903 First Best Actor
On the stage, on the right side is Natalie Portman, wearing a bright red floor-length dress, elegant and noble, holding the statuette with a smile; on the left side is Renly Hall, wearing a classic black and white suit, An elegant gentleman, the smile at the corner of his mouth is full of chivalry and dreamlike..
The former is the first actor from Generation Y to win an Oscar; the latter is the second actor from Generation Y to win an Oscar, and is also the oldest actor in film history to win an Oscar. For the second consecutive year, actors from Generation Y have succeeded. Reached the highest podium; for the second consecutive year, the Academy selected young actors from Generation Y - and it was also the "more mellow and more fragrant" actor department.！
What’s even more interesting is that the relationship between Natalie and Renly lasted from last year to this year. Is this considered fate or enemies?？
Natalie smiled, and there was a trace of embarrassment and stiffness in her eyes. This should be the first time the two met face-to-face in public after the Golden Globe Awards last year. Unexpectedly, it was on the stage of the Kodak Theater. In just one year, the world has changed dramatically and turned upside down..
Natalie thought she would find teasing or ridicule in Renly's eyes, but she failed. Lifting her chin, those dark brown eyes were filled with bright stars, warm and bright, polite and distant, perfect There was no flaw in the decent etiquette, as if the Toronto incident had never happened..
Such a glamorous appearance made Natalie feel a little embarrassed. She lowered her eyes hastily and solemnly handed the Little Golden Man trophy to Renly. Then she took two steps back in panic, moved her position, and looked away. When he caught Renly's back with his peripheral vision, he remembered: She didn't congratulate her, which was really rude..
But the opportunity has been missed.
Renly was adjusting his breathing, his heart was surging, his chest was swollen, and the boiling emotions were about to break through the restraints and burst out; the etiquette and rules of the nobles were continuously sounding the alarm, constantly reminding him that he must not show his emotions or anger. , he must maintain the elegance and calmness of a noble.
He met Natalie's gaze with a smile, took the statuette with a smile, walked towards the microphone with a smile, and looked at the stage with a smile. All his thoughts were focused on controlling his emotions, but it was still extremely difficult. His fingertips suddenly closed, and his palms I felt the streamlined and angular outline of the little golden figure, and the coldness hit hard into the warmth of my skin, stirring up a stormy sea..
Lowering his head, his eyes captured the statuette. The brilliant trophy fell into the palm of his hand, so light yet so heavy..
In an instant, the emotions burst through the dam, and all the etiquette, all the restraints, and all the rules were ignored. They rushed to the brain and destroyed all the upbringing. It was so embarrassing that Renly had to look up and see Looking up to the sky, trying to control his emotions, the warmth in his eyes surged and then calmed down instantly, and the sourness in his nose was almost uncontrollable..
He thought he didn't care, he thought he could be calm, he thought he wouldn't feel anything, he thought he could be calm. But, but……
His fingertips tightened, then tightened again, and he tightly grasped the Little Golden Man trophy, almost crushing it. The surging emotions were suppressed again, and the blurred vision became clear again. Then, Renly lowered his head, smiled, and greeted caught everyone's attention.
“I'm sorry, please forgive my rudeness. I hope the academy will not play music immediately and urge me to leave the stage." Renly joked, but his thick nasal voice revealed his embarrassment and panic. He finished the sentence After that, the strong sourness hit the bridge of my nose hard again, and the hot tears were almost uncontrollable..
So, Renly lowered his head. Silently, he stood there silently, his shoulders and arms gradually stiffening, revealing his inner surge and sigh; the milky-yellow light fell down, gently outlining the profile of his face. Silhouette, slight trembling depicts endless joy and sadness.
Renly stared at the TV screen with no words, no movements, not even tears, but Matthew Dunlop felt it, deeply felt the surge deep in Renly's heart..
Matthew sat quietly on the sofa in his New York apartment, quietly watching Renly who was bathed in the spotlight, and quietly watching Renly who was trying to control his emotions, but his two consecutive attempts ended in failure. That sense of forbearance and release, in the contradiction, speaks a thousand words that are hard to describe in one sentence..
The surging emotion flowed slowly in his heart, and his eyes turned red involuntarily. Before he realized it, hot tears fell down. However, the smile on the corner of Matthew's mouth quietly rose. He took out a cigarette and held it in his mouth. I put it on my lips. I didn’t light it or wipe my tears. I just quietly savored the complexity of this moment. Joy and happiness bloomed in the tears..
On the central square of Hollywood and Highland next to the Kodak Theater, there was even more tears. The words "Master" one after another became more and more excited, moved, and hoarse, and the sparkling tears formed a sea. At this moment, completely released.
Renly raised his head again, his eyes were covered with a thin layer of mist, which was barely visible, but the world was filled with colorful colors, bit by bit, it blurred between the interlacing of light and darkness, " This journey has been really long. I even wonder if it has consumed all my luck. Phew, maybe I should start worshiping today..”
There was a slight hoarseness in his voice, revealing a hint of vulnerability and panic, but his relaxed and joking words made the audience chuckle..
Long? To the audience, Renly, who is only twenty-two years old, is the actor who has reached the best actor title the fastest. But for Renly, he has experienced two long lives and has gone through the years of self-restraint. , after ten years of physical and mental confinement, and twenty years of wandering alone, he spent two lifetimes all the way to this stage, and experienced countless vicissitudes and ups and downs. Finally, he finally arrived. end.
His fingertips were trembling slightly, and Renly couldn't help but tighten them, holding on to the little golden figure so tightly that his fingertips began to turn white, "I was once told that I was not a genius, and never had been; my dreams were meaningless, All persistence is just stupid, I should learn to give up." Renly's smile quietly bloomed, dazzling..
There was a chuckle from the bottom of the stage, and everyone thought Renly was joking; but Edith and Matthew in front of the TV knew that Renly was not..
“But now, I stand here, receiving countless eyes, envious, jealous, and hateful." Renly's relaxed words had a hint of ridicule, which could always easily trigger laughter, for a while, and then For a moment, this time, even Brad Pitt couldn't help but smile, "For an actor without talent, I guess I must have worked very, very hard. I didn't even realize how hard I worked.".”
Such self-mockery and teasing triggered laughter in the audience. Ryan even whistled and shouted, "Renly, you are the best." The shout was so abrupt that it caused laughter. More turbulent.
“I know." Renly faced the direction of Ryan and accepted the praise calmly. His confident and upright posture successfully won the applause of the audience..
This is Renly's moment, this is Renly's trophy. He has strength and luck, but no one can deny that this is what Renly deserves. From "Buried Alive" to "Crazy in Love" and "Fighting Cancer" "Me" to "Transcendence", this young actor has already proven his strength and talent.
“Every actor is narcissistic, look, I'm a typical example, all the testimonials are about myself. This is not a good sign, so I thought, I should thank others." Renly's words are So comfortable and humorous that the laughter in the theater couldn't stop.
“Jennifer, Felicity, Charlie, and the other actors and partners on the crew, thank you for your company. Without you, the film would never be what it is. I really want to thank them one by one, but obviously my My brain is in strike mode now, so when I go back, I will make a list and then communicate slowly..”
This time, it was Jennifer Lawrence's turn to blow the whistle, and the audience burst into laughter and applause at the same time.
“Also, Drake Doremus. At the Telluride Film Festival, you told me that this movie was mine. At that time, I believed you, and so, 'Crazy Love' was born. .Now it seems that you are right." Renly expressed his gratitude to Drake in an alternative way, "This is your movie, and I am honored to be a part of it..”
Drake, who was sitting in the audience, had tears streaming down his face and couldn't stop crying. Finally, he buried his head in his hands and cried loudly. Only he knew what the movie "Crazy Love" meant. What does Renly mean? Only he knows what Renly's Jacob means..
Tonight, the award received by "Crazy Love" is not only an affirmation of Renly's love for Drake, but also a memory of Drake's wonderful memories..
“Finally..." Renly couldn't help but paused slightly, his voice choked up again, and the figure appeared in his mind again, Heather Cross.
Only two weeks have passed since her departure, but it seems like a century has passed. All the memories are flooding in. She missed the Grammy and the Oscar. On the road to her dream, she After all, I still couldn’t accompany him here..
“Finally, I would like to thank every solitary person who perseveres tirelessly on the road of dreams. Maybe I am stupid. Maybe." Renly stopped talking. There were countless words he wanted to express, but he finally stopped talking. He just raised the little golden man in his hand and paused twice in the air. All his words were contained in those dark brown eyes..
The hazy tears reflect the rays of light, and the firm and powerful faith outlines the outline of that handsome face, just like Sisyphus, like Don Quixote, just like... Renly Hall. Even if the dream is stupid , even though the reality is cruel, he still has no regrets.
Then, without stopping, Renly turned around and left the stage, leaving only a back figure in the light and shadow..
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