My girlfriend is so good to me-Episode 211
〈 211Episode 〉 Outside. My boyfriend is so good to me (Side story complete))
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one day after the wedding.
I had a dream.
A lucid dream in which you are clearly aware that you are dreaming. Moreover, somehow I was looking down at myself as if I was looking at it from a third person's perspective. Not now, but when I was around 20 years old..
It was strange and scary, but I knew it was a dream so I just relaxed..
And in my dream, I looked... happy. At that time, I was just laughing and having fun with the people around me, without getting in the way..
However, the interesting thing here is that the gwajam I was wearing was not Seoyeon University’s gwajam. It was a little blurry so I couldn't tell for sure, but I was certain that it was from another university..
Since I've never worn anything in my life, did I go to that university in my dream?.
The scene changed as time passed, which seemed like a long time but was only a moment. Heena was sitting in front of me. It was natural for Heena to be by my side, but something seemed awkward between us..
That was strange, but I couldn't ask why..
Anyway, Heena and I sat across from each other and had a drink, and then I saw us enjoying a date. However, in this part, it was clear that I really liked Heena. In every action and gesture.
Probably 100,000, if you ask anyone, that guy likes that girl! The answer came out like this. However, Hee-na, on the other hand, seemed friendly but somewhat distant..
How should I explain this? It's as if Heena and I were the opposite of when we first started dating..
"After that, you carry a handkerchief too.?"
"I bought one while dating you. If you sit on a bench like this, I'm going to lay it down for you. Manners recognized?"
"Oh, after a while, it was a bit creepy.!"
"Girlfriend, it's time for a good night..."
It was similar yet different from when we were dating. In my dream, Heena was a very friendly girlfriend, and I was a boyfriend who was impatient because I couldn't do anything for her..
Even though I thought it was strange, I unconsciously nodded. That was definitely me. If I had gotten to know Heena slowly and then started dating her, I would definitely have behaved like that..
Anyway, the relationship between Heena and I was really nice to see. Although I feel bad for saying this with my own mouth. The surrounding scenery was also familiar: it was a downtown area where Heena and I often went on dates in the past..
So we went on a date together.
Sometimes while doing homework or studying.
"You're better than I thought?"
"Hey, can you please close your eyes??"
"Sorry, your desperate face is funny.."
"Wow... I'm so happy! Because he is a man who can make his girlfriend happy with just his face.!"
"Let’s move forward in the future."
When the mood was ripe, we even kissed. In the meantime, she seemed to be full of fun, but.
When I looked at it, my heart felt warm. Like watching a video full of memories.
And I was confident once again. That wasn't another me. It was just me. This is how we were when we first met, in a different form than now..
Thanks to this, I watched Heena and I's cute and fresh date with a more relaxed mind. I wanted to see you for as long as possible.
I wanted to do that.
To a couple like us now, who seems to be filled with only happiness..
Misfortune came in an instant.
Kiyiyi profit!!!!!!!!!!!!!
With Heena's car accident.
Tears came out. Even though she knew it was just a dream, tears flowed endlessly as she imagined how much pain Heena must have been in..
And that was the same for me in the dream when I visited Heena in the hospital. On the outside, I pretended to be resolute and hugged Heena, but I could feel that she was crying on the inside..
Heena's such a pretty face, more than half of her body was covered in scars. I didn't think she was ugly. My heart just hurt like my body was hurt..
"It hurts... my legs... can't move... my face... can't move either......"
I felt pathetic that all I could do was pat Heena, who was crying in my arms..
"are you okay. Everything will get better. I heard a little bit about it earlier, and they said that if you rehabilitate your legs, you can move them sufficiently. So don't worry. I'll always be by your side.."
okay. I will be by your side forever, Heena..
So don't cry. I'll always be by your side.
Me in the dream, and me watching it, promised the same thing..
However, Heena's rehabilitation that began from then on was not smooth at first glance. No matter how many scenes she changed, her condition did not improve and Heena always seemed to be having a hard time..
The only comfort to Heena is.
"Yo! Heena! Oppa is here!"
"What kind of oppa are you? I did well in class?"
"uh. It was fucking hilarious. The real task has arrived..."
It was me.
He's always crying, both before coming to visit and after leaving, but he still tries to show a bright side at least in front of Heena..
Suddenly, the dream stopped being a dream. Even while looking at Heena and myself from a third perspective, I was naturally moving as myself in the dream..
There was no sense of discomfort at all. This was definitely me and my body moved exactly the way I thought it should..
"Alright. You said there was rehabilitation tomorrow morning, right? I'll come a little early tomorrow."
"huh. See you tomorrow."
"I'll go~"
On this day too, I talked freely with Heena about the day's events and headed back..
I had a conversation with Yunseong, who was waiting for me..
"But... are you going to continue dating her??"
I looked at my old friend who was saying something obvious. I wasn't angry. It wasn't a call to break up, and this guy's eyes were full of concern for me..
"Well, heena?"
"uh."
"Of course dude"
"It doesn't matter if you like it... but he said there was almost no chance for him. leg."
"...after. It looks a bit difficult."
I already knew that rehabilitation was not easy. Above all, she looked as if Heena's heart was about to break. Even when she's doing rehabilitation exercises, her body moves but her mind seems to be somewhere else..
I couldn't even get the words out. I'm afraid that Heena will lose her strength to hold on..
but, but it's okay.
"Well... why am I saying this here, but is it really okay? If we keep seeing each other, it will be more difficult in the future...."
"hmm..."
I pretended to be worried, but in reality, my mind was already firm. She didn't have to worry.
"I listened to you and thought about it for a while.."
"however?"
"We won't break up."
"why?"
Why??
"It's just... I just like it.."
"Sometimes Heena has a hard time."
"Rehabilitation doesn't go as planned... There's this and that.."
"Maybe if I ask you to break up, you might smile and say yes.."
"Honestly... Heena didn't like me as much as I liked her.."
"Plus, it seemed like he was a little sorry that I came to visit him every day.."
"But none of that matters."
"He didn't tell me to break up.."
"I just won't break up with her because I like her, and I keep coming because I miss my girlfriend.."
"It's not a sense of duty or sympathy.."
"Actually, I don't think I'm that good of a person, and at first I thought I was like that too. I thought my heart would cool down like those kids who secretly gossip about Heena at school.."
"It wasn't like that.."
"I miss you every day, and I feel good after seeing you."
"Like when we first started dating."
"I just think I like it so much"
I told my true feelings to my friend who cares about me. There was a lot of talk, but in the end there was only one reason..
Because I like Heena. Because I Love You.
It didn't really matter if there was a car accident. I was just sad that the person I loved was hurting. I will always be by Heena’s side..
It was okay if Heena didn't love me as much as I loved her..
whatever it is?
I love Heena so much.
I want to be by your side.
I could spend my whole life, my life, just for Heena..
That is.
It's my love.
After meeting Yunseong, the scene changed again. But something seemed different..
What should I say about this?.
Venom began to appear in Heena's eyes. Even while I was watching, he did his best to rehabilitate himself regardless of my gaze..
I didn't know why the sudden change occurred, but I cheered. Even if her condition did not improve, I was very happy that Heena had the will to recover..
"Oh wow... Han Yeonhu. Are you really okay with him? Look at their eyes. The dog is scary..."
"Oh, of course... Heena. It's good to work hard, but wouldn't it be better to relax a little?...?"
"Don't worry, I'll do it in moderation! My brother will stay for a while later.."
But honestly, I was a little scared. To the point where Hee-seong was trembling and tried to stop him from doing things in moderation with his brother..
By the way, Heesung in your dreams is no different, right? He's really the same brother..
Time has passed quickly since Heena began to focus on rehabilitation exercises with all her might..
one week, one month.
and one year.
Surprisingly, Heena's physical condition was clearly improving. Although she was not fully cured, she was able to get out of her wheelchair and walk around with her crutches..
I was happy. cheered. Heena, me, and Heesung. Even my mother-in-law and father-in-law in my dreams. Everyone cried and celebrated together as one..
Heena, who was crying in my arms, was so pretty that she was no different from the current Heena. She was giving me her gaze, just as she was now, overflowing with affection..
Even though it was only a dream, my heart was filled with joy and anticipation. I was so looking forward to the future with Heena..
In order to walk a life together with Heena, I put effort into my studies, helped with her rehabilitation, and introduced Heena to my family..
And my mom and dad, they were my mom and dad too.
No matter what Heena's condition was, she loved me and only cared about my loving heart. I was truly happy to welcome my girlfriend, Heena..
"Thank you for your hard work... I hope you will continue to help me in the future.."
"okay. Heena can only gain strength when you are by her side and give her strength.."
"No, it's obvious... right, Heena? Uh... Hee, it's Heena.?"
"Hehe... Ga... Hi... Thank you... Hehehe..."
Heena sobbed at the warmth, but she had to get used to it from now on. My parents, whom I respect, will continue to love you for the rest of their lives. Sometimes when I look at it, I wonder if he likes it more than me..
Every day was a breeze.
Heena's rehabilitation went much more smoothly, and my studies and life became much more stable than before..
Moreover, Heena is now in a state where she can go out on her own with crutches. Thanks to you, we were able to make a date for the first time in a long time..
When Heena said that she would show her as pretty as possible, we promised not to meet at the hospital but to meet at the bus stop in front of it..
I also asked a lot of advice from people around me. I'll take care of the date plan, but I still wanted to show Heena my best side..
So, I woke up early in the morning, got my hair done at the hair salon, and put on the clothes I had chosen after thinking about it all day with my sister Yunjeong..
"I'll be back!"
"Fighting Yeonhu! Hold my girlfriend's heart tightly!"
"Bye."
I left the house with steps that felt like I was flying. After passing through a familiar alley, I waited at the signal at the crosswalk on the main street to catch the train..
I felt like every minute and second of meeting Heena was a waste. Whether she dressed up or not, Heena was the prettiest in the world, but even so, she said it so confidently, so I couldn't help but have expectations of her..
Besides, I also wanted to show that I did my best..
When I woke up in the morning, looked back at the chat I had with Heena, and was about to cross the crosswalk with a bright face..
oh my god it's slowed down.
In front of me, a child of Somang's age was seen running ahead innocently, free from his mother's hand..
From the opposite side on the left, a car was seen speeding in the direction of the child without slowing down..
And when the whole situation came into my field of vision, a thousand thoughts passed through my mind..
Wouldn't it be too late to go now??
Wouldn't the car stop right in front of me??
If we force ourselves to save it, won't we end up in danger too??
If that happens, won't Heena wait a long time??
Standing outside for a long time is really bad for Heena's legs. Is it okay??
Actually, it had no meaning. My body was already rushing towards the child, towards that small child who reminded me of Somangi..
After pushing the child forward as if throwing him.
bang!
Collided with a car. Even though I was in a dream, I felt tremendous pain taking over my whole body. My vision flipped over and I fell to the floor like a broken toy doll, unable to hear any loud noises around me..
I just shed tears.
I thought Heena must have been in this much pain too..
I thought that they wouldn't be able to contact me, but they would wait outside for a long time because of me..
Now that I can finally smile brightly, I think that Heena will cry again because of me..
at las.
I was finally able to dream of a future with Heena, but I thought we wouldn't be able to do it together..
tears flowed.
After the accident, the future becomes dark for a moment..
Like when I first realized it was a dream, I was looking down from above.
I fall asleep exhausted from crying, and cry again when I wake up. I can see Heena going through each day with her lifeless eyes..
I wanted to comfort you. I wanted to shout out loud and tell people not to cry because I'm here, but I couldn't make any sound..
like that.
in your own room.
Eventually, Heena's body began to slowly tilt due to her weakened body and mind..
Like a lie.
Time began to rewind quickly. As if rewinding a loose thread back to the beginning..
The accident I had.
Heena's rehabilitation exercise.
The accident that Heena experienced.
Our fresh date.
our first meeting.
And past him even further, past me when I entered college..
I saw myself in high school.
As usual, I was spending time with my friends playing basketball whenever I had free time, and dozing off during self-study late at night..
A fun but boring day ended, and I was on my way home..
on the way.
There was a very pretty female student with a smile blooming like a flower waiting for me..
The child looked at me clearly with shaking eyes, as if he was blessed somehow..
Soon he opened his small mouth and said.
The confession that changed my entire life.
"Would you go out with me?"
"......"
I opened my eyes. I felt tears flowing down my cheeks..
I had a long dream. A long dream that is vague, yet firmly located in a corner of my memory..
I slightly raised my head and looked around. I could recall sitting on the sofa, leaning back for a moment out of exhaustion, and taking a nap..
I looked at the time and realized that less than 5 minutes had passed since I woke up. It was really just a moment.
My beloved Sarang and Somang were sitting on the floor in front of me, drawing together, and I could vaguely hear Heena humming in the kitchen..
I wiped my eyes with my sleeve, afraid that someone would see. I couldn't understand what the dream I just had was..
While I was in a bit of confusion, Heena slowly approached me from the kitchen..
"uh? Baby, your eyes are red. did she ever cry?"
"Ulgin. why am i crying."
"The area around my eyes is also a little swollen..."
"Because it's not. Heena is better than that."
"huh?"
"When you first met me..."
"huh."
I couldn't say anything more there. I had no idea how to start this stupid story. I felt like it would only make my heart heavy to dismiss it as a fun story..
While I was speechless, Heena tilted her head and smiled..
The moment I saw it, I wondered what it all had to do with it. My wife is here next to me.
In my dream, Hee-na, who was my girlfriend, became my wife and was always devoted to me..
Just as my dedication opened Heena's heart, my girlfriend also made me what I am today with her endless dedication and love..
So we just had to be together.
The happy life I couldn't achieve back then, like this.
"I think you're prettier now than when I first met you.."
"Oh my, what is this all of a sudden... how much??"
"This much?"
"Hehehe, but I’m a lot older now...."
"She's getting prettier and prettier, but what's wrong with that?."
"really? It's okay if you're pretty!"
"The prettiest thing in the world. really."
"Baby too! The coolest thing in the world!"
okay. This is enough. Just this pretty smile we showed each other was enough.
"ah! Just mom and dad again! Hug me too!"
"I don't want to sit on Dad's lap.."
"Mom comes first today. The two of you draw more pictures~"
"You told me to sit down first! Mom!"
"Dad..."
"Somang attacks with charm again! also!"
"oh my."
Although our family never had a quiet day, we were still happy to be together. More than anything, Heena is smiling brightly..
I love you, Heena.
Even in that sad past and even now.
And in the future too.
I loved you and I will love you again.
I'll make you smile forever.
For life, by your side.
finished
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