Pick Me Up-Episode 352
3. The First dream(7)
The genius of hard work..
Then it is..
Aaron sighed.
“What to say is that. Please go back..”
“What's wrong? At best, he praised me..”
“Do you think I'm a fool. I know the meaning roughly.”
“If you know.”
The boy glanced at Aaron.
Glass bead-like eyes.
Can't know what you're thinking.
“I need to change it.?”
“What do you say? If it's a training method, I'm sure this is the best one..”
I thought a few times..
He was wrong about his practice, or he was constantly recounting it..
But this was the right answer..
No matter how much you infuse theories and memorize formulas, if you don't have enlightenment, you don't have enlightenment. I can't move on..
Changing the way you train won't suddenly bring you enlightenment..
At the end of the end, it's only a fight with yourself.
“No, not that. The psychological part..”
“Psychological, partial?”
“Do You know Your Heart Well?”
Aaron narrowed his midriff..
It's your heart..
“That's it. Ordinary people, if they hit a wall of talent, don't try a little bit. I don't know if I can't. I'm giving up my dreams. But you're different. I know it's not going to happen, but it's going to hit me..”
“…….”
“Why? What drives you to the edge of the cliff.”
Aaron touched his forehead..
Why not give up.
There were several.
If you go this way, you're falling behind your colleagues..
I don't want to feel the humiliation I tasted then anymore.
I want you to be strong and help others..
“I…….”
“That's what you mean.?”
Aaron's remarks the boy broke off.
It's like you know what you're trying to say..
“I don't want to be behind. I want to be a force. Want to prove their worth? Yeah, guys like you. Everything you say is the same. That's a contradiction..”
The boy said.
It was a transparent voice..
“What's the purpose of your life??”
Purpose of Life.
I knew that from the beginning..
Aaron muttered..
“Returning to family...... .”
Taonier, the hometown where he grew up.
There, his sister, the only family member, is waiting for him..
Aaron had to go back to his family..
In hazy memory.
My sister's sunny smile came to my mind..
“Is this your best??”
Their best.
In other words, the boy is acting to get Aaron back to his family now. I was asking if he was there..
“……I don't know..”
Aaron could not affirm.
At the moment, we spend our time and our hearts hanging on to talents we don't have Is it the Best Action to reunite with Your Family?
‘Nina.’
Aaron recited his sister's name.
She won't care whether Aaron is strong or weak.
I just want my brother to come back to health as soon as possible..
So did Aaron..
In fact, there is no need for strength and weakness.
I wanted to meet my sister once again..
‘Why??’
Aaron asked..
If he was truly hoping for a reunion with his family, he would spend time here I can't know the meaning of pouring..
“There's a master in your waiting room. You don't believe him.?”
“Not. I believe in you..”
Han Israt.
Aaron has been watching the man closer than anyone..
That was incredible..
No matter what hardships and thorns await, we will eventually overcome the future I will bring it to you..
“But why??”
The back and forth is not right..
A human named Aaron is fraught with,
Fundamental Contradictions.
“Why are you trying to be strong??”
I'm miserable because I don't have talent.?
That's what happened..
You can give up..
This is not what Nina wants...... .
If you just come healthy, you'll greet me with a smile..
Why??
‘…….’
Feel the wall and quit.
In fact, it's nothing special.
It was natural..
When you go up endlessly and compare, everyone feels the wall.
Any genius..
Any huge river finally faces the sea.
Comparing was feeling the wall.
“If you meet the wall, you can go back. You can't get to your destination, right? But you said, I'm going to leave the road on the side and break through the wall...... He's having a fling. I think this makes sense.?”
There's a way..
There was clearly.
You gave him a different way..
He said he would recommend him as a teacher at the training center..
In fact, there were many colleagues who walked the path.
Is the teacher useless at all??
Not.
It was as important and necessary as fighting on the front line.
There was no job needed in the waiting room.
Aaron's character, sincere and sincere, is more than a warrior who drills a path ahead. It may be much more suitable for growing future shoots.
If that happens,.
If that happens,…….
Aaron will be able to fulfill his hopes.
Raise heroes who can support your colleagues and give them their backing.
And undone the torn taunier, and get along with your sister. Meet.
I'm not embarrassed..
No one was laughing..
And yet...... Why do I.
“I don't know..”
Aaron grabbed his forehead..
A headache that happened imperceptibly was stirring in my head..
“That's weird. I would have been summoned to the waiting room to meet with Nina. Why are you doing this here? What the hell does this have to do with Nina??”
It's weird..
It was strange.
Why did he restrain himself?.
Instead of a sure path, we're here with all the possibilities of a thread. Did you come.
This is not what Aaron wants..
‘Want to prove their worth?’
Don't be a bullshit..
Where do you use that stuff?.
‘Revenge on the World?’
Show me that stragglers like me can do it.?
I'm showing it to someone.?
Someone's praising me.?
‘I want to help my colleagues.?’
This is helpful.?
Get a chance to pamper yourself..
Life on the obvious choice that you should not make instead of the obvious way to help Walked.
“…….”
It was the boy's word..
Aaron Delkard's existence was an awful mass of contradictions..
“I don't even know who you are, can you go forward??”
The boy affirmed.
“That's right..”
Aaron admitted meekly: "No, no, no, no..
It was wrong from the first button.
“I want to know. What should I do? If you want to know me, what should I do? Teach.”
“Your memory is complete. You have to start doubting..”
“Remember, is it a word?”
“You're a first-born.?”
Aaron nodded at the boy's words.
He was born 1st sex hero.
In the world of Pick Me Up, it was a lower-level consumable.
“Remember, it's empty everywhere, right? What exactly happened to your world, what kind of inspector you summoned to the waiting room. You know what's going on.?”
“Certainly so. I don't know..”
The lower the hero, the more flawed the memory at the time of the summons.
This was the information that one Israt found through several cross-validation.
So was Aaron..
According to his early memories, he spends his days with his sister, and he's out of nowhere. When I opened my eyes, it was a waiting room..
This confusion of memory causes numerous lower-level heroes to fail to adapt.
Of course, very few exceptions exist, but.
The absolute majority of lower heroes suffer confusion and loss of memory in the summoning process Suffer.
‘So did I..’
But the loss of memory is not permanent.
Successful promotion was able to get some of the forgotten memories.
Aaron also goes through the promotion and reminds me of a few memories of Taonnier. Became.
‘Even so.…….’
Not complete.
Everywhere in memory is empty.
I realized that Taunier had perished in the disaster, but in the process He didn't know what he was going through..
“You need to know..”
Aaron said it alone..
Somewhere in the memory that fell into oblivion.
There may be a hidden self.
You can't truly know who you are unless you reveal that darkness.
But how.
It's not easy to bring back forgotten memories.
In Taonier's waiting room, some heroes tried, but were successful There's never been one enemy..
The only way he knows is to get promoted.
But in this space, there is no jaw to be.
Even if diarrhea is possible, there is a guarantee that the memory you get with the upgrade will be complete. No.
I had to find another way..
“…….”
Aaron looked sideways.
After a while, the boy's appearance is gone..
That's right..
Aaron himself has to do it..
He must think and make it his own.
Aaron woke up from his seat.
‘If you don't know yourself, you can't move forward.’
This is the boy's teaching.
The way you interpret the teachings is your own.
After that day.
Aaron's routine has been added..
Before falling asleep, writing a diary.
Whether it's a diary or not..
Whether it's a letter to yourself or not..
Exactly unknown.
There's a lot of paper and writing instruments..
So Aaron wrote it down..
What You know.
From the oldest memories, to the memories just before they are summoned.
‘This is how I didn't know...... .’
As time passes, I realize.
Most of the memories were covered in fog.
It's an old memory..
Standing on top of some impressive event, the surrounding landscape is blurry There was no mate.
I have fun playing with my sister for a long time, but I have memories of it..
What exactly happened then.
What did her sister say, what did she look like?.
The details are erased like a sandy beach after a high tide.
I write desperately.
If you don't think about it, you can make it up and use it..
Frame the puzzle of scattered memories hard.
I know it won't end in a day or two..
I had a hunch that this trip would cover weeks and months and up to ten years.
But here time exists without limits and ends.
There was no need to hesitate..
In the morning and during the day, he wields his spear, and asks Suragin to learn. Bandage your hands with calluses down . .
At night and dawn, write letters and diaries to remind you of forgotten memories I went down..
Wounds of torn hands.
I shed a lot of blood..
The sweat that was shed with the effort was left to fill the bucket.
The paper that is left to be used becomes a bundle, a bundle, a large trash can. It's piled up so hard that it can't hold it..
* * *
Continuous passage of time.
Which time is.
The boy said this.
“Hey..”
“Example.”
“You in Taonier and you now. Which is the real one??”
“Why do you say that?”
“It's weird..”
The boy smiled grumpy.
“The time you spent in that waiting room was about a year. Maybe shorter than that.?”
“That's right..”
“But you've spent much more time here. So the real you are here, aren't you? Aaron there is now a fake..”
Aaron looked at the boy with sinking eyes.
If you were the same as before, you would be angry to think you were ignoring yourself..
“Remember? You when you're there. What were you thinking. What feelings were there in the situation at that time. Even now...... I can definitely realize myself back then.?”
Aaron didn't answer..
The boy laughed and said, " Oh, my god.".
“If you're here. Do you know what's new? Human beings. Emotions. It all feels bad..”
“…….”
“There were quite a lot of people coming here in the old days.?”
The boy went back to what he used to do..
Far Past.
“They all had a burning enthusiasm. My desire to be strong never goes off! Well, I'm ready to be treated to black history like this. You'll understand.?”
Aaron nodded.
If you were to come here, everyone would have been prepared for that..
He did it himself..
“But everyone knows. in endless time. What is human emotion. It's a good thing to be prepared. That it's not forever..”
The boy said.
The passion that burned with the oath of dreams..
The love of a lover who has committed eternity.
I love my family and want to be with you..
Eventually it cools down.
Finally cool down.
It's like the flame that's gone to burn is gone, leaving only ashes..
“A long, long time, leaves nothing to that human being..”
Aaron noticed..
Now the boy is warning himself.
“So, what happens to people swept away by time?”
“It's not a person. I don't feel anything. You're a ghost. Become a revenant. It's not like it was once or twice.?”
The boy turned the window round.
It's not a practice wooden window.
A black shadow bloomed ominously from the tip of the vortex-shaped window.
Ebon Window, Ruin).
It was a miracle that Master Loki created for the boy..
“One of my roles is to harm the revenant..”
“…….”
“Those who can't move on, those who can't back down, the passage of time Trapped inside, he becomes a revenant..”
The boy looked at Aaron..
I don't have talent, I can't be strong..
I can't give up on that topic..
It was clear who he was talking about..
“Don't forget my words.”
Livid voice.
Now.
The boy warns of Aaron's end one day.
‘If you're a revenant, you kill me.……?’
Aaron's face hardened..
Then.
“Puhat!”
The boy burst into a bombshell.
In his hand, the spear is gone..
The boy was smiling, as if when he did it..
“Are you chewy? Are you chewy? You just got chewy, right? I was scared that I would kill him.?”
“……Not.”
Feeling bad, Aaron kept his mouth shut..
“Hey, it's a prank, it's a prank! Do you really want to kill me??”
Aaron twisted his eyebrows.
“Uh, sprained? Sprained, sprained! Look here! He's sprawled.!”
“I'm not sprained..”
“All the sprawled ones say that? Why is it so narrow, huh? A man must be a great criminal! Like me.!”
“……Haa.”
It was a stupid worry..
* * *
So.
10Years have passed..
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