935 Childish
Renly noticed Ned's gaze. He was not surprised or panicked at all..
In fact, he was mentally prepared to return to London's West End. Pervasive reporters would dig out the meaning behind the surname "Hall". This was a matter of time. In the modern era where the Internet is so developed, this cannot be an eternal secret..
For Renly, he is fearless. The reason why he is unwilling to talk about it in interviews is because he is an actor and his family background has nothing to do with it. Regarding his private life, he does not want too much public participation. Among them, it was like this before and it will be like this in the future. He will not take the initiative to talk about it..
But for the Hall family, they must do their best to block the news. "Family scandals must not be made public."”.
Therefore, Ned's sight is not a threat to Renly, but to the Hall family..
The so-called secret of a surname has never been a secret in London. The only difference is whether you have the intention or not..
So, Renly showed a friendly smile to Ned, nodded calmly, and then returned to his seat. He had no secrets to hide, and naturally no need to be nervous or panic. As for whether Ned could dig out the news , that is not what he cares about.
Renly admitted that sending the invitation was a bit childish..
He seemed to be angry, but also seemed to be showing off. He wanted to tell them that he relied on his strength to stand on the stage of London's West End; he wanted to tell them that his performance was enough to withstand the test of London's West End; he wanted to tell them that his performance was enough to withstand the test of London's West End. To tell them that his persistence paid off after all.
Perhaps, deep down in his heart, the impact of George and Elizabeth's words was more profound than imagined. Even with the recognition of the Berlin Film Festival and the Oscar, even with the booming career upward curve, he still longed to come from George and Elizabeth's approval - or simply approval from their family.
Just like Chu Jiashu in the past. He suppressed his inner thoughts of playing and controlled his inner impulse to be free. He just hoped to be recognized and praised by his mother. Unknowingly, everything became a habit. can't get rid of.
After his rebirth, he tried to get rid of his shackles, chase his dreams, and embrace freedom. Step by step, he got to where he is now. He didn't need to prove himself to anyone, because he clearly knew his goals and dreams, and he was the only one responsible for them. It's myself.
However, the truth is just the truth after all, and it is not easy to implement. Therefore, he sent the invitation letter, just like an adolescent child, showing off his strength and achievements, looking forward to their praise and support, and holding the invitation with trepidation. The mood of anticipation, eagerly waiting for recognition.
“Maybe you are not a genius, but you have become an excellent actor.”
Even if it is just one sentence, it is enough and is worth a thousand words..
For today's performance, he is more nervous than ever, not only because this is the West End, not only because this is "Les Miserables", but also because this is London, and because he will perform in front of his family; today's performance, He was more devoted than ever, almost forgetting himself in order to present a more perfect performance..
When he saw Elf and Arthur outside the waiting room, he felt so mixed that it was hard to describe in words; when he turned to leave, he straightened his back, concealed his loss, and stepped forward firmly. In this game There is no winner among.
He knew, he knew, that he was too childish. However, the disappointment and confusion still surged in his heart..
Lowering his eyes, hiding the emotions deep in his eyes, the focus of his eyes couldn't help but become blurred, and he slowly fainted. His brain was not thinking, it just stayed at a certain moment, and then slowly let go; the noise in his ears The sound continued to echo, but there was only an empty echo. No detailed fragments could be captured. Time seemed to have stopped at this moment..
Dots of light flickered in his sight, and then a blurry facial outline gradually became clear. After blinking, Renly saw Tom Holland in front of him..
The childish face was raised high, looking up at Renly from bottom to top, completely unable to conceal his emotions, looking at Renly curiously and worriedly, and it seemed that the shadow of the sun could be seen in the flickering eyes. , the publicity and wantonness of youth are so beautiful.
Renly couldn't help but burst out laughing, "What's wrong?？”
Tom Holland took out a penny from somewhere, put it on his fingertips, and stretched it out, "One penny, buy what you are thinking now.".”
The words to change the topic were already swirling on the tip of his tongue, but after a pause, Renly opened his palm and motioned Tom to put the penny in his palm, "I am thinking about what I am doing today's performance. For whom are you doing your best?？”
Tom closed his mouth tightly, groaned, and fell into deep thinking. However, his lack of experience and immature age limited his imagination, and he was unable to find the answer at all. So, he asked back naturally, "Then have you thought of the answer?？”
“No, I didn't." Renly shook his head slightly..
If all his dreams, all his persistence, and all his efforts were just to gain the approval of his family, does that mean that his past twenty-two years of life, and even the thirty-two years of his previous life, were all in vain? Lost its meaning? In his last life, he accomplished nothing and lay in a hospital bed for the rest of his life; in this life, his family has always refused to recognize him, and today he is not even willing to attend the premiere..
Well, what a sad thing.
Tom pondered for a moment, "So, what was your purpose in the beginning?？”
At the beginning, maybe it was to experience the life of an actor, to act out the lives of different characters, and to truly live; maybe it was to set up a dream, to get rid of all the shackles and constraints, and try to have my own life; maybe it was to pursue freedom, Live truly according to your own ideas and find your own path.
“Just enjoy it." Renly found the answer, the answer hidden deep inside his heart..
Not for some lofty ideals, just to truly enjoy life, live down-to-earth, have freedom, have dreams, have goals, have your own soul, and then write your own colorful colors. There are countless people who have dreams, but not Everyone has the courage to chase their dreams; and he did it.
For himself. That's the answer.
Tom showed a bright smile and winked playfully, "Then it should be the same today. I think you really enjoy the afternoon performance. You know what? On and off the stage, You are two completely different people, I like the you on the stage.”
The smile at the corner of the mouth rose gently. The reason why an innocent heart is rare is that it belongs to children, youth and simplicity. When people begin to grow up and life begins to become complicated, the bright red heart of the heart is so rare. The innocent heart gradually lost its original luster.
Now, Tom has reawakened the heart.
“You mean, I hate myself off stage? "Renly's final voice rose slightly..
“No, no, no, that's not what I meant." Tom suddenly panicked, waving his hands repeatedly and using all his body movements to deny, but he was too anxious and couldn't say the words to explain, so he could only stay in place. I was anxious, angry with myself, and my face turned red from holding back..
Everyone else who was being interviewed looked at them one after another, "What's wrong?" Michelle Dockery asked gently..
Renly chuckled and waved his hand gently, "It's okay. It was just a joke." Renly patted Tom's shoulder and comforted him with a smile on his face, "Don't worry, I know what you mean..”
Then, he turned to look at Ned and said, "The interview is almost done. If you still have questions, we can wait until the rest day this week to interview again. We must start enjoying dinner now, otherwise, there will not be enough time to prepare for the second half..”
Ned nodded cheerfully, "No problem!" He stood up and shook hands with each actor in a friendly way. Finally, it was Renly's turn. "Well, Renly, during the day off, in addition to interviews with the crew, Besides, I'd like to book an exclusive interview with you. Can we talk about the upcoming summer movie 'Edge of Tomorrow'?？”
“OK, why not? "Renly agreed readily, which made Ned stunned. In the past two months, interviewing Renly has been very difficult. Everyone in the industry has seen it. "You give Andy a call. Phone, no, Andy should be in New York now. Call Roy and make an appointment for an interview..”
“no problem! Absolutely no problem! " Ned made an "OK" gesture and replied repeatedly..
Renly made a polite gesture of invitation, "I'll escort you to the door..”
Ned smiled brightly, "No, it's just the door. I'm not a lost Little Red Riding Hood." The two came to the door of the waiting room, exchanged a few polite words again, and then Ned turned and left..
Looking at the gentlemanly and polite Renly, for some reason, the two figures just appeared in Ned's mind again..
Back in the waiting room, Renly saw Tom looking uneasy and nervous. He followed Renly step by step, but hesitated to speak. This made Renly smile and stop, "What's the matter?"？”
“"Renly, I just want to say, I don't hate you, I really don't." Tom's defense had no content at all. It was the same sentence over and over again. Sure enough, he was still a child..
Renly bent down slightly, keeping his eyes level with Tom, and said solemnly, "I know.”
Under Renly's gaze, Tom was stunned for a moment, and then nodded slowly. His eyes involuntarily began to drift to the side, a little nervous. Then, Tom heard Renly say again, "Prepare dinner." .Now there are two hours left, preparations must begin.”
In order to ensure the quality of the performance, actors cannot eat too full after meals; and after the meal, they need to rest and adjust time to allow their brains and muscles to recover. Therefore, the second half of the performance is about to begin, and they must enter into regular preparations.
Tom's spirit suddenly perked up and he nodded repeatedly, "No problem.！”
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