Pick Me Up-Episode 376
6. Beyond Nihilism(3)
The girl smiles brightly and bows her back.
“I'm called Nihaku! I'm meeting people who have only heard rumors, so it's only bread, sisters and brothers.!”
Nihaku laughed.
1The last replenishment personnel of the party.
Taonier's five-person system was completed that would lead to the end.
Siris.
Yurnet.
Ridgion.
Muden.
Nihaku.
In the early years, the personality of the 1st party was strong, and the self-assertion was strong.
It was a fight and a fight..
“If you can't follow me, you're there..”
Cold test, Lidigion.
“I'm going to sacrifice another party to attack it.?”
“Why did you do it? It is the master's command..”
“There must be a better way to attack..”
“That's your idea, isn't it??”
Siris, efficiency and speed to reduce the sacrifice of the hero as much as possible The important Ridgion was constantly confronted.
The same goes for other party members..
With a Yurnet that doesn't reveal its own thoughts, and a young, iron-free side Nihaku was also involved in the 1st party, and the wind was not good..
“Why doesn't Yurni tell you anything??”
“Anyway, when I told you, you wouldn't listen.?”
“That's right. It's like a wizard's tactic that's only buried in books all day, in real life. It's no use..”
Early Establishment.
They each set their opinions sharply.
‘Why are you doing that?.’
The boy thought.
The answer came soon after..
Because I've been observing humans all the time..
‘Because I was hurt..’
Once, all of the members belonged to different parties.
And after a violent fight, he lost his colleagues and friends.
‘You closed your mind..’
If you're going to die and disappear anyway..
It's better not to cooperate in the first place.
It doesn't hurt..
‘I don't want to feel the scars of loss again..’
I don't approach you on purpose..
I'm not trying to fit in..
It is thoroughly divided into south and south.
Only a boy could see it.
Because they didn't have a mind, the boys could clearly see through their psychology. There were.
The boy thought as he saw his colleagues arguing furiously in the conference room.
‘Oh, I'm sick of it..’
The boy stepped out.
“We're bored, but we can have a party.?”
“……?”
“Bonfire, smoke nicely, roast chicken one by one, chest I'm telling the story inside. Huh? I'm talking about the old days..”
“Are you sane??”
“Am I sane? It's real.?”
The boy laughed and said.
“Or do you want to fight each other on a mission and get them all together? You're right, you're wrong, you're wrong, you're wrong, you're wrong, you're wrong.?”
“…….”
“I don't, Siris.?”
Siris closed his eyes..
“That's right. We need to get to know each other..”
“All right, All right, I'll help you, so don't be too loud..”
Time passes again..
Under the boy's co-ordination, the 1st party's opinion quarrel began to disappear.
The mission system has been captured and the combat efficiency has gone up..
‘Oh, you took on a troublesome job..’
The boy was a mediator of the opinions of the strong members of the personality.
“If you're going to give Siris that way, you're going to kill him. Tell me..”
“Oh, Siris. I want you to give me instructions that make the temperature a little easier to understand..”
“Tell Ridgion. In the future, if you act alone one more time, I'll ask the Master to incarcerate you..”
“Oh, the temperature. Siris wants to get a little more group action..”
I'm glue.
It's a glue that makes it hard to stick to things that don't stick to it..
The boy thought so and moderated the party.
‘Why am I doing this?.’
Is it because they're sorry that they can't get along?.
“You always have a lot of trouble, Mr. Muden..”
“Yeah, there's a lot of trouble..”
In the end, it's a long time before the boy doesn't have to step out and the 1st party rolls well. More was needed.
“Muden.”
Then a girl appeared in front of the boy.
“Me, remember.?”
Girl is one of the early members.
He was now working on a high floor as a chef.
A long time ago, in the early days of Niflheim, they were colleagues in the same party..
“I'm sorry, I'm busy, but I called you..”
“Why?”
“Just, I was curious..”
The girl asked.
How the boy became stronger.
What could exceed the limits of talent.
“I'm happy as a chef, but still…….”
I want to fight..
I want to protect my precious people in my own power.
The girl said.
“I'm weak. I couldn't be stronger..”
There was no talent.
I lacked a body and a mind..
The girl was a combat job, but she was eliminated because of her lack of qualities.
“Can I be like you??”
The girl asked.
There was tension in the rigid look..
“It's a shame.?”
“Yeah.?”
“I can't get stronger..”
“……Yeah..”
I'm sorry..
The girl said.
I'm sorry for the dream that I had to give up because I was weak..
“…….”
Then, the boy could not understand his actions.
Should I call it impulse?.
“I'll help you..”
“Thank you.!”
The boy took the girl to Luanan..
1The boy, a member of the party, had enough authority..
“If you keep training here, you'll realize your ups.?”
“Yeah..”
“Really, just do that.?”
Horses are easy.
You can keep poking and swinging the spear..
Then you realize it naturally.
That's what the boy did..
Over time, you get.
It's natural..
The boy thought so.
Only the boy thought so.
Hundreds of years later.
The girl was looking at the boy with a blank expression.
“……How.”
There is no height in the voice.
The girl, with a face as firm as a doll, muttered.
“How, what, what, what, what, what?.”
“All you need to do is spend some time..”
“Nothing, nothing...... I don't know.”
The girl murmured, No, it was a girl.
“I, here, what, to do, beggar.”
“…….”
“I'm, what..”
The boy looked at the girl.
“Kill it, give it to me. Give me a rest, give me a rest, give me a rest..”
“If you want.”
“Sorry, do it..”
The boy pierced the girl's heart without hesitation.
‘It's a shame..’
Sloshing corpse.
The girl's body soon crumbed and disappeared.
‘Is this a pity.’
But it's not like that.
Nothing felt.
Nothing has changed.
“…….”
The boy's time in Luanan was longer.
Loki has also begun a full-fledged quest for Up.
“I want to be strong..”
Comes.
“Teach.”
The sick, swept by desire, are coming..
“I heard that you have become stronger with endless efforts. I've seen that will, too.…….”
“It's not an effort..”
“What are you saying?…….”
“It's not an effort..”
It's a long day, and it's coming..
Most of them couldn't hold on and went back..
The rest of us, with the idea of dying in a bar where we can't be strong, can't be strong. Sick people.
“Can't go back. If you can't get stronger..”
They are ill.
Illness of the Heart.
And the same end was met.
“Kill, Lord, kill, kill.…….”
I killed him as I wished..
“Nothing, feel, no…….”
I killed him, I killed him again..
Loki did not blame such a boy.
When you become such a state, you become a revenant and raid the heroes around you. Because I realized that.
“Sorry, I do…….”
Why?.
Why are they all dying?.
Why am I the only one who is fine?.
‘Because I don't have a mind.’
I'm not human.?
‘Why are you coming when you know you're going to die??’
The procession didn't stop..
Heroes came constantly.
Boy killed and killed.
“Go back..”
“Can't go back, I.”
“I'm gonna kill you.?”
“It doesn't matter. You have to be strong..”
It doesn't make sense..
No intimidation, no persuasion..
I don't go out until I die..
They're sick people whose brains have been eaten up by the desire to be strong..
‘We need to treat it..’
The boy could not see why he thought of it.
But I decided to do it..
The boy began to study the mind.
What's Driving them to death.
What the hell is the mind that makes death immortal?.
‘What do you want to save.’
Sometimes the appearance of a girl comes to mind.
The look of yourself with empty eyes.
Was it a pity the girl's last?.
The boy was not allowed to come out of Luanan..
Only when there's a special reason..
The boy's presence in Niflheim gradually began to be forgotten.
“Mr. Muden, do you have anything to do with it??”
“No.”
Shake your head..
“What are you doing there? There's no need for it..”
“Exactly..”
I deny it..
“Senior, is it fun to do research alone? I hope you can play with me..”
“Play alone.”
If you're talking.
1If you're in contact with your colleagues at the party, you're in contact with them..
Sometimes it comes to mind.
The appearance of a dying girl.
Why did the boy invite the girl there.
Of course, I thought it would succeed..
Unknown.
No matter how much time you spend, you can't wake up..
Why their efforts and hopes should end, should they be crushed before the walls of reality I can't accept that..
Study of the Mind.
The boy's only study of the up follows.
The human mind cannot survive for more than hundreds of years without any stimulation. has been.
What to do.
I need to give you stimulation every time..
Luanan is not easy in a closed dimension.
‘If so.’
Reset.
I decided to initialize the memory..
Try to erase your memory in a certain period of time so that you can spend a long period of time.
But if you completely remove the memory, there is no sense of effort.
It was a pretty complicated and difficult process..
And finally.
The first 'disciple'was born.
“Master..”
He called the boy a mentor.
“Why am I your mentor??”
“Because he taught me a new way. If it wasn't for your master, you wouldn't have realized this power..”
The first disciple succeeded in realizing the ups.
‘You're freed..’
Finally, from the illness of the heart.
Would he be sorry any more?.
That was a boy's mistake..
“The more...... The stronger.............…….”
Those who have once awakened a dream run to chase a dream.
Did not stop.
To the enlightened, the personality before him was an obstacle.
“Stronger...... Stronger.... Stronger.............…….”
Pure dreams began to crush the personality.
I can't stop over waking up.
Thus, the Disciple says.
“Awesome...... Please.”
“…….”
“Sorry, Master.…….”
The boy's spear pierced his presence.
His death was unknown to anyone.
The hero of Pick Me Up disappears from the database, and the log that he was summoned. It is believed to be a bug and has been deleted.
Loki, a member of the upper dimension, will remember him..
The death of a promising hero was not uncommon.
This is how the first tombstone was erected.
‘Failed.’
I didn't save him..
But the boy did not care.
I didn't have a heart..
We're going straight into the next test..
“Master.!”
Everyone called the boy a mentor..
“I had an illness of the heart..”
Yeah..
If it wasn't for that, you wouldn't have come here knowing you were going to die..
“Why did I want to be strong?”
If you don't know why, let me know..
Hidden Memories.
Trauma as a child.
I pulled anything out of the target, dug it up, and flipped it over..
And yet they did not go back.
He said he had to be strong..
Because it was incurable..
“I can't go back..”
I'm gonna kill you..
“You have to be strong..”
That's just your delusion..
“So, master, kill me..”
If you want.
So many heroes died.
The initial process, most of which did not endure hundreds of years, died.
Only a handful were left to awaken the principle of Up.
But so were they.
“Sorry..”
The reaction was one and the same..
“Sorry, I do..”
Shortly before his death, they apologized to the boy.
“…….”
Tombstones are growing..
The fact that they were gradually faded from the boy's memory.
The boy did not write their story on the tombstone on purpose.
A memorial is an act left by a person who feels sorry for his death Because.
The reason a boy leaves a tombstone is not for memorial purposes..
It was to count the number of those who failed and died..
The boy didn't have a heart..
‘It's not supposed to be..’
No one except the boy ruled the ups.
Even if you woke up to the principle, you didn't keep your mind up..
They were thrust into dreams of eternity.
‘Because it's human.’
Because I had a heart..
Why didn't you know so far?.
It was for a very simple reason..
What is Up.
It's not a power allowed to man..
Power that only monsters can handle.
If so, the boy is not human.
I just pretended to be a human being..
‘That's right..’
The boy was a monster..
Therefore, he survived by waking up.
Outside colleagues treat and treat boys as human, but it's not that they It's just the appearance you know..
I don't feel anything..
He killed and killed many of his disciples, who called themselves masters..
But there was no water in the dried-up river..
People outside say that they are pleasant, they are always smiling, they are relaxed, they are high Rating but it is a pretense and was deferential.
The true self is trapped inside a high wall.
The wall never collapses when you try to knock it down..
“…….”
The boy looks at the lined tombstone.
My eyes were empty..
A scattered voice fits together and digs into your ears.
Who said.
What the owner of that voice was like, it is now unknown.
“Dream.”
The boy muttered..
The source of up is pure dream.
So what are my dreams.
I hear my mother's voice..
The memory of destruction was already back.
Why did you say that?.
Why did you have to look like that?.
I wanted to know..
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