Pick Me Up-Episode 379
6. Beyond Nihilism(6)
And then, the boy returned to Luanan.
There was a wave of ups near the cemetery.
Aaron did something futile again..
I hear you..
As the boys neared the cemetery, their voices gradually grew clearer.
‘Oh, yeah..’
You're scraping scattered memories..
I was leaving it alone on purpose..
I didn't want to think about it..
All of them memories of failure..
What to do to revive the trail of things that have already ended.
And Aaron did this..
‘You think you should be.?’
I remember them..
Where not needed?
“Mourning.”
The boy muttered.
“Memories.”
Like, things that don't have anything to do with boys..
The boy didn't have a heart..
“Loss.”
The boy arrived at the cemetery.
On each marble tombstone were written the names and lives of the disciples.
Each of the instruments was different..
To fight with colleagues.
In order not to loathe yourself.
To protect what you think is right..
They were weak..
The dream was deep, but it lacked the strength and talent to achieve it.
So I came to find the boy.
“…….”
The boy didn't leave it alone..
Do you have to say that you did your best?.
Was it to know the pity.
‘I wanted to give.’
To those who have the right will and will, the power to fulfill their dreams.
I studied and studied again..
Was it because I wanted to feel sorry for you?.
‘No.’
I didn't want to be sorry..
If so, boy, did you already know that feeling?
No matter how much the disciple died, his heart did not stir..
The Disciple in the Memories retorted.
Aaron said the same thing..
The boy's gaze turned to the tombstone on the left.
The image of a disciple appeared and disappeared.
Oh, he said that..
She was a seedy nagging woman..
But she was finished, swallowed up in a pure dream, and died..
It's you who hurt me, and why do you apologize??
They were dying, and they apologized to the boy..
The boy could not know.
Forgotten memories drive you all at once.
“Understanding.”
The boy muttered.
This time it was a man's memory..
The man said.
Empathy.
Mercy.
The stories of many of his disciples sank into the boy's mind.
They were all sick.
He was dying of an illness that could not be cured..
The boy had talked to them a lot.
About Life.
About Death.
About being strong.
Time was close to infinity.,
We have shared countless stories throughout eternity.
But when the end of the story approached, no one was saved by the boy.
I just quietly shed my story with them into the river of oblivion..
‘You're tired..’
On the way, he did not receive disciples.
I got it, but I kicked it out in a minute..
But there's a change, I left a young man named Aaron here..
‘To eat him..’
To carry on with your life.
Said, the boy predicted his behavior.
Because you can't even know your own mind..
I had to calculate one day why I acted like that..
But if it wasn't for that,.
‘I've been setting up...... from the beginning............’
This ending.
The boy strode into the cabin.
There the last disciple was waiting for the boy.
You can see it at a glance.
There was a red light in the sight of the boy..
I was encroached on a dream..
I was working..
The moment Aaron stepped into Luanan, it was the scheduled result..
But the boy had to close his eyes..
Cavity in the empty heart.
Something unidentified escapes through the shell..
It's like a root digging in the soil, and it's like a cavity, and it's like a cavity, and it's like a cavity, and it's like a cavity. I broke up..
‘Pain.’
It's not a pain in the body.
A feeling I've never felt in my life.
The boy said.
“Why, you lost in the shadows?.”
Even though I knew the results..
“You said you could win..”
I couldn't stand it.
“You promised me..”
The boy thought.
‘Expectations.’
Maybe it's different..
If he's this guy, he may overcome his dream..
‘Why did you think about that??’
Unknown.
It wasn't the boy who did the wrong thing..
“I didn't lose..”
Aaron said.
He didn't lose..
I fought to the end and didn't lose the light of my heart..
I kept hope..
“As the master said, at first he fought the shadow and tried to win.”
Aaron said.
At first, I tried to fight..
He tried to protect his precious things with his power..
But I knew I shouldn't, and I gave up..
‘…….’
The boy noticed..
At that moment, Aaron collapsed.
Aaron's illness will not heal when he has lent someone else's help..
If you don't go through adversity with your pure own power, the trauma is I will continue to gnaw my heart.
‘That's why I told you to train your strength..’
You should not lend a hand to anyone..
Without you doing it yourself, you can't escape that nightmare..
I'm not asking you to do everything by yourself..
If it helps a little, if it does it somehow..
‘I could have been saved..’
Aaron said.
“When I thought about it, it didn't make much difference if I fought and won. I'm weak as it is. I had no power to reverse the situation..”
Aaron forgot why he was trying to be strong, and he was just red. I was looking at the master with my eyes..
“Cracked bowl of hearts containing ups. I so judged the master's condition. If so, you can change the bowl.”
Change the bowl.
Obviously, that was how the boy had known before.
If you write it, the boy can be brought back..
“That's right..”
Leave your dreams to others.
It's a very easy and easy way..
The boy spread his right hand..
A silent window appeared somewhere in his hand..
Aaron smiled, not knowing what he was saying.
‘Knew.’
This ending.
‘I had a premonition..’
That you're like this..
‘So, I decided..’
From the beginning, let's do this..
Caen!
Aaron blocked the spear, which swung between the stars..
“Master.!”
Aaron looks surprised..
“Come on, come on, come on..”
The boy smiled and hid himself.
A fight between windows and windows follows.
Whether you were trained in the process, the skill of taking the attack was tied up..
“Quit!”
Aaron exclaimed.
“I'm satisfied. I was able to keep it! I wasn't helpless this time.!”
The disciple shouted as if he were firing.
“I made my dream come true. I don't need this power anymore.!”
Stupid bastard..
If you focused on the battle a little more in time to shout excitedly, this is You didn't have to end up in vain..
Hollow.
The boy dug into Aaron and bounced his opponent's silver spear..
At the same time, it spreads up and looks like a net..
Aaron was incapacitated without any other counterattack..
“Stop...... Leave.”
I hesitated..
With quivering eyes, Aaron said.
‘Tsutz.’
Boy kicked his tongue.
Being a disciple, I've never fulfilled my master's expectations..
Stupid bastard.
The boy covered Aaron's eyes with his palm.
An intangible shadow dug into the young man's mind.
Churns and shuffles the mind, causing confusion and mistaken memory.
Aaron, who was missing Earl, stood up a few minutes later.
“I barely made up my mind..”
The boy said.
There was hostility in Aaron's eyes..
“Are you ready? You know all the ways.?”
“I know. One dies, one remains..”
I heard a silver spear in Aaron's hand again..
Obvious flesh.
It is not the master's appearance that shines in his eyes.
He was the old man he had to deal with..
“I think it worked out..”
The boy laughed round and heard facing the window.
Where, let's see your skills..
The battle between the boy and Aaron began..
Aaron's window has no hesitation.
Kwazik.
The boy's flesh and blood were crushed and scattered..
‘You're sick..’
Aaron has no hesitation.
The window flashed and pierced the boy's body.
Repairing a broken and torn body without ejaculation is quite a lot It took pain and toil..
“Shut up.!”
Aaron exclaimed, " Oh, my god.".
It's about wrestling with someone in your imagination..
The boy had no choice but to smile.
‘Oh, yeah..’
Every time your body breaks.
Every time blood and bones are slashed and torn.
Another sensation comes from behind the pain of the flesh.
‘Grief.’
The situation that should have been this way..
‘Relief.’
And yet, it's not too late..
‘Hope.’
Fung!
The boy's body was shattered and scattered.
It hurts..
I was very sick..
But I laughed.
A smile came out of my mouth..
‘This was it..’
My neck was torn..
The upper body is pierced..
My leg is broken..
Blood and flesh splashed.
I feel it every time..
In the pain, an unknown sensation bloomed new and new.
It doesn't come from the body.
‘Is this the heart?.’
The ashy canvas is filled with colorful colors.
Joy. Grief. Relief. Hope. Despair. The colors that could not be expressed in all kinds of words were shuffled and sparkled.
It was understandable.
Only now could I empathize with them.
Why did you say sorry to yourself.
What the boy should have said to them.
“It's okay..”
The boy said.
“Everything's fine..”
The boy thought.
‘I want to live..’
I don't want to die yet..
I want to carry on my life..
I wanted to feel and know more about my heart.
It's only now that I've left the monster and become a human..
How do you have to die?.
‘I hate it..’
I remember my colleagues..
I didn't want to be forgotten.
It's disappearing without anyone knowing..
Isn't it worse than Death.
‘Oh, it's true..’
You can't tell a human being..
The boy gathered strength with the spear straightened.
Aaron also knew the boy's doctor, focusing the shadow on the end of the window Started.
‘End with this.’
A single decision will be made.
The boy looked at his hand.
They were shaking..
‘Are you afraid?.’
I didn't want to die..
I wanted to continue my life..
‘The heart was fragile..’
Like a dandelion that disappears when the hook blows, when the wind shakes It's a whack..
The boy spurned the ground and moved on.
Aaron came sprinting..
Two windows facing.
The boy looked at the sight glaring.
It looks tight at first glance, but the balance is breaking down.
The right heat has already been honed.
Whose victory?.
The boy decided to believe..
A Disciple exists to surpass a Master.
He was mistaken until the end..
I was wearing thick armor in my heart and avoiding the risk of Up Aaron, who took it squarely with himself and fought to the end.
I said you couldn't be stronger than me, but that's just a pathetic misunderstanding..
The Fight between the Shodo and the Sado.
Who is stronger. Who will be stronger in the future. Therefore, the result was determined.
That's why.,
Coming..
The darkness on Aaron's silvery window, shattering the red shadows. He galloped to pierce the boy's heart..
and.
“…….”
The boy squinted.
Blood flowed from the silver window that was inserted into his chest..
Kwazik!
As the window twists, the shadows dig in, eroding the Boy's presence Started.
“It's amazing..”
The boy said.
“The mind is so weird. I don't.?”
“…….”
“I want to live. I really don't want to die. I don't want to die, I don't want to be forgotten. It's really terrible..”
I can convince you..
Finally, the boy was able to accept this ending.
Creak.
Blood flowed from the boy's mouth..
“Hoo-hoo, that's right..”
“…….”
“This heart is sorry...... .”
Aaron glanced at the boy.
The red aura was fading from his eyes.
Aaron picks up the boy's presence and evolves into a more complete up I was in the middle..
“…….”
I can't hear it..
No matter what you say, it doesn't work in Aaron's ears..
At best, it'll sound like a curse..
And yet the boy said.
“Aaron.”
That was the boy's heart, .
“Your determination now, don't forget..”
“…….”
“Crave pure dreams, yet crave hearts of mercy.”
“…….”
“I will bless you. .”
The boy closed his eyes.
I hear you..
The disciples who had left heard the voice calling for the master..
‘Yeah..’
The boy replied.
I could keep it..
The last one, I could have done it..
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