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My girlfriend is so good to me-Episode 117

Ep. 117

It came into existence.

Yeonhoo and my child were in my stomach..

Who can know how happy I was when I received confirmation of that fact?.

also knew.

We were still twenty years old.

If you recklessly have a child like this, how difficult will it be in the future? How much you will be criticized by others.

Even though I knew that, I accepted the future under the pretext of a safe day..

Even if there is a small, very small possibility that a child can be born like this,.

If there is evidence of love.

Once again, Yeonhu cannot easily throw himself away for another life like he did in his previous life. If you have any visible regrets that you should not carelessly throw away,.

If only we could reduce the possibility of that endless despair even just a little bit..

Yes, please, if that happens..

I was able to endure any gaze or hardship..

I felt sorry for Yeonhu who had to endure that together..

It was just my greed.

It was a pregnancy filled with such selfish thoughts, but even without those feelings, I loved Sarang as much as Yeonhu. I couldn't even feel her moving yet, but she was still so precious and lovely..

Also, when the doctor listened to the baby's heart sound,.

-Drop, drop

Tears flowed. It had to be that way. Because I felt the evidence of life within me so clearly..

Immediately after, I was sobbing..

it's our baby.

Never seen before. If Yeonhu was safe, I would have definitely seen him then too..

our, future, my.

baby.

---

Fortunately, Yeonhu was just embarrassed about having a baby and never said anything about getting rid of it. It was as if he hadn't even thought about it in the first place, and he was thankful that he was thinking about the future..

Of course, I thought it would happen later, but.

"love."

"huh?"

"Can’t our baby’s name be Sarang??"

"If you like it, it's fine with me. Isn’t it a bit common??"

"It doesn't matter if it's common or not... It's just, what should I say? Because it’s so lovely. Yeonhu, you and my baby too. So that's the only thing that comes to mind."

"Then, then."

And our baby's birth name was decided to be Sarangi. It had no special meaning or significance. Just, nothing else came to mind..

Because it felt like my love for Yeonhu was manifested in this world..

"Our love, we have to be quiet so that mom doesn’t get hurt. Understand?"

"...Huh, heh heh... Mom... Yes. I'm a mom now?"

"That's right, love mom."

"That's good... I love it, love you dad."

okay. We were now Sarang’s mother and father. I will give you love with everything I have..

To Yeonhu and to our love.

---

Together with Yeonhu, I confessed to my parents that I was pregnant. He didn't blame us for our immature behavior, but he seemed to be worried about many things..

what can i say here.

If there's a sinner here, it's only me.

"it's okay. Do I not know my child? If Ki Gi-bae asks you to do it, how can you refuse?."

Of course, I couldn't come up with a single excuse to my mother, who told me that it was me, not Yeonhu, who was to blame..

In the meantime, I was relieved that my parents were also considering having a child. I could endure any criticism or punishment as long as I wasn't told to erase my child. I was confident I could endure it all..

It didn't matter that we couldn't get married until Jeonghu oppa did the ceremony. Of course, I wanted to do it if I had the chance, but it was okay if I didn't have to do anything like that..

Because that wasn't what was important. Because the most important thing was to be with Yeonhu and Sarang..

"Then I'll just have to post it in the family register... and take out my room. It worked out better. Hee-na, I'd like you to go back to your room and concentrate until Yeonhu takes the college entrance exam.."

That's why I couldn't accept this.

As much as Yeonhu gets farther away from me.

"Yeonhoo and Yeonhoo, can’t we go together? Or I can go...!"

The moment I heard my mother's words, my mind went blank. It was okay to go back home. Otherwise, staying at Yeonhu's house didn't matter either..

As long as Yeonhuman is next to me, I can be anywhere..

"Heena Lee! It's time for you to be stubborn?!"

My mother raised her voice, but I couldn't give in. This wasn't stubbornness, it was something that had to be done..

Yeonhu needs to be by my side for as long as Yeonhu!

never!

From then on, there was nothing to see. For the first time in her life, she raised her voice and fought with her mother. At that time, the fact that my in-laws were watching and Yeonhu was next to me didn't even enter my mind..

I really don't have the confidence to live. If Yeonhu is not by your side.

When my mother tried to drag me away,.

"I hate it!!"

"Don’t you stand up quickly?! How long will I be embarrassed in front of my in-laws?..."

-Drop, drop

I couldn't control my emotions. The only thing that comes to mind is the desire to be with Yeonhu..

I know I did something stupid and immature, but.

But please know.

"Sad... sore... black... I, without Yeonhu... huh... I can't do it... huh.."

I can't do it without Yeonhoo.

Don't take Yeonhoo away from me..

don't let me get away from you.

"Heep... it won't fall! Ugh... Huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..."

Please, please..

Because everything else is fine.

Please just let me stay by Yeonhu’s side..

"I don't want to, but... hehe... I want to stay with Yeonhoo... hehe...."

'Cause that's all I need.

---

After I calmed down and looked back, I was so embarrassed that I couldn't raise my face. I couldn't believe it. Of course, it is true that all those emotions and feelings were my true feelings..

I never thought I would cry like a child, throw tantrums, and fight with my mother in front of my parents-in-law and Yeonhu..

If there was a mouse hole, I wanted to hide right away. The doctor said I would have mood swings in the future, but I can't believe it happened at a time like this..

My mother understood that it was because I was pregnant, but I was just embarrassed..

But still.

In the end, I was glad that Yeonhu and I would be able to stay together in the future. I was grateful to Yeonhu for offering to come first for me..

It was so cool of him to hug me tightly and confidently tell my mom that he would be by my side..

"Sorry..."

"no. It's because I'm feeling anxious again.?"

"Yeah... I feel like I can never do it without you next to me...."

"don't worry. I told you. I will always be by your side."

"I'll trust you... Thank you for coming with me. love you."

"I love you too. Let's sleep early today. I'll hug you until you fall asleep."

Thank you for smiling sweetly at my apology and telling me you would hold me until I fell asleep..

love you.

---

After cleaning up my room, I returned to my house and stayed in my room with Yeonhu. Just knowing he was by my side made me feel calm, and if I was away from him even for a moment, my anxiety soared..

It felt like love was whispering to me. Never stay away from her dad.

Don't worry, love.

Because mom will stay with dad forever.

And again, happy days began.

"Dad says something strange. That's right, love?"

"No, Sarangi will give you the answer...."

"They say it’s better for love to be called ‘self’ too. Or honey!"

"haha..."

We just didn't have a ceremony, and we were no different from a married couple. Now, I call Yeonhu “baby” more often than calling her by the name “Yeonhu.”.

Actually, it didn't matter how I called it, but Yeonhu's reaction when I called it that was cute, so I ended up doing it more without thinking..

"Ugh~ side!"

"...Heena, today too?"

Also, at night, I was hugged by Yeonhu every day because now I could really do as much as I wanted without any hesitation..

"I think my mother-in-law noticed... Why don't we restrain ourselves a little??"

"Side, side! Yeah, mom knew every time we did it.?"

I have already told him that worrying needlessly is useless. While Yeonhu was studying, I already talked to my mom often..

How sweet and gentle they are at night. How good it feels to have people whispering “I love you” countless times and gently touching you..

Especially now that I was pregnant, I was worried about my body, so I was very happy to be treated delicately like a treasure. Of course, it was nice for them to play with me like a toy, but.

I can't even count how many times I've shared my feelings about that happy and overwhelming moment with my mom..

"Let's go back. huh?"

And while his eyes were already looking at my chest, I surrendered my body to him who was trying to subtly withdraw his foot. For days and days on end.

It will become difficult to do this soon, so until then, you can do it to your heart's content..

---

Yeonhu’s resumption was proceeding smoothly. He had a strong will and I stayed by his side all day, so he put everything aside and helped me study..

And I'm not saying this just because he's my husband, but Yeonhoo was a really capable child. No matter how hard I worked, it was never easy for my grades to steadily rise like this..

I was worried that he was a little too pushy and focused only on his studies, but when I saw him persevering and working harder for me and Sarang, I couldn't help but cheer him on..

After so many months of hardship.

Yeonhu was able to confidently finish the exam with the best score so far. Just in case, just in case, I felt stupid for driving my brother to school on the day of the college entrance exam, as if nothing happened and it was natural..

As soon as the college entrance exam was over, Yeonhu stayed by my side and helped me, not even for a moment, just like he promised..

I was so thankful for that, and that made me pamper him even more. Of course, I feel like my stomach is getting bigger and my love is growing every day, and my anxiety and mood swings are getting worse..

Not only that.

"Yeonhu, wake up..."

"Yes...? What's going on?"

"No... hug me..."

"Haam~ Okay."

It was true that when I opened my eyes at night, I wanted to be hugged by him. But it was okay for him not to wake Yeonhu..

However, the image of him only being next to me, listening to all my words and requests..

Following me around like a puppy and accepting my pampering.

Because it feels so good. Because I'm happy.

"I want to eat strawberries."

"okay? Should I buy it??"

"no. stay by my side."

"don't go?"

"I want to eat strawberries..."

"Hang in there. I will summon strawberries."

Although my usual mood swings were not severe enough to force me to act like that, I did act unreasonably..

In the end, it was my brother who suffered, so I actually felt a little sorry for him..

"If you go to OT, you'll be drinking with other girls....?"

"I'm not going. It's your due date around that time, but there's no way you can go.."

"Just... the girls call you oppa and pour you drinks... and you drink that because you like it...."

"I'm a classmate, but what about you?."

"Then we get drunk and sleep next to each other and become friends and then... hehe...."

"You’re not going?! calm down!"

"Huh..."

"Heena, I’m here! I'm not going anywhere! I'll be next to you!"

Still, this anxiety was genuine. Because Yeonhoo is so cool, kind, and kind..

It will definitely be popular with girls in the same class. In a place where my eyes can't reach, to a girl I don't know, to the cute type of girl he likes..

I felt like my heart would break when I imagined him smiling brightly like he did at me. When I was working at a cafe, I got excited just by Yeonhu smiling at the customers..

I'm already feeling anxious about the first semester he will spend alone without me..

It's college and all, so much so that I want to lock myself inside the house..

Besides that.

"I hate it!! Don't go!!"

"Let's just have a quick outing~ It would take about 30 minutes to walk around this neighborhood.?"

"I'll go with you too.!!"

"Ugh... I'm sorry, son-in-law.."

"no. Heena, I’ll give you a hug, so come here.."

"You won't leave me behind...?"

"Where am I going? Come on, I'll give you a hug.."

"huh..."

I could never tolerate falling from my side..

You can do anything, but you can never just leave me behind..

You need to be by my side.

Because leaving my wife behind is a no-no..

The pager that Yeonhoo saved for me was truly a token of love. Anytime, no matter what I was doing, I just had to press the button and it would fly to my side..

thank you. For always accepting my complaints.

---

For several months, I was pampered by Yeonhu's kindness. I was hospitalized in advance as my due date was not far away..

The steady labor pains were a little difficult, but not to the point where I had to be hospitalized. Still, since he was doing this because he was worried about me, I obeyed without saying anything..

Of course, Yeonhu followed me and helped me at the hospital..

a few days later.

Just as I had predicted, labor began at dawn. I cried and screamed as I went to Yeonhu in pain that was incomparable to what I had experienced before..

"Ugh... Yeonhuya... it's there?"

"Yes, I am here. You're holding my hand tightly too."

"Stay on, stay on..."

"I will never go anywhere. never."

"Ugh...!!"

I heard his voice in my ears. That was enough. The pain didn't lessen, but I could bear it as long as Yeonhuman was by my side..

I must have been anxious because of his strong hand that was holding onto my hand..

"Let's take a look back at all the places Sarang took us on a date later. the three of us together."

"Or, since I feel sorry for Hee-seong and Yun-jeong, you can take them too.."

"Sometimes, I hear that they both want to see Sarang more than us. right?"

"It would be nice to go on a hot spring trip again. But is it too hot for love??"

"I'll be by your side. Because I'll be by your side for the rest of my life."

"Let’s cheer up just a little bit longer, Heena.."

"love you."

In his sweet voice whispering in my ear.

In his words, looking at the future of the three of us.

Although it hurt so much that I died.

Still, I could bear it..

This pain was nothing. I was screaming in pain, but it wasn't something I couldn't bear if Yeonhu was there for me..

The pain of the body and mind is greater than this..

Because I've felt it before.

yet.

"Wow!!"

When the baby's cry began to reach my ears.

There were no words for her physical condition, but I wanted to see Yeonhu’s face more than anyone else..

"Our love came out well....?"

"Yeah... they say he's very healthy. how about you? It doesn't hurt any more?"

"I'm okay... I miss love... I miss our love..."

And after confirming again that Yeonhu was next to me, I found our baby..

"So, so pretty... Hi... Love, so pretty... Yeonhu looks exactly like you...."

"I'm more similar to you than I am?"

"Hmm... no..."

"That's right."

Our baby, love, was shown to me by the nurse. There really was no angel. Even at a glance, I could tell that it was Yeonhu and I's child..

Although it was wrinkled and small, it still resembled Yeonhu..

And when Sarang came onto my stomach, I felt that warmth and heartbeat through my stomach..

Tears flowed, I was moved, and I realized once again that this was my baby..

I was out of my mind, and I was very dizzy from crying and screaming so much. One thing I knew for sure.

We are no longer two.

that we have become a family of three.

---

Due to my own insecurities, stubbornness, and immature behavior that I could not have imagined before. I apologized to everyone for all that irresponsibility..

To our families who are supposed to support us, to our love who came to us too quickly because of our foolish mother. To Yeonhu, who has to take this annoying woman with him for the rest of his life..

At some point, rather than taking care of you, I feel like I'm only doing things that will be difficult for you..

Still, I will work harder in the future.

As your wife, as Sarang’s mother.

I'll really do my best.

I'm always sorry.

and thank you.

I will love you until I die.

Please stay by my side.

I love you, Yeonhuya.

Welcome, love.