Pick Me Up-Episode 356
3. The First dream(11)
“Huck...... Huck…….”
It's a short mouth..
It's like my lungs are going to burst..
Aaron pressed his knees close to him as if he were going to fall, and he ran.
“Brother, me.……!”
My sister's hands are wet with sweat..
Girl's stamina is already marginal.
The stumbling steps drew the Gajah.
“You can't stop, Nina, run.!”
Don't look back..
The brother and sister ran with their teeth in their hands.
The moment it stops, it gets eaten..
Disaster was coming from behind.
‘What is this?.’
How happy I got back..
How did I run through that thorny path?.
It's like this.?
Dizzy.
I want to curse God..
Tears mixed with sweat flowed down.
After losing his parents in an outrageous accident.
The two brothers and sisters fell into hell at one point.
The shop in the village was mortgaged and disappeared somewhere.
All that's left is a little money and a house..
If you were unhappy on your own, I'd rather be good..
Sister was the problem.
She used to be weak, and she had to take drugs to live her life..
Money.
More money was needed.
Aaron rolled through the gutter and collected money.
He sold and bought all kinds of things and learned his talent.
‘So, so……!’
I can only see that I was lucky..
If you tried ten times, you would have succeeded once.
The random business somehow got its place, and by adulthood It became a stable form and supported the life of the brother and sister.
Once lost happiness has been captured again.
In the village Eartung, a shop was being built for them.
Aaron travels through towns and cities to collect goods, and his sister is in the store We do business..
Finally, you can not suffer.
The rustic dream and happiness of a brother and sister who have barely won.
But the happiness of the weak is like a sand castle on the beach.
From then on, the story began to revolve everywhere.
Rumors that Destruction has come.
The rumor became a reality, and he was coming right after his brother and sister.
‘What, damn it! Damn it.!’
I'm running crazy..
Their dream and goal, the store, has long been burned down..
The house my parents left behind is gone..
I left my house, my shop, my home..
I just ran and ran again to save my life..
Sometimes it was monsters that chased my brother and sister..
Monsters who have lost their lives cross over to where humans live. It was a vicious fling..
Sometimes they were humans..
The Golden Empire collapsed and tumbled into the playground of bandits.
Knights who have lost their masters and citizens who have lost their places to live have become bandits and become neighbors Looted goods and lives..
Sometimes it was a catastrophe itself.
Still, Aaron hasn't forgotten the look carved into his brain.
If you see them once, you have no choice but to admit it..
The fact that Taunier was about to perish.
“Save me, save me.!”
“Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.!”
“Uaang!”
Screams rang out from all over the place.
The place where the brother and sister are running is the street of a city.
Nearby mansions and buildings are burning.
People who had nowhere to go moaned and shouted.
‘Is it the same here?.’
It's the same everywhere you go..
I'm out of my hometown and to the city where I'm safe, but things are better. Did.
On the left, a group of blood-soaked ogres are flitting.
On the right, the same humans are killing and looting each other.
Right behind him, disaster was coming..
“Brother, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.…….”
“Don't apologize.!”
Aaron broke his sister's words.
I don't want to hear.
“I'm...... So far…….”
The young man yanked the girl's hand.
The girl's body shot forward as she tried to say something, and she lost her words..
‘Why??’
The happiness they build is so helpless in the face of violence.
It's weak..
Because you are weak, you can't keep happiness.
Like my parents were killed by bandits..
Because you are not strong enough to protect your own happiness.
“…….”
Can't stand it.
I'm running now, too..
My weak sister can't get far when she jumps..
So I was caught up in the disaster..
‘Because he's weak..’
If her body was healthy.
The evacuation would have been much farther to go than it is now.
I didn't have to die in this place..
“Go alone...... Go alone…….”
I heard a cry from behind.
Aaron didn't answer..
‘Because I'm weak.’
What if you were stronger than you are now.
If Aaron had the power to attack a group of bandits or monsters You didn't have to go around the dangerous road..
He flashed the body of the dying girl behind him and ran away a month later. Could have been..
Aaron didn't..
My brother and sister were equally weak..
A few years after my parents died..
Aaron was trying to train martial arts..
I don't know why..
Once, he met a rogue and resented his parents, who died without any resistance. Will.
But I quit..
Physical ability and motor nerves are also below average.
I thought it was a waste of time..
It was a busy time..
It's better to check one more thing at the bar to train martial arts that doesn't work. Then I thought.
I thought people had to live according to the talent they were given..
‘I was an idiot..’
It was a stupid judgment..
I had to be strong..
If not strong, happiness crumbles like a sand castle.
Just as Aaron's parents did..
“Mandibles!”
The girl's moan becomes rough.
Aaron was moving like he was dragging his sister half-way..
Now it's the limit..
I don't think Nina can run more..
“Up.!”
Aaron was prone to waist.
There was a breath swallowing sound from behind.
It's hard to say..
“Quickly!”
Aaron rushed over..
The girl left the body on the young man's back as if he had fallen.
Aaron tried to raise his body..
“Big!”
I can't stretch my knees..
The weight on his back was 1,000,000 pounds heavy.
‘Damn it..’
Why can't it happen?.
Nina's light.!
Wake up!
“ohhhhhhhhh……!”
The young man woke up close to the girl up.
My legs tremble..
‘We're running..’
If you stop here, you'll catch up..
The heat of the flames burning the entire city was burning all over the body.
Aaron moved on..
One step, one step..
I need to run..
It's not enough to run..
I'm walking at a speed that no slugs can do..
“……!”
Grass.
Aaron's body fell forward..
The body did not withstand the load.
‘What are you doing?.’
Aaron was badly exhausted..
One person up and running..
It was a bunch from the beginning..
‘It hurts..’
He collapsed and folded his ankle..
Strong pain came up in the left ankle.
Aaron tried to get up, but he couldn't..
“Sorry.”
Nina said.
“I'm sorry, brother..”
Brother and sister fall face to face.
Sister was crying.
His face was wet with tears.
“…….”
That's outrageous..
Aaron laughed..
My raw charm.
This is the face of the family you need to see at the end..
There are no nightmares like this.
That's how my brother and sister died..
* * *
Aaron opened his eyes..
Above the familiar bed.
I know that the video I just saw is not just a dream.
Forgotten memories were already back.
‘Oh, my god..’
Causes the upper body helplessly.
If you had realized this memory eight or 90 years ago, you might have been very sad.
The fact that it's not now makes Aaron even more bitter.
Even if you know the miserable end of your brother and sister, it's not easy..
Even if you realize it's your job..
That's it..
To cry and fling,
Aaron is too old..
Just a sober reality hits your head and comes in.
In the meantime, the contradictions were re-established and the logic was built.
“Now I can answer it..”
Aaron muttered in a dark voice.
100Close to a year, even the affection for the family has volatile for the most part.
“Nina.”
Look at the wall.
The picture frame hung a portrait of her sister.
Some facts creeping into the brain.
First first.
Why Are the Memories of the Lower Heroes Lost.
It wasn't a difficult problem..
If you are summoned with the memory of destruction, you have no choice but to fling noisily.
Memory loss is a minimal precaution to prevent their fuss.
Only those who can coolly accept reality can get memories.
That's why the four-star and five-star heroes of birth preserve their memories.
‘Why Did Aaron Delkard Seek Power.’
Aaron at the time of the summons did not recall that time.
But memories don't disappear just because they're forgotten.
Brother and sister's Painful End.
The lost memory was etched deep into Aaron's unconscious.
‘You can't be happy without strength.’
You might have unconsciously considered it that way..
Aaron thought he was acting on his own judgment, but he was hidden Memory was controlling him..
Of course, I wasn't obsessed from the beginning.
It's a little worse than everyone else..
So to others, Aaron was considered to be trying hard.
I actually did..
It was after a number of days that the situation became worse.
Now, Aaron could soberly judge himself of the past.
‘15It was a floor..’
Retrace the dim past..
Mission of Taonier, 15th floor.
Mission content is to escape out of the city, escorted by rescuing the princess.
Aaron participated with his colleagues in that mission.
‘An accident happened..’
Maybe, that case was the first occasion.
In the middle of the mission, a group of men managed to escape by securing the recruits of the Princess I was ahead..
But Aaron was poisoned by a poisoned weapon..
If you go this way, Aaron dies..
Hahn, the party leader, modified his escape plan..
I don't know if it was for Aaron or for any other reason..
But the task that had to flow smoothly has been difficult since then.
‘…….’
100Years Close Past Past.
I don't remember what my feelings were like at the time..
It just looks vivid.
Dawn training ground with no one.
The appearance of a young man frantically swinging and stabbing a spear.
“Damn...... Damn…….”
The young man speaks alone..
Sweaty body.
Heavy limbs do not listen.
The young man forced his body to refuse orders.
Tight Bitty lips.
I swing without knowing the blood is flowing..
The young man was crying.
“Why...... I'm weak...... Why…….”
It was from this time..
Aaron, who was an ordinary hard worker, changed when he was a normal hard worker..
He's obsessed with the purpose of being strong, and the balance of his life is broken. Started.
At the time.
Aaron's waiting room life was painful, but there was little happiness.
Moving forward with trusted colleagues.
But that happiness fell apart.
Aaron, who had no talent, couldn't help his colleagues..
‘I wouldn't have been the only one..’
Aaron is not the only one who has fallen out..
There were heroes who were reluctant to fight from the beginning, and for various reasons on the way There were also heroes who were eliminated..
There was a way for them, too..
Commonly referred to as non-combat jobs.
There are means to help without fighting.
Even if it's not exactly an instructor, Aaron has merchant experience.
Another talent could have contributed to the waiting room..
No wonder, it's sad not to be with a colleague.
The dream would have hurt as deeply as it would have frustrated.
But it's not without a path.
As long as you know it, Han and his crew are absolutely trees for fallen heroes. Did.
They supported their future.
So did the behind-the-scenes heroes..
By acknowledging the reality of your lack of self, and giving up your way, you can help your colleagues I didn't cross the front..
But Aaron was a hero..
Those with similar talents quit.
He was alone, struggling with the wall in front of his eyes..
It cannot be explained by simple effort or diligence.
I've given up all my routine, I'm immersed in one thing that makes me stronger. Life Moving Forward.
Madness beyond Obsession.
I don't know..
No one knows..
Only one Israt saw the convenience..
There were no results at all..
Aaron is a regular member up to the 20th floor, despite his lousy talent I could have belonged to it..
But Aaron knew.
The fact that he will one day fall out.
The real Belkistran New Hero is much less time and effort than Aaron I followed him under his chin..
‘Still, it didn't stop.’
You know..
The more you try, the more miserable you think you are..
Aaron ceded the seat of the 1st party to Belquist, but the battle member's Did not leave the seat.
I was trying to be strong even when I was in that position..
‘You noticed.......’
At that time, he was not already Aaron.
Before he was summoned here, there was a seed in the Young man's heart.
It is deeply, deeply, deeply, deeply, twice lost happiness, without power Seeds of Trauma.
At first, it would have been fine..
If it was a different situation, life without the seeds waking up for the rest of your life I could have sent it..
But the waiting room is not an ordinary place.
It was an extreme place where death and life intersected.
There were a few occasions.
It gave nutrients to the seeds in the heart.
The seeds stretched their roots unconscious and began to grow.
And the seeds became huge trees.
The tree ran through the world of the unconscious and penetrated into the world of consciousness.
Finally, Aaron's consciousness began to dominate the tree.
“…….”
I only realize it now..
So far, Aaron's desire to be strong is a matter of choice. I got it..
When he first came here, the boy told Aaron that.
Solve the contradictions in your mind..
I definitely did..
Knowing that you can't be strong, knowing that there's a different path, Aaron I was trying to be strong..
‘This is it. It doesn't make sense..’
Inside the room of the cabin.
Aaron stands up and looks at his sister's portrait.
I was finally able to answer the boy's questions.
“I'm not giving up.…….”
I couldn't do it..
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