My girlfriend is so good to me - Episode 21
Ep. 21
It has a strong appeal that even my 4-year-old cousin would recognize..
And yet, it was really amazing that he kept a faint smile on his face the entire time without any significant change in expression..
Looking at this, it doesn't seem that sincere... No, it may actually be sincere..
I think not being able to see her for 2 or 3 days a week was a huge blow to Heena..
"I just thought it would be better that way. Don't worry too much, Yeonhuya."
I'd rather be direct: Ah, I miss you on Tuesday, Friday, and Sunday too! If you had said the same thing, I would have laughed and moved on..
Even though we haven't been dating for very long, is it a bit weird to try to spend time separately??
No, but isn’t it a bit strange to see it every day? It's not that I don't like it, but.
"This part applies this formula..."
Anyway, after saying that, there was no reason to ask Heena any more questions as she started explaining the problem again..
So, for now, I took my distracted mind and focused on studying..
Even though I was solving the unknown and confusing problems one by one,.
"Ugh, the solution is correct, but the answer is wrong. I want to check it one more time?"
When I look at it with my eyes and immediately notice the mistakes, I realize that Heena is really smart..
And since my smart girlfriend took the time to help me study, I silently worked hard to solve the small problems with the intention of thinking about them later..
If you try to study too many different subjects in a short period of time, it will be difficult and you will lose motivation to study. Following that opinion, I focused on math and studied it all day, and it seemed like it would pay off..
If I study like this for a few more days and take the test, wouldn't I be able to raise at least 20 points more in math than before? My math grades were very poor, and Teacher Heena's explanation stuck in my head..
I can't believe I felt this way from the first day. Is this why expensive tutoring is so prevalent?.
Of course, contrary to the confidence you feel, if you actually take the test, your score may not be as good as you think, but isn't the important thing is that you have confidence??
I devoted myself to studying for nearly 4 hours. This is the first time in my life that I have spent such a long time concentrating on studying..
In the end, it was all thanks to Heena. Hee-na taught me diligently and well, and even when I felt like I was losing my concentration, Hee-na did this and I was worried that what would happen if I couldn't even learn properly, so her bravado to not show my tiredness controlled me in a good way..
Maybe that's why I thought, should I take a break and sort things out? When the point came, Heena's blatant appeal from earlier came to mind..
"It's Heena"
"huh?"
She was still looking at the reference book, but when I called, she immediately closed the book and looked at me..
"Should we meet and study on Sunday too??"
This is my compromise. It's not that I don't like meeting on Tuesdays and Fridays, but I'm sure I'll be so exhausted that I won't be able to endure it. I want to play games or play.
There's no problem with playing with Heena for a day or two instead of studying, but we can't play games together..
But Heena's eyebrows lowered, perhaps because she thought my reaction was because of her own words..
"I'm sorry.. I bothered you so much...?"
"No, no. I'm not saying it's annoying, I'm just saying that because I want to do that too.."
"But studying all week would be too difficult...? Don't mind what I said earlier. Because I was complaining.."
"How can you not pay attention when your girlfriend is complaining?."
Even though I said that, my expression didn't relax and my heart tightened..
If your girlfriend is too pretty, this is a problem. Hundreds of times the guilt!
"And heena, meeting you means resting, resting is nothing.? "
"really?"
"of course. Just looking at your face makes all my fatigue go away."
This was sincere. Basically, people like beautiful and pretty things and are designed to feel at ease when they see such things, and in that sense, Heena is a panacea..
"still..."
"I said it's okay. i want to be with you."
The corner of her mouth gently rises at my words..
"Hehe, yeah?"
At the same time, the corners of Heena's eyes, which had been gradually lowered, also went up again before she knew it, and her eyes drew a curved line. He looked into my eyes with eyes that had a certain bewitchment in them..
That facial expression change in an instant, huh? what? I wanted to, but before she could react, she continued to open her mouth..
"Then... let's just rest on Sunday. instead"
With those words, he slowly leans forward and brings his face closer..
"After exams are over and summer vacation comes."
The downcast look from before has disappeared everywhere..
"Let's go to the sea together."
All that remained was the spirit of a lion facing its prey..
"1With a gourd."
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10It was late, close to midnight, and while I was walking to the bus stop holding hands with Heena, my mind was very complicated..
Going to the sea? it could be. To be honest, I kept thinking about it too. Instead of just wandering around the house like now, we go to amusement parks, to the sea in the summer, and skiing in the winter..
I understand that the two of you are going together. It's true that I briefly considered going with my friends, but I also wanted to have fun together..
however.
1Gourd..?
This is something I couldn't have imagined. Wherever I went, moving early in the morning and coming on a day trip was the basic framework of my vague imaginary plan..
Whether you like it or not, it's definitely good. Is there a man who doesn't like going to the beach with his girlfriend and staying overnight??
Whether you have money or not, there is money. Of course, I don't know for sure how much it will cost if I stay overnight, so there is a possibility that it will be a little short, but it is a range that can be covered regardless of whether I rent it or not..
So what is the factor that complicates me?.
In terms of romantic sensibility and Confucian sensibility based on my almost non-existent dating experience,.
I know that Heena likes me very much, and I also like Heena, but in fact, it hasn't been that long since we started seeing each other..
Skinship may be a bit quick, but is it okay to spend a night together? How much does Heena expect from me in the first place? Is this okay already?.
The same thoughts were taking over my head..
"It's later"
I won't kick it if the opportunity comes, but is it still okay in my heart? The question is─
"It's later?"
"Uh, uh?"
"What are you thinking about?"
"No, I was just wondering where to go to the sea.."
I can't answer my thoughts as they are written in a basket..
But as if he didn't believe my excuse, Heena stretched out her voice and asked again..
"Jeongmaal?"
".....I am Han Yeonhu, a man who has never told a lie in his life.."
"Sigh, what will I do if I get caught lying in the future??"
"granting wishes"
".......It's true?"
No, could you please stop suddenly asking me with a straight face? I said it as a joke, but it's scary.!
Well, I said it without much thought. Still, it didn't matter if it was like a real bet. She won't ask Heena for her nonsense.
"If it turns out that I lied?"
"..Okay, I'll remember that.."
But when I see my girlfriend shaking her head seriously, I wonder if I made a mistake..
He nodded to himself as if thinking about something for a moment, then looked at me with a smiling face and continued speaking..
"I was too impatient?"
I was speechless for a moment at the question, which was a bit unexpected, but also penetrated my concerns to some extent..
I scolded myself internally, wondering if I had shown off too much..
I can't thank my girlfriend who tries to do this and that first, but I can't even ask her questions like that..
And even my steps stopped.
"Still, please don't overcomplicate things.."
"..what?"
"My heart."
She continues with another confession, her tone unwavering..
"You might think it's too fast, but I just like you so much."
"I am like that too.."
"Yeah, I know. But I like it much more. I can be confident about this."
"......"
I and she both responded to each other's feelings with silence. Heena's heart was bigger than mine, because she felt it long ago..
"I don't know how to measure things, and I don't want to. That's why I'm telling you everything honestly."
"I will continue to express my feelings without hiding them.."
"If you don't hate it, I hope you just accept it purely.."
"That's all I want."
She takes a step forward and stands directly in front of me. I met Heena and her eyes from the front..
Heena, who was looking at me with unwavering eyes, lifted one of my hands, which she was holding tightly, to her chest and embraced it with both hands..
"..This may be just speculation on my part, but I'll leave it up to you as to what you might have imagined.."
"Uh...ah, haha... well, something like that.."
I guess they already noticed my basket..
Heena was visibly taken aback by those sharp words, but Heena didn't care at all..
"One day, the moment you thought it was now. If you wish then, I will never refuse."
"So, won’t you think more comfortably about the sea trip I suggested??"
"I...I just want to be with you all day."
As she calmly confessed for the third time without losing her smile, I could only nod..
"okay."
What more can I say here?.
I still had concerns about my girlfriend, and all kinds of complicated thoughts remained in a different sense from before..
At least I was able to clearly know what Heena was thinking..
In that case, as she said, all you need to do is not think or worry too much in advance and act according to the mood at the time and match your pace with your girlfriend..
....I think it will work then.
As I headed to the bus stop alongside Heena again, one thing kept spinning through my head..
In the end, if you want to attack, attack, right?..?
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