The crazy villain regains his sanity - Episode 401
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What he said was so disgusting that it was difficult to listen to it any longer..
In the end, it was nothing more than doing what I wanted..
I'm just caught up in a situation I can't do anything about..
If he was alive, I would have twisted his neck with my own hands..
But he's already dead.
It's fortunate that there's at least a body left..
The moment I tried to force myself out of the fantasy, words that were difficult to ignore came out..
[This power will be passed on to those who are earnest. And the best way to gain strength would be through consuming blood. Blood is the ocean and core of information that contains everything. Those who accept this will gain more power depending on how strong their mental power is..]
What becomes clear from this is that the blood feeding was achieved through his arrangement..
But my mental state when I gained this power was not healthy..
Because I lagged behind others, I had low self-esteem, and I sought power to fill it. I thought that greater power was the only way to set me upright, and rather than refining myself, I constantly coveted power..
The result was the birth of a madman called Hematoma..
He didn't even pay attention to that fact..
[Even if that monster destroys the world, it won't be a bad thing since it will cause damage to the people who will destroy me. It's just a shame I couldn't watch that scene in person..]
The figure of the reclusive sage with a vague smile began to fade..
You're just trying to disappear without saying anything..
“for a moment.”
As I was repeating some information, I remembered that I didn't hear the information I needed to hear..
The guy only explained about getting more power..
So how did hematomas come about??
I tried to ask that, but my mind slipped out of his world and into the outside world..
[are you okay? Come to your senses?]
When I returned to the original world, I saw Yongyong frantically circling around..
The otaku guy in the corner is self-indulgent until the end..
“How much time has passed?”
[10It's not even a second.]
It was literally a split second. But in the meantime, the cold invaded deep into my defenseless body..
I hurriedly drove away the chill and used extreme super regeneration to return my body to its original state, but I still felt uneasy because I couldn't hear what I wanted to hear from what he said..
[What's going on?]
“That guy knew he was going to die.”
[really?]
“Just because I like to stay in a corner of my room doesn't mean I'm oblivious..”
[Then why…….]
“Did you have any regrets in life??”
I could only guess why. It may have been so envious of humans that it chose to burn its last flame even though it knew it would be exploited and then destroyed..
No, it was clear from his actions..
“I got caught up in that stupid thing..”
Of course, it cannot be said that his actions were 100% responsible..
Because in my last life, I acquired blood feeding much later than now..
A few years later, the blood-feeder may have developed an ego, or else a thunderbird or a self-proclaimed god may have discovered this place and played a prank on it..
Unless the future continues the same way, there is nothing I can know..
One thing is clear, in the past I was caught up in the pranks of the divine beasts and was merely played by their pranks without knowing who was responsible..
“We'll just have to deal with all the people involved..”
There is also a self-proclaimed god in it..
[you are so cruel.]
“not a big deal.”
After Yongyong shrugged his shoulders at what I said, I looked around..
In addition to the blood-eating core, there were two things that appeared to be its legacy in the cavity..
“Did you look at that??”
[It was all force operation in an advanced direction. If you use that, you can diversify the expression of power. I learned a lesson. I could understand why the other divine beasts tried to get close to me..]
I also looked and saw that there were very complex flows intertwined. It was a very perverted level of force use, so it must have reached its limit as a Shinsu..
I gladly passed it on as I didn't need it..
“You take them back.”
[huh.]
After examining the Hermit Sage's achievements, I entrusted Yongyong with collecting them. Just looking at it, it looked like if I touched it, a chain explosion would occur and the cavity would collapse..
“And that's all that's left…….”
Yongyong and I both looked at the corpse of the hermit sage..
100The huge fuselage, which was well over a meter in length, seemed to have looked daunting and solid when it was alive..
[Can I retrieve that too??]
Yongyong said this with the intention of returning his compatriot Shinsu to nature..
I'm not really against it either..
“wait.”
[Uh, why? Hey, what are you doing now?…….]
I put my fingertips together and cast a blast of blades on his corpse..
Damn it!
The bladestorm with all its might tore through the body of the guy who was not protected by the Force..
Yongyong looked devastated as he looked at the body that had instantly turned into rags..
[what are you doing!]
“I paid back what I owed to that guy..”
It would have been better if I had done it while I was alive, but it's a shame I couldn't do it..
I wanted to cut more, but the wounds were already full..
Too bad, I should have been there to deal with that guy..
[Wow, you really are a scary person..]
Yongyong muttered as he collected the body of the hermit sage. The body gave off a soft light that illuminated the dark cavity and then dispersed as if it was melting into thin air..
[it's over.]
“Then let's go.”
This trip was fruitful..
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After leaving the secluded sage’s abode, I took a high-speed flight not to Europe but to Seoul..
The original plan was to meet a saint and talk to God, but after hearing the story of the hermit sage, I felt the need to clear my complicated mind..
I looked at the core resting on my hand..
In my last life, I somehow obtained this. There is a high possibility that the will of this core, not my will, was at work there..
Without even knowing it, in my last life I thought I had great talent and went crazy from the power..
It's entirely my responsibility, but now that I know the details, I have someone to blame..
However, there was one question here..
“Why is there no hematoma??”
The presence of something that should exist in the core was not detected. At first she thought it was because her ego had not grown. If so, there must be at least a small seed within the core, but none has been detected..
why? It is a gift created by Shinsu. If he is greedy, he may have implanted his own will..
Like in the instant death.
However, there was no trace of the blood feeding core anywhere..
Then the conclusion comes down to one thing..
“It didn't exist?”
There was no hematoma from the beginning?
It was a difficult statement to understand. Then, where on earth did the hematoma exist?.
[If there are no seeds, other seeds will be planted..]
Yongyong said to me who was worrying endlessly. Even when I heard that, it was difficult to understand. Planting a seed when no one was in the core??
[There is a host. The host's ego becomes a seed..]
“…….”
I felt dizzy for a moment. I couldn't immediately understand what Yongyong was saying. Then he realized what those words meant..
“So, the ego can be formed through the existence of a host.?”
[It is a core created by Shinsu, not anything else, by sharing his power. If the field is good, the seeds will grow well..]
So does that mean the hematoma was created based on my ego? That crazy guy? Then it's true that he's another me.?
“I don't think they did it on purpose.?”
[What else are you doing this for? I'm just telling you what I know.]
Well, Yongyong still doesn’t know that I have returned to the past. If that's the case, then you're just telling the truth without knowing that this core I got is blood-feeding.…….
“driving me crazy.”
That crazy guy was me?
I feel dizzy from this unbelievable fact..
Anyway, that crazy guy was born from my ego..
I tried hard to deny it, but once I was convinced, it felt like an uncontrollable weight..
I was the hematoma itself.
How on earth can you be so crazy??
I didn't understand the hematoma, but on the other hand, I felt fortunate that I kept the line until the end..
[what's the matter? suddenly?]
Yongyong approached me with a worried expression..
Yes, Yongyong is the only one who knows this fact. Then, if we deal with that guy, there will be no one anywhere in the world who will find out that I was a hematoma..
Should I deal with it? How to handle it? Should I blow it up in an instant and then fly to Mt. Baekdu? And just brush it off before you react..
[Hey, are your eyes dangerous? What are you trying to do now? i didn't do anything!]
…Okay, we don't know yet, so let's leave it at that. Not yet.
“never mind.”
[Please tell me if anything strange happens. I don't want to fight with you.]
“Yeah yeah.”
Although he is a bit lacking, he is a good friend. Sometimes I get involved without notice, but it's helpful to me, so I'll have to endure it..
“Aren’t you going to tell Hyuna about this??”
[I have to tell you, but it's okay.?]
“are you okay. If Hyuna knows this, it will be easier to deal with it..”
[That's right.]
“Then tell me.”
[okay. Don't worry too much. Because I also think that the actions of God and the Thunderbird were wrong. And Hyuna probably thinks the same way..]
In normal cases, it is correct to think that way. But will Hyuna and Yongyong be able to clash with the self-proclaimed god to correct the twisted facts?.
I'm honestly skeptical about that..
[don't worry too much.]
“You know what I'm worried about?”
[I'm crying out for non-intervention as much as possible, but at least I know what's right and what's wrong. And I know we have to move to make it right..]
“…….”
[Hyuna probably thinks the same as me. Because I think we must maintain our identity in order to remain noble beings..]
“The other gods?”
[…They won't think anything of it?]
Then maybe it would be a good idea to get rid of it first before it gets attached to the self-proclaimed god..
[Don't think anything strange! Because you can try to persuade them first. Understand? huh? Don't do anything weird until I get back.!]
“Let's try.”
[Wow, that is the most unbelievable thing to say..]
“Then don't believe it.”
[No, I believe it. So don't do anything else! I'll be watching!]
Yongyong, who said that, seemed to think that my words would change and disappeared in an instant..
Perhaps because I saw a lot of sinister gods, I found his behavior cute..
The world is in such a mess.
“…Well then, let’s take a break and organize our thoughts until things come together..”
I can't just sit back and play, so I have to do something..
Thinking that I should stay in Seoul for a while and take care of business, I contacted Franz, who was probably working hard in Europe by now..
“Old man?”
[What happened suddenly??]
“Something urgent came up and I need to come to Korea..”
[what? why me…….]
“If it's too late, the world may end..”
[what? What the hell is going on! tell me in detail!]
“Then I guess it will come..”
That ends the call.
I decided to take my time and relax and collect my thoughts until old Franz arrived..
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