Pick Me Up-Episode 374
6. Beyond Nihilism(1)
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The light on the bookshelf was blurred.
Aaron took the hand he put up..
“…….”
I stared blankly at the unfolding book..
The bookcase uttered no radiance.
Again, Aaron put his hand on the bookshelf.
Hoping for more hidden memories.
This will not be the end of it.
He has spent the years of eternity there.
A clue that suggests another truth might stay in the memory I don't know..
But it doesn't shine.
I kept focusing on it, but no light came from the bookshelf..
“It's over..”
Yurnet said.
Aaron's voice rang blankly.
“Is it over??”
“Yes. This is the last time Aaron's memory was spent in Luanan..”
“I don't have any more...... ?”
“Yes.”
The silver-haired witch answered..
This is the end of it..
“Thank you, Aaron. For your cooperation in my work. This is the finish to Aaron's journey. Only…….”
Jurnet's words followed..
“I think we need to sort out a little bit of information. Maybe at that time, Aaron's memory was confused..”
“I'm...... My memory is…….”
Aaron muttered..
Luanan, a special dimension in which time flows slowly.
The young man met his mentor there and woke up.
Just Ups imperfect power to accompany mental collapse.
With the help of the mentor, the young man overcomes it up, complete ups I put it in my hand, and I got out of there and joined the group that saved you. Will.
‘Mentor's Help.’
Yes..
The boy helped Aaron..
If he wasn't a mentor, Aaron couldn't escape his despair.
‘Fought with the red shadow.’
To keep the light of mind.
To gain the power to save colleagues.
But…….
“Aaron, I'll ask you one thing..”
Yurnet said.
“You fought the red shadow fiercely. It's probably an inner hallucination shaped by Aaron's desire for power will. And Aaron defeated the red shadow and freed himself from that desire Will.”
Jurnet's words followed..
“If you interpret it as a superficial story, it means.”
“Is there any other interpretation...... .”
“Huhu. It's not much different. There are some hidden facts. Therefore, Aaron.”
Jurnet's gaze was plugged in..
“Last, what you stabbed with a spear, 'who'?”
“It's…….”
Red Shadow.
Aaron pierced his heart to free him from delusion..
I really do..
“Aaron, don't you already know the right answer?”
Yurnet was neat..
You don't know..
If you don't know, it's a run to avoid the truth.
“…….”
Aaron stood up, stumbling..
The eyes of everyone sitting in their chairs were focused..
Like a ghost walking, it moves a few steps.
That's a while, too..
“It was me..”
The light disappeared from Aaron's eyes..
Whisk.
Aaron knelt on the ground on both knees.
I hear you..
I only heard it now..
「Lifetime, I'll curse you..」
Just before he died, the voice of the shadow cursed himself.
「Be tormented. Despair. Get frustrated..」
The figure of someone hidden in the red shadows is revealed.
「Take my curse, forever..」
The moment he dies.
As soon as the annihilation of existence was confirmed, he was cursing Aaron.
I know that one day Aaron will wake up to the truth, and I pray for disaster. There were.
It turns out.
How much sin has been hidden, it is revealed in the end.
You can't escape..
“Did I kill you?.”
Aaron spread out both hands.
I feel the texture..
That feeling when you poke a spear.
Twist the spear, put the spear blade deep into the heart, and suck the presence When its refreshing.
‘What's my memory??’
That's because I didn't know.?
I couldn't help it.?
‘Unbelievable.’
Man is an Animal of self-rationalization.
Any facts that are unfavorable to you can be hidden away as much as possible.
Even your own mind can be deceived.
Aaron may have known at the time..
The identity of the red shadow.
But you know, you didn't stop..
For himself to live.
Because I wanted to live..
I wanted to absorb my opponent, gain strength, and I didn't stop knowing it. It may be..
After it happens, you can put a reason..
The master changed his memory and perception..
Therefore, it is not his fault.
Can it even be believed?
In fact, if your master doesn't touch your memory, you're not going to be able to do it.?
If such a thing is pure of its own volition?
At that time, Aaron was going crazy..
Almost eaten by the red shadow, it was more than half haunted.
I'll eat it in my mouth, I'll die, my master's new bowl. I'm gonna do it, and I may have done something else..
Unknown.
Unbelievable.
Nothing can be believed.
“Hahat.”
Aaron fell on his knees..
“Nothing…….”
I don't know. I don't know..
If there's one thing for sure, only two things.
A heart-piercing texture that remains clear in the hand.
And the face and name of the master, no matter how you think about it, you don't think about it..
The therapist's voice comes to mind.
She asked Aaron.
The master said it was dangerous, and he left the boy behind him..
The master's words came to mind..
The boy's voice is mixed with a heavy noise like a machine sound. I couldn't be separated..
Any strong string of ties.
Before the disappearance of existence, it becomes meaningless..
I swear to go to see you when everything is over..
Thank you for your mentor..
Clean, clean and forgotten.
I didn't know the master's name, voice, or appearance..
I'm living like no one else..
‘Why.’
Didn't know anything so far.
Have you lived as well as you did.
‘Afterwards, the master didn't say anything..’
The boy disappeared with the word to ask for my back.
Since then, I don't know what happened.
Finally, Aaron and his crew saved Han, but then Aaron was the Master's Because I forgot my job..
I didn't find it..
I'm not interested..
No, I didn't even know who it was..
“…….”
I was trying to call the boy's name..
No word came out..
Unknown.
His name wouldn't have been Aaron Delkard..
I would have changed my last name to carry on my master's will..
Why did it happen again??
“How...... Did you know?”
Aaron's Question.
Yurnet replied..
“Every time I saw you a long time ago, I felt a very subtle sense of discomfort.. It took me more than a while to realize that sense of discomfort..”
“Do you know the name of the master...... ?”
“We don't know. I don't remember the name, the appearance. There's only one thing you know. That He was a colleague of ours in the past.”
There's only one reason why they're here..
To get back a colleague who had fallen into oblivion..
“Aaron, I need your cooperation. To get him back..”
“Me, what kind of cooperation are you asking me to do. I killed him. I, I…….”
“Yeah. You killed that man..”
Low voice of the man.
It was Ridgion..
“Not to the extent of killing, but to extinguish it altogether..”
“…….”
“So did I. Every time I saw you, I felt a strange sense of discomfort. It's hard to deal with..”
No wonder..
The fake killed the real thing and took its place..
“So, are you going to be down there??”
Ridgion revealed this and said.
“Get down like garbage there, while denying himself endlessly, that man You're embarrassing me.?”
“I am...... your colleague…….”
“Killed? How's that? It's a big deal to die.?”
Aaron looked back..
“Anyway, warriors are a tribe that lives to die. The important thing is not death. How did he die. What died for. Did he make his will and died.”
There was a sharp light in Ridgion's eyes..
“Only you can prove it. That man's life, only you can testify and prove it. We came here hoping for that.”
“…….”
“Wake up, Strong man..”
Crunches.
Ridgion pulled himself up from his seat..
“Is thy will, which the years of eternity have not broken, crumble here??”
“I…….”
“Let me know, tell us. How he lived and how he died.”
Aaron's eyes clouded..
“Wake up, Aaron. It's not over..”
“My memory, it's over. I have nothing more to show you, let alone to tell you..”
The memory of the boy was left in the river of oblivion.
We've solved all the secrets that we've hidden deep..
There was nothing Aaron could say..
“Your memory is over, but there is Something Left.”
Aaron looked at Yurnet.
She reached out to Aaron.
“Now, hold my hand..”
Small, white hands stick out.
Aaron held out his hand, but he couldn't hold it..
“Wake up, Aaron..”
Siris said.
“Show us your master's courage..”
“Courage…….”
“I was willing to stand before oblivion, and I didn't lose my leisure in despair. Honor your master's life to us..”
“When I finish here, I'm black, not me..”
Nihaku also gave me a horse..
“The senior didn't back down this much. When it was the hardest, I walked forward willingly, as if it were nothing. It will..”
I didn't back down..
In any harsh situation.
Was it because he didn't have a heart?.
‘No, no..’
Aaron remembered the last of the boys.
He walked away, as if it wasn't his way..
The boy knows that he will soon disappear, but no expression Without notifying anyone, he boldly went into the darkness..
“…….”
Now Aaron can't remember the boy's name..
No face, no voice..
'I could barely tell you that there was someone like that..
“Maybe it's good, I? My memory is over, and I can't tell you anything now..”
“No, Aaron. There are still traces of him.”
Where?
Aaron looked at Jurnet with bleak eyes..
“You hold that key. So please wake up, Aaron. Need your courage.”
My hands tremble..
Is it left.
What do you do?.
What if the worst truth is revealed?.
Aaron may fall apart..
Nevertheless, Aaron held Jurnet's hand.
I stood up, I stood up, I stood up, I stood up, I stood up..
“What can I do.”
“Please remember..”
Yurnet laughed softly.
I remember.?
Aaron's memory is over..
“Not your memory.”
Jurnet shook his head..
“Remember his memory..”
“……!”
“There are, obviously. In Aaron's mind. He's gone, but no trace of his dream has gone..”
“It's in my mind.?”
“You will be able to. Because…….”
Jurnet said as he sang.
“Up is the time to make dreams reality and fantasies real ability. Is it possible for you? No hope. A miracle that would be impossible. So I was able to do it.”
“…….”
“You are the only one who has fulfilled His wishes.”
I held Aaron's two hands in Jurnet's face..
“Now, show me. His Appearance.”
“I…….”
“It's fine. He's fine..”
I felt the warm warmth in my hands..
Can I do it.
Can it be possible for Aaron to bring back memories that have disappeared into Oblivion.
‘Master..’
Aaron's eyes lit up.
We need to move on..
Just as his mentor did..
Aaron laid Jurnet's hand respectfully.
I looked at the front..
There are only bookshelves and books lined up in the snow..
Thrr.
The landscape began to change.
The appearance of the library, where books and bookshelves were stored, disappears.
Shadows all over the place covered the world with new colors.
Aaron held out his hand..
Rustlock.
I caught a fallen leaf drifting in the air..
This is already a sight then.
Imperceptibly they stood on the sunlit plain.
And, it seems.
That far away.
Someone's back is shining..
I saw the boy's back among the orange grass..
The wind is blowing.
Originally, this was a place where the wind didn't blow..
The boy stood still as the grass fell.
“…….”
Lips do not move.
It's just a meaningless sound in your mouth, and it's just a constant buzz..
Can not tell the boy's name.
Who the boy was.
How he lived and how he died.
Aaron bit his lip strongly.
Nasty blood taste.
Pain awakens the Spirit.
I touch and deliver the memory of a boy deep in the swamp of oblivion.
Like framing a broken jigsaw puzzle.
And finally, Aaron called the boy's name.
Muden Nydelk.
At that moment, the door opened.
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