Lawmaker, Live Again - Episode 665
Episode 665
“……uh… Did you peel it last time?…….”
Sima Hui remembered.
I remember the days of fixing patients' facial scars and then passing on the techniques, saying that fixing pimple marks is a skill..
Everyone was out of their minds, wondering why they were peeling such a precious piece of land..
The question was whether we could get to that point..
Sima Hui... It's barely possible, but I never even thought about it..
It's just crazy hard.
Eun-gong and Baek-rin-ui-seon are full of talent and elixir, so they have a lot of inner power, and those martial arts people are people who have crossed between life and death, so they don't pat themselves on the shoulder and say, 'Hey, I'm a little tired.'.
Sima Hui... … There is no such thing.
So it was much slower, took a lot more rest, and was much less efficient..
“Jeemo… … ? Hair removal? I do it again to get rid of hair.?”
“The essence is similar. Hey, you just need to practice. Even if I don't, I've prepared a guinea pig! The verification that could take several months has already been completed, so the teacher and I can do it right away. Now you just have to come!”
Roughly… After hearing the story from Eungong, Sima Hye said:.
“ah… … . If that's the case, I should definitely do parts like the chest. It's not a life-threatening situation, and I'll have to keep removing my hair..”
“okay. Hey Hye! Well said. If this is successful, it could change the patient's life..”
Jin Cheon-hee's eyes lit up..
Sima Hye asked back..
“But that… What if it's like a curse? When the hair grows back?”
“…….”
Jin Cheonhee’s shoulders slumped..
It's so pitiful.
Sima Hui said.
“that… … . Should I at least take an amulet before the procedure??”
“May what we do not be a curse? It must be an unscientific consciousness that hopes it is a scientific disease..”
JE-SA, a folk song that hopes to be scientific.
Jin Cheon-hee nodded, wondering what kind of nonsense this was..
“okay. I have to do it. Anyway, every spring, I stay in front of the research center..”
It's a laboratory that kills even bear bugs that survive on the moon, so I feel like my kids will grow up better if I do well with this..
Isn’t this a world ruled by Yin Yang and the Five Elements and Feng Shui?.
Jin Cheon-hee held a traditional ceremony with Sima Hye to pray for science..
* * *
The long-awaited surgery day has arrived..
The hair on the face was shaved off in advance to expose the hair roots..
Rather than cutting it completely, I shaved it off, leaving about 3mm to 5mm (based on Earth's standards)..
Before the actual treatment.
Jin Cheon-hee handed Ga-wol a mirror..
Ga-Wol is... … She forced herself to muster up the courage to look into her own face..
Just for a moment, I cover the mirror and put it down..
“It's so ugly. Since there is some hair left, it looks like chicken skin and is even more disgusting. Oh, I'm feeling upset.”
Sima Hye and the other lawmakers next to him were slightly surprised by the explicit self-torture..
The family of the eight imperial families is.
I didn't know that the heir would be this hurt..
‘I can't help it. Meeting kids your own age will only hurt you.…….’
As Sima Hui remembers, she wasn't any nicer even though she was a child..
On the contrary, because he had too much ego within himself, he was immature in how to respect the feelings of others..
You can only learn to tolerate things you don't like..
Jin Cheon-hee answered.
“What should I do with my eyebrows? That part should be left behind..”
“…….”
I didn't tell him to stop talking like that or comfort me..
I just prioritize what I need to say.
Ga-Wol is worried. Then I suddenly saw Sima Hui..
She had a pretty face and pretty eyebrows..
I don't feel jealous.
In traditional fairy tales, ugly people like themselves get jealous of pretty people and get punished later..
But in reality, I don't even have the energy to dare to be jealous..
Even if I think about wanting to be you just for a day, I feel a little miserable, so I try not to think about it..
And they just say that since you're ugly, you should at least live a nice life..
In the past, I tried to pretend to be bright or funny, but even that didn't get a good response, so I gave up..
Suddenly I saw Jin Cheonhee’s eyebrows..
Eyebrows with a soft and gentle look.
But his personality is neither soft nor gentle..
Knowing that makes it harder.
Jin Cheon-hee said.
“If you can’t remember anything, just do it in moderation…….”
“……Please give me eyebrows that resemble my mother’s..”
“…….”
Jin Cheonhee’s eyes widened slightly..
It was worth it.
Even foreign lawmakers know very well what their mother thinks of them..
But still I can't let go of my affection.
“I wish I had the same eyebrows as my mother..”
“……All right.”
If I had a daughter with similar eyebrows, wouldn't she remember me even if her hair grew back?.
Sima Hui couldn't hold back her curiosity and asked..
“Hey, can I ask one question??”
I know it's rude. But as someone who participated in this event, I thought I could ask this much..
“Originally, they said they were going to test it on the arm in advance, but I'm curious as to why they decided against it..”
Garwal answered..
“Of course, the shorter and more intense the despair, the better..”
“that…….”
“If you're going to fall accidentally, it's easier to clear your mind if you just fall properly..”
It was a strange philosophy..
But somehow I felt like I could understand it.
Jin Cheon-hee answered.
“Then, I will draw it to resemble my mother as much as possible..”
Another council member walked forward and frowned..
Jin Cheon-hee answered.
“The patient said that it would be easier to get his mind in order if he fell properly, but my opinion is a little different..”
The voice was business-like, but the tone conveyed a strange warmth..
Jin Cheon-hee continued..
“Nevertheless, if you achieve it, if you stand up, you will never forget it for the rest of your life..”
“…….”
“I think that experience is what makes a person alive..”
Jin Cheon-hee, an adult, spoke to Ga-wol, a child..
That was also what he said to Jin Cheon-hee, who was a child..
“Let’s finish well and eat something delicious..”
“……If it's delicious……?”
“What do you like? Do you like sweet and fattening foods? I like it.”
A little tired, but cheerful voice.
daylight was still daylight.
* * *
In the words of Seonhyeon, it was said that the inside of a human being is more important than the beauty of the outside..
It would be great if there were more cool people like that, but most people used to value what they see and decide their actions based on what they see..
Actually it was.
Because the eyes are the window to the heart.
The eyes always move first, and then reason takes control..
But in the end, just to the extent of not expressing disgust, that's great..
‘In the end, everything in the world does not go as Seonhyeon said..’
It's not an ugly face, it's a face that isn't human..
Ga-Wol laughed bitterly..
After waking up from the horoscope, she did not look in the mirror..
It was to not have hope..
I haven't even met my mother.
Because I'm sure you'll look forward to it.
I still love my mother.
Just as a chick follows the first person it sees, it seems inevitable that a child follows its parents because it is an instinct..
But on the other hand, I don't see any reason to hate her..
Even if her mother cherishes her and solidifies her position as the heir, the answer is annihilation because the family will not be able to function properly as the head of the family..
If the family is exterminated, if Ga-wol himself loses his head, what meaning would there be in that sympathy?.
Ga-wol opened the chilhyeongeum and read the book..
One of the many outbuildings of Baekrin Uigak.
Since I often have to be hospitalized for long periods of time, it wasn't a big problem..
Mother also gave permission.
It was the last chance, so I really had to do my best..
suddenly.
I thought that it was not only my story, but also my mother's story..
‘If your mother had to go through the process of giving up... If that's the case…….’
My heart felt a little sweeter.
But I tried not to get excited again.
“Today I made sweet egg rolls~ The condition is also… … . Let me take a look?”
This room doesn't have any mirrors.
Only daylight would come and give us something delicious..
“Don't tell me about the condition of my face..”
Garwal spoke again.
Daylight nodded..
“Well, I understand. If you're curious, ask. But if you look at your own limbs, you can probably tell.?”
“saw. But the expectations... I don't want to see it anymore.”
“Umm. great. I'm worried that the hair might grow back.?”
Garwal nodded..
* * *
So much time has passed.
she looks at the back of her hand.
It became dark.
But maybe it's my mood, I feel like I've grown less than before.
The hair also becomes sparse..
Does that mean that my face is like that now??
I can not know. But I'm afraid to ask, so I grit my teeth again.
I'm still afraid to look in the mirror. I knew it was stupid..
But old wounds were pulling at me.
There's only one thing she can do.
Spending time. alive until then.
undergo treatment again.
And then I spent some time picking chilhyeongeum again..
‘Will my mother abandon me?.’
I can not know.
‘Am I useless?.’
Even so, I decided not to die..
Diriririn-
One day, Jin Cheon-hee approached her again..
“I think the patient is just settling for this situation because he is scared of coming to a conclusion..”
before anything is decided.
that state.
Aspiring actors, aspiring idols, countless other aspiring actors in this world..
There are people who quit and become professionals or realize their limitations and look into other professions..
There are cases where aspirants to occupations where the results are not obtained through exams like public examinations, want to go through that ambiguous stage before the conclusion is confirmed..
It's a lukewarm hope.
‘The ending is painful. I want to run away.’
obsessive hope.
One thing is certain.
It took courage to come to a conclusion.
And what she needed was a mirror.
It's covered in cloth so you can't see anything yet, but the fact that he brought it shows that he's determined..
“It means you did everything you could..”
Someday the bird has to break the egg and go out.
A bird that doesn't do that will just die in its egg..
“yes. That's right.”
Does she really have the courage to do that??
However, you can't live in the palace forever..
Whether treated or not, the patient has to leave at some point..
“Call me if you need it. Okay?”
The man spoke cheerfully, mercilessly crushing my lukewarm hopes..
“…….”
The place where Jin Cheon-hee left.
Ga-Wol looks at the pitch-black mirror for a long time..
My heart is tingling..
It was something she had avoided her whole life. The thing I've cursed the most.
All the despair of the world was in it.
The lawmaker who left it was scolded, but at the same time, I felt that there was nothing we could do..
‘Are you asking me to come to a conclusion?.’
Surprisingly, the man was able to see through her shallow intentions so coldly..
However, it doesn't upset you and it doesn't embarrass you either..
I just smile and push my back.
Is that a cliff in front of me??
What if my facial hair isn't gone?.
If people laugh at me again because I am like an animal for the rest of my life,.
‘It was really comfortable here.’
Because this is Uigak, not her house..
Eventually, Ga-Wol makes a decision..
The hesitation didn't take long. Because she knows this is strange.
I mustered up my courage and hesitantly lifted up the mirror..
As I peeled off the cloth, what was reflected there was... own face.
“……You're ugly.”
The first thing I said to the woman I was staring at.
Then, I let out the wail that had been in my throat for a long time..
Crying echoes through the bamboo field.
It was the scream of life.
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