Pick Me Up-Episode 359
4. Self-craving self-strength(1)
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“Once you're here..”
Yurnet said.
Aaron took his hand off the book, looking tremulous.
“How was it, Aaron? Did your first memory come back??”
“First memory, is it.”
What happened after Aaron first entered that dimension.
In the meantime, I didn't want to know, I didn't let you know..
When I dug closely, I thought it was a loss..
‘It was ordered to the unconscious, too.?’
As if it was the trauma of losing his sister that dominated Aaron at that time..
So that the memory of the hidden mind does not dig deep into himself, Aaron Did you rule?.
‘To hide my ugly desires?’
In the past, Aaron had considered his goal in life to be to return to his family..
I thought I was going back safely and living calmly with Nina..
But the idea was wrong.
“That's right..”
Aaron did self-help..
“It was strange to look at it now. Thanks to your brother, Taunier is back, and those who died are alive.. Nina is the same. But I've never been home before...... .”
You don't fight 365 days a year because you're a hero of Valhalla..
There was enough room to spend his life and leisure, sometimes in a few days I also got a long vacation, ranging from months to months.
There were enough means to cross the dimension..
If you just take a special private ride, you can go to any level.
But Aaron never went to Taunier.
“Why did I think so casually.”
Jurnet didn't answer..
Aaron continued.
“Of course. Because I didn't pick up my sister. In a true sense, you abandoned Nina..”
When I went back, Nina couldn't remember Aaron..
The heroes of Valhalla have lost traces of their existence in that world. Because.
Existence itself is obliterated.
In order to come to Valhalla, we must abandon all of it..
Family, memories, mirth. All that.
Aaron did that..
“It was scary. If you see me as Nina looks at you, you'll be shocked. But you shouldn't have done that..”
Sometimes, I had the urge to go home..
Several times I cut my ticket to Taonier and tried to return home..
But it didn't finish.
My ankle was caught in an emotion that I didn't know why..
“This is the price of Up..”
To get one, you have to throw one away.
What did Aaron Throw away to gain the Power of Up.
“Do you know Jurnet??”
“What you're saying.”
“About the stagnation of ups.”
Jurnet was silent..
Aaron spoke..
“I don't know what this power is. This is very dangerous, isn't it? I don't know when it's going to run away and burst..”
“That's right..”
Jurnet did not deny the dangers.
“The power of Aaron's ups is very dangerous. Even more than you imagine yourself. If you take it to Earth, it's a nuclear weapon.?”
“Nuclear weapons.?”
I think I heard it from somewhere..
A weapon that can blow up a city with just one button.
……It's more dangerous than I thought..
“If the side effects burst, Valhalla might disappear.?”
“Yes? No matter, though…….”
“Huhu. It's still a hypothetical story,I can't answer it. But I'm sure it's dangerous. Hey, Aaron. I'm anxious every day. It's like living with a volcano under the ground. If the volcano erupts, Pengfeng, it's all blown away..”
“Is that enough?”
Jurnet nodded..
“You have to know it properly, right? What is the power you deal with.”
“I have to..”
“Now, then, keep reading..”
She beckoned and pointed to the next bookshelf.
There's a hint in the book..
Aaron took his hand to the bookshelf..
The radiance spread brightly, and he picked up his spirit.
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Shuung.
A soft light emanates from the door of the dimension.
In the meantime, the dimensional gate vomits out the two inyoung, scattering particles of light. Disappeared.
“Puhahat! Master, look at the embarrassing thing! It was a spectacle.!”
“Ugh, it hurts.!”
The boy laughed excitedly, and patted the young man's back next to him.
“Oh, what was that? Roast beef? Beef roast? He said it was a black bayonet that never breaks, and it smashed into a room with a spear.? Giggle!”
“Don't do that. I'm sorry. I'm gonna die.…….”
A young man built a wool statue.
He was wearing the black uniform of Niflheim.
It was evidence of a change in affiliation from Taunier to Niflheim..
“I hear it's your main weapon, but if it's broken, it's repaired until it's repaired. You're not getting into trouble.?”
“What do you know. The master will take care of it..”
“Still…….”
“Is it time for you to worry about the rest??”
“Not so..”
Aaron, a young man in uniform, sighed.
In fact, the results were better than I thought.
Aaron reminded me of the occasion and the process of going to the tournament.
Time Fluctuation Dimension, Luanan.
The Master offered Aaron, who poked and wielded a spear without performance.
An event competition is being held, and I said, What if I went out there?.
The tournament will also include Han and Jenna, and former Taunier colleagues I said I would..
“I hate it.!”
Aaron refused to Tankal..
“You haven't had any achievements so far, are you going to the tournament? What do you see in your brother and colleagues? If my stupid achievement is known, I'll be embarrassed and die.!”
“I've already applied for participation..”
“Example?”
“You're on your way to Niflheim team. You're in Niflheim from today. You can't fight the same affiliation. All right.?”
“No, all of a sudden, what do you say?…….”
“Income, no.?”
Boy has great tits after pounding digger horse.
Aaron couldn't do anything..
“It's been more than 50 years since this'four' came here? But it's the same as the first time. Even if the effort is hard, it soothes. I need to show you something.?”
“That's…….”
“Something's lacking. It's not enough to reach me for a while. You need a special experience, right? Why don't you go out and roll in the training center with the promising kids? Review dildo do cum.”
“…….”
“Now, Aaron of Niflheim! Go! Go and beat all the self-proclaimed genius babblers.!”
“No?!”
“Let's go.!”
I don't accept anything like consent..
The boy dragged Aaron out like a half-kidnap..
The three doors were open as if they were waiting, and the two were in Niflheim. Return.
After spending some time, we headed to the Neutral Level venue.
There he was reunited with his former colleagues at Taunier.
“If I win this individual tournament, I'm going back to Taunier.”
Event Venue.
Aaron said that to his brother, whom he had met for a long time..
In that tournament, Aaron met in the final with Han the runner-up.
It's not a good thing to have been Runner-up..
It's just a series of coincidences with your opponent's vigilance..
When you think about my return to Luanan, it was a ridiculous promise..
“Whoa, whoa, whoa.!”
Aaron gave his face to the shame of the black history he was pushing.
You knew you were weak, and why did you make that promise?.
“What are you so excited about? I got my own performance..”
“It's a performance..”
“You realized a lot.?”
“Should I say I realized it?.”
Aaron was prone to head.
Obviously, if you look at it objectively, Aaron got a performance.
I was able to gain confidence in one possibility.
What is likely is that Aaron's years here may not be 57 years That there is.
It's 57 years in memory..
About 60 years ago, Aaron was first here, hoping to be strong. He arrived and started training..
However, when I trained, I was often steeped in strange emotions.
Then Aaron can do nothing.
I was spending time idly with my eyes open..
Why you were doing it, Aaron himself doesn't even know..
What was he looking at in those gone hours?.
“Is it true, Master??”
“What??”
“That's not the first time I've been here..”
Aaron looked at the boy..
The boy looked unkempt..
“Someone told me.?”
“Just, persimmon..”
“Persimmon?”
“I…….”
When I stood face to face to fight Han.
Aaron saw another of himself in a fantasy.
They come in here with the goal of being strong and have the same training And the same frustration and despair continued.
“Is my memory gone? If so, how many years have you been here before??”
“Nandl, do you understand??”
“Yeah...... Is that so......”
“I have no choice but to remind you. How long it was. Why did you have to forget it?.”
The boy may know.
But I decided not to pry it out..
“I mean, the next thing..”
Aaron opened his mouth..
“Then, is it really me who blew the last blow? I'm not sure. It was just a dream..”
The scene at the final, I rented a video seat and looked back several times.
A shadow rose from his window, and his brother's bayonet was short-handed. It's pierced..
But Aaron was half stunned at the time..
Between consciousness and unconsciousness, I was stirring in a dream-like mood.
After regaining consciousness.
Aaron tried to reproduce the strike, but never succeeded..
I didn't even know what it was, let alone succeed, and I didn't even get a sense of it..
“It's not supposed to be.?”
“Example.”
“Then it's not you..”
The boy was lightly groomed.
“If it's a power you can't handle, it's not yours. Only a slight degree of possibility. It's pathetic..”
“Maybe so..”
The strike was lucky.
“But it's not impossible..”
“Example?”
“What you can't do at all and what you can do. There's a huge difference between the two..”
Aaron looked at the master..
What is impossible from the beginning.
And, even if it is extremely feeble, the possibility exists.
“The difference between zero(0)and one(1)..”
“What's the difference between that and?”
“If you know one, you know two. You can start..”
Aaron's face hardened..
At first, I had a sound that sounded like something.
“Why don't you remember the old days?”
“…….”
“Why did you have to erase your memory how many times?”
“I deleted it myself...... ?”
“I only gave a little help. You took care of it. You erased it. What's the reason??”
“I think I know a little bit..”
Aaron looked up..
Why You took Care of Your Memory and erased it.
‘Because I couldn't bear it..’
I accept the fact that I've spent hundreds of years and I haven't moved on. Because I couldn't, I erased my memory..
I wanted to leave my meaningless life behind and start with a new heart..
Now Aaron, who has peeked very carefully at the convenience of the past, asks the question: "What is the use of the past?" I was able to give one of the answers.
“So, it's time to get back the lost memories..”
“It's about getting your memory back.?”
“You got it, right? That those hours weren't useless..”
“…….”
“Of course, as soon as you get your memories back, most of them go crazy. But you can. You can do it. I'm having a dream that doesn't end..”
The boy said.
“The first time you told me, at the last moment. I have a dream. Even if everyone else is gone, only one dream remains. So, no matter how much time passes, ' I 'can be 'I'..”
“Dream…….”
“Aaron, you don't know, but you're already dead in the old days..”
There are no feelings in the boy's eyes..
The master told a story that was hard to accept with such a look.
“Now you're just a dream of the dead Aaron. It's a fleeting illusion and a bogeyman. As soon as the dream ends, you will gradually be forgotten. Your friends won't even know you were there at the end..”
Aaron stands with a dazed face.
True, I was already dead in the old days..
Now I'm dead, I'm dreaming of myself..
It's just a shadow of a dream..
If you hadn't been through the event, Aaron would have laughed at you for not making fun of him. Will.
But I can't do that now..
Because I saw it myself..
I was in the middle of a battle with my brother..
On the verge of death, Aaron witnessed it..
First scene of himself telling a boy a dream.
‘You weren't mistaken..’
What really happened.
If so, now I.
“…….”
Puck!
The boy went through Aaron's back..
“Billion!”
Aaron rolled a few laps in the line, face to face, and hit the ground..
“What did you do!”
Aaron woke up..
Creak.
Nosebleeds are coming out..
“Ha, I really believe that.?”
“Yes? No, you seriously said it! The old I died, and now I'm............. Teh!”
Aaron spat with blood..
“I can't wait to see if I'm going to be in the middle of the night. Did you fool me once or twice? Take notice! If someone asks you to stand for a guarantee with a serious face, will you stand cold? Huh? We need to filter out the bullshit.!”
“But I saw it! I used to be.…….”
“It used to be Navalny, and you're alive here. Well, what does it matter??”
“That's…….”
“Let's do what we can, let's do what we can..”
The boy shrugged.
“Is that old you important? You went to the tournament and were runner-up. There, I accidentally used the power of Up! This is important.!”
“That, maybe..”
“It's good that you're from a merchant and you've never been cheated..”
The boy, sighing, threw out his handkerchief..
Aaron took his handkerchief and wiped it near his mouth.
“What do you have to do from now on? Makes coincidence inevitable. This is it.!”
“Yeah.......”
“Don't worry. While you were in the tournament, I called a helper. It's going to help me. He's waiting for us in the cabin by now..”
“Helper? Who is he?.”
“Ridgion.”
“……?”
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