I couldn't hold back the joy I felt for a moment on my cheek..

The first cheek kiss Yeonhoo gave me.

Even though I asked for it directly, it was important that he accepted it naturally..

little by little, very little by little.

If you get used to all these actions, you can get it again at any time..

---

Arrived in Gangneung and got off the train. The air already seemed different from Seoul. He must have felt the same way afterward as he took a deep breath and enjoyed it..

Had a quick lunch here. Paying for the meal with my dad's credit card.

I was grateful to my mother for reserving the hotel, and I planned to use my pocket money to pay for meals and snacks during the trip. Since I didn't have much to write about, I had quite a few things saved up..

However, my dad gave me a card when I left, so I didn't decline. It was given to her daughter and son-in-law, so she decided to use it gratefully..

After that, I took a bus and arrived in Sokcho..

Relieved by the sunny weather, we took a taxi one after another and headed to the hotel..

Yeonhu left me at the front desk and was calmly checking the room I had reserved..

The sight of his back, the sight of myself waiting for him, I really liked this situation..

Whenever I was in a situation where I could realize that we were lovers, I always felt happy..

Now is the time to calm down.

"You have to get used to it~ You'll be going around a lot with me from now on.?"

It was something I said to Yeonhu, but it was also something I said to myself..

There will be many situations like this in the future..

Because we will always be lovers.

---

The hotel room was exactly as clean as I expected. It was a little disappointing that there were two single beds instead of one double bed..

After that, I saw a bathroom with a large bathtub and various thoughts filled my mind for a moment, but I scolded myself and erased the delusions..

'Cause not yet, maybe not yet.

Because it was hot outside, we changed our clothes and left the room. Our destination was not here, but the sea..

After that, I arrived at the beach and briefly parted ways with Yeonhu to change into my swimsuit again..

I went into the locker room, which was less crowded than I expected, and changed into the swimsuit he had chosen for me on our last date. It's not that I have a bad body, but I was a little disappointed that my body was far from sexy because I didn't have big breasts..

Still, his reaction wasn't bad before, so I went to where Yeonhu was waiting with confidence..

When I saw him sitting on a mat under a parasol, I bent my waist and narrowed my arms to emphasize my chest a little..

Fortunately, I was able to smile when it was obvious that his eyes were on my chest..

"How do I look?"

".....It's pretty."

"Don't keep looking away~"

"Please take a look...."

Enjoying his reaction, I opened the eco bag and took out the sunscreen I had packed. What I thought about so that Yeonhu could get used to me and my body..

I handed out the sunscreen to the wide-eyed man who seemed to know what I was going to ask..

"Would you like me to apply this? Because I have weak skin─"

"I need to apply it to every nook and cranny.."

After saying that, I immediately laid down on the mat..

I moved naturally and calmly, but my heart was pounding uncontrollably..

I can't count the times I've held his hand, hugged him, or even kissed him before I returned to high school..

But still, this was the first time I felt his hand touch my bare skin anywhere else..

"Hurry up~"

As I urged him, who was unable to move, I slowly began to feel his touch..

The coolness of the sunscreen and the softness of my hands tickle my back at the same time. At the same time, I could barely suppress the moans that were about to burst out..

"Yes.."

Still, I couldn't stop it from leaking a little bit..

The sunscreen he applied felt so good. As much as I want to leave my body to him forever like this.

My whole body tingled as if electricity was passing through it..

Even after that, when I handed over my legs and buttocks to the hesitant man, I felt like I was going crazy..

I was embarrassed, but even more than that, I wanted ‘just a little more’..

just a little longer.

a little stronger.

Just a little more, if you touch on various parts.

Then, a desire that I could not suppress came out and I tried to leave it to him..

When Yeonhoo asked with some cuteness, he reluctantly took the sunscreen back in his hand..

-side

"So far!! Take care of the rest!"

After tickling my shoulder, he tickled my stomach and eventually gave me a second cheek kiss before running away..

It was disappointing, but I could bear it because his shy appearance was cute..

---

After applying sunscreen, the two of us really enjoyed the sea..

We took pictures, played in the sand, played in the water, and even had a meal nearby..

After playing until the sun set, we left the beach and changed clothes..

Of course, I appeal to him by wearing new clothes again..

to hear his praise.

"Pretty, pretty."

It's cute and nice that he gets a little nervous when he compliments me, but I liked it more when he says it in such a relaxed way..

The two of us went to a market that Yeonhu liked, bought something to eat, looked around the area, and then took a leisurely walk along the beach, which was deserted as night fell..

Unlike the bustling market, this sandy beach has no noise other than the sound of waves. After walking on it for a bit, we sat side by side on the bench-type swing we saw along the way..

After that, I guess I was intoxicated by the quiet atmosphere of the night sea, so a little time passed without saying a word to each other..

When I made eye contact with Yeonhu, I opened my mouth first, as if whispering to him..

"Sorry."

It started like that, and although the feeling of sorry was true, I tried to convey the happiness that is now full of more than that..

This time, Yeonhoo told the truth..

I confessed my feelings.

Thank you.

Thank you for confessing, thank you for coming to me.

All the things that I thought were my unreasonable actions turned out to be things I was grateful for to you..

I felt like tears were already flowing, but I desperately held them back because I didn't want to ruin this good mood..

however.

I could barely hold it in.

"My parents and your parents trust us enough to send us on a trip like this.?"

"You won't criticize me for doing it right now, but if you seriously look further into the future,."

"Huh, I mean... honestly, I really want to do it to the limit.."

"I want to wait until I graduate."

"Just until we can take some responsibility for ourselves.."

"I wish you would wait until then."

"Will it be okay??"

quietly, he said.

Don't just think about this moment, but about the things that will be with you in the future..

about our future.

Because I had a vague feeling of anxiety in the back of my mind, I subconsciously wanted to just do everything with him right now, but he told me to wait for the future of both of us..

Taking it for granted that we will be together even as time passes.

I couldn't stop the tears from welling up.

I was happy. happy. Yeonhu was lovely.

i love him He was invaluable and irreplaceable..

And after that too.

"I love you too, Heena."

He answered that he loved me for the first time..

Not like, love.

After I cried a lot, accepting his feelings and my own feelings from that confession, I looked up at him again with a messed up face..

When I realized that my condition was a mess, I was embarrassed and tried to look away, but I sensed something in the way he held my face..

So I slowly close my eyes.

In the darkened vision, after a few seconds that felt like years of waiting,.

I could feel his lips touching me.

However, a very short bird kiss.

I felt sorry for that fleeting moment, so I immediately opened my eyes. I saw him smiling in front of me..

He seemed satisfied with this for now, but I wasn't. This wasn't enough to calm his heart, his emotions threatening to explode..

I understood his desire to have sex after graduation. was acceptable.

Since it was said with the future in mind, there was something happy about it..

But other than that, it's okay?

After thinking about it, I immediately wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him..

"But this is okay?"

There was no reason left to continue talking. I pull his face in and kiss him again..

As I gently sucked his soft upper lip, I moved my tongue to touch his teeth, and a gap appeared between them as if responding..

Without missing the gap, dig in and explore the inside of the mouth with your tongue..

I scanned the entire inside for a short period of time, and touched his stiff, unresponsive tongue once as if promising the next time..

opened my mouth.

To be honest, this wasn't enough.

It wasn't enough, but I didn't want people to think I was a woman who only thought about those things..

That's why I tell him with a smile.

"Please take good care of me in the future, Yeonhuya."

What you can't do now, you have to do over the rest of your life..

Understand?

---

Nothing special happened in the hotel room we returned to. Although he initially expected something from this place, his mind was already satisfied..

It was the same after Yeonhu, as they were talking while lying face to face in each other's beds, and he fell asleep first..

I quietly go to his side and look at his cute face for a moment, and gently pet him so as not to wake him up..

I suppressed the red desire that was about to surge again, and calmly went back to bed and measured the day..

Yeonhu's birthday was January 29th, and my birthday was February 13th..

I turned on my phone and checked the date. Two years later, on February 13th, the day before Valentine's Day, my birthday was on a Saturday..

It was immediately set as D-day..

I thought about the remaining days and went to sleep..

Until that day, 585 days.

----

It happened almost at the same time as Yeonhu..

We laughed while looking at each other's faces that had just woken up, and then realized that we couldn't tell what state their faces were in right now and scolded him..

I was surprised at myself for being able to treat him more familiarly and comfortably than before, as if I were a college student..

And Yeonhu also treated me like he did then. Not exactly the same, but close enough.

I was so happy about that fact that I ran around playing pranks on him like a child all morning..

Even after leaving the hotel, it was difficult to control my emotions..

"of course. Now, tell me. Pretty, right? For your information, I won't admit anything other than that you're pretty.."

Like a penny, I boasted about myself wearing a dress in front of him..

"nameplate? You put it on yesterday?"

-side

I hugged him and kissed him on the lips as if it were natural..

"So, what do you wish for??"

"We'll use that later!"

I got the right to wish from him while making small talk..

As if I had really returned to this age, Yeonhoo was smiling and looking at me running wild like an idiot..

His smile, with the corners of his eyes bent and the corners of his mouth gently raised,.

Even on happy days.

Even in difficult and painful times.

Always gave me peace.

It was that smile.