828 never give up
Light and moving, gentle and graceful, sweet and playful. Just the sound of the guitar strings makes the emotions quietly dance in the heart, one click, one click, one move, one tug, one touch, like the footsteps of a ballerina, soft and tough, so beautiful I couldn't help but started to raise the corners of my mouth, slowly melting into it..
On the first note of the intro, Renly had the world..
“The moment I met you in the dark, you shed light. No matter how many setbacks there were, you and I were enough; we danced together until the night faded, caroused and drank, and when you were so drunk that you vomited, I helped hold your hair..”
This is not a profound and difficult poem, nor is it a cathartic rock song, but a romantic and gentle narrative poem. In the soft and beautiful melody, the sparks of acquaintance, encounter, and love burst out, just like "Flying House Ring" The opening story of "Travel Notes" is ordinary, but the condensed memory fragments amplify the power of time, hitting it hard like a looming stone..
That was their first encounter, like a ray of light that lit up the dark night, illuminating the whole world. The love and fall of love at first sight were as passionate and intense as moths flying into the flame; they had not yet understood each other, but it seemed that they had been together for a lifetime, and their souls The mutual reflection of each other, the interlacing of eyes prove that it is so strange, yet so familiar.
“You looked back at me and smiled. At that moment, I was no longer drunk. I held you tightly in my arms. Then you asked me to leave tomorrow. I told you that I have said it before, I am afraid you still have to rest first. rest.”
Involuntarily, the corners of his mouth rose up, his ears were slightly hot, his cheeks were slightly red, his fingertips were twitching slightly, and even his heart couldn't help but start to tremble slightly, and the words "crazy love" appeared in his mind. fragment：
When Anna and Jacob meet, in Jacob's bright eyes, you can clearly see the process of the fall of the world, and they fall in love bit by bit, calmly, but grandly..
The sweetness and happiness outlined in a few words are really too beautiful. Young and majestic, cautious and panicked, profound and devoted, careful exploration, the first touch of love, just the exchange of eyes between the eyebrows, the eternal oath has been deep. Deep imprint, both parties have already identified each other before expressing it in words.
Quietly, Renly sat on a low stool, the guitar strings flying up and down in between, without any unnecessary modifications, but the surging emotions had already hit his chest hard, happiness quietly overflowed, and he sang affectionately.：
“I love you too deeply, but you never know it. I am too afraid of separation and can only pretend not to care. I long for you very much, but I never show it. I hope to stay with you silently until our heads turn gray..”
Hot tears suddenly wet her cheeks. Heather raised her head and just stared blankly. Tears fell one after another. The turbulent emotions were too fierce and too intense. , it was so hot that she was helpless and could only stay there, eyes wide open, and let her tears flow wildly..
These are her notes, this is her voice, this is her story.
Every word is so familiar, but every musical note is so unfamiliar. After the familiar words and phrases are rearranged and combined, they are entangled in the melody and take on a new look. They vividly explain the complex emotions deep in the soul, and the deep feelings in the heart. The deep surges here are interpreted vividly, bursting out with incredible charm..
These are her words, but now they have evolved into a melody, singing her heartfelt voice！
Even now, Heather still clearly remembers their first meeting. She met him on that sunny and windy afternoon..
She is like a hedgehog, sharply and forcefully hurting everyone who comes close, even strangers passing by. She has been suffering from the disease for four years. She hates everyone around her. She hates this world because everyone Everyone sympathized with her and pitied her, as if she were a dinosaur skeleton that would fall apart at a touch..
But he didn't. He said that not only patients need help. Every normal person may need help..
She fell into the tenderness and brightness of looking back at that moment. She had loved him for three years, but never confessed. She was so timid and so afraid. She was too afraid of separation, so she could only pretend not to care; she was too eager to have him, so she could only pretend to not care. Can pretend it doesn't matter.
Everything is hidden in my heart until today.
The heart began to tremble uncontrollably, even reaching the fingertips. The whole person curled up into a ball, still unable to control the crazy wave bursting out from the inside. Thinking stopped; emotion stopped; reaction , stopped, the whole person completely stopped, just completely integrated into it, wandering quietly.
Then, she heard the deep call, "Just-Say-You-Won't-Let-Go", "Just-Say-You-Won't-Let-Go" and be willing to stay with me.”
don't let go.
It hit her heart hard and hard. Heather heard it, and she heard it again, this cry from the depths of her heart. This is the promise to "move forward bravely", the agreement of "time", and also today. That call at the late concert. Everything is just waiting for the sentence "I won't let go."”.
Not just a promise to never give up, but also a refusal to give up on dreams, life, and perseverance.
Raising her head, Heather looked at Renly quietly in the spotlight. His face was so calm, and the sparse light and shadow outlined the outline of his cheeks, eyebrows, eyes, nose, lips, and... Those slender fingers seem to possess magic. Between the outline and jumping of the fingertips, words and musical notes meet, and then music is created.——
soul, resonance.
The sudden surge took away Heather's breath. She opened her eyes wide in a daze, fearing to miss any small moment. The hazy vision blurred all the light, but the performance on the stage was so clear. , as if she could touch the depths of Renly's soul.
“I wake you up with breakfast, I hold coffee for you, and kiss your forehead. I am responsible for sending the children to school, waving goodbye, and thanking God for allowing me to meet you. When you look back at me, at that moment I I have forgotten my age, I just want to dance with you at this moment. Your charm will never fade. Let me guarantee that you will only be more charming in the future. You inexplicably make me want to have a family..”
For Heather, she has never really owned the future. It is an object that is out of reach, untouchable, and even inexistent. It is like the light falling on the palm of her hand. It really exists, but she can never hold it. , the harder you work, the harder you are, the more eager you are, the more painful, sharp and bitter the empty palm becomes.
But at this moment, it was so real, so certain, as if she only needed to stretch out her fingers and close her fingertips, and she could have it..
She longs to attend her graduation ceremony, she longs to dance with him at the ball, she longs to hold his hand and walk hand in hand, she longs to wake up her lover with coffee, and she longs to be with the other person of destiny. Half of them started a family together, and she longed to have a home of her own..
The desire is so strong and hot that it almost burns the chest and makes people breathless. The simple and plain lyrics outline a happy and romantic future, a future that she has never had and dare not have. She is too longing for it. , so that the heart began to ache..
She never dared to hope too much, because the future was too far away, the secret love was too bitter, but he was too dazzling. Deep in her heart, she only had a small, small wish, silently waiting and looking up, Waiting silently, she didn't even dare to expect to get close, she just silently guarded the little secret, standing there, watching quietly until the end of her life.
This is too greedy？
“I am overwhelmed by love, and I want to tell you so much, my dear, that your love for me is worth a thousand dollars. You and I have been together through thick and thin. Looking back on the road of growth, I just want to stay with you until we grow gray..”
Three years, just three years, things seem to have changed too much, but it seems that nothing has changed..
He accompanied her in her recovery, and she witnessed him realize his dream; he encouraged her to start chasing her dream, and she waited until he completed the album; he ran all the way, guiding her to run towards the sun, and she waited stubbornly and persistently. , stood at the scene of his concert. He, she, and the scene of "one person's concert". Walking alone on the road, they met too many friends and were no longer alone. , alone.
This journey has been so long, so bumpy, and so difficult, but they have all grown up and experienced it. They are in the same boat through thick and thin, and never give up..
For Heather, this was enough. He accompanied her until now, and she looked up at him until now. The scenery along the way was so beautiful, like a dream that she couldn't wake up from. She had memories, The splendid and sweet memories, held tightly in her arms and refusing to let go, are all she has. As for that little secret, she will treasure it deep in her heart forever and wait silently..
But now, he knows, he knows it all.
Heather stared blankly at Renly in the center of the stage, letting her tears flow freely. In the light and shadow, Renly raised his chin and cast his gaze. In the sparse and soft shadows, she could see the slight Shining eyes, he softly sang——
“I just ask you not to let go and to stay with me.”
Emotions burst in an instant.
Heather could no longer hold on, she could no longer be tenacious, she could no longer be stubborn, all her strength was shattered at this moment, she could only open her mouth, but no sound came out.：
I won't let go, I won't let go, I won't let go！
Deep inside, she was roaring, shouting, and roaring, but in the real world there was only silence, no sound, all lines of defense, all persistence, all strength, all masks, all protection Shell, all fell apart, completely collapsed.
He heard it, he heard it all. Her struggle and pain, her loneliness and loneliness, her expectations and longings, her fear and timidity, her dreams and soul, he heard them all..
This is the man she loves deeply, this is the man she has a crush on; this is the man she looks up to, this is the man she longs for.
“I won't let go." This is her promise.
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