088 Move forward persistently
This is not the first time Heather has heard Renly sing. In the hospital, Renly has accompanied the children on guitar and piano many times, but this is the first time Heather has heard Renly sing seriously, a song. A song I have never heard before, filled with a light and sad melody, a poetic heartfelt voice.
All the emotions are light, entwined in the melody like water plants, rising and falling gently with the ebb and flow of the sea. The quiet musical notes even calm the lights under the night; but hidden behind the notes The emotion is so real and so turbulent, it hits my chest with a dull pain.
Heather suddenly thought of herself. Her dream seemed to have been strangled in the cradle before it could set sail. Her weak body became an inescapable shackle, imprisoning her steps. Although she never said it on the surface, But deep down in her heart, she was resentful and cynical..
But if even she gives up, who can realize her dream?？
“I didn't know you were such a good singer? "Heather's voice broke the tranquility in the courtyard, and her imperceptible nasal voice revealed how embarrassed she was just now..
Renly turned around, and when he saw it was Heather, the smile on his lips couldn't help but rise, "It's just a hobby." He simply answered in one sentence, "The sky is getting dark, it's too windy outside, let's go in Inside.”
“Don't worry about me, I'm not a glass doll." Heather rolled her eyes and retorted loudly. Then, she took steps towards the bench..
Every step is so difficult, you can even see her legs trembling, as if walking on the tip of a knife, walking with great difficulty. For ordinary people, walking is the simplest thing, but for her, it is indeed the most difficult thing to do now. One of the tough challenges is eating, drinking, and breathing..
Although Heather's steps were extremely difficult, Renly did not stand up to help her. He knew that Heather was not so seriously heavy yet, and she could still walk on her own feet, just a little slower; he I also know that what Heather needs is respect and trust, not pity and sympathy. She has received enough care from her parents and nurses, and she needs someone to treat her independently, equally, and normally, Make her feel like she's more than just a weak patient.
At least that's what Renly thought when he was lying on the hospital bed in his last life. Even though he knew that this idea was very childish, he still insisted on it. This is why he always needs to long for friends..
However, it was only a short distance of six or seven steps. Heather walked for nearly two minutes before arriving, and then carefully sat down. She exhaled a long breath uncontrollably, and her whole body relaxed..
The silence spread slowly, but Renly never rushed to speak. After waiting for Heather to take a breath, Heather took the initiative to break the silence, "What was the name of the song just now? I have never heard it on the radio before..”
“I just created it casually." Renly said frankly. To be honest, the creation just now was too casual. The lyrics did not have a narrative style, but were full of poetry..
The same song will have different understandings in different situations, and will have different feelings in the ears of different listeners. Of course, performances on different occasions will also interpret different connotations. Tonight, it is About Hollywood.
“‘Monster', this song is called 'Beast'." Renly didn't think about it for too long and said casually, "What do you think?？”
Heather didn't speak, but chewed carefully. "Beast", this name didn't seem to match the content of the song just now. The sad and lonely figure seemed to be confused by the song title, but if you think about it carefully , Heather was silent.
Beasts, beasts that rely on their instincts to survive in the jungle, beasts that survive the survival of the fittest in nature, beasts that walk alone on the road of survival, beasts that are scarred but tenacious in the cruel nature, primitive and rough. Naked, naked and fierce, lonely and wanton.
Hearing Renly's voice, Heather was distracted and didn't hear it, so she couldn't help but subconsciously asked, "Ah？”
Renly couldn't help but smile and shook his head, "No, it's nothing..”
Heather looked at Renly's appearance seriously. Those eyes hidden behind thick eyelashes were like the mysterious and deep night sky, the endless darkness, but with curious lines and halos, containing the mystery and profundity of the universe. In an instant The peak of youth is fleeting.
“I never knew that your performance was so wonderful." Heather praised, "I mean, I know you are an excellent actor, 'Pacific War' is indeed a wonderful work, your performance is really ..." Heather paused for a moment, seeming to be looking for suitable words and sentences to describe her inner feelings, "It makes people remember deeply and has endless aftertaste..”
Renly has never spoken about his profession, and almost no one in the hospital knew that he was an actor. If someone hadn't accidentally seen "The War in the Pacific", everyone would still be in the dark. In fact, Renly Not just an actor but an amazing actor.
Heather is not a professional, she doesn't know how to judge acting skills, but she can feel that the powerful power of performance plucks the strings in her heart, and the turbulent reflection cannot stop at all, which truly makes people enter You. In the world of Gold-Sledgehammer-Sledge.
After saying that, Heather shook her head. She was not satisfied with her choice of words, but she couldn't think of a more suitable word. She could only wave her hands depressedly, "That was the second time I watched this drama. The only motivation for the collection. But I didn’t know that your music was so... moving..”
Yes, it is touching, it really touches the strings deep in the heart, it is soft and warm, and the setting sun, which is extremely lonely, is so warm that it makes people shed tears..
Renly showed a big smile, "Thank you for the compliment. Although I know you are suspected of trying to please me, but... thank you.”
“To please? Heather's eyes widened with a look of disgust on her face, "I don't have to please you. If your music is bad, I am the one who likes to hear it the most. Believe me, I will definitely be the first to add insult to injury." Heather's exaggerated words made Renly's eyes narrow with laughter, and his thick smile overflowed, "I just think that maybe, maybe, probably, or, you are an excellent actor, but you are an excellent actor." A better singer. You should share your talent with other listeners, such as the song just now.”
“Hit by an arrow." Renly covered his chest with a sad look on his face, "I thought you said my performance was wonderful..”
“Of course, of course, what I mean is that the space for 'Pacific War' to be played is limited after all. Your performance is excellent, but the role itself limits more things..." Heather explained anxiously, but then She noticed the joking smile on Renly's lips and realized that Renly was deliberately teasing her. She turned her head angrily, puffed up her cheeks, and refused to continue talking to Renly..
“Haha." Renly's laughter overflowed, "I know what you mean. It's just that acting is my major, and music is just a hobby to cultivate sentiment. Compared to music, I still enjoy performing more. Process. Of course, it is also possible that I am a mediocre person with no acting talent, and I am wasting my life, but..." Renly shrugged and spread his hands, "If you don't persist, who knows?？”
Heather was amused by Renly's joking statement. Just as she was about to speak, she remembered that she was angry with Renly. She turned her head for a moment, then turned her head again, and then couldn't help but turn around again. Finally, she gave up. He looked at Renly angrily and said, "That's not what I meant. You are indeed a very good actor, but I just think that your music... can impress every listener.".”
“If I say, you are not the first person to say this, does it make me look arrogant? Will this affect my image? "Renly held his chin and said seriously..
“"Pfft." Heather couldn't hold it back and burst out laughing. Thinking about it carefully, she felt helpless and laughed even happier, even Renly laughed. Finally she stopped, and Heather gently Sighing, "You know, you will attract a lot of hatred if you do this..”
Possessing enviable talents, but squandering them wantonly.
Genius is always like this, enviable, appreciated, but also hated. Just like Wolfgang-Mozart, who is talented but unrestrained by his talent, Antonio- Salieri) went from surprise to envy to jealousy, and finally turned into resentment, gradually driving Mozart to a dead end..
Renly spread his hands, "Is this a compliment or a slander?？”
“This is both a compliment and a slander." Heather said seriously like a little adult, but her frame could not hold up for more than three seconds, and then she lost her ability because of her smile, "I am sure that you will become an excellent... No , a great actor, just like you can become an unknown great singer. So, it is my honor to know you..”
great.
Renly couldn't help but feel slightly touched in his heart. Although the "Pacific War" proved his strength, the words of Elizabeth and George always lingered in his ears. Ever since he was a child, they had not been optimistic about Renly's so-called dream. Not only because film acting was a lowly profession for noble families, but also because they always believed that Renly had no talent..
Genius, in fact, is a derogatory term, because only after entering a certain class can you realize that there are too many geniuses in the world, but there are very few geniuses who can truly achieve success and become famous. In fact, in reality, In life, geniuses often have a bad fate and die early. The ones who laugh last are the worldly smart people..
With the surname "Hall", Renly saw too many geniuses when he was a child, real geniuses. Therefore, he never thought that he was a genius, and even questioned his acting talent. However, this has never wavered. Living his dream, step by step, he got to where he is now.
Looking at Heather in front of him, Renly couldn't help but laugh. He had already made his choice, hadn't he? Then why hesitate? Aren't the hesitations, hesitations, struggles and confusions in the previous life not enough? You can only know what the future will be like if you go on, right?？
“Heather, I have good news and bad news, which one do you want to hear first?？”
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