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My girlfriend is so good to me - Episode 19

Ep. 19

I went on a date that was fun, yet a little disappointing..

I went to visit my brother, who was about to be discharged, for the last time to transfer his belongings in advance. The weekend I spent drawing and chatting with Yeonhu in my spare time..

"Are you doing well with your boyfriend??"

"Yeah, very much."

"Is that right?.."

As soon as I went to visit him and met him, I gave a light answer to my brother who asked that question with a blank expression on his face..

We had already talked about starting to date Yeonhu before he returned, and since we were able to chat in the military these days, he even sent me a few photos of Yeonhu..

The two personalities got along really well..

There were times when my brother would talk nonsense to Yeonhoo and I would get annoyed, but I still wanted to see them laughing and talking together again..

As much as me, no.

Because he was an older brother who was more grateful to Yeonhoo than I was..

'You don’t have a laptop after this? Maybe you need one? You should at least do homework while waiting for rehabilitation or when you have time to visit..'

'My brother wants to buy it for me?'

'Actually, I already bought it.'

What I learned after my accident was not only Yeonhu's love, but also the warmth of my family..

Immediately after the accident, from waking up in the morning to receiving treatment and surgery, eating, going to the bathroom, and falling asleep..

There wasn't a single moment that wasn't painful, and my brother always looked like he was going to cry as he watched the entire process..

The reason my older brother started to smile little by little was after watching him try to cheer me up with a bright face every time Yeonhu came..

At some point, I actually started worrying about the future..

'Hey, Heena Lee.'

'huh?'

'Yeonhu, he was crying a little earlier. in the bathroom.'

'........The corners of my eyes were red.'

'Rehabilitation may be difficult, but let’s try a little harder..'

'..huh. That's how it should be.'

If I had the chance, I wanted to make sure the two of us met again..

Like my father, my brother seems to be a little uncomfortable with Yeonhoo now because he is 'my boyfriend', but I'm sure that will change if we talk about it..

Rather than being certain of something, I felt that way..

'ah! Heesung hyung, honestly, you know this is a bitch.?!'

'No, should I ask Lee Hee-na? Even he would admit this?'

'I bet 50,000 won!!'

The voices that the two of us laughed and talked about

Because it was still vivid in my ears.

---

That evening, I heard a story that seemed like a lightning strike. To help my friend, I heard that it would be difficult to meet like this during the week..

The moment I heard it, my heart sank..

At the same time, I was once again surprised by my own heart..

Even not being able to talk for a while felt empty, but it didn't mean we were breaking up and the fact that it would only be hard to see each other for a few days. Because I never imagined that her heart would hurt this much..

I wanted to be with him and help him, but I was told that it would be difficult because my friend was having a hard time..

Yunseong Jeong. It was a name I knew..

I came to the hospital with Yeonhu, and I had met him once before. She definitely said she was very shy.

I didn't want to be stubborn and force him to go. Because it might bother me.

I wanted to stand like a folding screen and be nearby, but there was no point in doing that if it also got in the way..

"In exchange for not seeing you next week, can I get paid??"

My heart ached, but I didn't want to show it. I wanted to quickly cover this feeling with something..

Creating happy moments.

-side

Walk up to him, stand up and give him a quick kiss on the cheek..

In fact, this kiss was not something in exchange, it was definitely planned to happen today when we were about to part ways..

I didn't think I had that much patience to just endure my growing feelings..

I ran away from him and headed home..

Know.

It was too late to help a friend in a situation like that, and moreover, I knew that I would be able to take priority over my current relationship..

I understood it in my head, and the skinship from earlier made me feel a little relieved..

But I was still greedy.

Rather than the kind heart that tries to help a friend despite grumbling,

Than a relationship with a close friend

Above all else

I wish I could become a priority in the future.

---

monday.

I had no intention of wasting time just exchanging messages. I thought it would be okay to just watch from afar..

Naturally, I asked about the store's location, and since staying for too long would be physically difficult and people around me might look at me strangely, I went there around 8 o'clock..

Fortunately, the entrance to the store was made of transparent glass, perhaps to allow customers to check their seats from the outside..

Since my eyesight was good, I took a seat between a streetlight and an alley a little away from the entrance and looked inside attentively..

I immediately saw Yeonhu wearing an orange apron and diligently clearing the table..

I burst into laughter at that moment.

It didn't suit me, but it did. Yeonhu looked so cute in that outfit..

I thought that if we were to live together in the future, it would be nice for Yeonhoo to cook for me while wearing an apron like that. Of course, I usually want to do everything, but once in a while.

It didn't matter if it was something simple, even if it was cup ramen..

I will be very happy.

Just watching it.

tuesday

It looked busy today as expected. She must have been tired, but instead of clearing the table, I saw Yeonhu lying blankly, putting her weight on both hands on the table..

Even though I was worried, I looked great even after such a long time. It warmed my heart to think that he would work so hard for me and for us even after he married me..

If you come home exhausted from hard work, I will do my best to comfort you..

wednesday

I saw Yeonhoo laughing and talking with some college students. It felt more like an explanation of the menu than a small talk..

It wasn't something like that that happened once or twice in three days. One of them is a pretty girl with a similar type to me..

I really didn't like it.

thursday

While watching Yeonhu late this evening, I ran into Yeonhu's friend who came out from behind me. Dimly remaining in my memory.

Seeing him stuttering a bit, it was also a secret memory. He was like that when we first met.

I was momentarily taken aback by the sudden encounter, but I asked him not to tell Yeonhu. Then she made a strange face and said she understood and went back..

Looking at the results, it seems like there are about 500 people who have registered on Talk and are actually interacting with each other on a regular basis, but secretly, I remember having almost no contact with my high school classmates..

Still, his friend who is going in front of me was someone who got along well with Yeonhu before we broke up, so I hope we can have a good relationship with him this time as well..

But I felt a little competitive..

As soon as possible.

I wish I were a much more important person to him than that friend. Even if I were to grant you this favor, I would worry about spending more time with you until the very last moment..

friday

This time I got caught by Yeonhu. I'm sure that's what that friend said. She said she would keep it a secret...

5I felt both the joy of meeting in person and talking for the first time in a while, and the embarrassment that he unexpectedly showed up behind me, so I quickly made an excuse to him..

"Just for today?"

".....sorry. In fact, I came every day."

I couldn't bear to lie in front of him..

Fortunately, he wasn't tired of my behavior, but I felt like I would have to be more careful in the future..

And anyway, I was thrilled to talk face to face again..

"I also thought about you while I was working.."

"I really worked hard just thinking about you.."

"What you did when we last saw each other...."

He whispers pleasant words to me and blushes slightly before talking about the kiss I gave him on the cheek..

I felt happy..

"I'll do whatever you want."

Yeah, anything. Anything happens.

If you smile and wish for me, I want to do it with joy too..

"Tomorrow, do you want to come to my house??"

---

The next day, I invited him to my house. While my parents were away for a while.

Of course, he'll be back soon, but I wanted Yeonhu and I to get to know each other from now on, so we'll spend some time together so we can meet each other..

From the day we started dating until now, there hasn't been a day when we haven't talked about Yeonhu. She also showed me a lot of photos she took..

Thanks to this, there was no one in my family who didn't know Yeonhu's face..

"You're crazy, Lee Hee-na. Why are you so pretty?"

As soon as I met him at the bus stop, I ran up to him and hugged him tightly. She felt his warmth and savored the compliments he gave her..

I knew he liked these comfy outfits just as much as putting on a lot of effort for a date..

Before, when I first saw it, I made a fuss and said that it was impossible for a man to dislike me..

Although we didn't have much time, I led him home to enjoy the moment when we could be alone together..

I held his hand and washed it with soap myself. I bring up the word ‘cohabitation’ and secretly remind him of things that will happen someday..

I even showed off the photos I had decorated..

In particular, when Yeonhu looked at the photos, she became secretly greedy and told me where they were done..

With that excuse, I immediately hugged him to take a new photo. As I sit on his lap and hug his neck, the scent of his flesh reaches my nose..

I didn't plan on doing this as soon as I got home..

As our bodies touched like this, a creeping desire began to encroach on my heart..

I want to leave my scent all over his body..

I wanted his scent to remain all over me..

Even after taking the picture, I couldn't get off his lap. Their breathing was touching at close range, and a subtle desire could be felt in Yeonhu's eyes..

My arms became stronger and I also responded to Yeonhoo holding on to me a little stronger..

I hope to stay within 10cm of his lips for a few more minutes. Barely, really barely, I was able to hold on to reason..

If you kiss me now, I'll never stop.

I felt like I was going to lust after him all day..

Even beyond the line.

"Sorry, I'm heavy.?"

After saying that, I get off his lap..

Actually, I just wanted to do it no matter what happened afterwards..

At the same time, I thought not now.

My contradictory mind made me dizzy..

---

After that, because Yeonhu wanted to, I took out my old album and looked at it. In terms of time, it was only 2 or 3 years ago, but it feels like quite a long time ago to me..

I wondered if I had ever laughed like this. I saw myself smiling brightly and a little more unaffected than I am now..

I got a little embarrassed.

When I was in middle school, I felt ripped off by that happy face..

I felt longing for the memories, and I tried to endure it because he liked it, but I felt like I couldn't even show him elementary school photos..

But when Yeonhu started to get angry,.

It was a little difficult.

Because I wanted to listen, no matter what my feelings were. So I sent him out to the living room, showing off his inappropriate cuteness..

Because this was the biggest reason why I invited Yeonhu today..

I wanted to have my first kiss with him on a date at home while watching a good movie..

I pulled away because I felt like I couldn't resist anything more than kissing in bed, but I was able to control myself now..

This is what our second kiss felt like before.

I really liked Yeonhu..

So, I clung to Yeonhu and endured and endured until a scene with a good feeling came out. I pretend to watch a movie and react to the content by saying things I don't even mean to say..

Of course, they punished Yeonhu a little for answering honestly when asked if the actress was pretty. In her head all she could think about was her kiss with him.

Soon, the scene I had been waiting for appeared..

I immediately turned my head towards Yeonhu and waited until he focused his gaze on me..

And when his eyes fell on me, I closed my eyes.

Feeling the sound of my heart pounding with anticipation,

When I hoped he would come.

─Tiriring

I heard the front door.

It was a loving family, but as of now, I felt resentful..

---

I couldn't help but feel regretful about the missed opportunity, but I felt relieved when I saw Yeonhu smoothly becoming closer to her parents..

There will definitely be a chance to kiss at any time. Because we are still young.

As I sat quietly and watched, putting the past behind me, I saw my father, who had been aloof at first, gradually becoming more talkative..

The reason my father liked Yeonhu before was because of his ingrained politeness..

Although I am still young compared to then, I thought that these basic aspects would not be much different..

Mom doesn't know why, but she was very happy and liked Yeonhu ever since she first met her..

Was he just happy that his daughter brought her boyfriend?.

I guess it was good.

If you bless me and Yeonhu’s meeting,.

---

After talking with my parents, I was on my way back home..

After printing the photo and purchasing a frame, we talked as we headed to the bus stop..

"Uh, we are completely laissez-faire and have a somewhat simple personality, so neither mom nor dad treat us that warmly at all.."

Then, the story about his parents came up, and I was a little surprised by the expression, which was quite different from what I remembered..

Even after looking at my messed up body.

To me, who wasted time after a year.

Because they were people who worried that I had a hard time and that I was having a hard time..

I thought they might be a bit awkward at expressing themselves to their family..

I hope to see you and say hello more often this time..

With that in mind, I looked at the photo I took earlier, laughed heartily, and walked until I arrived at the bus stop..

Already feeling lonely, I suggested to Yeonhu that we could study together starting next week..

Actually, it was something I had been thinking about for a long time, but I had forgotten what I had studied in high school, so I was studying on my own to get my senses back..

It's been a while since I graduated, and I've spent a long time in rehabilitation..

Fortunately, my brain seemed to remember the words and phrases enough to teach someone without much trouble. My grades after the year were not good either..

For other memorization subjects, I will have to keep working hard not only after the year, but.

And of course, Yeonhu, who I thought would smile and say that she understood,.

"I'm happy and thankful that we're studying together, but I don't think I'll spare three days on weekdays to watch it together.?"

When I said these words, I felt like my heart was breaking..

Did I make some mistake??

Wasn't it too annoying??

My mind went blank with such worries, but I was soon able to feel a little relieved by his answer. He said he wanted to spend some time with his friend..

It was fortunate.

I'm glad, but my mind was complicated.

In the end, just spending time with me is not enough. I was jealous. To those friends whose faces I don’t even know.

At the same time, I thought for a moment about using this as an excuse to try to push and pull, but I quickly gave up on it..

The only experience I had in dating was Yeonhu, and even then I had never tried pushing or pushing, and I didn't want to do it now either..

I knew that in the long run it might be good to do a little bit, but it wasn't possible for me..

I couldn't say anything to Yeonhu that I didn't like in the slightest or that seemed to measure the distance. So she smiled and said yes.

Yes, friends are important too.

I answered like that, made up my mind, and silenced the greed that was burning in my heart..

What should I do to make Yeonhu look at me more?.

What should I say to make you happier?.

What can I do to put all that aside and make myself a priority?.

As I watched Yeonhu get on the bus, I was gently touching my lips without realizing it. If we have a little more skinship, if we can show each other more things

If that happens, will Yeonhu like me more??

My desire to just do anything and my wish to start everything romantically, just like Yeonhu wanted back then, are mixed together..

If you act ambiguously with that contradictory mind,.

Wouldn't it be better to give more importance to my greed?.

The things I want, I’m sure Yeonhu will also like them..

If I reveal my heart to him even more than now. Slowly but surely so as not to feel burdensome.,

If I show you my love.

In the midst of those muddy thoughts, I stroked my lips again..

iced coffee─

I should have kissed you too.