Pick Me Up-Episode 354
3. The First dream(9)
Let's go together..
Aaron doesn't know what it means.
Shragin smiled and said, " Oh, my god.".
“I've been struggling for decades coming here. What is truly strong. If you use a knife better than others, if you kill people better, if you're strong.”
“I know the answer.?”
Aaron's Powerless Question.
Slagin nodded his head.
“I got my own answer. So, I proposed to you..”
Sragin held out his hand..
If you hold that hand, you can go back outside..
“Let's admit. And you have to do the best you can. You worked hard. No one blames you..”
Being Strong.
About the meaning of that complex word, Slagin set his own answer.
While Aaron wandered through the maze with no exit, he got it..
“I'm going back..”
Aaron muttered..
Is it going to go.
By the side of a colleague waiting for himself.
by Taonier.
“What did I get??”
I asked myself..
Over the past 60 years, nothing compared to Sragin, who has learned immeasurable things What did you learn?.
It wasn't there..
That I'm hidden that I don't know myself.
You can't move forward for the rest of your life..
For long years, only two.
Hahat.
There was a laugh..
Aaron thought Slagin was a friend of no one else..
Slagin said something similar..
We're friends..
‘A friend..’
You can't..
I mean, friend..
We're talking about a comparable relationship where we can help each other..
This is not a friend..
Each one was mistaken..
Aaron realized..
Aaron didn't hold his hand out like that..
Unspoken answer.
“……Aaron.”
Sragin's face changed every time.
From anticipation to impatience. From impatience to pity.
At the end of the day,.
“I'm sorry..”
Aaron turned his head..
Can't go back.
I didn't get any answers..
‘If I go back…….’
What would you think of him and his colleagues who didn't get an answer?.
It won't be a tree..
It may be rather sympathetic and comforting..
Being Strong.
Sragin's answer to that question is this.
Conform to reality and live the best life you can.
In the future, Slagin will meet a stronger man than himself, just like he used to. It will not fall apart.
There is no vain jealousy or seething jealousy.
He will shed those feelings like water.
He will do his best in his life.
‘I…….’
I can't, so I give up..
Satisfied with the fountain given and living in the identity of an ant.
I can't understand this answer...... .
“That's your answer..”
Slagin smiled.
The emotion that comes up there is the idea.
And it was a heartfelt cheer.
“If so, don't give up.”
Suragin turned his back.
The man walked unsteadily and disappeared out of the dimension door.
Boo-woong.
The dimension is distorted.
The space shook like a tremor, and he hid himself within.
Now there is nothing left in the vacant lot..
“hmm..”
The boy looked at Aaron as if it was a big deal..
Aaron said casually.
“Why do you?”
“That's weird. You're right. I thought you were going with me..”
“I haven't got an answer yet.”
“You got it, right? I was living..”
The boy shrugged.
“You just missed a chance like a thousand Gold? I don't know when the next one will come. Decades later, hundreds of years, maybe more than a thousand years. Will you be okay??”
“It'll be fine. Probably.”
“The answer is cool..”
The boy threw it out..
“I know.?”
“What do you mean?”
“If you become a revenant, what will I do? You might have kicked the chance to get out of here alive.?”
The boy's heart is immeasurable.
Whether it's a joke. I mean it..
Aaron asked..
“I want to ask you. How are you fine??”
The boy looks like he's not in trouble..
He would have spent hundreds of thousands of years here than Aaron.
“Now you're asking me.?”
“Yes. If you don't mind, can you let me know?”
“It's not going to happen..”
The boy did not hesitate.
“To me. I have a dream..”
“Dream?”
“Yeah, it's cool, isn't it? I mean, romantic macho..”
“…….”
“Oh, I just thought that on this subject, the man is a dog.?”
“Not.”
“Hey! I used it all on my face.!”
“It's a misunderstanding..”
Actually, I thought that for a minute..
Aaron decided not to talk..
* * *
70Year Car.
Since Sragin left.
Aaron's daily routine became more active.
Sometimes the stories you share with your friends are a cure for solitude was.
There's no Slagin now..
Aaron was left alone and stabbed with a spear all day in the haze..
In a dark room, I rely on a candle to memorize it all, and it's tattered. Read the Martial book and wrote a letter to himself.
* * *
80Year Car.
In this chaotic world, eating and sleeping are not necessary.
But Aaron was forced to share the day and night to live according to the plan.
I ate breakfast and dinner..
It is to put the fallen leaves together and shove the steamed ones into the mouth.
If you look at the round shape, you've got other materials in there to solidify the shape..
The boy used to make a bunch of this food and keep it in a jar..
“This is the wall.!”
“What else is a wall song??”
“Oh, you don't know that, do you? It's the food that fresh people eat..”
“Fresh?”
“You're talking about people like us.!”
Sometimes the two gather at a table to eat and talk about the wall music. was.
Well Well.
The boy shoved a few eggs into his mouth..
Gulp and cry out.
“Kyah! I don't have a taste for it.!”
So is Aaron..
The first time I ate, I had to spit it out again and again..
I was eating it now..
‘Because.’
Because I think I'll forget it..
That he is human.
Because I think I'm oblivious to the fact that I have to eat food..
So is sleep..
I just turn over the blanket and lie still..
No matter how close your eyes, you won't lose consciousness.
“Haha! But we need to eat, what do we do?!”
Aaron laughed..
And he followed the boy and forced him to shove the wall..
Let's try it..
Just imagine it's a delicacy.!
Yeah..
When I was first summoned to the waiting room, I had a bunch of steamed potatoes..
What did it taste like?.
What did that taste like?.
But what did the potatoes look like?.
Oh, that's right..
I remember Miss Jenna catching a deer..
The girl handed the ripe deer leg to Aaron.
But the girl's name was Jenna..
Jenny?
Gina?
“…….”
The boy's expression changed at one point..
The boy was grunting and staring at Aaron eating the wall..
“I remember, I remember..”
Aaron laughed and said.
Aaron was excited enough to remember his usual personality.
“It was a piece of venison that Miss Jeannie caught. The taste is so, it's just like this! It tastes earthy! But what was the deer? Were you born in the soil? Yeah, deer was friends with potatoes! Puhat!”
“…….”
“I'll eat a bunch of deer when I go back! You're prying out of the dirt, aren't you? Tear your hind legs, roast them, dip them in salt and take a bite, yeah.! It tastes the same as this one.!”
Aaron crumpled the wall on the table into his mouth.
The ball's going to burst..
I'm nauseous..
“Cool! Cool Cool cool cool cool cool cool cool cool cool cool!”
A violent cough leaks out.
But Aaron doesn't stop laughing.
He's holding his chest with his left hand, whether he's breathless..
There were tears in her eyes.
“Delicious...... Cool! It's a good idea.!”
Take a bottle of water.
After drinking again and again, I was able to cross the wall..
“You didn't know this taste in the meantime. Aren't you stupid? It's so delicious, I haven't eaten it in a while. You should eat. I need to eat..”
Aaron breaks his brain without a break..
No matter who listened or didn't listen, it didn't mean anything..
“Brother, Gina, Iolna! Bilkest, too! Khahahahat! I mean, I mean……!”
“Stop.!”
Kudantang!
Aaron flew to the chair he was sitting in..
The wooden table is turned over, and the glass plate with the wall is turned over It's broken and splintered..
The boy looked at Aaron..
“You, do you know what you just said??”
Aaron collapses with his chair..
His face, which had been smiling until just before, was like a glass craft It was empty.
Slowly.
Very slowly.
The reason rises in the void-stained eyes..
“That's weird..”
Aaron said.
No emotionless voice.
“Why am I here??”
“You chose to come. Why do you ask me that??”
“That's right..”
The boy closed his eyes and opened.
“40In a year, the second dimension will open. Get on that and go back..”
“…….”
“120If you've been in vain for years, you're up there. I don't see you anymore..”
“…….”
“Senseless footbudung only makes the surroundings miserable. If your colleagues and family had seen you now, it would have been pretty funny..”
Efforts.
Effort without performance.
It makes you miserable, not just yourself, but all around you..
Make it hard for those who see him and support him.
“This is the last time you accept your selfish desires. So, make a performance somehow. Whether you move forward, accept and convince yourself of your weakness..”
The boy's horse sticks like an awl..
“Think about the purpose the Master sent you here..”
Did you send it because you wanted to give it a chance to be strong?.
Or did you send it because you wanted to give it up?.
It's both..
It's good to be strong beyond the limits..
Even if you fail, it doesn't matter..
All you need to do is convince yourself and accept it.
Aaron failed both of them..
I betrayed your expectations..
“If you're going to be strong, you're definitely going to be strong. If you're going to fail, make sure you fail. Now you're not me, either..”
Boy declared.
“If you can't, I'll do it. If you don't get an answer until the next door opens, force it into the dimension door I'll shove it. I don't want to buy a grudge for telling the master that he killed his men..”
“40year, is it.”
“You have to work hard. It's shorter than I thought.?”
Rattling.
Aaron put away the chair he was crushing his body in..
“Aaron, let's make an appointment with me..”
“…….”
“It's not a promise for you..”
Aaron noticed the meaning..
Not for yourself..
It comes to Aaron's head in turn..
80Their faces, which had been blurred for years, became clear..
The last thing that comes to mind is the appearance of the only family.
‘Nina.’
I want to see you..
I wanted to meet him..
“…….”
The black emotions that were simmering in him were not gone..
I just wanted to see you..
Family Face.
“All right..”
Aaron nodded.
“I promise..”
“The contents of the appointment?”
“40If I don't get an answer before the year, I'll give up...... .”
“Okay..”
The boy held out his hand.
Aaron grabbed his hand and stood up..
“Work hard..”
“Thanks.......”
I answered in a daze..
There was just one definite fact.
40You have to get an answer in a year..
In any way, we have to conclude..
Aaron drew a path forward, with a firm thought in his mind.
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