864 Confidant is enough
“"Knock, knock, knock." The rapid knocking on the door echoed on the quiet streets in the dead of night, leaving almost no time to react. One after another, continuous and continuous, but it revealed the confusion and confusion of the visitor. Anxiety disturbed the night, causing gentle ripples.
Along with this, Nathan also quickened his pace. After opening the door, he saw a face full of worry, it was Paul Walker..
“How is the situation now? How is he now? "Paul's throat seemed a little dry, and his voice was scratchy, revealing panic and anxiety..
Faced with such a question, Nathan didn't know how to answer, "...He's fine." After saying it, Nathan scratched his head in annoyance, with a face full of embarrassment. He thought hard but couldn't find a better answer, "Facts That's it, he's fine.”
Such an answer was unexpected. He was stunned. The absurd and absurd black humor came to his face. With a puff, Paul laughed. Thinking about it carefully, it seemed that this was normal. If Nathan answered, Renly It's collapsing now. I guess Paul will think it's a prank..
He shook his head slightly, "Where is he? Where is he now? Is he sleeping?？”
Paul knew that Renly was an avid sleep lover. After learning the news, he drove all the way from Malibu without thinking much. Standing at the door, he remembered the time. It was already twelve years ago. It's past half past o'clock, and Renly has probably fallen asleep. "If he falls asleep, then I will come back tomorrow. What time will the flight arrive tomorrow?"？”
“I'm not sure. Renly went back to his room just now. He should have taken a shower first, and he shouldn't have fallen asleep yet." Nathan moved his seat and motioned for Paul to come in, "The flight is tomorrow at 11:25..”
Nodding, Paul expressed his understanding and walked to the door of Renly's room. He motioned to Nathan with his eyes and opened the door gently. Then the warm orange light in the room leaked out. Renly also didn't fall asleep.
On the neat bed, there are a few pieces of clothes scattered randomly and messily; on the neat floor, socks, towels and shoes are scattered. Looking around, the bedroom with navy blue as the main color is elegant, classical and elegant, simple and neat , but there was no one there; Paul walked lightly into the room, tiptoed around the fallen clothes, and then saw Renly on the balcony..
The rich night light sparsely outlines the outline of the figure. It is calm and motionless. There seems to be nothing abnormal. The strong chin curve, strong shoulder lines, and straight spine lines, everything is so calm..
However, the cigarette rotating flexibly on the slender fingertips was not lit, and the scattered tobacco leaves fell. Before they had time to stop, a strong wind blew them away without a trace. In the shadow of the drooped eyelids, there was a hint of loneliness and helplessness. Help, the sadness and bitterness in the confusion are like curling smoke, which disappears as soon as you blow it.
Renly like this is really too strange.
In panic, Paul quickly lowered his head to hide the turbulent confusion deep in his eyes..
As an actor, Paul knows how difficult the media can be and how hurtful online feedback can be. Even if he is as low-key as he is, the negative comments and messages on the Internet are unsightly. Paul cannot imagine facing such overwhelming negative news. , faced with such a transformation from heaven to hell, what kind of pressure and pain did Renly bear?.
His imagination was so lacking and empty. The moment he saw Renly's back, Paul couldn't bear to look away..
His steps were a little unsteady, and his knees hit the frame of the sliding door. With a muffled sound, Paul's eyes ran into Renly's eyes, and he caught a hint of smile flashing in his eyes..
Familiar gentleman, familiar warmth, familiar calmness; but tinged with a touch of loss, as if the white waves lingering on the beach at low tide and unwilling to leave, leaving a shallow and sparse trail. of fine sand.
Paul touched his neck uncomfortably, "...are you okay?" After asking, Paul closed his eyes in annoyance, and his whole face wrinkled up. This is the worst, most boring, and most boring thing. What a great opening line. He could be a little more clumsy..
“No, I'm not good." Renly's answer made Paul open his eyes and said in a panic, "I know, I know..." But the words suddenly stopped in his throat, and he looked at Renly blankly, I stood there for a moment, at a loss..
The corners of Renly's mouth turned up, and he was smiling, but he couldn't help but sigh, "Paul, I'm not okay..”
In the last life, Chu Jiashu had no one to talk to, because his mother was burdened with too much pressure. He could no longer worry about his mother, and kept everything silently in his heart..
In this life, Renly had no one to talk to, because troubles were not allowed in the aristocratic circle. All negative emotions must be tightly hidden in the heart and cannot be easily leaked, otherwise it will become a scandal..
However, Renly refused to follow the rules. Whether it was his pranks at Eton College and Cambridge University, or his bold and arrogant choice of actor, he never really hid his inner desire..
For Elf, George and Elizabeth, Renly never hid, but he never showed it, because he knew that they didn't care; but for Arthur and Edith, Renly never hid his negative emotions..
“You know, just a week ago, I felt like I owned the whole world." Renly said with a smile, his eyes falling on the undulating colorful spots in the distance. Compared with New York, the night view of Los Angeles added a touch of Magnificent and romantic, the irritable mood gradually settled down.
“I won the Berlin Silver Bear, and I was nominated for an Oscar. As an actor, I finally realized my dream and was recognized by professionals. I can continue to explore the world of acting and pursue a higher realm. .This is wonderful." Renly's tone was very calm, without any self-pity, and even with a hint of joy, and the corners of his mouth rose..
However, the bitterness and sorrow lingering in it are always lingering. Just like the loneliness and loneliness after the grand party, the madness and joy at the party are so turbulent, and the emptiness and helplessness at the end are just like how violent.
Paul sat down next to Renly and exhaled involuntarily. He was not an excellent counselor. At least, he could be an excellent listener..
“You know, standing on the stage of Madison Square Garden, for a moment, I really thought that my persistence and my dream had finally found a companion; and the album 'Don Quixote' had finally found a companion. They really understood what I was saying." Renly lowered his eyes and chuckled to himself, "Huh, it seems that I am still too naive. Maybe I am an idealist and have never truly Got to know this industry.”
“Renly." Paul called out, but countless words were swirling on his tongue, but he could never say them out. Or to be more precise, he didn't know where to start..
Renly pursed his lips slightly, "At least, I thought, at least they should understand that I am a smart person, even if it is hype, I will choose a more clever method. What on earth is wrong with them? Am I just the same in their eyes? So stupid?？”
The teasing and joking tone made Paul dumbfounded, and he shouted speechlessly, "Renly!" Then he saw Renly laughing out loud, with a mischievous light flashing in his eyes. Paul shook his head helplessly, " That's because they've never really understood you, or they've never really tried to understand you..”
Anyone who has come into contact with Renly does not need to know or make friends, even if it is just a casual relationship or an acquaintance, they should know clearly that Renly is absolutely impossible to maliciously hype..
Perhaps other accusations are more reliable, such as being a big name. Among the crew, Renly was indeed a big name when he devoted himself wholeheartedly to the script. Even the director did not dare to interrupt Renly's preparations..
Another example is being arrogant and proud. To Vin Diesel, to Chris Hemsworth, to reporters, the condescension revealed in Renly's words and deeds really makes people feel uncomfortable..
But malicious hype? This is definitely the most ridiculous accusation. But unfortunately, those netizens believed it and just believed it..
“It's not them you need." Paul said firmly..
Renly raised his head, and then saw Paul's clear and translucent eyes, without any cover or impurities, unswervingly expressing his support and trust. The pure and sincere light revealed a faint Warmth melts away the pain and sharpness bit by bit.
Paul is not a man of words, but he is an extremely warm man.
In the frank and sincere eyes, Renly looked a little embarrassed. He lowered his eyes in panic, then raised his eyes again and looked at the night scene, "A friend once said that blindly following ten thousand people is too few, but one confidant is enough." .Now, I finally understand what this sentence means.”
There are some truths that only those who have truly experienced pain can understand their profound meaning. Now, it is time to see the reality clearly. After the bubble of blind obedience disappears, those who stick to it are the true confidants. Even if there is only one, that is enough.
Paul looked at Renly seriously. He didn't react at first, but then he gradually understood. Then the smile on his lips rose and he climbed up bit by bit, especially when he saw Renly pretending to be calm. From the side of his face, a smile finally bloomed brightly, and he let out a low chuckle, "Who is this friend? I think he is a wise guy..”
“who? I? Are you talking about me? "A voice came from behind again, and Ryan Gosling's figure appeared in the sight of the two people..
At this time, Ryan looked a little embarrassed, with his short hair extremely messy. He simply wore a T-shirt with a denim jacket, but the buttons were completely wrong. It looked like he had gone out in a hurry, and there was sleep pressure on his cheeks. red mark.
Ryan strode in and pushed Renly and Paul to the other side with his knees. "Give me a seat." After sitting down, Ryan began to dig out of his pockets. He handed the candies to Renly and Paul respectively, and added, "Tonight, I won't accept no for an answer..”
After Renly and Paul obediently picked up the candies, Ryan peeled one off and threw it into his mouth, "So, what are we doing now? Cursing the media? Cursing netizens? Or are we in a daze and silence? Come on! Click and update me on the progress.”
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