My girlfriend is so good to me-Episode 110
Ep. 110
After finishing my meal in a hurry, I sat down with Heena on the sofa and began to assess the situation..
You stopped having your period, right? That's what I think?
"Normally, when you get pregnant, your periods stop, right? I'm not mistaken?"
"I'm not sure, but maybe...?"
"......"
Afterwards, take a deep breath. deep breath.
I barely managed to hold onto my nerves as I felt like I was going to fly away. Even though her mind was in turmoil, she naturally had no choice but to erase her child. Some people may have no choice but to make that choice, but at least it wasn't me..
Just Heena’s college and my exam. And this fact must be told to both parents. In addition, various realistic circumstances were tangled here and there, wandering through my mind..
I was so embarrassed that my heart was pounding and my hands and feet were cold, but I tried not to show it on the outside as much as possible. What would Hee-na do if she showed me flustered like that?.
At this moment, Heena is definitely more unstable than anyone else....
-Smirking
"......"
No, why are the corners of your mouth twitching like this? Hee-na Lee, you’re right, you’re anxious right now.?
No matter how easily I brought up the topic of babies or pregnancy, I thought that if something happened to her, she would naturally not know what to do since she was a girl. But my girlfriend was always better than I imagined..
She is gently stroking her stomach with both hands and barely suppressing the corners of her mouth that look like they are about to ascend to the sky..
"It's Heena."
"huh?"
"...Shouldn't we be a little worried? Are you liking it now??"
"Oh, no? What do we do? Let’s go to the gynecologist together first.?"
"Would you mind lowering the corners of your mouth? You look the happiest you've been in a while.?"
"......Hi-Hi."
"No...pfft...ah, Lee Hee-na really...sigh...phahahahahaha!!"
It was so absurd that I had to stop laughing. Maybe I'm just half crazy.
What should I do as if I’m not worried at all? As she looked at Heena doing this, I felt like a fool, having imagined all sorts of things about her..
I lost my senses and laughed for a while, and when I calmed down, I said to Heena..
"Huh... Let's go to the obstetrics and gynecology department first. I need to check, and if I'm not pregnant, I'm worried that my period has stopped, so I get a check-up while I'm at it.."
"yea, I got it! I'll get ready right away~"
As I watched Heena enter the room with bouncy steps, I leaned back on the sofa and wiped my face with both hands..
It would be better to go right away to get a checkup and take a pregnancy test, just in case..
But what if I’m pregnant, really?.
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Perhaps because of her very healthy body, Heena's menstrual cycle was very consistent. So she honestly thinks it's almost 100%, but you never know..
There were times when I felt stressed because of things like group assignments, so I wonder if that might be because it influenced me.?
With that glimmer of hope, I took a taxi and quickly headed to the nearest obstetrics and gynecology clinic..
Inside the obstetrics and gynecology department, even though it was a weekday, several couples and women were waiting for treatment, and as we, who appeared to be a young couple, walked in front of them, we caught a few glances. Maybe it's because Heena is pretty..
"Blood pressure and weight have been checked, and the application has been completed. Please take a seat and wait a moment.."
"thank you."
But I didn't have time to worry about those things at all, and after completing the application process, I held Heena's hand tightly and sat down quietly..
"There are a lot of people~"
"I know. There is no place where you are not feeling well?"
"Even if you're pregnant, it's not that long ago... there's no such thing. don't worry too much."
"Then I'm glad."
Fortunately, Heena still had no signs of worry or anxiety. In fact, I was more nervous than Heena, and she stayed silent for about an hour as if she were a criminal sentenced to death..
Following the guidance of the nurse who came to call us, we underwent an ultrasound examination immediately after a short interview with the doctor..
The content of the interview was uneventful. They only asked me if I had used a pregnancy test before and if I was thinking about having an abortion. I think it was probably because people of our age group often erase things..
Anyway, after waiting for a while after the test, the teacher called us in again..
And I was definitely sentenced to the reality that was right in front of me. The ultrasound picture shown by the doctor.
"6It's a week. If you look here, you can see that the baby's nest and egg yolk are well placed.?"
"yes!"
"...yes."
The small thing inside the white, round part is said to be our baby. Even though I was seeing something, it didn't feel real. This small thing grows up to become a baby. Is it already a baby??
"The mother is healthy and has not had any problems so far, but she may experience nausea or chest pain in the future. and─"
Perhaps thanks to some mental preparation before coming here, I was able to listen to the explanation calmly. About things to pay attention to in the future and what the schedule for future visits will be. Heena and I opened our ears and listened intently so as not to miss a single word..
While he was explaining things, he used the computer to play a video or something. Then, the video of the ultrasound photo shown earlier was played, and soon a strange sound was heard..
"Would you like to listen carefully??"
-Boom! Boom! Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu of!
I focused on what he was saying and listened to it, but I couldn't figure out what it was. If I had to express it, it's the sound of the wind you hear when you open the window in a fast-moving car.?
So, as we both looked at the doctor with a question mark on our faces, he smiled and told us what it was..
"This is the sound of the baby's heart inside the mother's womb. You can check it starting around the 5th or 6th week, but fortunately you heard about it this time.."
"This, this?"
"yes. It's amazing?"
I couldn't even imagine it. I thought it was just the sound of the wind, but it turned out to be the sound of the baby's heart. It was only then that I realized that there was a life inside Heena, which was not as obvious as I thought in the ultrasound picture..
And it seemed like the same thing happened to Heena, before I knew it, she was shedding tears quietly next to me..
-Drop, drop
"This is... my baby..."
"are you okay?"
"Yes... Yeonhuya, did you hear? Heart sound, very healthy...?"
"of course. It was so big. You thought a train was passing by."
"Ugh... We, our baby... This is... Yeonhu and... Hibb... You, my child... Hehe...."
Before long, I was sobbing while looking at the screen. I nodded to the doctor and asked for her understanding, then grabbed Heena's shoulder and pulled her into a hug..
Although I too was moved by the life before my eyes, Heena seemed to feel something more. Somehow, I no longer felt worried about what was to come. Rather, only a vague determination to work harder for Heena and our baby filled my heart..
Of course, we were too young to handle a new life, and we would need countless help from those around us in the future..
Still, I'll have to do the best I can..
For me and Heena.
for our baby.
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After that, I was able to hear everything else I needed to know and do from the doctor who waited with me for Heena to calm down. You can receive a mother's notebook from the hospital when you can hear the baby's heartbeat, and you need to undergo various tests in addition to the ultrasound test you received first. You have to take medicine if necessary..
So I immediately went to the hospital and took some blood tests. After waiting for a while for the test results to come out, I was able to schedule my future visit and go home. In her hand, she held the maternal notebook she received today..
Fortunately, it was covered by insurance, so even though I had a lot of tests, the cost wasn't as high as I thought. The test results were very good with no problems..
After the hectic visit to the obstetrician and gynecologist, I returned home holding Heena's hand as tightly as I had left..
And as soon as we entered the living room, we sat down on the sofa side by side and let our tired bodies, both physically and mentally, rest. While she was sitting there blankly, Heena suddenly opened her mouth in a quiet voice..
"Maybe you don’t like it?...?"
"what? pregnant?"
"huh..."
Really now? It was such a belated question that the words came out naturally. I was excited until I went to the obstetrics and gynecology clinic, and on the way back, I was rubbing my stomach and smiling all the time..
Only now, with a dark look on his face, did he casually answer her question when she asked him carefully..
"There's no way you wouldn't like it. I'm just panicking because I'm not ready yet.."
"really...?"
"of course. We decided to tell the parents tomorrow, so let's think about our baby's name today. What should I call you??"
Actually, it wasn't anything. I wasn't worried, but even more than that, I felt a sense of responsibility, and I also felt a lot of pressure about telling my parents tomorrow. But it wasn't that I wanted to say anything bitter about Heena's pregnancy. Because half of the responsibility for her pregnancy lies with me in the first place..
"Well, then we can have a baby and raise it.?"
"No, what are you talking about when we made an appointment at the obstetrics and gynecology clinic together??"
"That's right... hehe... Yes, that's right. My baby, I have to work hard to give birth to a healthy baby.?"
"That's how it should be. And don't even think about entering the kitchen... no, wait. What should you do about college? It will be 3 or 4 months after the vacation ends, so you absolutely have to stabilize.."
If you try to go too far, they will absolutely stop you. Because health is most important above all else..
Heena answered my question lightly as if she had already thought about it..
"1Since the semester is over, I have to take a leave of absence from the second semester.."
"It's like a vacation like that?"
"huh. Because there is a reason. If you come to the same university, we can attend together from the second semester next year.."
"Wow, what a burden? Just wait. I swear to our baby that we're going to the same college.."
"Hehehe, fighting!"
Fortunately, it seemed like there wouldn't be any major problems in Heena's college life. When she returns to school for the second semester next year, she will have time to take care of herself even after giving birth. After that, I'll just have to get help from the lady... no, her mother-in-law..
Then all that was left was me, and I had nothing more to worry about about my studies. The only thing I can do is quit my part-time job right away and go all-in on the college entrance exam..
Rather than wanting to attend the same university as Heena and become a campus couple, I now feel a sense of responsibility to go to a good university for the sake of the baby and Heena and for our stable future..
After the conversation about our career paths ended, the topic once again turned to babies..
"When I heard my baby's heartbeat earlier, I was so amazed.."
"so do i. I felt like my baby was really in here.."
"Yeah... Now that I know it's there, I feel like I can feel some movement... I guess it's still moving, right? My heart was beating so hard."
"Wouldn't it be so? Seup, I already feel like I can do that... Should I make him exercise? Arts and physical education must be tough.."
"Phew...what are you saying to a child who hasn't even been born yet?~"
While having that conversation, I gently placed my hand on Heena's stomach and began to gently stroke it with her. As of now, she didn't say anything because she was just touching her stomach. She's just looking down at her own belly with her kind eyes.
After the two of them patted their stomachs in silence for a while, Heena smiled softly and opened her mouth..
"love."
"huh?"
"Can’t our baby’s name be Sarang??"
"If you like it, it's fine with me. Isn’t it a bit common??"
"It doesn't matter if it's common or not... It's just, what should I say? Because it’s so lovely. Yeonhu, you and my baby too. So that's the only thing that comes to mind."
"Then, then."
Actually, I wasn't really confident in what I would make, so I decided to completely follow Heena's opinion. Plus it's pretty.
love.
As I thought about it over and over again, it seemed like a really good name. It feels like the love between me and Heena has really been embodied..
Seeing Heena smiling and calling Sarangi over and over again, I felt my heart warming up..
now twenty years old.
Even though we were legally adults, we were no different from children, let alone a child, unable to maintain our own bodies properly. I couldn't even see what our lives would be like in the future..
Still, in this moment of being together, I was gaining even more strength. Seeing my girlfriend smiling happily in front of me made me feel like I could do anything for this..
"Our love, we have to be quiet so that mom doesn’t get hurt. Understand?"
"...Huh, heh heh... Mom... Yes. I'm a mom now?"
"That's right, love mom."
"That's good... I love it, love you dad."
Heena's smile bloomed brightly as she called herself mom and me as dad..
It was brighter and more beautiful than ever.
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