How to ruin a romantic comedy - episode 36
〈 36Episode 〉 The feeling of the first kiss? #2
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Muong...
Miyuki, who was looking at the star stickers on the ceiling with bleary eyes, raised her upper body when she heard the sound of a mosquito buzzing in her ears..
I feel like I'm coming back to my senses after dropping my head like a zombie..
“.....”
Matsuda... isn't there..
Did it go down??
Now that I think about it, I think I said something to myself while I was lying down and hit a weak dog....
Miyuki, who was touching the exact center of her forehead, suddenly brought her hand to her lips..
“ah...!”
Because it vividly reminded me of my kiss with Matsuda..
Exciting! Exciting!
My heart, which seemed to have stopped, suddenly starts pounding and my face heats up..
There is a faint mint scent lingering in my mouth..
Gargle... yes, this tastes like gargle..
When I talked to Matsuda and our lips touched, I think I smelled the unique scent of mouthwash from him..
And Matsuda's tongue came in...
“Wow...”
The squishy, moist feel of gently licking your teeth..
Miyuki remembered that and buried her face in the pillow, feeling helpless with shame..
Anyway, it looks like the lingering scent of Matsuda's mouthwash remains in his mouth..
But it's a mouthwash....
Could it be that you went to the bathroom before entering the room to do something like this??
I originally asked you to show me the room with the intention of kissing you.?
‘no...’
Matsuda is pretty good at brushing his teeth..
Even after eating lunch at school, I always do it unless time is tight....
You, too, were brushing your teeth when Matsuda was talking to your father in the living room..
Most people who care about cleanliness brush their teeth after eating..
So let's not pass it off like this..
And you also had a feeling that something strange was going to happen today, right?.
It's not right to blame Matsuda..
In fact, I don't even have the courage to blame.
why? Even though I had many opportunities to refuse, I didn't..
Of course it was scary.
I had a vague fear because I had never been kissed before, and seeing Matsuda's straight face made that feeling even more intense..
So I tried to refuse, telling Matsuda not to do it when he came closer..
But as soon as Matsuda apologized sincerely, I became okay, my heart started pounding, and I started to look forward to something..
[I'm sorry, Miyuki..］
Miyuki, who was thinking back on Matsuda's apology, pulled the pillow to the point where she was suffocated..
It was already a low-pitched voice, but now that it went lower, it was really nice to listen to, and I felt mentally stable..
It was amazing.
Emotions can change with just your voice.
But suddenly a question arises.
By any chance... what did Matsuda feel while kissing??
I'm sure you're not offended by the taste of the food you ate for lunch in your mouth.?
“Ahhh...!”
Miyuki let out a muffled scream into the pillow and kicked the bed sheets with her legs crossed..
It was because Matsuda seemed really offended..
Even though you brushed your teeth... not much time has passed, so the lingering scent of food remains in your mouth..
no, no.
Matsuda tasted nothing but detergent..
If so, your mouth would only taste like toothpaste..
Miyuki, who was trying hard to come to her senses, came to think that she had eaten a melon right before the kiss..
‘Oh right...! melon...!’
Miyuki lifted her face from the pillow in shock and her expression turned into a tearful expression..
If you eat melon right after brushing your teeth, its taste may have mixed with the remaining taste of toothpaste, creating a strange taste..
If this happens, it's completely... ruined..
‘driving me crazy...’
I feel sorry for myself for being filled with only negative thoughts..
Miyuki was dumbfounded and unconsciously licked her lips with her tongue, but was surprised when she tasted mint again..
“Oh really...!”
After letting out her frustrated feelings, she sat cross-legged on the bed and quietly closed her eyes..
Let's think positive.
Yeah, think about what it felt like to kiss for the first time in your life..
“.....”
Miyuki's shoulders softened..
Your cheeks turn red and your body temperature rises..
The corners of my mouth naturally twitch, and I feel so anxious that I can't stay still..
so sweet.
The current pulse, which is rapidly beating in the good direction, adds confidence to this sentiment..
But I thought it wasn't a proper kiss..
I guess it was because I was so embarrassed..
I think I'll have to try it one more time with a sound mind to know for sure....?
Miyuki, who was imagining various things with a red face, suddenly had this thought pass through her mind..
‘What are we related to?...?’
When I think back to my time with Matsuda, it was definitely not a typical relationship..
It seems like he has feelings for you since he even kissed you....
However, it doesn't seem like they are really dating..
That's because Matsuda has never once said that he likes her..
Usually, lovers start dating after one of them confesses..
Of course, there are cases where they naturally develop into a couple without saying anything, but those are very few, and in most cases, confession is an essential element..
Matsuda, who says everything he wants to say, definitely won't be afraid to confess that he likes her....
Are you confused about what kind of feelings you have??
I've never told Matsuda that I like him either....
It seems that this is not the only problem.
The first problem that came to mind was the title.
He calls Tetsuya by his first name and Matsuda by his last name..
Matsuda, who watched it from the side, may have decided that he was not yet close enough to her..
‘Or are you just playing with me...?’
Matsuda was tall and handsome, so he would have hung out with many women..
Although he has improved a lot now, there was a possibility that he, who had lived a dissolute life in the first place, thought of himself as a way to kill time..
“.....”
It's so likely that it somehow makes me miserable..
Let’s not have such excessive delusions..
Anyway, just as you have to throw the bait clearly to get a bite, this seemed to be his ambiguous attitude..
First of all, we decided to go out with Matsuda today, so let's stay with him and see his reaction..
And if the response is good...
If it's okay...
‘Oh, I don't know...! Let's go first...!’
Clap...
Miyuki, who was shaking her head in confusion and trying to get off the bed, screamed in horror when she quietly heard the sound of the hinge being released..
“Wow!!!”
Kana, who tried to sneak in like a thief, started a fight..
“Argh!! What!? what!?”
Miyuki became angry when she confirmed that the person who appeared in front of her was her older sister..
“Oh sister! Why do you come in without knocking?!!”
“No... I thought you were sleeping....”
“Sleeping...? at this time...?”
“huh. Matsuda-kun said that? You looked tired so you came down alone.?”
“ah...”
It seems he went down because he was staring blankly at the ceiling after the kiss..
That's why I hit Takbam. Because there is no response even when I speak.
Miyuki asked after controlling her surprise..
“What about Matsuda? I'm talking to my dad?”
“No, I went.”
“what...? why...?”
Miyuki is dumbfounded.
Kana responded by looking at her like she was a strange person..
“Why? I stayed there for an hour after coming down, but it was worth going back..”
one hour...?
Does that mean it's already been that long??
I was so dazed that I didn't even know how much time had passed and I couldn't even hear the sound of the car starting.?
Going crazy.
‘But what if you just go away?...!’
I decided to go out and have fun...! I don't think it's too much.
Of course, he was considering his current situation and was considerate, but... I have to consider it..
I don't know if I can argue.
Miyuki sighed and asked.
“Why did you come?...?”
“To borrow a book. There's a novel I saw the other day.?”
“there is. in the left corner of the bookshelf.”
“take it?”
“huh.”
“I will contact Matsuda-kun to let you know that you have woken up. He was very worried.”
“okay...”
Miyuki answered weakly and was about to lie down on the bed again, but a thought crossed her mind and she jerked her head up..
“Contact me...? How can you contact Matsuda-kun??”
“Ah... I got your phone number..”
Kana is waving her cell phone in her hand as if showing off..
Miyuki's facial muscles were distorted grotesquely..
“Why did you get Matsuda-kun’s phone number??”
I have no idea what's going on..
Kana said as she saw Miyuki's eyes grow twice as big..
“It was cool in the sea. He's well-behaved and polite... so I got his number to contact him..”
Does that mean you're interested??
What kind of nonsense is this??
Miyuki, whose mouth was open, suddenly came to her senses..
“Um, Matsuda's style is exactly what you don't like...? He has no manners... and is self-indulgent....”
“Do you have good manners? Listen carefully... I didn't see you doing that to mom and dad today.?”
“That's... that's because it's in front of adults...! They just... taunt me... and make fun of me all the time....”
Why does criticism towards Matsuda come out of my mouth??
Why are you trying to imprint Matsuda’s image negatively on your sister??
What are you afraid of??
If you do this, you look completely dull and like a fox, right?.
I'm so miserable with myself that I'm dying..
“That's just a joke. Well, since you are serious about everything, you might have taken it seriously..”
Even though I said the words full of guilt, not even a single seed was eaten..
It's not worth it... I just feel sorry for Matsuda..
feel uneasy.
I feel hurt, and I also feel angry..
‘Why are you making such a fuss about giving out your phone number?...!’
“Anyway, thank you for the book. I'll read it carefully.”
Miyuki, who was internally muttering at Matsuda, stretched out her hand after hearing Kana's words..
“.... Now that I think about it, that's what I was going to read. give it back.”
Miyuki becomes dissatisfied and acts mean-spirited..
Kana's expression became tinged with bewilderment..
“what...? What is given and what is taken away??”
“You haven't given it to me yet? I was trying to lend it to you.?”
“Why are you being like this so childishly...? you are the kid?”
“Anyway, give it to me.”
“You're not going to read it now..”
“I'm going to read it now. I'm bored.”
Kana laughed as if she was shocked and threw the book in front of Miyuki..
“Are you done??”
Miyuki picked up the book, opened the first page, and answered without even looking at Kana..
“huh. Get out now. I need to focus.”
“Wait... it's ridiculous....”
When Kana grumbled and left the room, Miyuki threw the book next to the pillow and lay down on her back..
I'm losing my temper.
Whenever you set the mood and kiss yourself...
Kana asked for my number and I gave it okay.?
Is everything okay if it’s just a woman??
You stupid Matsuda.?
From Matsuda’s perspective, was kissing a light act that could be done with just anyone??
I didn't give up on my habits.?
It was true that you played with me?
My stomach is boiling..
To put it bluntly, the reason Kana showed interest in Matsuda was because of the attitude he showed..
If Matsuda was as stupid as he used to be, Kana wouldn't have even asked for his phone number..
No, I wouldn't have even been able to meet my family in the first place..
I didn't even know who changed me like that....
“It's really amazing...!”
My head tells me to listen to the situation first.,
My heart is telling me not to forgive Matsuda..
And the current Miyuki was holding her hand to her chest..
Miyuki frowned and immediately grabbed her cell phone..
She was about to run out of the house, but stopped when she saw the book next to the pillow..
“.....”
It bothers me that they forced me to give them a book I didn't even want to read..
She eventually left the book in front of Cana's room and left the house after knocking a couple of times..
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