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My girlfriend is so good to me - Episode 11

Ep. 11

I started dating Yeonhu again..

Stupidly, that confession was made without even telling me my name..

I was able to reach him somehow..

'Honestly, I like you too. I want to date you?'

Your confession that day, while slightly drunk,,

As if you could reach me even a little bit.

--

We became new friends and had many conversations with Yeonhu. Most of it was just stuff I already knew, but I was so happy to be able to talk to him again and reflect on it..

Also, unlike back then, when we started dating after some level of interaction, the way you look now, making eye contact and then lowering it, as if you were embarrassed..

it was so cute.

I felt so clearly that it was a time before I met myself that I didn't know about. It was very lonely at first, but it meant that I could spend more time with him..

Now each and every moment is very precious..

When we took a two-shot of the two of us, I could see that they were tense and stiff..

After the first photo taken in this life, an awkwardness enveloped my entire body..

It was a treasured photo that I will never have again..

To the point where I want to keep it forever.

So, not only did I make it my profile picture, but I also showed a little cuteness to Yeonhoo and asked her to do the same..

Just in case, there may have been a connection that I don't know about..

So that anyone can see the photo right away so that they can tell at a glance that they are dating..

--

Friday, when I made plans to go on a date with Yeonhu on Saturday and only sent a text message..

I know that no matter how much you are a couple or how much you like each other, it is difficult to see each other every day. So, I decided to wait for a day and didn't go, and I asked Yeonhu not to come..

We continued to have short conversations between classes. Since I only had a few hours left in the evening,.

Surprisingly, my heart became empty, as if it were empty..

Even though I was the one who decided to refrain from talking during night time because I had to study. After doing that, my body only gets hotter..

I was loitering around at home without even changing out of my school uniform, but eventually I couldn't stand it anymore and headed to Yeonhu's school on time..

Yeonhoo was embarrassed to see me come even though I had decided not to come, but she soon saw him smiling and welcoming me..

I felt relieved.

I know that there is no way you would hate me for something like this, and there would be no way you would break up with me. I didn't want to receive even the slightest bit of hate..

For Yeonhu.

I just wanted to receive love.

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It's Saturday.

The day I go on a date with Yeonhu.

As soon as I opened my eyes in the morning, I felt like I was going to cry..

When was that, I can’t even remember anymore..

The last date I went on before I learned love.

And, even though it was belated, I tried to do it after learning about love. In the end, she went on that date that she couldn't meet with Yeonhu..

I wanted to overwrite all those memories.

Even though he didn't love me yet.

Because it was something I could gradually work on..

but.

Just in case.

What if Yeonhu fails to arrive at the agreed upon location again? Even though I was doing my best to decorate this morning, I couldn't control my trembling body..

Even after sending a message to Yeonhu, I was anxious..

I know I'm coming by train, but still.

I also wondered if it would be a good idea to go to Yeonhu’s house and leave together. If I did that, I felt like I would never be able to shake it off..

The car took away everything I had in my life before..

Still, it wasn't a trauma..

Obviously, even though everything was taken away.

Because it was an opportunity to learn something very important to me..

Because you made me know about my love for Yeonhu.

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I arrive an hour earlier than my appointment time and wait for him..

Because I wanted you to come see me who was waiting for me.

Yeonhu would definitely come earlier than the promised time, so I arrived at a more leisurely time. I waited for about 30 minutes, staring at my phone out of anxiety..

he arrived.

Since it is a place where many people are waiting for appointments or passing by, you can go at a leisurely pace through the endless crowds..

you came to me.

We were able to meet this time.

"It's later!!"

I couldn't hide my joy and ran to him..

I held Yeonhu's hand tightly with both my hands and composed myself. Because if I relaxed even for a moment, I felt like tears would flow..

Thank you, Yeonhuya.

This time, you came without being late..

--

Because I met him safely, I let go of my worries..

After chatting for a while, he took my hand..

Without being rude, just plainly.

A corner of my heart felt a little sore..

'shell?'

'Even though we're dating, holding hands is like this...'

Yes, you approached me like that. I will try as hard as you did, no more than that..

I loosened Yeonhu's hand and held it again with the clasp of my hand..

"I like catching it like this. Because we are dating."

Yeonhu nodded, saying that he understood..

Judging by the twitching corners of his mouth, he clearly seemed happy. The lump that appeared for a moment was soon relieved..

"Oh, I forgot to tell you."

"Today, you look really pretty. I was surprised as soon as I came up from the subway station.."

Moreover, his words calling me pretty.

It brought a smile to my face..

--

Hold his hand and walk down the street alone.

As I lay in the hospital room, I dreamed of days like this..

As I was undergoing rehabilitation, I hoped for days like this..

The thought of working so hard for this one moment flashed through my mind. It was a painful and difficult day, but the whole process made my heart for Yeonhu grow bigger and bigger..

The fact that I was walking with Yeonhu at this moment filled my entire body with happiness. I wanted to do anything for that lovely person..

'You know I love food stalls?'

'The feeling of eating junk food in a place like this is amazing..'

'Heena! Just take a bite too! Just a bite!'

As I pass by the stalls lined up on the street, what you said comes to mind..

you liked very much.

I disliked it a little because it felt a little unhygienic..

That kind of street food.

'Heena, my family goes to the East Sea every summer, and there's an oil market with lots of street stalls every other week during the summer season. That's the pinnacle of hidden restaurants... Seriously, let's go together later. I'm sure you'll definitely like it, too. I know it when I go there, but it's cleaner than I thought.?'

"I know that? There is a festival on the East Sea side in the summer, and the street food there is very delicious.?"

actually i don't know.

In the end, I haven't been with you.

But this time I want to go with you.

Leaving a foreshadowing conversation about going to the beach together later, I headed towards the street stalls that caught his eye right now..

At this time, I was putting all my effort into studying, so I was saving most of the allowance I received. I rarely spent my own money because I constantly bought cosmetics and clothes with my parents and older brother..

So, I decided to buy it for myself and went ahead one step at a time. I know it's not good to be too one-sided, but I just wanted to do it..

At the bench where I sat on the way, he took out the scarf I had prepared and laid it down..

He seemed surprised to see me like that, but.

It's no big deal, Yeonhuya.

Everything I learned from you.

From you who always put me first and was considerate..

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I stopped by an optical store.

Although he no longer wears glasses, he still knew that his eyesight was not very good..

However, there is no need to fit it right away, and even if you try to fit it, you can't buy it cheaply, so I couldn't make you spend that kind of money. It would be quite a lot of money to fit the glasses properly..

I could buy it for you, but I'm sure you'd refuse it..

"Should I buy one for fashion purposes??"

I fell in love with your words.

And the sight of you wearing the glasses I gave you looked very similar to your previous self..

I endured it.

I endured the itching around my eyes with joy and laughter..

I carefully and carefully selected the frame, and when he finally paid for it, I hid my regret and asked the owner to wrap the rubber around it..

When you first got your glasses, you said you had a hard time for a long time because you didn't know that metal frames cause allergic reactions on your skin..

I'm glad that won't happen this time.

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After looking around the movie theater, I went into the arcade next to it. Memories come to mind again and again.

I always visited this shopping mall when I watched a movie, and I always stopped by at least once while waiting for the movie..

I knew I wouldn't be interested in small game consoles, so I looked around and found a familiar basketball game..

The game you held on to, saying you would only play it once, I was always watching from the side..

I said, “You’re good at it.”.

After the accident, I was disappointed and regretted everything. More than anything else, I was most saddened by missing the opportunity to do something with you..

Even though the rehabilitation was so successful, I couldn't even run normally like others..

I wanted to do all the things you liked together..

So, for the first time ever, I stood next to you as you held the basketball..

And I also caught the ball with both hands. It's probably different from the real ball, but I thought it felt like this..

You liked this ball so much.

Only now am I catching this ball..

Feeling a little depressed, I threw the ball as hard as I could with both hands. After he succeeds several times in a row, Yeonhu smiles and says that they can play basketball together..

I thought that would be good too.

It wasn't really a game, but I wanted to at least exchange something with him on the court he was running around on..

After throwing one or two more times, I soon felt that my shoulder was getting stiff, probably because it was putting more strain on my arm than I thought. So, to rest for a moment, she held a basketball ball and looked at Yeonhu who was concentrating next to her..

He was so absorbed in the game that he suddenly became speechless..

Clearly, there were many differences between my previous life and my current life..

Because I was still young and my emotions were different when the relationship started, I didn't have as much consideration and leeway as I did back then..

Since we started dating as close friends, you seemed to be very comfortable with me..

I had turned into an innocent child who was nervous about my girlfriend's every action..

But, nevertheless.

Your calm smile was unchanging.

The face you see when you worry about me and when you realize that your consideration is a little lacking..

When you want to hide your happy heart, you desperately hide the corners of your mouth that try to turn up..

You, who were always smiling, now have a serious expression when you are concentrating..

all of that.

It was Yeonhu whom I loved..

No, actually, it's not like he changed or did anything in particular. We just met quickly, and the way we are now is just before we turned 20..

-Drop, drop

When we first met today, when we stopped by the optical store.

The tears I could barely hold back flowed down both my cheeks and fell drop by drop on the ball I was holding..

There was Yeonhu next to me.

Basketball, which I loved so much.

Friends who were always around me.

Your precious youth in your early 20s.

Yeonhu gave up everything and dedicated herself to me..

By my side, ready to spend those times with me again.

The thought that suddenly occurred to me.

Once again, I felt grateful for the new opportunity..

tears flowed.

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Like a fool, I couldn't bear it one last time, causing Yeonhu to worry. I ruined my plan to stay together until late at night..

I was sad and sad, but I knew that Yeonhu was worried about me, so I sent him off..

Before getting on the bus, I hugged him and remembered the feel of his body and the smell I could feel from his exposed neck. In fact, she wanted to stay with him not just until the evening, but even the next day..

I wanted to experience everything right now that I couldn't do before..

But you shouldn't be too hasty. I wanted to make it a fait accompli, but.

Because I know that you secretly like romantic things more than I do..

I decided to endure it..

It might not be easy to resist your desires while feeling him so close to you..

Still for you.

On the day when you feel the happiest in your life.

I wish I could become one with you.